191 I am willing to wait for him all my life

Shi Xia looked at Shi Yu and the tall woman in front of him in a daze, this woman was very tall, she looked about 1.72 meters, wearing a long windbreaker, over-the-knee boots, her hair was draped over her shoulders like seaweed, lazy and charming, standing next to Shi Yu and he was extremely compatible.

And what about her? But 1.66 meters tall, wearing the simplest woolen coat, but with short hair at all times, compared to that woman, she is almost like a student.

Shi Xia himself didn't know when Shi Yu began to like this bewitching and charming type.

The woman said that his watch and passport had been left in the hotel, why were his things in her hands? Do they ......

Shi Xia looked at him, then at the woman, stepped forward and said with a smile: "Ayu, who is this young lady?" Are you a friend? ”

Shi Yu turned his head to look at the woman beside him, to be honest, he drank too much that night, the light in the bar was not good, and this woman was wearing smoky makeup, so he didn't see what this woman looked like at all. And when I woke up the next day, I was too flustered. He didn't look at her carefully, and left in a hurry.

She didn't wear heavy makeup today, and she looked quite innocent, but it was still far worse than Shi Xia, and it wasn't his dish at all.

What disgusted him the most was that this woman found him inexplicably, which simply made him unbearable.

But Shi Xia was standing in front of him, and he had to endure it no matter what.

Thinking like this, Shi Yu suddenly reached out and hooked the waist of the woman next to him, his chin was slightly raised, and he said proudly: "She? My girlfriend. ”

When he said this, he had a smug smile on the corner of his mouth, and he looked at Shi Xia like a demonstration, as if he deliberately wanted to see her sad.

The woman was also a veteran of the battlefield, and when she saw the situation in front of her, she knew what was going on, and immediately grabbed Shi Yu's arm, and then leaned on him as if she had no bones, and snorted: "Yu, who is this young lady?" Tell me about it. ”

Shi Yu hated that others were close to him without self-knowledge, but in order to make Shi Xia leave quickly, he still endured his disgust, raised his eyebrows and said, "I don't know, I don't know where the wild woman came from." ”

"Ah Yu ......" Shi Xia's throat choked, and his face became ugly, "You really ...... Are you with someone else? ”

Shi Yu sneered, and said impatiently to Shi Xia: "What Miss Shi said is really interesting, it is my own business to be with others, do I still have to explain it to you?" I don't remember that I had this obligation and responsibility. ”

Shi Xia still didn't give up, "But you said you wanted to be with me before......"

"I said I was going to marry you before, and you really took it seriously?" Shi Yu smiled a little cruelly, "Shi Xia, wake up, if it wasn't for the reuse of your father, do you think I would really be with you?" It's been so many years, I've slept enough with you, and I've wanted to break up with you for a long time, but you've been pestering me with a dead face. What's more, aren't you going to marry someone else too? Why are you still pestering me? You're so twilight, aren't you afraid of the green light on your fiancΓ©'s head? ”

Shi Xia saw that his attitude was not very good, and he was suddenly a little aggrieved, and looked at him pitifully and said, "I came to tell you about this, but in fact, I have already ......."

"You don't need to say it, and I don't want to hear it." Shi Yu waved his hand impatiently, "Are you okay?" If it's okay, get out of here, it's annoying to see your face. ”

Shi Xia looked at the woman who was wrapped around him like a water snake, and listened to his words, he only felt very painful in his heart, but he still smiled hard, "Ah Yu, I'm ...... I just want to ask you one last word, I'll leave after asking, can you answer me honestly? ”

Shi Yu felt a little heavy in his heart, but he still nodded and said, "Yes, what do you want to know." ”

Shi Xia's voice was a little choked, but in order not to destroy his image in front of him, he still tried to smile and said, "You are real...... Don't like me anymore...... Do you want to be with someone else? ”

She asked a difficult question, as if it had taken all her strength to say it.

Shi Yu frowned and looked at her sobbing face, and suddenly became a little speechless at that moment, and the previous evil words were a little unspeakable at this moment, and even the air became a little stagnant.

The hand in the pocket clenched hard, but inadvertently touched a piece of paper, which instantly reminded him of what kind of identity he was at this time, he closed his eyes, his heart was horizontal, and he said decisively: "That's right, I don't like you anymore, I'm going to be with someone else, are you dead now?" Isn't it possible to roll quietly? ”

Shi Xia looked at him fixedly for a few seconds, and the tears came as soon as she said it, she hurriedly wiped it away, lowered her head and smiled embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I'm ...... I lost my temper. ”

She knew in her heart that the man in front of her was no longer the person who would wipe her tears for her in the past, and even if she cried to death in front of him at this moment, he would not have any reaction.

Shi Yu's eyebrows frowned deeply, and he wanted to wipe away the tears from his face for her, but his hands were like lead, and he couldn't lift them.

Even at the last moment, Shi Xia still smiled and said to him with tears in his eyes: "That...... I wish you happiness if...... If you want to get married one day, you can ...... Don't send it to me. I know you're okay, I wish you all the best, sincerely. ”

She didn't know how she said this, after saying it, she only felt pain from her heart to the nerve endings, she felt that she couldn't stay any longer, and if she stayed for a second longer, she was afraid that she would not be able to help but have an emotional breakdown.

Shi Xia turned her head and ran, and Shi Yu listened to her footsteps as she walked away. I felt that all the strength of my body had been exhausted, and I let out a long sigh and leaned against the wall.

The woman next to her raised her eyebrows, shrugged her shoulders and said, "Actually, you're quite reluctant to her, aren't you?" In that case, why break up? ”

Shi Yu turned his head and glanced at her in disgust, and only squeezed out one word from between his teeth, "Get out." ”

It was the woman in front of him who ruined everything for him, and he didn't want to see her for a second now.

The woman lifted the corners of her lips and smiled, handed him the bag in her hand, leaned over and whispered in his ear: "That night, I was still quite happy, if I have the chance, let's make another appointment?" Your technique, I like it a lot. ”

Fuck, did you treat him like a duck?

Shi Yu was suddenly furious, and pushed the woman away, his strength was very strong, the woman was pushed back by him and staggered back and sat on the ground, staring at him with resentment on her face, and finally got up and ran.

It wasn't until Shi Yu was left alone in the corridor that he couldn't help but look up to the sky and sigh.

Since when did he get to this point?

*

hospital

I knew that I was hospitalized for about a week.

This week, almost everyone came to see this child, and naturally there were many Zhan Yi, Feng Zhiyu, Xin Tian Zhan Zheng and a few of them.

It's just that because of the unpleasantness of the past, Zhan Yi is still a little uncomfortable in the face of the child now, sometimes he knows that he calls him the fifth uncle affectionately, he also looks like he doesn't smile, he just wants to laugh, but he doesn't know how to laugh, his expression is stiff and distorted, and he is really a little embarrassed, which makes him think that Zhan Yi doesn't like her.

Even Feng Zhiyu felt that Zhan Yi's smile was too fake, and he didn't smile really enough for a child, which made people feel very embarrassed.

Probably because he didn't want to affect Zhizhi's mood, Feng Zhiyu specially pulled Zhan Yi outside and seriously "trained" him how to smile more naturally and look good.

"If you smile like this, be natural, just like facing a little thing you like, and the corners of your mouth will naturally rise."

Zhan Yi pulled the corners of his mouth as she said, but because he laughed too much, his face stiffened, so it looked even more weird and unnatural, and after practicing over and over again, he finally got impatient, waved his hand and said: "If you don't practice, don't practice, what's there to practice, I don't like to laugh in the first place, I haven't heard of laughter and I have to learn, and Lao Tzu is not a joker." ”

When Feng Zhi saw him like this, he couldn't help but mutter, "How can you do it like this, the child will be scared when he sees you in the future." ”

"Lao Tzu has no children." Zhan Yi raised his eyebrows, "What, you want to give me one?" If you're alive, I'll be able to think about how to laugh if you practice. ”

Feng Zhiyu's face turned red instantly, and he glanced at him with disgust and said, "You person, how can you talk about it, you don't have a proper shape." ”

The girl with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes looked even more delicate when she smiled with anger, Zhan Yi looked at her like this, and suddenly wanted to tease her, so he couldn't help but lean up and bite her lip, and whispered in her ear: "Don't look at me with this expression in the future, otherwise I can't help but want to eat you." ”

"You!" Feng Zhiyu's face blushed even more, he wanted to stare at him but was afraid that he would cause him to be a beast, so he was ashamed and angry for a while, and he didn't know what to do.

Zhan Yi looked at her like this, his heart was suddenly happy, he couldn't help but laugh heartily, reached out and pinched her cheek, and said unabashedly: "Why are you so stupid?" It's so silly cute. ”

What he said was true, Feng Zhiyu and Feng Zhiwei couldn't be compared at all when they were coquettish. Feng Zhiyu is coquettish and more like coquettishness, just glancing at you lightly, as if there are countless feelings in it. But Feng Zhiwei is coquettish, but she seems to be sprinkling, always giving people a feeling of crying, making trouble, and hanging herself, and not giving up until she reaches her goal.

From this point of view. It's still more likable when Feng Zhiyu is coquettish.

And after this period of getting along, Zhan Yi himself slowly felt that getting along with Feng Zhiyu was actually easier and more comfortable than getting along with Feng Zhiwei.

She is a very empathetic girl, she rarely embarrasses people, let alone makes people unable to get off the stage, while Feng Zhiwei is willful and unreasonable, as long as it is what she wants, she will not care what others think.

At least in this matter, Zhan Yi still likes the way he gets along with Feng Zhiyu.

He stared at the woman in front of him and reached out to stroke the scar on her face. is not just talking to her, but also talking to himself, "Have time to get rid of this scar, a very good face has been ruined by this." ”

may be because the two are getting along well now, in fact, he doesn't care much about her face, and sometimes he has a feeling of seeing habits, and it's not strange to turn it over.

Feng Zhiyu didn't think so, stretched out his hand to cover the back of his hand, and said with a smile: "Why, Zhan Wushao thinks my face is ugly." It's affecting your vision, so you want me to have a facelift? ”

Sure enough, as soon as the words fell, Zhan Yi immediately frowned, and said with some displeasure: "What are you talking about, have I said so?" ”

You didn't say much about this before, but now you forget it.

Feng Zhiyu wanted to laugh in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face, but shook his head and said, "No, you didn't say it." ”

"I said let you get rid of the scar, but I just think it's a pretty face, and it's a shame to be affected by such a scar. Since I married you, it is natural to marry a chicken and a dog, so what else is there to choose? I just think it's really unpleasant that every time you go out, those people outside are staring at your face. ”

This is true, probably because her scar is so conspicuous, so every time she goes out, passers-by will stare at her intently, and some bold will point fingers at her. It made Zhan Yi particularly annoyed. Every time, I can't wait to rush up and give those people a beating.

Compared with his anger, Feng Zhiyu seemed much more indifferent, took his hand and smiled: "Okay, anyway, this scar has been with me for so many years, I don't care about it for a long time, since you don't care either, then there's nothing to worry about." ”

She said so, Zhan Yi didn't want to say anything, just reached out and pinched her face, "You woman, why can you see everything so clearly?" The skin that other women care about the most. It's as if you're worthless. ”

"Of course, the face is very important, but I think the most important thing is the heart." After she finished speaking, she tilted her head and smiled at him, "What do you think?" ”

"Well, it's true that the inside is more important than the outside."

That's why he's slowly leaning towards her now.

Zhan Yi looked at the woman in front of him, and inexplicably felt that if it went on like this, it didn't seem bad.

*

In addition to the people of the Zhan family, Wei Lai and Xue Yan also often came to the hospital to visit Zhizhi, of course, they also brought Mu Mu with them every time they came.

Compared to the two people who quarreled as soon as they met before, Zhizhi and Mumu can get along more harmoniously now, probably because they know that she is sick, and Mumu is not always angry like before, and sometimes tries to tell some jokes to make her happy.

Wei Lai looked at the two of them with a smile on the side, and couldn't help but propose, "Song Song, it's better to let Zhizhi marry us Mumu in the future, Zhizhi looks so beautiful, our Mumu looks so handsome, how good-looking the children of the two will be in the future." ”

Xue Yan, who was peeling apples, twitched the corners of her mouth, and turned back to scold her, "Don't talk nonsense, the two of them are still children now, what are they talking nonsense." ”

Wei Lai couldn't help but pout, "Where do I talk nonsense, it's obviously the truth." ”

Mu Mu couldn't help but complain about her, "Aunt Wei, you better shut up, when did I become your family, I am obviously my father's son." ”

"Your father's son is my son, you kid, do you know that we have ......"

Before he finished speaking, Xue Yan on the side immediately frowned and scolded. "Wei Lai! Shut up! ”

was so drunk by him, Wei Lai's face immediately couldn't hold back, he bit his lip and glared at him resentfully, snorted and turned his head and ran out.

But Song Qingge had already noticed the cattiness between the two of them, and when she saw Wei Lai running away, she also put down the fruit in her hand and chased her out.

Sure enough, Wei Lai was in the bathroom, his shoulders shrugged, and he looked like he was crying.

Song Qingge stood at the door and pursed his lips, walked up and handed her the tissue in his hand, raised his hand on her shoulder, and whispered comfortingly, "Don't cry." ”

Wei Lai turned his head to look at her, his eyes were red, and he called her in a choked voice, "Song Song." ”

"Between you and Brother Xue...... What the hell is going on? Listening to what you just said, are you together? ”

Wei Lai lowered his eyes, shook his head slightly, and said with a wry smile: "Of course not, do you think he might agree to be with me?" ”

Song Qingge couldn't help but be curious, "What's the matter?" ”

"We ...... Got into a relationship. Wei Lai bit his lip. His face was a little awkward, "I took the initiative, and then ...... Only...... Got laid. ”

In fact, speaking of this matter, Wei Lai feels a little embarrassed now, that time she and Xue Yan, although she took the initiative to seduce, she also told Xue Yan afterwards that this was all her willing, and now in this society, it is normal for you and me to be willing, there is nothing to entangle. None of them were children anymore, and she didn't need him to be responsible.

Although it was only that time, it was obviously different between her and Xue Yan, as for how it was different, she actually couldn't say, but she just felt that Xue Yan was different from her in the past.

But for Wei Lai, this is already the biggest progress between her and Xue Yan, even if he will not be responsible for her, maybe the two will not have a further relationship in the future, just like a one-night stand, do it once and forget it. But she still feels satisfied.

Song Qingge frowned, "Then didn't Brother Xue say anything?" You're a girl after all, and this kind of thing is still a loss for you. ”

"He didn't say anything, and I don't need him to say anything." Wei Lai smiled, shook his head and said, "I'm already very happy in this way, at least I have him, it's worth it." ”

"But ......"

"It's nothing, Song Song, I know you feel sorry for me, but I'm really satisfied. Maybe I will never get married in my life, and I can think of him and accompany him like this. I think I've been very happy in my life. ”

Song Qingge sighed, looked at the infatuated girl in front of him, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Liang Jiu just patted her on the shoulder, "No matter what, I still hope that there will be a good result between you and Brother Xue." ”

"I want to, too, but there are some things that are hard to come by." Wei Lai shrugged his shoulders, looking like he had seen through everything.

After coming out of the bathroom, the two returned to the ward again, probably because of their bad attitude just now, Xue Yan also felt a little sorry, and then when he talked to Wei Lai, his tone was obviously much softened.

Because there was still something in the company, Wei Lai left first after lunch, but Xue Yan was still sitting in the ward and did not leave.

Song Qingge couldn't help but ask, "Brother Xue, aren't you going back?" ”

"With her in the company, it's okay if I don't go back."

"You're very relieved to think of Lailai, as if you were the boss." Song Qingge couldn't help but laugh at him.

Xue Yan pursed her lips and just said, "In this world, apart from you and her, I have no one else to rest assured of." ”

Thinking of Wei Lai's previous words, Song Qingge couldn't help but ask, "Brother Xue, what do you think about Lailai...... Is there really no emotion at all? ”

"I just think of her as a sister." Xue Yan glanced up at her, "My feelings for her are the same as for you."

"But no one is going to sleep with their sister, is they?" Song Qingge directly pointed out the crux of their problem, "Lailai has pegged you for so many years, I believe that there will be no girl in this world who likes you more than her, if you lose Lailai, I guarantee that you will not meet someone who loves you more than her." ”

"I'll admit that I was also at fault for sleeping with her that time, I didn't control myself and caused her harm, but I'm a man after all. I'm not a saint, and to say that there is no desire at all is a high-sounding deceptive statement. ”

"I know she's been nice to me, but Qingge, you know, I'm a single father, I have children, and I have a deceased ex-wife. I'm 37 years old this year, I don't have time to spend the last month and the next month, I don't have so much passion to fall in love, I just want to raise my son well. That's all. And Wei Lai, she is still young, and it is not fair for her to marry a man who is married for the second time and still has children. What's more, her character will not be a person who is content with the status quo, and I don't have the time or experience to accompany her to the world anymore. ”

Song Qingge sighed, still feeling a little regretful, "So, you really don't have any possibility?" ”

Xue Yan said unabashedly: "Even now, I still feel that if I get married again, I will still find a woman like you, but you already have Zhan Qi, and you are also living happily, I hope to see you happy." But what I want to say is that my ideal wife is like you, and I really don't want to look for any other type of woman than you. ”

If someone else says this, it may make people feel very embarrassed, but if Xue Yan says it, it gives people a feeling of praise and recognition.

Song Qingge didn't say anything in the end, anyway, she knew that it would be useless for her to say anything, so she had to sigh and say, "No matter what, I hope you and Lailai can be well." ”

Xue Yan just smiled, "There can be many ways to do well, and you don't necessarily have to be together." ”

Song Qingge looked at him quietly, and finally didn't tell her Wei Lai's words that would wait for him for the rest of his life.

And later, Song Qingge didn't expect that one day Wei Lai would really say a word and really wait for Xue Yan for a lifetime.