Chapter 180: Quit Love
Li Yilan ignored Xu Yaran's struggle, and hugged Xu Yaran into her arms, her chin against Xu Yaran's soft hair. His voice was a little hoarse and low, with a sense of demagogy, and he said softly: "Don't move, let me hug it." ”
"Li Yilan, you ......" Xu Yaran was furious when she heard this, and wanted to reprimand Li Yilan.
At this time, although Li Yilan hugged her from behind, Li Yilan seemed to have eyes, and easily found Xu Yaran's lips. He stretched out his hand and covered Xu Yaran's lips, interrupting what Xu Yaran was about to say.
"Shh......h Don't say it, let me say it, okay? Li Yilan tilted her head to Xu Yaran's ear and said in a low voice.
Xu Yaran rolled her eyes, Li Yilan's fingers were still pressed on her lips, even if she wanted to speak, Li Yilan would not give her a chance. Now it seems that he is asking her, although thinking like this, Xu Yaran is not really angry.
Although Li Yilan hugged her, she didn't make excessive movements. And Xu Yaran can feel that Li Yilan's embrace is different from the past. In the past, when Li Yilan was holding her, she was always full of ** or domineering. Now she can feel that when Li Yilan is holding him, it is quiet and calm.
And when Li Yilan hugged her, she didn't use any force, and the hand around her waist was indescribably gentle. Li Yilan's hand seemed to have magic power, and Xu Yaran's heart also followed Li Yilan's hand, becoming extremely supple.
Xu Yaran stopped struggling and let Li Yilan gently surround her.
"Trust me, I won't let you down again this time." Li Yilan's voice was like a curse, and when she said a word, Xu Yaran's heart trembled fiercely, and she was full of tenderness for a while.
Li Yilan just said a sentence, and it was no longer a tirade. Although the voice is soft, it reveals a sense of unyielding.
Xu Yaran's heart was filled with Li Yilan's few words in an instant, her nose was sore, and she almost burst into tears.
"Trust me, I won't let you down again this time." A very simple sentence, Li Yilan said it very lightly, but it seemed to contain countless powers, which wiped out the hatred in Xu Yaran's heart.
Li Yilan's fingers pressed between Xu Yaran's lips slowly moved between Xu Yaran's lips, and after a while, Xu Yaran felt a little cold between her lips, only to find that Li Yilan's fingers didn't know when they had been taken back.
Li Yilan's hands grabbed Xu Yaran's shoulders and pulled Xu Yaran's body over. Let Xu Yaran face him, Li Yilan's eyes looked at Xu Yaran with wrinkles, his eyes flashed with moving brilliance, and he said: "I didn't know what I wanted before, I kept searching, and I made a lot of mistakes. Thankfully, now I finally know what I want most, and thankfully it's still in time. ”
Xu Yaran moved the corners of her mouth, wanting to say something, but the last thing she said was a sigh.
Li Yilan let her go so easily that night, and Xu Yaran didn't say anything. Although Li Yilan's words and eyes were explicit, they did not spread out. Xu Yaran just didn't understand anything, and didn't know what Li Yilan meant.
In Xu Yaran's expectant gaze, Xu Yaran stood opposite Li Yilan and didn't say anything.
It's not that she doesn't want to say something, Li Yilan's words are very beautiful, if they can be fulfilled, they must be more moving than what they say. If Li Yilan had said this to her before, she would not hesitate to take her household registration book and go directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a red book with Li Yilan.
Women who have been hurt are always afraid to try to trust others easily. What's more, a man who once hurt her deeply? So Xu Yaran could only choose to be silent, watching Li Yilan's gaze become gloomy little by little, Xu Yaran's heart was like a knife, but she really didn't know what to say.
Li Yilan didn't embarrass her, and finally Li Yilan gave her a hug and patted her on the back. Didn't say anything, just let someone send her back. Xu Yaran shook her head and wanted to go back by herself. Li Yilan didn't say anything, but nodded.
After returning home, Xu Yaran felt very uncomfortable, her mind was blank, thinking about Li Yilan's words.
"Trust me, I won't let you down this time."
"I didn't know what I wanted before, and I made a lot of mistakes in my search. Thankfully, now I finally know what I'm thinking about the most, and thankfully it's still in time. ”
Li Yilan's words flashed in Xu Yaran's mind over and over again.
"Trust me, I won't let you down this time."
"I didn't know what I wanted before, and I made a lot of mistakes in my search. Thankfully, now I finally know what I'm thinking about the most, and thankfully it's still in time. ”
Xu Yaran was a little flustered, the decision she had made not long ago was defeated after Li Yilan said these words. What Li Yilan said, for her, is like a drug, she knows that she can't touch that thing anymore, but she is always thinking about it in her heart, thinking all the time, when she finally can't help it, then she really can't guarantee that she will quit love.
Xu Yaran sat in the living room and saw the coat hanging on the balcony outside. Xu Yaran suddenly thought of Su Weishi again, I don't know why, this man left an indelible trace in Xu Yaran's heart, you don't need to think about it deliberately, but it always appears in your mind inadvertently.
Xu Yaran suddenly wanted to call Su Weishi, so she dialed Su Weishi's phone again.
"Sorry, the user you are calling is turned off, please call again later."
Waiting for Xu Yaran was still a cold female voice, and Su Weishi still didn't turn on the phone.
Except for the dress and the mobile phone number that seems to never turn on, except in Xu Yaran's heart, Su Wei's appearance from time to time has left no superfluous traces.
Xu Yaran didn't know what she was like, why did she miss that Su Weishi.
took a bath, and before going to bed, Xu Yaran lay on the bed. picked up the mobile phone, and with hope, he called Su Weishi again.
It's still off. Listening to the beep sound on the phone, Xu Yaran put her mobile phone back on the bedside table in disappointment.
Full of hope, she picked up her phone. But he put the phone back with disappointment.
At night, Xu Yaran slept very unsteadily, and there was a man in her dream who kept whispering in her ear. Xu Yaran couldn't hear what the man said, she was haunted by the man's voice all night, and she didn't sleep well.
It wasn't until the sky was slightly bright that the murmur disappeared from Xu Yaran's ears.
Xu Yaran fell asleep deeply, and in the dream, Xu Yaran finally put on a pure white wedding dress, and Tu Baobao followed aside. Xu Yaran looked at her beautiful face in the mirror and dressed up brightly, Xu Yaran never knew that she could be so beautiful.
In the mirror, his face is like a peach blossom, his eyes are affectionate, and he is glamorous. really looks back and smiles at Bai Meisheng, and every word and deed reveals infinite charm and sexiness. But Xu Yaran felt that although she looked beautiful in the mirror, she was very strange, as if that person was not herself.
As soon as the scene changed, she suddenly came to the church, there were no relatives around her, and Tu Baobao was by her side.
The church was very bright, there were white flowers everywhere, Xu Yaran couldn't see clearly who was sitting next to him, there was a dazzling white light in front of him, Xu Yaran could only see a white figure standing there, with his back to him.
Xu Yaran's heart was beating fast, eager to see the groom's face, and she was a little scared.
Tu Baobao didn't know when he was gone, when Xu Yaran walked to the groom's side not far away. The groom turned his body slowly, and his face looked a little blurry, and it didn't seem to be very clear. Xu Yaran's eyes widened, wanting to see the groom's appearance clearly.
Then the groom's face slowly became clearer, and the hazy light veil on his face was slowly lifted.
Xu Yaran stared at a pair of eyes, wanting to see who the groom was.
When the groom's face was completely presented in front of Xu Yaran, Xu Yaran was taken aback and exclaimed, "How could it be you?" How did you end up here? ”
The groom didn't answer Xu Yaran's reply, but just smiled and grabbed Xu Yaran's hand.
The groom's hands were very cold, cold without a trace of temperature, which was completely different from the hands in Xu Yaran's memory. No, he shouldn't be so cold, he should be warm as spring, warm as jade, he shouldn't be so cold.
was held by the groom, Xu Yaran's heart was a little scared. She wanted to leave, but her body and her mind were different. So her body, with a charming smile, held hands with the groom and walked together in front of the priest.
"Groom, would you like to marry this woman next to you?"
"I do."
"Midnight, do you know what you're talking about?" Xu Yaran asked in surprise.
Yin Ziye didn't speak, just looked at Xu Yaran with a weird smile on his face. Xu Yaran's hairs all over her body stood up, and then she felt a burst of creepyness, and a chill hit her.
Xu Yaran felt the cold hand holding her tighten, and then she heard a low and hoarse voice say, "You can see who I am." ”
Xu Yaran took a closer look, and Yin Ziye's face, who was standing in front of him, turned into Li Yilan's face in an instant. Li Yilan still had a ruffian smile on her face. Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan's face and couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.
Li Yilan leaned over and whispered in her ear, "Believe me, I won't let you down this time." ”
"I didn't know what I wanted before, and I made a lot of mistakes in my search. Thankfully, now I finally know what I'm thinking about the most, and thankfully it's still in time. ”