Chapter 37: You Can't Leave Me Behind

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When she was young, Ning Chaoxi chose to be with Chen Xun, although she didn't think about it for a lifetime, she never thought of parting with him.

Chen Xun said that he came to her for a while, Ning Chaoxi has been waiting, and they have not been in touch since the phone call that day, she doesn't know what Chen Xun wants to say to her, but she has been waiting, waiting for him to come to her.

During this time, anyone with a discerning eye could see that she was not giving up, Ning's father talked to her several times, but Ning Chaoxi shirked and said that he was too tired from reviewing recently, Feng Lulu knew about her and Chen Xun, but she didn't know why people didn't come to school, she asked, but Ning Chaoxi refused to say, so she didn't continue to ask, teasing her: "If the person is not there, your soul is lost." ”

As the countdown to the college entrance examination is getting shorter and shorter, they are about to usher in the second-model exam, Ning Chaoxi has no intention of reviewing recently, and stares at the mobile phone when she has free time, waiting for Chen Xun to call her or send a message, but the mobile phone has not moved, and it has been a week since that call.

This morning, when I woke up, the weather was gloomy, there was no sun, the sky was covered with a layer of light gray, and I felt so dull that I felt depressed even to breathe.

In such weather, it is about to rain.

Ning Chaoxi went out and put an umbrella in her schoolbag, she was on duty today, she had to arrive at school earlier than usual, she was afraid that it would be too late, so she didn't let Ning's father help her prepare breakfast, and she planned to buy some on the way, she passed by the breakfast shop that she used to come to often with Chen Xun, thought about it, and went in to buy a glutinous rice chicken.

She is a regular customer, and the boss met her as soon as she came and went: "Little girl, come to buy breakfast again, or is it the same as before?" A glutinous rice chicken, two buns, a cup of soy milk? ”

"No boss, I just want a glutinous rice chicken." Ning Chaoxi said with a smile.

"Good Ratcha." The boss packed up and took her money, and said curiously: "Hey, what about the handsome guy who came with you before?" ”

"He didn't come for something." Ning Chaoxi took the bag, thanked her and walked out of the store.

The plastic bag in his hand was coaxed hot by the glutinous rice chicken, Ning Chaoxi opened the lotus leaf, smelled the sweet and warm glutinous fragrance, and remembered the first time he ate it last year.

Every time she feels like this, she feels that she has been poisoned by a person named Chen Xun, and on this street from home to school, she can always think of him countless times, and then unconsciously go out of her mind, thinking that he doesn't know when he will come to her.

It's only been a week, and the thoughts about him have already eaten into my heart.

But God finally lived up to her waiting, and let her see him at the end of school.

The sky was overcast, and the rain that had endured for a day finally fell from the sky at the end of school, and she walked on the school road with an umbrella, looking at the potholes on the ground that were filled with rain, and only raised her head when she was close to the school gate, and then saw the slender and straight figure standing there with an umbrella, as before.

A burst of joy suddenly rose in Ning Chaoxi's heart, and the smile on her face that had been suppressed for a long time also bloomed again, she ran over quickly, stepping on the puddles on the road, splashing dots of water, as if playing a cheerful song.

"Chen Xun, Chen Xun!" She called out to him with a smile, one after the other, with longing and ecstasy.

Chen Xun turned around when he heard the sound, and was pounced on by the person running in front of him, he was caught off guard, and was hit by her and almost didn't stand firm.

This is the school gate, there are many students coming and going, seeing this scene, they all cast their eyes, the impact is too bad, Chen Xun held her steady, patted her shoulder and asked her to stand up.

Ning Chaoxi stood up and looked around with his gaze, and smiled embarrassedly: "Chen Xun, I'm so happy that I forgot that I was still in school here." ”

Chen Xun looked at her happy and joyful look, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he took the lead in turning his gaze: "Let's go." ”

After walking out of the school, Ning Chaoxi put away his umbrella and got under his umbrella, happily holding his hand: "Chen Xun, why did you come to me now, do you know how much I miss you, I wanted to call you, but I thought that you would come to me soon." Her mouth was complaining, but the smile on her lips was raised.

"I'm sorry, I ......"

"What are you?" Ning Chaoxi stopped and looked at his eyes bent into a crescent moon: "Chen Xun, you don't have to apologize, I'm very happy that you can come." ”

The corners of Chen Xun's lips pursed slightly, falling into silence.

Passing by the snack street at the back entrance of the school, Chen Xun took her to stop in front of the barbecue restaurant she usually patronized, met her puzzled gaze, and said, "Didn't you say you wanted to eat?" ”

"Hmm!" Ning Chaoxi's eyes lit up, it turned out that he still remembered.

Chen Xun bought her two skewers of barbecue, Ning Chaoxi held his hand, holding a bamboo stick in one hand, the expression on his face was happy and satisfied, and he hummed a song while eating.

The rain hit the umbrella, making a slight dull 'dong dong' sound, and then all that lingered in her ears was her gentle humming, Chen Xun's eyes were light, revealing a dark and uncertain emotion.

The way home became extremely short accompanied by the people next to him, Ning Chaoxi deliberately slowed down his pace, not wanting to be separated from him so quickly, how could Chen Xun not notice her careful thoughts, he looked at her and proposed, "Do you want to eat ramen?" ”

"Now? Is that beef ramen in Qianguan Village? Seeing him nodding, Ning Chaoxi bent his eyebrows and smiled and responded, "Okay, okay." ”

At this moment, she just wanted to spend more time with him.

There is not much traffic in the noodle restaurant, after they ordered, two bowls of steaming ramen were served on the table, the rain outside was still falling, the wind was cold, and at this time there was only warmth and tranquility around them, Chen Xun quickly finished eating the noodles, he looked at the girl opposite with her head down and chewing slowly, her eyes were full of tenderness.

Ning Chaoxi deliberately ate very slowly, just to stay with him for a second longer, but no matter how slow she ate, when she finished eating, Chen Xun took her away after paying the bill.

The two of them still held an umbrella together, walked out of Qianguan Village, crossed the road, and arrived at the corner in front of the community, Ning Chaoxi opened his umbrella.

Standing opposite him, the two were separated by a distance, and Ning Chaoxi asked him, "Chen Xun, when will you come back to class?" ”

Chen Xun twitched his eyelashes lightly and shook his head lightly.

Ning Chaoxi looked at him and shook his head, thinking that he was saying that he didn't know, thinking that maybe his father's illness was not cured, she raised the corners of her mouth slightly and comforted him: "It's okay, Chen Xun, uncle's illness is important, you don't have to come back in a hurry......"

Chen Xun's gaze fell on her face, and there was a layer of emotion in her eyes that she couldn't understand, so she saw him move his lips and said, "Day and night, I'm leaving." ”

Let's go? Ning Chaoxi suddenly found that she couldn't understand the word Chen Xun said, and she hurriedly stepped forward: "Gone?" Chen Xun, so soon, don't you stay for a while? ”

Chen Xun felt a pain in his heart when he met her flustered expression, and it became extremely difficult to blurt out the next sentence.

"Day and night, I'm going back to Jiangcheng."

"Back to Jiangcheng? Why are you going back to Jiangcheng? Are you going back now? ......" Ning Chaoxi asked several questions in a row, his smile stiffened, "Then when will you come back?" ”

Chen Xun looked at her, his throat was a little choked, and he was suddenly speechless.

Ning Chaoxi saw that he didn't answer, he was in a hurry, and he couldn't care about the two umbrellas colliding together, so he hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed his arm: "What do you mean Chen Xun, when are you coming back......" There were a few drops of rain on her arm, trembling slightly, and her voice was broken: "Should you be...... Not coming back......"

He didn't speak, confirming her conjecture, and a layer of mist welled up in Ning Chaoxi's eyes, as if the restlessness and restlessness of these days had finally been confirmed.

"Chen Xun, I don't want ...... I don't want you to go...... You can't go......" Her lips trembled, and her whole body trembled, "What about the college entrance examination, don't you take the exam...... We said we wanted to go to college together...... Chen Xun, what should I do if you leave......"

Chen Xun let her drag his arm, his eyes stared at her, and saw that her eyes were covered with moisture, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and his eyes gradually moistened.

"Day and night, I went back to school today to go through the withdrawal procedures." After all, he told her this fact.

This sentence instantly covered her like a huge black cloth, Ning Chaoxi was still for a second, tears slid down her cheeks, and she murmured, "Why, Chen Xun, why...... You tell me, is there any difficulty in your family, you name it and I'll help you......"

"Don't you go...... What should I do if you leave......" Ning Chaoxi wiped his eyes, his voice whimpered, and begged him.

Chen Xun gently broke away from her hand, looking away and couldn't bear to look at her, his eyes flashing with scattered tears.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize, don't keep telling me I'm sorry, these are the three words you've said to me the most during this time...... I don't want to hear it, Chen Xun......"

"It shouldn't be like this, we haven't seen each other for a while, how did it become like this......"

Ning Chaoxi muttered to herself, her eyes were red, and her tears were blurry, and she couldn't see the appearance of the person in front of her clearly.

"Day and night, I'll leave tonight, you take care of yourself, don't be influenced by me, and concentrate on the exam." This separation is the most painful, seeing his beloved standing in front of him crying and pleading with himself, but he can't do anything, no one knows how difficult it is for him to make this decision, and he wants to continue like this regardless of it, but he can't.

His father is seriously ill and his mother is emotionally fragile, and he has not only himself on his shoulders, but also a home, which is his responsibility as a man.

He looked at the crying person in front of him, he wanted to tell her that he would come back to her one day, but he didn't dare to promise easily, the future was unpredictable, and now he had nothing, in case he delayed her because of his words, how could he afford it......

After Chen Xun said that, he was ruthless, turned around and left.

Ning Chaoxi chased after him and grabbed him, but he walked so fast that her hand was empty, she was so anxious that she even gave up her umbrella, and the cold rain beat on top of her head.

"Chen Xun, don't you go...... You can't leave me behind...... Chen Xun ......"

The slender and resolute figure went farther and farther, Ning Chaoxi was almost numb in distress, and shouted at his back: "Chen Xun, can't we meet again, will we never see each other again in this life......"

He left, did not look back, Ning Chaoxi squatted on the ground weakly, covered his face with his hands, and kept reading his name in his mouth: "Chen Xun, Chen Xun, Chen Xun......"

She kept calling his name, as if she had a thousand words to tell him, but she didn't know what to say.

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Night, train station.

Chen Xun sat alone in the hard seat, by the window, and on his lap was a sketchbook, on which the girls were drawn with beautiful faces and bright smiles.

The vacant seat next to him soon came, the man put away his luggage and sat beside him, his eyes fell on his painting at a glance, the journey was boring, he casually asked: "Young man, this is what you painted?" He paused, glanced at the person on the painting twice, and said with a smile: "The painting is so beautiful, who is that?" Your girlfriend? ”

The man next to him was silent and did not speak, and the man looked at him suspiciously, and saw his head tilted against the seat, his right hand covering his eyes, and the man thought he was asleep, so he withdrew his gaze, and took the magazine from the seat in front of him and opened it.

In fact, as long as you look closely, you can see a line of tears sliding across his face, overflowing from under his hands covering his eyes, silently and quietly.

The tears in her eyes were too heavy, and one drop fell on the drawing paper, melting the girl's smile.

The rain outside the window is dripping, and the world is silent.