I didn't go back to the manor that night, I didn't go anywhere, I lazily lost all my strength, as if I had been pumped to the bone, and I crouched in a corner of the wall not far from the door of the Lido Hotel, and looked at the sky with my knees crossed.

After autumn in South China, there are rarely so many stars in the night, blinking and blinking, like whose eyes, I stared at it for a long time, and finally remembered, like Mr. Ji's eyes.

It is gentle like spring rain, damp and moist, with a hazy mist, which makes people fall into it and cannot extricate themselves.

But these gentle eyes never belonged to me alone.

To whom he belongs now.

I looked up at the six-story pink building behind me, with so many windows lit up, I didn't know which one he was in, what he was doing.

This long alley suddenly became blurred, and no matter how wide my eyes were, it seemed that there was no end in sight.

Ambilight of the lights, I said I could be his waiting lamp, but he shared this starlight with another woman, forgetting me to the back of his mind.

I suddenly understood why women in the world want a name no matter what their status, if I had a reputation, I could rush into that room without any scruples, and push Bai Jasmine away from Mr. Ji, I could loudly declare that all women should stay away from him, I could proudly hold his arm, and accept everyone's scrutiny and judgment, I wouldn't feel despised by anyone, I wouldn't be so afraid, I could say to Huo Yanchen Don't dream, I will never hurt Ji Rongke, because I know he won't abandon me, No matter how bumpy the road is.

But not now, not at all.

I sat for a long time, my clothes were thin, the night wind was very cold, soon I began to sneeze, my head was groggy, like a cold, I moved my body, I wanted to stand up but my feet were numb and unconscious, and I fell cold, I was half-lying on the steps and struggled to get up, and saw a pair of feet in front of me.

Black leather shoes, black trousers, black shirt, I was pleasantly surprised to see his face, he stood against the moonlight, the outline was extremely blurred, his dark and thick hair was combed to the back of his head neatly, but Mr. Ji's face was imprinted in my blood and bones, even if it was dark, I could tell if it was him just by breathing.

My smile stiffened in surprise, and I sat down and dusted off my body, "Didn't Boss Huo go home to accompany Madame?" ”

He didn't dislike the dirty place, but sat down regardless of his image, and I moved to the side to make way for him a slightly larger area, his tall body was curled up like this, a little wretched and awkward, he was full of alcohol and smoke, and the bloodshot eyes looked very tired.

I especially want to clarify for myself at this moment, "Although I don't want Mr. Ji to lose, what I sent you that day was what I heard with my own ears." I don't know how it changed. ”

Huo Yanchen stared at the extraordinarily dense twinkling stars in the western sky, "I haven't fought him this time, it doesn't mean that I can't in the future." ”

I pulled out a small smile, "Do you know the philosophy of spiders spinning silk webs and sticking insects to eat?" This web is Mr. Ji, I am an insect, and you are a spider. He can stick to me, and he can devour you. ”

"Then do you know the truth of the silkworm cocoon, the silk it spits out is also of great value, and it has to be a cocoon to bind itself, Ji Rongke can trap others, and he may not be able to trap himself."

I stubbornly denied, "He won't, this time you should be sober, you can't fight him." ”

He tilted his head to look at me, "He's not as versatile as you think." He is also a man who will be planted in women. ”

After he finished speaking, he raised his head and stared at a certain window with a smile, "Isn't he turning the tide at the moment, he has already left his great cause behind." ”

"Have you slept with white jasmine?"

I suddenly asked such a sentence, Huo Yanchen's face flashed a trace of dazedness, and then he sneered, "Whether I slept or not, it was a matter of one night." ”

He stood up from the ground, "You still think about yourself, whether to live or to die." Your addiction is very heavy, and the torment will get worse with each episode, and you can go to the drug rehabilitation center to see it, which will help to make a deep touch on you. Then decide whether to commit suicide slowly in the old hands of Ji Rongke who uses women, or to keep to himself and help me do things, and everyone is happy. ”

As soon as Huo Yanchen's words fell, a white sedan turned out of the garage not far away, the driver pressed the flashing light in the driver's seat, Huo Yanchen asked me if I needed to give me a ride, in fact, there was no point in me waiting here, I could only survive this long night alone, and no one knew what I was bearing.

But I just don't want to go, and if I can't wake up, let reality force me to wake up.

I said I wouldn't go, I'll wait for Mr. Ji to come out and go together.

Huo Yanchen smiled intriguingly, "He will come out soon, he doesn't have the habit of staying overnight after sleeping with a woman, he hates to share a bed with a woman, and Bai Jasmine doesn't have this privilege." ”

He walked towards the parked car, the co-pilot's bodyguard came down and opened the door for him, he sat in and the door closed, he rolled down the window, he smiled and said goodbye to me, the headlights suddenly lit up, and then the dust was gone.

I sniffed the strong smell of gasoline in the air, what he had just said.

He said that Mr. Ji would not share a bed with a woman, and neither did Bai Jasmine.

He slept and left, never staying longer.

Did I have a dream?

He hugged the warmth of my sleep, his breath behind my ear, he pressed against my back chest, I can still feel it.

Could it really be a dream?

I stared at the cars shuttling back and forth through the streets, the figures of pedestrians stretched by the street lamps and the moonlight, and I heard the clock of the Century Building in the distance, and I silently counted twelve, it was already midnight.

I was separated from Mr. Ji for three hours.

Spending days is like years, and every second hurts.

I buried my face in my knees, hugged my head and cried lowly, kill me, it's better to cut my throat with a knife than this, and I didn't clearly feel until this moment how much I love Mr. Ji.

This love grows quietly, but it is deep-rooted, like two vines, a little bit tightened, wrapping us around it, although my reason reserves room for myself, but my heart has long been completely lost.

After meeting Mr. Ji, I shed all the tears of my life.

He made me feel that I would be inexplicably moved at all, and I would collapse at the slightest grievance, and my most extreme vulnerability came from even one of his eyes.

I think I'm scrapped.

I was in a daze, I felt the heavy body suddenly fly up, I opened my eyes, I was actually in mid-air, I suddenly woke up, I was about to open my mouth, Mr. Ji said above my head, "Don't make noise." ”

I was stunned, he was dressed in black and strode me down the steps, Master He opened the car door, Mr. Ji sat in with me and put me next to him, Master He closed the door and went around to the co-pilot, he sat down and told the driver to go back to the manor, Mr. Ji exhaled, he didn't know if it was intentional or true, he pinched his arm, "Why is it so heavy." ”

I subconsciously looked at his neck and lips, if I remember correctly, Bai Jasmine wore rose-red lipstick today, and unless Mr. Ji took a bath, it was impossible not to leave a trace.

However, he may have taken a shower, and I didn't find anything.

I was silent, but I was curious to know if anything was going on in his room, even if he didn't take the initiative, and if he refused White Jasmine's obsession and fanaticism.

Mr. Ji saw that I was not happy, he leaned over next to me, leaned down slightly and looked at me at eye level, I ignored him, and looked at the co-pilot in front of me, Mr. Ji asked me, "Am I not as good-looking as him." ”

I said no, and Hall Master He glanced at me in the rearview mirror with a helpless and serious face, "Miss Feng, don't hurt me." ”

I couldn't help but laugh and immediately sink my face again.

Mr. Ji took out a fruit candy from his pocket, he peeled off the purple candy paper and fed the sugar cube inside to my mouth, I looked at it, although my chest was still stuffy, but the taste was really fragrant, I stretched out the tip of my tongue and licked it, and then took it in my mouth and rolled it into my mouth, "You still have sugar with you." ”

Mr. Ji said, "After getting to know you, I have added new habits. ”

I was angry and aggrieved, because most of this sentence disappeared, I secretly scolded myself for being unproductive, and I couldn't resist his sugar-coated shells, even if I was skeptical of Huo Yanchen's words, even if he wanted to control me, only my drug addiction was enough, there was no need to frame Mr. Ji and let me alienate and fear him. However, once a woman is confused in love, what she will do is really unimaginable, martyrdom is a good proof, this is also a group of female spies in the gangster organization, she must completely eradicate her possible feelings, in order to really control it firmly, otherwise everything is nonsense.

The car drove all the way, I was annoyed all the way, I really almost jumped out of the car and walked back by myself, shouting a few times in the suburbs to vent, Mr. Ji felt my boredom, but he ignored it, he closed his eyes, and the corners of his lips were always a smile, this smile fell in my eyes, like his involuntary reaction after being happy.

On the road where the car will arrive at the manor, Mr. Ji's mobile phone in the middle storage box in the rear position suddenly vibrate, he unscrewed the switch, and the mobile phone automatically popped up, it was a message, he didn't take it in his hand and clicked on it, but directly clicked to read, I told myself not to look at it, but I couldn't control my eyes at all, I saw the content on it in a flash.

The message came from the person who remarked Hehuan, with only six words, "Good night, I'm happy." ”