Chapter 186: Distance is Reality
"Wait a minute," he got up, walked to the public desk, took the car key that Wu Jiang gave him back just now, and handed it to me, "You drive this car first," he said and took out a card from his wallet and gave it to me, "You also take this, there are about 300,000 in it, and the password is six zeros, you arrange those people, don't make a mess." ”
"Then I'll borrow yours, and I'll pay you back at that time." I really need this money now, so I don't take it politely, but can I still drive without any documents for the car keys?
"Don't be polite to me in our current relationship." Gu Yisheng smiled and slapped the car key on my hand, as if he saw my concerns, "Don't worry, I don't have to be afraid of acquaintances in the traffic police." However, the sooner you reissue that document, the better. ”
"I've asked my friends to help make up for it, and there should be news next week." Hearing him say that, I took all the keys and cards.
Gu Yisheng raised his hand and glanced at his watch, "I have a meeting in the afternoon, you try to finish the matter over there in the afternoon." I'll move over in the evening, make a list of what I need to buy, and I'll ask the secretary to buy it later. ”
I didn't expect Gu Yisheng to be so resolute.
When I came out of Jingcheng, I first asked the bank to withdraw money, first withdrew 100,000 yuan from the bank, and then found a mobile phone store nearby, equipped with a mobile phone, and then returned to the community where they lived in Wujiang.
Back at Wujiang's residence, the three of them were eating a bucket of instant noodles one by one, while discussing what to do with the tables and chairs in the store.
I forgot that I still had an appetite for this toss at noon, so I said that I had eaten some outside just now.
After the three of us finished eating instant noodles, I put the money in the paper bag on the table and asked them to find another store, and if the money was not enough, I would think of a way.
Li Wenbin saw that I suddenly took out so much money, and stood up after a while, "Tong Tong, where did you get this money, return it quickly, we don't need it." ”
"That's right, Tongtong, we still have the capital to open a store, you hurry up and get the money back." Wu Jiang also persuaded.
Wu Xiaoli stared at the paper bag of money.
"I can probably estimate how much you have, you can open a small store, but it may be a little difficult to find a store like this, this money is just my share," I smiled, "You should also know my identity, I still have this money." ”
"You want to go back to Banyan City?" Li Wenbin's face was shocked again.
"My friends and relatives are over there, and I'm going to go back sooner or later," I said, rubbing my hands together and smiling a little reluctantly.
"Tongtong, I can't bear you." Wu Xiaoli's eyes finally moved from the pile of money to me.
"For the time being, I will still be in Beijing...... It's just that I won't be able to live with you in the future. After the words fell, I raised my eyes and looked at Li Wenbin, his face was gloomy and his eyes were blank, and he slowly sat back.
Wu Xiaoli took my hand and shook it. "And where do you live?"
"My friend helped me rent a house on the side of the Third Ring Road, and you can come and play when you have time in the future, and I just got a mobile phone, you can call me at any time if you have anything." As I spoke, I took out my newly bought phone and dialed the number for them.
When I was saving the number with Wu Jiang and Wu Xiaoli, Li Wenbin sat aside without humming, hanging his head and looking very bad, and I could only pretend not to see it.
After saving the number, I thought I had to leave today no matter what, and sooner or later I had to say, so I said: "I'll move here today, if you have nothing to do in the afternoon, you can go with me to recognize the way......"
Li Wenbin finally couldn't help but interrupt me, "Tong Tong, I have something to tell you when you come here." With that, he got up and walked to the bedroom where Wu Jiang lived with him.
"Go ahead," Wu Xiaoli patted my hand.
I was a little melancholy, and when I entered the bedroom, I saw Li Wenbin sitting on the bed with his head in his hands, and his lonely appearance made me very uncomfortable. I shouldn't have been with him when I woke up, I gave him hope, and now I'm letting him down.
"Brother Wen Bin, don't be sad, it's not that we can't meet in the future, when you want to see me, you can come over at any time." I stepped forward and comforted.
Li Wenbin raised his head suddenly, his eyes were a little fierce, "Did that man force you?" ”
"It's not."
"He must have forced you, otherwise why would you want to move out, I don't agree, I'll go to him tomorrow."
"Brother Wen Bin, I'll tell you a story." As I spoke, I sat down next to him, and as I talked about the things I had with Ah Zhe when I was a child, I met and fell in love again when I grew up, and it wasn't until the letter left by my father tore us apart that I would go down that dead end.
Li Wenbin was shocked when he heard this, and his eyes turned red when he looked at me.
And I was already in tears.
He looked at me with disgust in his eyes, "Tong Tong, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were so bitter, I was impulsive today." ”
I shook my head slightly.
"Don't cry, you'll all be happy in the future." He patted me on the back and comforted.
I wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes and looked up at him, "So Brother Wen Bin, I have no heart for a long time, I know your heart for me, but I can't." ”
Li Wenbin also had tears in his eyes, he raised his hand, gently brushed the broken hair in my ear, and said softly: "I didn't think about it so much, I just want to be by your side."
I couldn't stop the tears from flowing again. I'd be willing to accept him if I could, but I knew it wouldn't be possible.
"As long as you're good...... That's it. He took my hand, rubbed it in his palm, and said softly: "I'll clean it up later, and move it over early to tidy up."
When I heard this, I burst into tears.
"Don't cry if you're weak, hurt yourself." He patted me on the back and whispered: "In the future, you should pay attention to living alone, you must use hot water to wash when you are cold, and you can't be cold when it's hot now, you know?"
"yes, I know." I choked, "I still need you to keep my business secret, don't tell anyone." "I didn't want the second person to know about this, but Li Wenbin I think he will keep his mouth shut for me.
He nodded vigorously.
When we came out of the bedroom, our eyes were a little red. As soon as Li Wenbin came out, he began to pack up my things, in fact, I don't have many things, and I don't think I will need them in the future, but Li Wenbin bought them for me, so I want to bring them.
When leaving, Li Wenbin loaded all the money on the table back for me. I didn't expect him to be so screwed, and I couldn't do anything for a while, so I could only follow him first and wait for them to talk about it when they needed it.
He sent me to the apartment again, and when I saw the luxurious and exquisite three-bedroom, he realized something in a trance, and his eyes became darker and darker.
Sometimes it's just too far away if you don't admit it.
After Li Wenbin left, I began to look at the bedrooms one by one, the big master bedroom obviously Gu Yisheng lived, and there were still some of his clothes in the wardrobe, so I chose the south-facing second bedroom, in fact, there is nothing to tidy up, many things are ready-made, the only thing missing is clothes and cosmetics, and there are some personal things.
I grabbed my keys and wallet and prepared to go downstairs and walk around the nearby mall. When I came back from the mall, it was already past ten o'clock at night, so I packed up and took a shower, put on a mask, and lay down on the soft chair by the floor-to-ceiling window, looking out the window.
Zou Zichen's face appeared uncontrollably in my mind, I once had a very shameful idea, that is, to forget the things in the letter, anyway, no one knew about it, and no one would have thought that I would have that relationship with him, so I could act as if nothing had happened, and continue to love and stay with him until I was old.
Can...... I still couldn't do it, and the letter was a thorn in my heart, and I couldn't help but face it. People live in this world, so they have to abide by some laws, and I am separated from him by an insurmountable thunder pool, constantly reminding me not to get close to him.
The night sky in Beijing is pitch black and lonely, like my heart, black holes, without a single light.
I lived in Gu Yisheng's apartment for half a month, I didn't go anywhere for half a month, I stayed in the apartment all the time, spread a yoga mat in the big living room every morning and evening, practice for an hour, stretch every part of the body, sweat, and the whole person will feel a lot more comfortable.
In the past half a month, I have also thought a lot, some things are destined, sometimes the stomach must be there in life, there is no time in life to ask, fate is destined, I can't go back to the sky, then don't touch it, it's hard to let go, but it's not impossible, it depends on whether I want to or not.
Regarding my laziness, Gu Yisheng is not in a hurry. During this time, he came once, let me have a good rest for a while, and also sent me two spa cards, so that I had nothing to do.
Su Qing and Guo Yanyan also came to Beijing last week and personally came to deliver my documents. Su Qing said that as soon as Yanyan knew the news of me in Beijing, she insisted on coming together, and when she saw them, she couldn't help but hug her head and cry. After crying, I smirked again, but I still didn't tell them about the content of the letter, and they didn't dare to poke my sore spots, only saying that being good is more important than anything else.
What happened a year ago has become taboo.