Bai Xu looked at the empty co-pilot, and felt melancholy for a while, this feeling of being lonely and lonely and cold, he seemed to have not felt it for a long time, but even if it was a chic day of a person before, occasionally there was this feeling, he still appreciated himself, loneliness couldn't hurt him, he thought that he had already practiced Tongpi Iron Bone.

But at this moment, all kinds of negative feelings were magnified several times, which made Bai Xu's heart swell and ache, and when he felt that he couldn't stand it, he could no longer stay where he was, start the car, and go to a "sleepless street" that he used to go to at night, where many racing enthusiasts gathered, and there were many rich people.

That's not it, there's no money, and you really can't modify any good cars!

As soon as Bai Yan arrived at that place, many people surrounded him as soon as the car stopped.

"Bai Shao, it's been a long time, I thought you were good, I haven't seen you for so long."

Bai Yan lowered the window: "Don't talk nonsense, let's have a game!" ”

"Okay, Bai Shao wants to play, and I will accompany you for a few games!"

Then the man shouted. The participants got into the cars and drove their cars to the usual starting line.

Whoever was the referee took off his clothes and threw them out three times, and the cars in a row rushed away.

On one road, there were only two cars left at the end, and after a while, the car with the skull printed on it was better, overtaking at a turn, and then stopping at the end of the road, far ahead of the second place.

The other car then stopped, and when he saw Bai Yan getting out of the car, he leaned on the front of the car and smoked and walked over: "I said Bai Shao, you just played with your life, and you dare to accelerate in such a bend!" ”

"You play this, don't you want this kind of excitement!"

"But it's human nature to be afraid of death!"

Bai Yan chuckled and spat out a puff of cigarette: "Maybe." ”

"By the way, why haven't you been here for so long, it can't be that you have found a woman from a good family, so you are really good, right?"

"I said that I found a good family wife and man, do you believe it?" As soon as these words came out, Bai Yan was stunned for a moment, and then he laughed, secretly sighing that he was really stimulated by tonight's events, a little demonic, he patted his friend's chest with the back of his hand, "What kind of good family woman can there be from me, it's just that a friend has been in a bit of trouble recently, it's not good to come out, don't keep thinking nonsense." ”

"Also, if there really is, you wouldn't have brought it out to show off earlier."

Bai Yan just smiled, in the past, he might have really done this kind of thing, but at this moment, he actually felt that if there was really one, he wished that he would hide it and only he could see it.

Jing Xu flashed through his mind for the first time......

"Alright, I'll go back first." Hammered Bai Yan with a punch, the other party went back to his car, turned around and left.

Bai Yan was still leaning on the front of the car, looking at the brilliant lights under the mountain, but in fact, at this time period, the lights had already been turned off in many places, and if they wanted to light up again, they would have to wait until tomorrow night.

The wind blew, and the cigarette between his fingers didn't want to smoke it again, and after letting it burn out little by little, Bai Yan extinguished it, cursed a foul word, turned around and got into the car.

He didn't understand, no matter how fast he drove, he tried to empty himself, no matter what he did, there was always a kind of loneliness around him, and there seemed to be some calling in his heart, shouting over and over again, but he couldn't hear it clearly.

Until, he parked the car in the hospital where Jing Xu was at the moment, and he didn't know why he came here.

Worried about Coke? I was really worried, but I had contacted it before and knew that the mother and child were safe.

He was waiting in the nursery room, and the moment he saw Jing Xu come out, he suddenly understood that he just wanted to see this person!

……

The next few days were very busy, because he wanted to arrange the death of Coke, Bai Yan wanted to hold his second uncle, cover some of his second uncle's eyeliner for Chu Weixiao, and even obtain Bai Aifei's blood, he didn't really betray his second uncle, but saved him.

The Chu family and the Regeneration Research Institute, no matter which side wins. The second uncle of his family is an existence that is going to be cooked, do you think the Regeneration Research Institute will let the second uncle go? Will you let Bai Aifei go?

Hehe!

In this way, the cooperation with Chu Weixiao has become a win-win situation, of course, he does not deny that he made this decision, mainly because of his selfishness.

Whether it's as Coke's older brother or as Jing Xu's ...... Friend, the Regeneration Research Institute cannot exist, and destruction is necessary.

He is not a kind person, on this basis, trying to protect his second uncle is already what he can do for his second uncle, in addition, such as Bai Aifei, it is best to save his life, if he can't, he actually doesn't care.

Jing Xu is also very busy, he has to take some blood for Coke every once in a while to store it, and then he has to study how to make Bai Aifei's blood, no matter how it is checked, it is consistent with Coke's, blood type DNA is not a problem, they are clones, they are exactly the same, the key is that one is a sick body.

Being so busy, Bai Yan didn't have time to think about what his strange feeling about Jing Xu was.

Finally, the play ended with Cola's death, and that night, Bai Yan and Jing Xu, who also played a bitter love scene, returned home and sat on the sofa, including Jing Xu, who was more particular about life.

This tragedy is really hard to play!

The two of them sat at each end of a sofa, Bai Yan put one foot on it, and nodded Jing Xu's thigh: "My sister is dead, do you think I want to borrow wine to kill my sorrows?" ”

Jing Xu's weak legs were shaken by him, and his mind was spinning: "There seems to be no wine at home?" ”

"So, go out and buy it?"

"Okay!"

It should have responded, but no one was willing to move, Bai Yan stared at Jing Xu, Jing Xu stared at the TV in front of him that was not turned on, and was paralyzed for a while, Bai Yan turned over and got up, and pulled Jing Xu up with his hand.

There is a supermarket downstairs in the community, Bai Yan is wearing a white shirt with flower pants, and he is dragging double flip-flops, which is a little sloppy in the refreshing, Jing Xu is okay, white shirt, jeans, cloth shoes, still so handsome, he was dangled by Bai Yan to the wine area of the supermarket by his shoulders.

What kind of alcohol to drink?

It's still a beer bar, in this kind of summer, it's better to have a cold beer, Bai Yan carried a whole box and greeted people he knew nearby. From time to time, he urged Jing Xu, who was following him, no matter how he looked at it, he didn't look like a big young master who could stir up trouble in City B!

Jing Xu's expression was indifferent, but he didn't dislike Bai Yan's appearance at this time, and some people who knew Bai Yan had also known Jing Xu in the past half a year, and they would also say hello to Jing Xu, this Jing Xu, at first glance, is not easy to get along with people, he is cold when he doesn't speak, and he can be angry with a sentence or two when he speaks.

But after a long time, with Bai Yan being in the middle and mud out of tune, Jing Xu's temperament changed more or less, at least, when others greeted him kindly. He will also nod his head more naturally, replying with "hello", "um, eat", "yes, come for a walk", etc.

After a long time, the neighbors knew that this was actually a shy child!

Back at home, as soon as the wine box was placed, Jing Xu put the small fried fried food he bought by the way on a plate and brought it to the sofa in the living room, Bai Yan had already opened two bottles of wine and handed him one bottle.

When he took the wine bottle, Jing Xu's mind actually hadn't turned a corner a little.

He doesn't actually drink. Even if he drank it, he would only drink a little red wine, but when Bai Yan asked him if he wanted to drink in a casual manner, he seemed to see the sadness in Bai Yan's heart at that time, and the ghost made the god agree, and he accompanied him to buy the wine back.

He looked at Bai Yan, this guy was already slumped on the sofa again, slugging and drinking half of the bottle, and shouted "cool", he looked at the wine bottle and tried to take a sip.

Hmm, it's a little bitter, it's not delicious!

"Huh." Bai Yan stretched his long legs again, nodded at Jing Xu who was standing in front of him, and accidentally hit his buttocks, thinking in his heart, this ass is elastic well, seeing Jing Xu turn his head, he retracted, and said, "Isn't it a man, it's like a girl who has to drink a small sip or something, drink beer, you have to be like me." ”

Then the demonstration plot poured another big mouthful.

Jing Xu hesitated, and then poured a mouthful of it like him, and the result was that ---- choked.

"Ahem, ahem!" He sat down on the sofa and coughed, and Bai Yan leaned over to pat him on the back.

"If you're stupid, you won't pay attention? I said, you didn't have any brothers before, you can eat and drink with you, otherwise there will always be some class reunion, fellow association or something? ”

Bai Yan didn't think to explore Jing Xu's privacy, even if he knew that he had something to do with the Regeneration Research Institute, Bai Yan didn't ask him what his identity was, and he said this today, purely because he couldn't even drink a drink.

It stands to reason that Jing Xu doesn't look like a sissy, although he lives a particular life and has to be dressed cleanly. That's a bit of a cleanliness fetish at most, he is still quite manly, and the two often work out together, Bai Yan knows that although Jing Xu is thin, he is lean and very material to the touch!

Ahem, it's normal to live for so long, and occasionally come across it!

However, Jing Xu, who was asked, was silent for a moment, and then continued to take a big sip from the bottle.

Wine is not always good or bad, but when you want to drink it, it is good.

Bai Yan saw that he was fine, although he was a little puzzled by his actions, but Jing Xu was originally a weird guy.

Patting Jing Xu on the shoulder, Bai Yan took his wine bottle and slammed it with Jing Xu, man, you don't need to say anything, just drink it, and when you drink enough, you can say everything.

This should almost be on Jing Xu.

Yes, after Bai Yan drank three bottles, he only dried up one bottle, and then he got drunk, after all, he had never drunk alcohol, and it was normal to get drunk easily.

He leaned crookedly back on the couch, looking at the slightly blurred bottle held in front of him, and without knowing what he could do, he got up and put it on the table, along with the other bottles he hadn't drunk, and laughed himself.

Jing Xu almost never smiled, even when he was happy, it seemed that he was born with less active, excited, and laughing nerves, and suddenly laughed, shaking Bai Yan a little straight!

Jing Xu looks very delicate, and when he laughs, he is particularly bright, like a child's smile, and his snow-white and neat teeth look particularly cute.

Bai Yan was stunned for a moment. Then he got up and hugged him: "What's so happy that our cold-faced doctor will laugh too, huh?" ”

Jing Xu didn't answer, still giggling, Bai Yancai pinched his hot cheeks incredulously: "You kid, aren't you, you get drunk with a bottle of beer?" ”

"It's not a bottle," Jing Xu grabbed Bai Yan's finger pinching his cheek, and pointed to the table with the other hand, "Look, there are many bottles." ”

Bai Yan: "Really drunk? ”

"There are really a lot of bottles!" Jing Xu emphasized very persistently, and also tugged Bai Yan's fingers, which made Bai Yan's fingers hurt, and replied again and again: "Yes, yes." Lots of bottles, lots of bottles, and then what? ”

And then what?

Jing Xu stood there dumbfounded, and when Bai Yan wondered if he was asleep standing up, he said faintly: "I don't have any classmates." ”

"What?" Bai Yan didn't understand what he meant for a while.

"I don't have any classmates, I didn't go to school."

"Huh?" Bai Yan took the opportunity to pinch his body, "You look so healthy, how can you not go to school, and unlike my cousin Bai Aifei, she has never been to school." ”

"I can't get on."

"Why?"

"Because I'm smart!"

Bai Yan: "......" is the answer to hit people, right?

Jing Xu laughed again, his body softened with laughter, and he fell to the sofa, and Bai Yan, who was holding him, was also taken and fell on the sofa, and the two of them were entangled and lying together.

Bai Yan tried to earn it, but found that he was actually too lazy to move, so he spread out his limbs and let Jing Xu press half of his body.

When Jing Xu had laughed enough, he stretched out his hand and wanted to take off the lamp on the ceiling, Bai Yan laughed and followed the hand to grab his hand: "Fool! ”

Jing Xu responded with laughter, the laughter was in Bai Yan's ears, he seemed to hear a "zizi" sound, crossed in his heart, looked at the hands that the two were holding together, and felt that this action was very silly, and he was reluctant to put it down.

"Bai Yan."

"Huh?"

"I want to have classmates."

“……”

"I want to be able to play soccer on the grass with my buddies and basketball on the basketball court. Fighting for the high school entrance examination, quarreling over a little thing, or even fighting, a little bloody, maybe I will be called to the teacher's office, and then call the parents, although I don't have a parent......" Jing Xu laughed as he said, "Probably these tastes are not good, but I don't know how bad they are, because I haven't tasted them, all of them are what I have seen in it." ”

Bai Yan clenched his hand: "You still can, I thought you would only read medical books and philosophy." ”

"I don't look at it now."

"Why don't you watch it?"

"Look, I don't understand it either." Jing Xu's eyes showed confusion. "Obviously, I'm so smart."

Bai Yan couldn't help laughing, it turned out that Jing Xu, who was cold-faced, was actually such a narcissistic person?

After laughing, he felt sad and distressed: "Jing Xu, when you were a child, what kind of place were you in?" ”

By the time he reacted, he had already asked.

Jing Xu, who was drunk, didn't think much about it, he just thought about it for a while, and then replied: "In a particularly serious place, there, you can't make noise or make trouble, otherwise your uncle and aunt will be unhappy." ”

"Why are you upset?"

“……”

"Jing Xu?" No one answered, Bai Yan turned his head sideways to look at Jing Xu's side face near Chi Qi, and looked at his closed eyes. Listening to his gradually long breathing, I realized that I had fallen asleep like this.

Bai Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, looking at his sleeping face, calm and soft, the eyebrows that had always been cold seemed to melt into frost, Bai Yan involuntarily approached, and then closer, until a kiss fell on Jing Xu's cheek.

But two seconds later, Bai Yan left Jing Xu's face in a panic, his eyes full of disbelief.

What is he doing, what is he doing, is this gender attribute not quite right?

Yes, today's society is not as harsh on same-sex love as it used to be. He has also seen men of all natures, pure for fun, true love, and mutual support.

But it's one thing to know, it's another thing not to excluse, but after twenty-eight or nine years of confirming that he is a straight man, he suddenly found that he was ...... to another man Is this special code for him to overthrow the first half of his life?

Bai Yan carefully pulled out without waking Jing Xu, this was a subconscious action, even if he knew that the other party was drunk now and probably couldn't wake up, he still paid attention to the weight and amplitude of the action.

After jumping off the sofa, he grabbed his hair, thought about it seriously, and felt that maybe he was just a momentary confusion, and it was estimated that he hadn't looked for a girlfriend for too long, otherwise, he would have hurried to find a girlfriend recently?

If Jing Xu dares to watch from the sidelines again, then let him be optimistic, who is afraid of whom!

After making up his mind, Bai Yan decided to take a bath and sleep, and ordered himself not to think about it anymore, but just after walking a few steps, he looked back at Jing Xu who was lying alone on the sofa, and he couldn't bear it, so he walked over and picked up Jing Xu horizontally.

Even if he is thin, he is still a man, and he is quite heavy to hold.

Shaking off the thought of "do you want to train your strength to the next level" that suddenly popped up in his mind, Bai Yan carried Jing Xu into the room, put him on the big sofa that was more comfortable than his big bed, took off his shirt and pants, and looked at the pale skin, fine muscles, narrow waist, slender legs, and ...... The pure white underwear is wrapped in roundness, and the upper body is fresh and tender......

Bai Yan turned around and covered his nose, and after standing silently for a while to make sure that the nosebleed did not stay, he didn't even dare to turn around and take another look, so he went into the bathroom, holding a towel dipped in hot water, while shouting in his heart: It's over, it's over, is it really bent?

Then he puffed up his chest again, he used to fight shirtless with his brothers, and when he took a bath in the bathhouse, he didn't feel it at all, he must have not vented for too long recently, so he had this reaction.

Definitely not because of Jing Xu!

Thinking of Jing Xu, he thought of the body he saw, and immediately felt that his nose was itchy again, so he quickly stopped any thoughts in his head, wrung out the towel, walked out of the bathroom, and faced Jing Xu again, he took several deep breaths in a row, hypnotized himself into a robot, and then raised his head, looked up with his eyes, and wiped his body with his feelings.

He knew that Jing Xu loved to be clean and couldn't take a bath, so he could only wipe the other party, hoping that Jing Xu would feel better, even if he was suffering.

Finally, the towel was rewrung several times before Jing Xu's whole body was roughly wiped all over, and Bai Yan's whole body was wet, full of sweat!

Covering Jing Xu with a thin blanket, Bai Yan entered the bathroom again, took a cold shower, and after cutting himself coldly, he lay back on his bed with a grunt, and then looked at the ceiling with his eyes open. I don't even know what I'm thinking.

Perhaps, he is also drunk tonight, everything is not normal, it is all normal!

……

The next day.

Jing Xu felt that Bai Yan was very strange, for most of the half a year of his life, the other party's living habits were like deliberately challenging his nerves and bottom line, sometimes he asked Bai Yan not to do things, Bai Yan still wanted to do the opposite, but today, Bai Yan was particularly ...... Obedient, obedient makes Jing Xu feel that Bai Yan seems to be avoiding him?

"What's wrong with you, constipated?" When eating, Jing Xu, who has always been "open-minded", asked so. almost made Bai Yan squirt the soup in his mouth.

"Where am I like to be constipated?"

"You're constipated and embarrassed to say it right now."

"I ......" The chopsticks in Bai Yan's hand pointed at himself, and then pointed at the other party, and finally put it on the table, folded his arms, and said, "Jing Xu, my special code is not constipation, I am, I, that, I have a girlfriend." ”

Jing Xu, who was eating stereotypically, stopped, looked up, and looked straight at Bai Yan.

Bai Yan was a little weak-hearted: "Cough, what's that." It's my buddy, who introduced me to a girl, I saw it, I think it's not bad, I want to try, you see I have been empty for a long time, isn't it said in medicine that too long a window is not good for health? ”

In fact, the so-called seeing it is just a glance at the photo, and now Bai Yan feels that as long as it is a woman, she can try it.

"There's no such thing in medicine." Jing Xu said coldly, hearing that Bai Yan had a girlfriend, he felt very uncomfortable, "Your current situation is not suitable for having a girlfriend." ”

"Why doesn't it fit?"

"It doesn't fit anywhere!"

Bai Yan was unhappy: "Jing Xu, you deliberately came against me, right?" ”

Jing Xu was silent.

Bai Yan snorted: "Anyway, I'm going on a date in the afternoon, what about you, you can follow me if you want, but let me tell you, if you ruin my sexual happiness like before, you will move away for me!" ”

The latter sentence, in the first two months, Bai Yan had to say it almost every day, so this time, in order to support his aura, he inertly brought this sentence out.

After saying that, he also felt a little undeserved. But the words have already been spoken, and it would be too faceless to take it back, Bai Yan at this time doesn't really know how to really bend over for a person.

He thought that he used to say it every day, and Jing Xu also relied on it like this, and now that he says it again, it doesn't matter...... Right?

He subconsciously looked at Jing Xu, Jing Xu seemed stunned, and then lowered his head and started eating again, as if he didn't care if he was really going on a date for a while.

Seeing him like this, Bai Yan only felt even more unhappy, so he simply didn't eat, went into the room to change his clothes, and when he came out, he saw that Jing Xu was still eating, Bai Yan snorted vigorously Jing Xu ignored him, he said "I'm leaving", Jing Xu still ignored him.

Until he went out, Jing Xu didn't follow.

Before the change, Jing Xu must follow wherever he goes, just like installing a radar, he can detect when he is going out at any time, and accurately grasp one by one.

Now, this Jing Xu really doesn't follow, Bai Yan stands outside the house, and then looks at the door that was closed by his own hands...... Why did he feel a sense of loneliness that he had been abandoned?

Isn't this plot going right?