Chapter 129: If you are ruthless, I will leave.
There is no difference between cemeteries in this world, and small tombstones are even colder, but places like cemeteries gather so many parting sorrows, which make people feel awe when they are in them.
Nan Yu carefully observed Tang Huaijin, she didn't have much affection for the tombstone in front of her, after all, she had never seen someone she had ever gotten along, but Tang Huaijin was different, under the pair of tombstones in front of her, his parents were buried.
To Nan Yu's surprise, Tang Huaijin did not show sadness and palpitations, his gaze was very restrained, and he could hardly see any special emotions.
Tang Huaijin has never been a warm person, but he can be so cold in the face of his parents. I have to say that it opened Nan Yu's eyes. What kind of person is this, it seems that in this world, nothing can make him emotional.
Being in such a place, Nan Yu couldn't help but ask him, "Will you miss them?" ”
Counting up, it has been more than ten years since Tang Huaijin's parents died in a car accident, and for such a long time, he came alone, so it is inevitable that he will miss it, right?
The result seems to be reasonable, but it is unexpected.
He shook his head.
said that he didn't miss his parents much.
Nan Yu was a little shocked, in her consciousness, her parents were probably the best existence. Nan Yu was abandoned by her mother back then, and then made unremitting efforts to return to her mother, even if she was completely sad later and was not looking for it. But deep down, I still have a deep attachment to my mother.
Therefore, she couldn't understand Tang Huaijin's statement that she was completely indifferent to her parents.
Tang Huaijin sat in the open space between the two tombstones without any scruples, he had never been regular, and in Nan Yu's impression, he really had never sat on the ground like this.
He seemed to have the urge to speak, and said to Nan Yu with the breath of distant memories in his voice: "My parents are married, and the relationship is not deep. ”
This opening sentence completely stopped Nan Yu's mouth.
She didn't say anything, just listened to him speak slowly.
Tang Huaijin said it was difficult, as if he was saying something that he had never confided in in his heart.
"My mother, she ....... It's beautiful....... and I have the impression that she is beautiful every day..... When I want to go out, I will ask the maid to take care of me. ”
Before he left the country at the age of five, he was almost always a servant. There are always times when a little boy is naughty, and he can't be born with such a cold heart and lungs.
But.... His mother never tolerated his naughtiness, would not hold him, and would not have any intimacy with him.
Tang Huaijin was most impressed by the time he saw a beautiful peacock feather on the high heels worn by his mother before he went abroad, and he quickly crawled over and pulled it off without saying a word.
He wanted something from his mother and wanted to be close to her, but all he could really do was to pull the feathers from her shoes.
The result was very tragic.
Mrs. Tang, who had destroyed her shoes, was furious, and kicked Tang Huaijin with her foot without thinking much about it, completely ignoring that the shoes on her feet were stiletto heels.
Tang Huaijin still remembers the pain when the thin pointy shoes stepped on his body.
When his injuries were not fully recovered, his father sent him out of the country. In the UK, although lonely, Tang Huaijin has learned to be indifferent. Compared with Jin Nanfeng, who misses his mother in the middle of the night, he is not as mature as a five-year-old child.
Nan Yu listened to him talk intermittently about the past, and when he looked up at the photo on the tombstone, Tang Huaijin's mother was really very beautiful. Even if it's just a small photo. can still see the outstanding arrogance between her eyebrows, and when the woman's beauty is too dazzling, it is very oppressive.
Reach out and gently place it on his shoulder.
Some pains are not easy to forget, and some hurdles may also be impossible to get over for a lifetime.
Tang Huaijin hung his head slightly. "When they got into a car accident, I sat in the back seat and listened to their constant arguments. At that time, my mother said, 'Even if we die together, it is better than torturing each other like we do now.'" She was right, and the next moment they were all gone. ”
Nan Yu's hand slowly tightened, at this time. Any words of comfort were pale, and she could only accompany him silently, hoping that he could feel a trace of her strength.
His restraint can be applied anywhere.
Even in such a sad and sad moment, he may recover quickly. One hand grabbed Nan Yu's hand on his shoulder, and he said, "When I heard that you had an accident in this car accident, I was thinking when I returned to China, I should bring you here." I want to tell my mother that if she still feels guilty about me after all these years, please let her go of you. ”
There was something illogical about what he said.
But Nan Yu understood.
In Tang Huaijin's life, almost all his injuries were given by his mother. The father, who doesn't care about the family, has become a dispensable existence. So Tang Huaijin always thinks of his mother, and thinks of her absolute kick back then, if it weren't for that ruthlessness, he wouldn't have been sent out at a young age.
He was an only child, and he didn't really need that kind of rigorous training.
Later, the death of his parents, in Tang Huaijin's heart, was also a curse of his mother.
By that time he was already grown. An eighteen-year-old boy is not too big. Everything about him was excellent, which made his father expect a lot from him. When he returned to China, his father came to pick him up, and for some reason, his mother came.
Two people quarrel in the car. Not open.
Later, Tang Huaijin's mother cursed hoarsely, and would rather die together, and they would torture each other like this.
Sure enough, as she said, the car rolled over in the next moment, and it was too fast to scream. In an instant, Tang Huaijin became an orphan whose parents died.
He fell ill after that because his mother's voice lingered, and he seemed to hear his mother's screams of death all the time.
I feel like I didn't deserve to live.
Tang Huaijin clasped Nan Yu's hands in the middle, and he could see that he was in pain.
Nan Yu seemed to comfort him easily, "Isn't it good for me." ”
Although she has suffered a little, the wounds on her body are healing these days, and she scratches her heart and liver. Moreover, Nan Yu herself can feel that she has some sequelae, as long as she concentrates on thinking about one thing, she will have a headache.
But the pain is nothing compared to the actual loss of life.
She should be thankful that the car she was riding in at that time was a car that had been heavily modified by Tang Huaijin and had the highest level of resistance to external forces.
At this time, thinking of this incident, Nan Yu had a new understanding.
His cars have been renovated with a lot of money, and Nan Yu simply thought that this was just a rich man, and people were stupid and had a lot of money. If you don't spend money on a car, you have nowhere to spend it. Thinking about it now, his parents' car accident may have left a deep psychological shadow on him, so all his cars after that were the highest defense standards.
Thinking of this, Nan Yu's heart softened.
"Don't worry, I'm fine."
Tang Huaijin slowly leaned her head towards Nan Yu's body, and finally rested on her legs.
His voice was hoarse, "Xiao Yu'er, if one day you find out that I did something wrong, will you forgive me?" ”
When a man says something like that. Be careful, be careful, be careful.
Even if Nan Yu felt sorry for him at the moment, there were still some questions that could not be promised casually, and she immediately asked vigilantly, "You shouldn't really have a woman outside, right?" That Wei Qi? ”
Tang Huaijin opened his mouth to bite the flesh on her leg, "Aren't you amnesia?" ”
Nan Yu immediately said, "Hmph! I won't forget this if I lose my memory! Did you have a good time going to the UK with her to find memories? "Speaking of which. Nan Yu really moved some liver fire.
Although intellectually clearly understood that the car accident was an accident, Tang Huaijin could not be said to be by her side at this time. But when she remembered that she was on the line of life and death, he was looking for memories with other women outside, and she was angry.
Tang Huaijin smiled, low, very dull on her lap.
Nan Yu was a little embarrassed. With some unquenched anger, he pushed his head and said, "What are you laughing at, you are not allowed to laugh!" I can tell you, if you dare to do something sorry for me, then I will absolutely forget you in the first place! Then find someone who really loves me to be with. ”
She's not the rigid kind of person.
If you are ruthless, I will leave.
At the beginning, she had the courage to break through everything and leave the cheating Pei Zhongyao. Now, she has more capital to leave Tang Huaijin, who is good with other women.
At such a time, it is actually due to age. Although women regard age as an enemy, they all want age to never show traces on themselves. But when I was twenty-six or seventeen years old, my mind would really change drastically from that of seventeen or eighteen.
Nan Yu is very dedicated to her work, and by now, she has this capital to say 'goodbye'.
Tang Huaijin asked rhetorically, "Is that if I don't have another woman, you will live with me for the rest of your life." ”
"Of course." Nan Yu replied in the affirmative.
She still has a beautiful vision for marriage. As long as it is not a matter of principle, there will always be a solution to anything else.
They got married the first time they met. Nan Yu had already expected that there would be ups and downs in their marriage.
She was ready to face it all.
Feelings can be cultivated, and money can be earned hard.
Nan Yu couldn't think of anything else that could separate the two of them other than his cheating.
Tang Huaijin raised her head from her lap, a pair of bottomless pupils stared at her, and said solemnly: "You have to count when you speak." ”
Being stared at by his eyes like this, Nan Yu didn't know why he was a little weak, "Wait.....
Before she could say anything else, his lips came up.
The deep and shallow kiss, like a spring breeze intoxicating night, makes people want to indulge in it.
Nan Yu muttered between their lips and tongues, and the words behind "You ....." were swallowed by him again.
Men who can't stop......
Nan Yu's whole person is trapped in his tenderness, no matter how sober his reason is, but in the face of such a man who seems to be cold to the whole world and treats himself gently, Nan Yu really can't help but fall into the mud.
A long kiss, as long as a century.
Nan Yu leaned completely on his chest, and every bone joint in his body was weak. The two of them hadn't been intimate for too long, and she couldn't stand his temptation like this.
But I think it's ridiculous. "How can you be here!"
Is the cemetery good?! How can this kind of place be so intimate!
Tang Huaijin half-hugged the person in her arms, carefully avoiding the wounds on her body and not letting her hurt.
He said with a little seriousness: "When I kiss you in front of my parents, it represents my heart." In the future, I hope they can let you go, and everything will come at me. ”
Say this! Nan Yu thumped him.
"That's your parents. It's time to say let them bless you more! You can't speak. Nan Yu reprimanded him.
After the catastrophe, Nan Yu still agreed. After all, it is to report safety to the family, and then make a wish, hoping that in the future, the family can be blessed and can avoid another disaster.
can say that Tang Huaijin is like this, Nan Yu is really the first time to see it.
Thinking about it, I'm afraid no one has taught him this since he was a child. Nan Yu patiently told him: "Even if they have a bad relationship, even if your mother is not very close to you." They are all your parents, and they can really hope that you are not good in their hearts. Besides, people have been dead for so many years, you can just say some good things, what's the use of saying this. ”
Tang Huaijin listened obediently.
Like a serious and teachable child.
His appearance was too pious, and Nan Yu couldn't even say it. In the end, he still took out the position of a hammer when he was in Chenfan, and said, "In the future, you just listen to me." ”
Tang Huaijin just looked at her and smiled, a very innocent smile.
On the way back, Nan Yu began to talk and laugh again, and even boldly said: "I've seen a lot of films about tornadoes, I don't know if we can meet them." ”
Tang Huaijin drove the car wildly and said unashamedly: "What is chasing and shooting, it is only called powerful when it passes through a tornado." ”
Nan Yu sighed twice, "I saw a lot of cows flying in the sky." ”
"Cow?" Tang Huaijin really looked at the sky seriously.
Nan Yu giggled, this kind of person who grew up abroad, there are some jokes they still don't understand. Moreover, Tang Huaijin's Shanghai local dialect is better than Mandarin, which may be related to the environment.
Most of the people who went out back then spoke the local dialect.
Back at the hotel, it was already night, and Tang Huaijin took Nan Yu to meet a stranger.
"His name is Bohui, and he will follow you in the future." Tang Huaijin arranged it this way.
Nan Yu looked at Bohui, not the kind of typical bodyguard, but Bohui didn't look well-developed, very thin. Tilt your head and think about it, is it because she has seen many tall and beautiful people in Las Vegas during this time, so she feels thin and small when she looks at the Chinese people?
Ke Bohui stood in front of Tang Huaijin, and only then did he reach Tang Huaijin's chest.
Nan Yu smiled politely at Bo Hui, and listened to Bo Hui say: "I am Bo Ming's younger brother, and I often hear my sister-in-law mention you." ”
"Sister-in-law?" Nan Yu was a little confused about the relationship.
Bohui said: "My sister-in-law is Lu Qing, and she said that she has a good relationship with you. It's a girlfriend. ”
Girlfriends?
Nan Yu's smile was particularly stiff.