Chapter 57: Relief from Worries
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Ning Chaoxi's self-healing ability has always been very strong, if there is anything depressed and sad, just find someone to talk about it, or wait for yourself to figure it out, it may be due to her personality, she rarely takes something that makes her unhappy or boring to heart all the time, making herself uneasy and uneasy.
But this time Ning Chaoxi couldn't figure it out anyway, the more she thought about it, the more the gap and fear in her heart would be, Chen Xun's excellence and brilliance were there, she could only look up, but she couldn't catch up with the gap between them, this is the reality.
Shen Xi felt that she had become very wrong since she came back from accompanying Chen Xun to S City to attend the birthday banquet of a big man, occasionally staring at a certain place in a daze, finding the wrong customer's money when cashier in the bookstore, her temperament became more and more dull, and she talked less and less, this feeling was very similar to when she fell out of love eight years ago.
Shen Xi was shocked when she thought of this, guessing that Chen Xun would not do anything to be sorry for her again, but it was not right, she still often saw Ning Chaoxi chatting with him on WeChat these days, she couldn't think of what happened, and when she asked her, she also said that it was okay, and after a long time, Shen Xi didn't take this abnormality to heart.
One night, Shen Xi got up at night to go to the bathroom, and when she passed by Ning Chaoxi's door, she saw that there was light inside, she frowned, pushed open the door she didn't close tightly, and saw a small desk lamp on the desktop, Ning Chaoxi sat in front of her with the computer on, staring at the blank document on the screen in a daze.
She knocked on the door, Ning Chaoxi was startled, quickly closed the computer and turned around, and saw that it was her who breathed a sigh of relief: "Sister, what are you doing in the middle of the night." ”
"I'm just going to ask you why are you okay, you look at the alarm clock yourself, what time is it and you haven't gone to bed yet, what are you doing with the computer on?" I don't want my eyes. ”
Ning Chaoxi scratched his hair, his eyes dodged: "Huh...... I went to sleep. ”
"Ning Chaoxi, what's going on with you these days?" Shen Xi frowned and asked her.
"It's okay." Ning Chaoxi smiled.
"Don't tell me this word again, I've asked you a few times and you have said this, but I think you have something to do, let's listen to it, take advantage of my sister's good mood, and help you share your worries."
"It's okay sister, I'm really fine." Ning Chaoxi stood up and pushed her out, and sneered: "You go to sleep, I'm going to sleep too, good night." ”
"Hey Ning Chaoxi, you ......" Shen Xi just turned around, the door was slammed shut by her, she touched her nose, and said fiercely: "Little conscienceless." ”
After Chen Xun came back from S City, he began to be busy with the exhibition in January, Ning Chaoxi knew that he was very busy, and specially called him to let him concentrate on the exhibition, they should not meet for the time being, the words were what she said, but Chen Xun felt very guilty, Ning Chaoxi comforted him on the phone and said that it was okay.
She recently locked herself in her room after getting off work from the bookstore, concentrating on her own creation in front of the computer documents, she thought about it for a long time, and felt that only by publishing a book early and becoming famous could the gap between her and Chen Xun be shortened, just like she said a long time ago - "Chen Xun, you like to paint, I like to write, in the future, one of us will be a painter and the other will be a writer, more matching!" ”
Yes, only in this way can they be a good match, Ning Chaoxi thinks so.
She is not a presumptuous person, she wants to work hard to make herself better and become better by Chen Xun's side.
Shen Xi also found that she had recently returned to the days when she was single, getting up early and going to bed late every day, and typing on the keyboard on the computer in addition to going to work.
"It's all people who have boyfriends, and they don't pay attention to it, so they have to make their faces haggard to be happy, right?" Shen Xi mocked her.
Ning Chaoxi turned his back to her and didn't speak, tapping on the keyboard by himself.
"Ning Chaoxi, did you hear me speak?" Shen Xi walked over and grabbed her mobile phone and put it in front of her, "Make an appointment with your Chen Xun, go out for a good dinner, don't nest in this small room all day long, and make yourself a ghost." ”
Ning Chaoxi took the phone away: "He hasn't been available recently." ”
"I think you're not available." Shen Xi smiled, glanced at her document, and persuaded her: "Ning Chaoxi, you take it easy, this kind of thing is not a day's work, even if you drive out the manuscript in the next few days, it may not necessarily be done, why do you force yourself so hard." ”
Ning Chaoxi suddenly stopped typing on the keyboard and was stunned at the document: "Sister, do you think I won't succeed?" ”
"No, I said why are you so persistent, there is a lot of luck in this kind of thing, sometimes it doesn't mean that you don't write well enough, or you are almost lucky, do you have a way." Shen Xi said, "Also, don't you know Murphy's Law, the more you care about what you want to achieve, it won't happen in the end." ”
Ning Chaoxi pursed her mouth, looked at her sullenly, and turned her head: "I don't believe it." ”
Shen Xi was amused by her appearance, and laughed out loud: "Hey, Ning Chaoxi, I said that if you don't write and can't write, will you starve to death." ”
Her words pierced Ning Chaoxi's heart like a needle, she shrank in an instant like a leaky balloon, and she shook her head: "Sister, but I won't be worthy of him......"
Shen Xi smiled when he heard this: "Who is not worthy of?" Chen Xun? ”
Ning Chaoxi was silent and acquiesced.
Shen Xi raised his eyebrows: "Who said you weren't worthy of him?" Himself? ”
Ning Chaoxi shook her head quickly, and at the end, she probably felt a little embarrassed, she whispered: "It's my own opinion." ”
Shen Xi smiled and patted her on the shoulder: "Ning Chaoxi, do you want to look in the mirror, now you are like a heroine of a bitter drama at eight o'clock." ”
Ning Chaoxi: "......"
"You're going to do this." Shen Xi closed her computer, "Then I'll tell you, you don't have to write." ”
Ning Chaoxi hurriedly turned on his screen and glared at her: "My things haven't been saved yet." ”
"Even if you do publish a book and become a writer, you are still not worthy of him." Shen Xi said.
Ning Chaoxi was stunned.
"At first, I thought you were working so hard for your ideals, but I didn't expect it to be for such a broken reason, whether you are worthy of him or not has anything to do with whether you can publish a book, I always thought you were very smart, but I didn't expect to be stupid in this kind of thing." Shen Xi scolded her mercilessly.
"It's not up to you to decide whether you deserve him or not, I know you're trying to make yourself better, but the way to get better is not like this, like you said, he's already a famous painter, so what about you, do you think you can become famous by publishing a book? If the first book can't be written, then do you still have to force yourself to create the second and third books...... If you can't be famous all the time, do you want to force yourself to death like this, how many cases of overwork death are on the news, I think you should have seen it. ”
"But sister, don't you think he's very powerful, I'm not worthy of him." Ning Chaoxi muttered.
"No, it won't." Shen Xi said neatly: "We are so good day and night, we have been waiting for him for eight years, if I were you, I would definitely let him spend the same amount of time coaxing me, and I would forgive him, who is as stupid as you." ”
Ning Chaoxi smiled, her previous depression was swept away, and she looked up at Shen Xi: "Sister, then when are you going to find a father for Dudu?" ”
"Hey, we're talking about you, don't try to change the subject." Shen Xi glared at her, "Besides, I'm both a father and a mother, do you think Dudu will lack a father." ”
Ning Chaoxi pouted: "You are androgynous." ”
Shen Xi: "......"
The next day, Ning Chaoxi left her mobile phone at home when she went out to work, and Shen Xi heard a ringing of her mobile phone when she was teaching Dudu to recognize Arabic numerals in the living room, and she walked over to the source of the sound, only to find that Ning Chaoxi, a daredevil, had forgotten to bring her mobile phone.
The mobile phone was placed on the bed, it was buzzing one after another, ringing the bell, Shen Xi walked over and picked it up, and his eyes fell on the contact displayed on the screen - Chen Xun.
Ning Chaoxi hurried home after getting off work, she arrived at the bookstore today only to find that her mobile phone fell on the bed and forgot to take it, and I don't know if Chen Xun contacted her, she rushed home at the fastest speed in her life, and just opened the door with the key, she found that there was a pair of men's leather shoes with fine workmanship at the entrance.
She looked up at the living room suspiciously, and there was a man sitting on the sofa, with a straight back, thin and thin, looking at ...... It's familiar.
The people in the living room also turned their heads when they heard the movement, Shen Xi poked his head out and saw that it was her, raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Yo, why did you come back so quickly today?" ”
The man also turned around, and Ning Chaoxi was slightly stunned when he saw that familiar face, it was really Chen Xun.
Then I heard Shen Xi say, "Oh, I happen to be free today, please come up and drink tea with your man." ”
Ning Chaoxi: "......"
Their conversation should have come to an end, Shen Xi stood up and said to her, "No need to change shoes, help me send Mr. Chen down." ”
So fast.
"Mr. Chen, come over directly next time, you don't need to bring so many gifts." Shen Xi said with a smile.
Chen Xun seemed a little reserved, and he said, "It should be." ”
Ning Chaoxi listened to their conversation, swept his eyes, and found that there were many children's snacks and toys stacked in the living room, as well as various supplements, which should have been brought by him.
She was suddenly a little moved by this man's meticulousness and carefulness.
After getting along for a short time, Dudu seemed to like him too, and when he saw that Chen Xun was leaving, he ran over and hugged his thighs with his little short legs: "Brother, don't go......"
Chen Xun paused, reached out and rubbed the little thing's head, and his voice was gentle: "I'll play with you next time." ”
Ning Chaoxi noticed that Chen Xun's ears were a little red, she pursed her lips and wanted to laugh a little, if it weren't for the few pairs of eyes watching here, she really wanted to go up and touch it.
"Auntie...... Brother won't go......" Dudu was calling her.
Ning Chaoxi reacted to Dudu's salutation, her thinking was a little messy, she took Dudu off Chen Xun's lap, stuffed it to Shen Xi, and glared at the little guy by the way, I am your aunt, he is your brother, what a mess of generation.
While waiting for the elevator, Ning Chaoxi asked him with a smile: "What kind of ecstasy soup did you pour into Dudu, he is so sticky to you." ”
The flush of Chen Xun's ears did not fade, and he coughed lightly and said, "Play with him for a while." ”
"Okay, you, you will definitely be an expert with children in the future." Ning Chaoxi teased him.
"Morning and night......" Chen Xun smiled helplessly.
After getting out of the elevator, Ning Chaoxi accompanied him to pick up the car, they walked side by side on the road, she asked, "Chen Xun, why did you come today?" ”
"I called you, and it was your cousin who answered the call."
"She asked you to come?"
"Hmm."
Thinking of Shen Xi's attitude when he spoke to him just now, Ning Chaoxi asked, "Chen Xun, I feel that my sister's impression of you seems to have changed, what did you talk about?" ”
When she said this, they happened to walk to his car, Chen Xun took out the key to unlock and open the door, he paused when he heard the sound, turned his head to stare at her, his eyebrows suddenly became serious, he did not answer her question, but said: "Morning and evening, get in the car, I will take you to a place." ”