Chapter 290: Resolute
There has never been a movement that has been replayed for so long in my eyes.
I felt as if time was about to stand still, only Feng Ruobai's nodding motion, repeated in front of my eyes, slowly but resolutely.
It was as if a big hole had been dug in my heart, and the early spring wind carried a slight coolness, constantly drilling into that hole, and the pain made me want to scream.
But when I opened my mouth, I found that I had lost the ability to speak.
It didn't seem to be mine, and I couldn't make a single sound.
I looked at him in amazement, and for the first time I realized that this man was so far away from me.
From the beginning, he was lying to me.
Song Cheng's disappearance, he must have come to a conclusion a long time ago, but he just hid it from me.
There are even more terrible results.
I looked at Feng Ruobai in a daze, and my fingertips trembled and asked, "You...... You tell me, is he still alive? ”
"Right right, your hand!" Feng Ruobai walked directly towards me and grabbed my arm.
I looked down and realized that my palm was pressed against the back of the chair, and there was so much blood flowing, and a whole piece of white gauze was actually dyed red.
"Doctor! Doctor! ”
He screamed, and in a few moments there was the sound of hurried footsteps outside, and then the bedroom door was pushed open, and the doctor rushed in with a first-aid kit in a panic.
"Come and redress her, the wound is bleeding again."
Feng Ruobai forcibly pressed me to the chair and sat down, the tip of my nose smelled blood, and my stomach suddenly felt nauseous.
The blood loss made me have no strength in my body, my body leaned softly on the back of the chair, and I looked at Feng Ruobai in a daze, with a wry smile on my face.
He looked at me in a panic, with self-blame, guilt, and determination in his eyes that he refused to bow his head.
I closed my eyes and asked, "Just say, is he dead or alive?" I'm begging you......"
The corners of Feng Ruobai's mouth twitched, his throat trembled, and he shook his head and said, "I really don't know, the news was suddenly broken." ”
"I see." I hung my head in disappointment, and my eyes looked over to Xiaoman.
He was lying on the bed, crawling towards me, and he was about to fall off the bed.
Feng Ruobai moved quickly, pounced directly, and scooped up Xiaoman and hugged him in his arms.
Xiao Man not only felt scared, but also squeaked and laughed. Feng Ruobai also reluctantly pulled out a smile, two people, you look at me, I look at you, laughing.
I leaned back in my chair and felt a slight pain in my palm.
Looking at Xiaoman's innocent appearance of not knowing anything, I was really envious.
But he is becoming more and more sensible, he is still young, and he can't say a few words, and after a while, if Song Cheng doesn't come back, how can I tell him, where is his father?
I closed my eyes in a frustration, barely imagining the days ahead.
The doctor quickly took care of the wound for me, and told me to be careful not to let the wound bleed again.
I nodded and asked, "Are those two people downstairs gone?" ”
The doctor glanced at Feng Ruobai, Feng Ruobai nodded, and then he said to me: "The young lady's wound has been treated, and the person has left." ”
I sneered: "She can't die after being so badly injured, you guys are quite capable." ”
The doctor smiled awkwardly at me, clasped his hands together and rubbed them together.
I felt like I was so bored.
As a doctor, you should save lives, what am I doing here looking for someone else's moldy head?
I exhaled slowly, found a bag, packed up my clothes, and hugged Xiaoman from Feng Ruobai's arms.
Feng Ruobai looked at me blankly: "Where are you going?" ”
I stood in front of him and said in a low voice: "Thank you for taking care of me for the past two days, but it's better for me to go back to Song's house, so as not to cause you trouble." ”
I turned around and left, Feng Ruobai stopped directly in front of me, and said with a cold face: "I don't think you are causing me trouble." ”
"But I think." I tilted my head, looked at him not to be outdone, and said in a deep voice, "I know you are good to me, but you and Shen Kuo are the ones who go all the way, and I can't afford your goodness." ”
I don't know how much it has to do with Feng Ruobai's disappearance of Song Cheng, but there is always a part of the Feng family in that batch of goods.
My husband's life and death are uncertain, but I am hiding in the ivory tower of the Feng family, I can't do anything, I don't care about anything, so what face do I have to say that I love Song Cheng?
"Right right." Feng Ruobai grabbed my arm from behind and said eagerly, "It's impossible for you not to know how dangerous it is outside, if you take Xiaoman out now, it's not as good as living with me." ”
I paused and said calmly: "Xiaoman is the son of me and Song Cheng, if we are destined to be like this, what if we live here with you?" Can I hide for a day, two days, can I hide for the rest of my life? ”
As long as the relationship of interests remains, the Song family and the Feng family will never be able to get along.
Instead of making you live and die and the scene ugly at that time, it is better to keep your distance from him from now on.
"You've helped me a lot before, and I really don't know how to thank you. You don't have to worry about the future, since I married into the Song family and married Song Cheng, I have all the psychological preparations. ”
I moved my arm, Feng Ruobai's fingers loosened, and his arm hung down weakly.
His eyes were deep, he looked at me in pain, his temples beating slowly, and his whole person seemed to be a string stretched to the extreme, and he didn't know when it would break.
Feng Ma didn't know where she heard the movement, so she pushed her wheelchair and walked over.
As soon as she saw me, she smiled and persuaded: "Miss Shen, it's so chaotic outside now, for Xiaoman's sake, you have to think about it more." Anyway, the child is the most important thing. ”
I shook my head at Mama Feng: "Mama Feng, don't say it anymore, I've already thought about it." ”
I held Xiaoman in one hand, the bag hanging on my arm, and slowly swallowed out of the bedroom.
There was a steady sound of footsteps behind him, and I knew that it was Feng Ruobai, so he said, "You don't have to send it, I know the road." ”
He didn't speak, just forcefully took Xiaoman from my arms.
"Wakabai!" My voice was cold, and I looked at him stubbornly, "I have to go!" ”
If I stay, I don't know what kind of mood to face him, and I don't know what kind of mood to face Song Cheng.
"I know." He sighed weakly, lowered his head and said, "I'll send you back." ”
Feng Ruobai went downstairs with Xiaoman in his arms and asked the driver to drive us back.
He didn't speak all the way until the car drove to the front of Song's house, and I was about to open the door, but he locked the door.
I looked at him suspiciously, and his eyes were staring directly at me.
"If you have anything to say, just say it." I don't like to be silent about him, it makes me feel very uncomfortable.
From the beginning, I liked to be with him because it was easy to be with him and there was no pressure.
However, gradually, the big boy was as calm as a mountain, and when I faced him again, I actually felt a little breathless.
Time is so merciless, tearing a long gap between you and me.
Everyone knows that they can't go back to the past, but no one wants to completely tear up all the good things in the past.
Feng Ruobai was silent for a few seconds, and said solemnly: "I will send someone to find the matter of Song Cheng, and if there is any news, I will definitely be the first to tell you." ”
I nodded, "Thank you." ”
"But right right ......" he suddenly grabbed my shoulder, his fingertips straining, his emotions a little unstable, gritted his teeth and said, "What if...... I mean, if something happens to him...... What are you going to do? ”
I was stunned, almost angrily pushed his hand away, took Xiaoman with one hand, and said hard: "No, I can feel it, he's fine." ”
"Right, right, you're escaping reality." Feng Ruobai looked at me without evasion, almost trying to get the real thoughts out of my head.
I hated his questioning, gritted my teeth and said, "Aren't you the creator of these so-called realities?" ”
He was like a stake stared at the ground, and suddenly he lost his voice, and looked at me with a sad face.
My throat tightened, but I couldn't take back the words I had spoken.
With a "click", the car door opened, and I got out of the car with Xiaoman in my arms.
There has only been no one at home for two days, and the combination lock has been covered with a thin layer of dust.
I lifted my sleeves, wiped the dust off, opened the door and entered the house, turned on the light, and slammed the door shut.
All the servants in the house went home on vacation, and the house was quiet, and there was no popularity at all.
I stretched out my head to take a look, and looked through the window, Feng Ruobai's car had not left, and was quietly parked in front of the door. , a better quality experience comes from.