Bao Wen thought I had amnesia, but she didn't know that all my performances from the beginning were acting. Every expression I make, every temptation, even every action and word, is a disguise, a disguise used to dispel Bao Wen's suspicions.

It is true that before I woke up, my brain was blank for a moment, and I couldn't remember anything, but the moment I woke up, I thought about a lot of things, how far I was pushed out by the wave of the explosion, I thought that someone said in my ear after I woke up, he was going to give me a craniotomy, but he wouldn't touch the tissue where my memories were stored, he just pretended, he asked me to endure, let me pretend to have amnesia, this is the only possibility for me to live, and he also said, stay by Bao Wen's side, I'll get a little closer to the truth back then.

I don't know who that person is, but I somehow believe his words. I think he should be the doctor who Bao Wen re-invited to operate on me, but since he said that to me, it shows that his identity is not simple, who is he? What is the truth of what he is saying? Is it about my dad?

I don't know all this, I only know, to know the truth, to expose the identity of that fake name, I have to grit my teeth and persevere, even if this insistence requires me and Bao Wen, a woman who has hurt me like this, and I need to pretend to love her, I can bear it, for myself, for my father's hatred, for my mother, for Song Jiayin and my group of brothers who swear to follow me to the death!

Suppressing the strong hatred for Bao Wen in my heart, I got up from the bed and found that there was no mirror in the whole room, very strange, could it be that Bao Wen was afraid that I would be frightened by my own appearance?

Soon, Bao Wen came in with food, she saw me come down and asked me why I didn't go to bed and lie down, I smiled and said, "It's just that my face and chest are injured, and it's not that my leg is broken, why are you lying there?" By the way, wife, don't you have a mirror? ”

Bao Wen's hand shaking slightly, she lowered her head, and said, "Well, I asked people to move the mirror out." ”

I pretended not to care and said, "I look horrible? Otherwise, why would you do this? ”

Bao Wen looked at me affectionately and said, "Your appearance is not scary at all, but you used to be very narcissistic and cared about your face, so I was afraid that you would be stimulated." ”

"But I'm not the same person I used to be." I said in a deep voice.

Bao Wen squinted her eyes and looked at me, I was afraid that she would see my abnormality, showed a gentle look, stared at her, and said, "If something like this happens, being by your side is already the greatest comfort for me, what more could I ask for?" ”

Bao Wen suddenly smiled like a flower, walked over and put her arm around me and said, "That's what I said, but I'm still worried, when we can remove the yarn tape, let's see if we can see it?" And even if you look ugly at that time, you don't have to worry, I will find you the best plastic surgery specialist to do a facial rejuvenation. ”

I smiled and patted her smooth jade hand, and said softly, "Wife, you are so good." ”

Bao Wen smiled and led me to the table to sit down, and asked me to eat while serving me food, with a satisfied smile on her face from beginning to end, if I really lost my memory, I am afraid I will feel that I am really happy. I sandwiched a few pieces of meat for her and said dotingly, "Don't keep giving me vegetables, you can eat them too." ”

Bao Wen nodded happily.

For the next period of time, I was basking in the sun every day, recuperating my body, and when the wounds on my body were completely gone, I began to recuperate, because we lived in a wood, so it was quite convenient to train or something. As for why I live here, the reason Bao Wen gave me was that she wanted to take me to relax, and she didn't want to live in the organization, it was too depressing, and there were three steps, one sentry, five steps and one post in the woods, and I didn't even have a chance to go out with Ben, which also shows that although Bao Wen believed that I had amnesia, she never let her guard down.

I pretended not to suspect him, but I was actually very anxious, because I was anxious to know what happened to Sun Nanbei and them, and whether my so-called 'twin' brother had dealt with them. You know, it's been three full months since I was in a coma.

But I know that the more anxious I am, the easier it is to show my feet, this time, I can't lose again, so I made up my mind, obeyed Bao Wen's arrangement, forced myself to be my ear, and hoped that she would trust me more, in this way, she would definitely let me get in touch with the things I wanted to contact.

On this day, Bao Wen brought a doctor and told me that I could take off the gauze on my body. I looked at this doctor, he was ordinary, short in stature, and looked at me with a very normal gaze, because he didn't speak, so I couldn't be sure if he was the doctor who operated on me, and naturally I didn't dare to show the slightest emotion.

When the doctor was about to do it, I suddenly felt a little nervous, although I had accepted my disfigured self in my heart, but the moment I really needed to remove the mask, my heart was still apprehensive, after all, no one likes to see themselves with a terrible face.

As if sensing my nervousness, Bao Wen patted me on the shoulder and said, "Chen Ming, it's okay." ”

My heart jumped, I turned my face to look at her, and asked suspiciously, "What did you call me just now?" ”

Bao Wen's face changed slightly, and she said, "I called you 'husband', what's wrong?" ”

I shook my head and said, "Maybe I heard me wrong." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief and said to the doctor, "I'm ready." ”

I gently glanced at Bao Wen with my peripheral vision, trying not to let her notice that I was looking at her, I found that she was also looking at me, it was that kind of inquiring eyes, and I immediately understood that she had deliberately called me 'Chen Ming' just now, probably just to test me when I had no psychological defense.

Bao Wen is really not so easy to fool, if I hadn't reacted quickly, I might have shown my feet.

After the doctor took the gauze apart, I reached out and touched my face, and my heart sank because there was no good skin in the place I touched, which showed how terrible I looked. With such a face, how can I meet Song Jiayin and my mother?

I looked at Bao Wen, she also showed a surprised look at this time, I think she must not have thought that I would be so serious, I can't help but laugh at myself, this woman who keeps saying that no matter what I become, she will not dislike me and leave me, is she still so determined at this moment?

I pretended to be frightened and asked, "Wife, look at your appearance, am I really ugly?" ”

Bao Wen shook her head and said, "No, in my eyes, you are still the same as before." ”

"I don't believe it." I said, turning around and asking the doctor, who saw me and immediately took a few steps back, looking frightened. I suddenly became more determined and said, "Mirror, find me a mirror." ”

Bao Wen shook her head and said, "Husband, we don't look in the mirror, okay?" Shall we wait until the revision surgery is done and then look in the mirror? ”

I said, "No, I have to look at myself, no matter how ugly or terrible it is, it's my own face, I want to know, wife, what kind of face you face." ”

When Bao Wen heard this, she stopped me, she silently returned to the back room, took out a mirror from her room, and said, "Don't be afraid, this is only temporary." ”

I didn't speak, I snatched the mirror, when I saw myself in the mirror, the mirror in my hand fell directly to the ground, I staggered back a few steps, although I already knew that I was disfigured, but I saw my handsome face become unrecognizable, I still felt heartache and sadness, my ghost look, is standing in front of Song Jiayin and them, who of them will believe that it is me?

Bao Wen stepped forward at this time and shouted in a low voice: "Husband......"

"Get out!" I shouted.

As soon as I thought that I had become this ghost because of this vicious woman, a wave of hatred surged over, and I couldn't suppress it at all, I was afraid that when I saw Bao Wen again, I couldn't help but want to kill her, and I was even more afraid of exposing my emotions, so I could only pretend that I couldn't accept this face, turned my back, covered my face and shouted: "Get out, get out!" ”

The doctor, who had not spoken, said, "Ms. Bao, I think it's best for us to go out for a while and give the patient a process of relaxation and acceptance." ”

When I heard the doctor's voice, I was immediately disappointed, because this doctor was not the doctor who performed the 'craniotomy' on me before. But think about it, that doctor should be a powerful character, how can such a trivial matter as removing gauze work his master?

Bao Wen sighed and said, "Husband, I'll cook for you, you have a good rest here, you have to remember, I won't dislike you, okay?" ”

I didn't speak, and behind me I heard the sound of their departing footsteps.

When the door was closed, I turned around and walked slowly towards the mirror, which had been shattered but didn't get in the way. I raised the mirror, carefully looked at my terrifying face, thinking of everything I had experienced, I suddenly became angry, angrily slammed the mirror towards the door, and then, I smashed the whole room and threw it, after venting, I sat on the ground with my head and buttocks, thinking of my ghostly appearance, and the plastic surgery in the future must be very different from before, and the people I care about are unlikely to know me.

I even wonder if disfigurement was a ploy on the part of my twin brother.

He thinks that if I become this ghost, it will be impossible to prove who I am? He thinks that if he imitates everything about me, he is really me? Damn, I will definitely go back, I will expose his true colors, and I will take back everything from me!