Probably I have been hidden in the darkness all my life, I can't see the light, and I can't see everyone's good, so I love you so fiercely, trying to get you by destroying you, and I can't see your happiness.

- You see, I'm that kind of person, and I don't deserve you.

Macau Casinos.

Circle after lap of gambling came down, Shen Ming piled up a lot of chips in front of him, he looked at it and closed his eyes slightly, pushed it away, and chose one at random among the rapid breathing of everyone, in the other party's exclamation and roar of joy, smiled faintly, and turned to leave.

The night was very quiet, and under the moonlight, he went all the way back to the small building.

The wind was cold, and he swept in through the half-open window, and when he entered, he felt so cold that he was chilling to the bone, so he closed the door and walked to the window to turn off the light.

Originally, I just went to close the window casually, but when I leaned to the door, I saw a man and a woman walking and talking under the street, as if they were arguing, and their voices seemed a little harsh in the silence of the night.

Shen Ming's hand holding the window paused, froze little by little, and only withdrew his hand in a trance when the two people below had finished arguing and disappeared.

The cold wind blew through the cold and hard aching hands, and the fingers moved a few times with difficulty. Little by little, it closed and curled up again, and the window was closed by him with a "snap".

He turned his head and saw that it was dark, as if it was the day when he pressed the little woman.

As long as he closes his eyes, he will remember that feeling, very warm and moist, his skin is very smooth, he feels that the warmth of this life has been satisfied, but he is very greedy, he hopes that this kind of warmth will stay by his side for a while, and he wants more.

Until the little woman's tears flowed down and hit the back of his hand.

Obviously, the tears were cold, but when they hit the back of his hand, they burned him all over his body, and he couldn't breathe in pain.

The people he hates the most in his life are probably those who hurt those women who have no ability to protect themselves for their own selfish desires, such as Uncle Su and Old Man Shen.

Now, there is another one more himself, even in the name of love, but it is just as cruel.

This is probably the reason why he couldn't send it in the end, even though he was ready to shoot.

A long time away, but clear enough as if it had just happened yesterday, he closed his eyes, returned to the bed, and sat quietly wrapped in a cold quilt.

It seems that there is a little shallow memory, at a certain moment, quietly rippling from life, obviously just a shallow ripple, but the surging up is surging into a monstrous memory in his chest, Shen Ming closed his eyes, put himself on the cold bed, and slept quietly.

She had a lot of future in her mind, and she went through it in her mind, and then took it back, like a dream, and when she remembered the little woman's eyebrows, he closed his eyes and stopped dwelling on them.

He doesn't see his future, and he doesn't expect someone to come back and love him like this, he has probably seen a lot, and he has loved the worst people and the best people. My heart is like a pool of stagnant water, and no one can stir it.

And those who want to stir it up don't have the heart to stir it.

Much later, Q City.

Across the city of a long distance, he heard some news being broadcast on the radio, occasionally mentioning some lace news, and when he mentioned the Shen family in City A, Shen Ming's eyebrows jumped very lightly.

In the show, the host mentioned it in an envious tone, and when he mentioned the woman's name, he also suppressed his voice in a very deliberate tone: "I heard that the wife of the Shen family was recently pregnant with a second child, and I don't know if it's a little princess or a little prince!" ”

Probably because the two of them are now good honey and oil, so the slander and scandals that were flying all over the sky at the beginning seem to have disappeared, leaving only the envy and jealousy of all women.

Shen Ming listened little by little. Fingers tapped lightly on his knees.

The assistant was driving, but he faintly knew that something was wrong, his fingers rubbed on the steering wheel, and he secretly scolded himself for listening to any radio, but his hand reached over, and he heard a faint spit out behind him: "No." ”

At that time, it was rush hour, and he had just returned from country D—and he didn't stay long, just for a meeting.

His roots are actually abroad, and he came back just for a little stubbornness in his heart, and as a result, he didn't seem to get any bargain in City A, Crouching Tiger.

I don't know what I thought, Shen Ming laughed lowly, leaned against the car window, and thought, since he can't even see people, it's good to hear about the situation, in short, it's not that he deliberately wants to investigate.

The assistant's heart was burning with irritability and anxiety, and his eyes swept to the side, looking at Shen Ming's smiling appearance, all with a little cold.

But the eyebrows were still smiling, the assistant glanced at Shen Ming from behind, and felt a little uneasy in his heart, thought about the time of the afternoon meeting, glanced at the motorway next to him, and gently rubbed the steering wheel.

He really wanted to overtake at this time, once, just once.

"Mr. Shen?"

The assistant gently pulled the steering wheel, saw Shen Ming's eyes closed and did not speak, hesitated in his heart, and was a fluke, and cautiously drove in the direction of the non-motorized lane.

The results can be imagined.

"Stop, you guys! Stop me! ”

A traffic policeman's motorcycle roared from there, and soon it was very fierce, the other party was wearing a helmet, emaciated, and not afraid of the moving car, drifting one by one, stopping in front of the fierce god and yelling: "Stop!" ”

The assistant's hand shook and he rubbed on a bicycle next to him.

The bicycle rider was a middle-aged man, who fell to the ground with a bitter face full of wind and frost, staggered and couldn't stand up, and couldn't see any major injuries, but he just refused to get up, and the little policeman also got off the car, looking very thin, and half of his face was covered by a big helmet.

While going to help the middle-aged man up, he didn't help him up, and the middle-aged man screamed "oops, oops", and the assistant was so anxious that he stomped his feet.

The little policeman jumped to his feet, calling 120 and sticking a ticket at the same time.

It's very troublesome to post tickets, and it's even more troublesome to deal with patients, a lot of things have piled up, the originally blocked passages have been gone, and they are still in trouble, and the assistants are about to cry, and they don't dare to go to see Shen Ming, so they come down by themselves and try to communicate with the uncle.

They just stuff a little more money.

But the little policeman blew up, held on to his helmet and angrily defended him a few words, saying that he was in a hurry, the assistant sneered, pointed to the car behind him, and coldly spit out a few words: "Do you know who this person is sitting inside?" ”

How do you know that he was halfway through his sentence, and before he could spit out the person's name, the little girl became angry, rushed directly past him to the back seat, and slapped the window with all her might.

"I don't care whose car you are! Don't know what traffic rules are? Didn't see the person your driver knocked down? While saying, the little girl kicked on: "Come down for me and take out your driver's license for me!" ”

The assistant was scared and exploded. came up and pulled her back, and before she could speak, she saw the window in the back row slowly open, and Shen Ming appeared in the glass window with half a side face: "Give it to her." ”

The assistant froze, didn't dare to say anything, took out his driver's license from his pocket, stuffed it viciously into the little girl's hand, and lowered his voice: "Don't blame me for not telling you!" Sitting in it, it's Shen Ming, Shen Ming! ”

The little girl who was holding the driving book trembled.

Probably the name scared her, and in a hurry, she clenched her driver's license with sweaty hands and looked up coldly. I happened to see Shen Ming slowly closing the window.

The glass window rose little by little, and Shen Ming's half side face was facing the sun, handsome and messy, she could see the cold emotion between the other party's eyebrows, and the sound of the news program floating out of the car at that time.

She thought of a sentence in a trance, which was whispered in her ear by her former sisters, what kind of words like a lifelong mistake at the sight of Shen Ming, she scoffed at that time, and now-

"Hello? Miss, have you seen enough? ”

The assistant pushed her lightly, looking a little impatient, seeing that Shen Ming had closed the window, looking like he was closing his eyes and recuperating, the assistant came over angrily, lowered his voice and gritted his teeth: "I'll tell you." You don't want to mix in Q City! ”

After speaking, he snorted coldly and walked away.

Xia Xiaoxiao's fingers were still soaked, and when the car drove away, she suddenly reacted to something, but she only chased two steps, and was sunburned back to her senses by the bright sun.

Next to him, a middle-aged man pushing a bicycle was about to leave, Xia Xiaoxiao was a little embarrassed to push his motorcycle, holding an obviously larger hat and putting it on his head with difficulty, leaning over and asking, "Big brother, do you want me to take you to the hospital?" ”

"No, no, no."

The other party waved his hand: "The gentleman just now gave me a lot of money, so I don't have to go to the hospital." ”

As he spoke, the other party subconsciously covered his trouser pockets, and Xia Xiaoxiao's eyes looked over, and he could also see the banknotes looming under his thin clothes.

Probably quite a bit, right?

She thought about it, the other party had already gotten on the car and was about to ride, and turned back to talk to Xia Xiaoxiao, and said seriously: "Girl, you have to be careful, I heard it clearly just now, people are Shen Shen." ”

Shen Ming.

At first glance, when I heard this name, it seemed to have a bit of inexplicable meaning, and the faces of the people who listened to it were slightly red, and Xia Xiaoxiao held the helmet with her hand, feeling that her face was burning.

Maybe it's hot again in this Q city, right? Her face turned red when she burned, it was unbearable, she couldn't even speak, she just nodded vigorously and vigorously with one mind.

The middle-aged man pedaled the somewhat dilapidated car, back and forth, step by step, and could hear the sound of the car "crunching" and screaming.

Xia Xiaoxiao was in a trance when she heard this, turned around and rode her motorcycle, only to feel hot from the huge sun, uncomfortable to death, and there was a cat scratching back and forth in her heart, and she was so uncomfortable to scratch.

The second time Shen Ming saw the reckless girl was in the middle of the meeting.

There was suddenly more movement in the originally serious conference room, and someone broke in with a lot of things at the door, and when everyone's eyes looked over, the little girl's face turned pale, and she hurriedly put the documents and materials into people's hands one by one.

"Where did you go?"

The assistant was a little gloating, as if he wanted to return all the small losses he had suffered before, in the air-conditioned conference room, the little girl was sweating in a hurry, and her face was pale because of the assistant's slightly ridiculous ridicule, but she could only grit her teeth and continue to send documents.

When the document was sent to him, the little girl hadn't reacted yet, the tip of her nose was full of sweat, and the document handed over was also stained with sweat stains on her palm, she didn't care very much, but when she saw Shen Ming, she subconsciously tightened the document in her hand.

"You, you, you—"

She couldn't say anything for a long time, so the assistant came over, took the document from her hand, and handed it to Shen Rui. frowned and said, "Go, go down to the thirteenth floor and print a few more copies." ”

Xia Xiaoxiao hadn't reacted yet, staring at Shen Mingzheng, she was trembling when she was said, gritting her teeth and looking angry and cautious, and finally glanced at Shen Ming, and immediately ran down.

When the door of the conference room closed again, Shen Ming loosened his tie casually, took the document casually, and when his fingers swiped over the obvious wetness on the document, he paused slightly, then raised his eyes, and spit out coolly: "Go on." ”

But the other person doesn't seem to be so bland.

In the small pantry, a little girl in a professional skirt is huddled in the corner. Holding a mobile phone, excitedly calling.

"Xiao Wan, I really met that person! I said, I said I'd run into him sooner or later! You don't know, he looks so handsome when he's in a meeting! ”

"Really? Have my husband handsome? ”

"Nope! Your husband is the most handsome! Xia Xiaoxiao teased her: "If only I could be so lucky as you, I am willing to stay in City A and not leave!" ”

The person on the other side of the phone laughed: "Then you just pounce on him and bite him hard, and he will definitely remember you." ”

Xia Xiaoxiao was a little frustrated: "What do you remember, I don't remember it for a long time, he didn't even look at me, but that annoying assistant, he has to arrange for me to go on a business trip today, and he will leave tomorrow, he always arranges for me to go to that kind of far, far away place." ”

The person on the other side of the phone was also indignant, not knowing what to say with a pat on his chest. Xiaoxiao went down: "What can I do?" Didn't I just issue a ticket at the time, and the traffic police fired me, I knew it, I would have gone with you, why did I stay here as a traffic policeman, now it's okay, I can only go to these civilian work accounts, and I won't get it. ”

The more he talked, the more aggrieved he became, and Xiao Xiao spit out a sentence with a white face: "I didn't expect that I would find a job and find that assistant, he would toss me to the death, they are all interns, only I am the most tired." ”

I don't know what to say, the little thing just hung up the phone, turned around and went out tiredly, but I didn't expect to see someone making coffee in the pantry.

It's just to make a coffee. But it's also so exquisite, with a straight back, slender fingers, and a warm side face, how to look at it - hook the soul!

Xia Xiaoxiao stood there looking at him as if he had been struck by thunder, he couldn't move, Shen Ming had already made way for her, seeing that she didn't move, he turned his head sideways and looked at her for a few seconds, and suddenly felt that her expression was like a newborn little milk dog, which was very cute.

"Is it pretty?"

Thin lips spit lightly, Shen Ming took the coffee in his hand, the white hand bones and the ink-colored cup formed a strong contrast, Xia Xiaoxiao looked at it twice, and his eyes were about to be wasted.

"Beautiful."

Muttered two words. Seeing that Shen Ming smiled slightly and was about to leave, she ran up with a demonic "hey, hey", stopped at the door of the pantry, and also stopped in front of Shen Ming.

"I, my name is Xiaoxiao, Xia Xiaoxiao, I used to be a student of the police academy two months ago, and I didn't study very well so I could only be a traffic policeman, I and I have seen it before, do you know me?"

was stopped by her, Shen Ming was not in a hurry, pinched the cup in his hand, and looked at her for a long time, the staff area not far away was a little noisy, he lowered his eyes, and saw that the eyes of the little man in front of him were shining with a light, like the feeling of longing to be recognized.

"Shen Ming." Shen Ming glanced at it twice and nodded.

Of course I know your name is Shen Ming!

Xia Xiaoxiao was so anxious that she stomped her feet, wanting to say something, but the more she talked, the more she thought about it, and in the end, her mind was full of confusion, and she suddenly remembered that the person on the phone just now said in a shallow voice, "You pounce on him and bite him."

Anyway, she likes him, and if she can meet such a good person, even if she just takes a bite, she should be content, right? Even if she can't get it in the future, she has even taken a bite!

In her heart, she ignored her sweaty body, and looked at the man opposite with a faint coldness in his eyes. I rushed up hard and took a bite with all my might!

Very strong collision force, the other party has probably vented all the strength of his body, he was hit and staggered, feeling bitten, a little heavy, but soon, the other party retreated.

A little dazed for a second, the other party seemed even more flustered than him, pushed him away, took two steps back, his face was red and white, and after a while, he suddenly stomped his foot fiercely, shouted something, turned around and ran away.

The pantry seemed to be quiet again. There was still a faint commotion outside, Shen Ming was holding the coffee cup that had been half spilled in his hand, his expression was no different, and behind him was the small window of the pantry, and a thin light came in, making people a little trance.

It's just like- he, forcibly kissed?

Subconsciously licked his lips, the soft touch just now seemed to linger around him, he licked his lips, and he could feel the softness.

Kiss it.

The teacup in his hand was loosened and tightened by him, and the little girl just now ran around in a hurry and said something?

Didn't pay much attention to listening.

What exactly did you say?

When the assistant hurriedly ran over from the office, he ran into such a scene, Shen Ming was quietly pondering something, the coffee in his hand spilled, and there was also on the ground.

"Mr. Shen?"

The bodyguard was a little anxious: "How are you?" Just now. Just now, there was news from City A, saying that you must go to this cooperation in person. ”

Shen Ming came back to his senses, his fingers gently rubbed the dried coffee in his hand, and he suddenly smiled: "Who is the partner?" ”

The cooperation of City A, whether it is big or small, is not how he cares, but he is suddenly a little curious, who is it?

"It is said to be the young master of the Xiao family."

The assistant can understand some of his boss's thoughts, but he can't say much, so he can only stand there and wait for his boss's reply.

"Young Master of the Xiao family?" Shen Ming thought about it, and remembered that there was such a person, and he felt a little funny: "Xiao Liufeng?" How did you find him? ”

I thought that if he was far away from that city, he would be able to stay away from it all, but he didn't expect to encounter such a time.

"It was the young master of the Xiao family who found us."

The assistant lifted the frame of his glasses and told him some ins and outs. Shen Ming listened quietly and did not make a statement.

"Otherwise, I'll push it off?" The assistant couldn't grasp Shen Ming's thoughts, and asked cautiously.

"Not necessarily." Shen Ming shook his head: "Just tomorrow." ”

Back to City A.

The memories in Shen Ming's mind surged up again.

Xia Xiaoxiao didn't know what the word Shen Ming represented in City A, so she was ignorant all the way, in fact, she was going around in circles around Shen Ming.

When she first came to City A, she was still looking forward to it, so she secretly called Xiaowan, and the two of them made an appointment with a place, and Xia Xiaoxiao has been looking forward to getting off work.

And the real busyness only began after arriving in City A.

Shen Ming has never been a lazy person, but he made a mess by himself. He will still clean it up, and used some basic funds in City Q and some working capital from abroad to fill in the hole in City A.

He has already done the final liquidation, and it seems that in the eyes of everyone in City A, this is a dead end that must be lost, but he jumped out of the circle of City A, like a dragon diving into the sea.

At this time, it seems that there is nothing wrong with killing a horse pistol and coming back, but unfortunately, he doesn't have the strength to toss now.

At night.

Xia Xiaoxiao didn't expect that she was following Shen Ming on this business trip, and when she arrived at the boarding gate, she was stunned all the way, and her soles were weak, and she arrived at the agreed single room in the western restaurant. She felt a little more real and couldn't help but turn her head to peek at him.

"Is it pretty?"

Shen Ming entered the box, took off his coat and turned his head to look at her.

"Good, good-looking!"

Xia Xiaoxiao remembered very spinelessly, the last time she kissed him in the pantry, she didn't even sleep well, as long as she closed her eyes, it was that scene, and now this person was standing in front of her, she couldn't even speak.

Shen Ming, Shen Ming - you look so good.

"Go to the café across the street to pick me up a mocha and ask Asa to make it."

Shen Ming didn't look at her, leaned back on the sofa a little lazily, and knocked on the table with his ribbed fingers, with a little impatience.

Xia Xiaoxiao was a little excited, and suddenly stood up straight. He spat out a crisp "yes" in his voice, turned around and ran out like the wind.

When he ran out, Xia Xiaoxiao was a little puzzled, thinking, it seems that Mr. Shen is very familiar with this place?

Before she had time to think about it so much, she rushed into the café opposite and asked "Assa" to do it, when she saw a round-faced girl come out and look at her with a smile: "It will take a long time to sit on this cup of coffee, about two hours." ”

Xia Xiaoxiao was a little surprised, but she still nodded, and while nodding, she took out her mobile phone - let's make an appointment with Su Xiaowan while waiting.

She originally thought that the waiting time would be very long, but in fact, it was not, but in just ten minutes, she saw a car coming from a distance, and a handsome man got out of the car and went to the co-pilot to take Su Xiaowan next.

The two of them were talking from a long distance, Su Xiaowan walked over by herself, and the other party quietly leaned on the car door and watched her come over, and when she entered the door, when Xia Xiaoxiao greeted her, the two said something, Xia Xiaoxiao could still see the person from a distance, and was amazed for a while.

"I feel so handsome from afar."

Xiaoxiao hugged her good friend who she hadn't seen for a long time, and sighed a little: "Look at you, you will marry if you say that you will get married, I want to see you, and I have to come all the way over, in the future, we will see each other less." ”

"You're hypocritical." Xiao Wan rolled her eyes, saw from a distance that Meng Hui was gone, a little lost, and talked to her friend with a smile: "He's busy, it will probably take a long time to come back." ”

"Does he have a job?"

"Nope." Xiao Wan shook her head: "I have a friend to ask him." ”

"Good friends?" Xiaoxiao was a little gossipy, and turned her head to look: "The café where my boss also entered, maybe the two of them know each other?" ”

"How can it be so coincidental?" Xiao Wan took her hand: "It's your boss, I want to see in a while, who is fascinated by our little fan." ”

The little eyes looked at the person who was making coffee over there, and I didn't know what I remembered, smiling like a flower, bowing my head to say something to my friend, and occasionally looking out the window.

At that time, the sky was beautiful, and the air was filled with the bitterness of coffee and the faint charming smell, and Xiao Xiao couldn't tell what it was like for a while, but felt intoxicated.

If only she was so drunk.

In the western restaurant opposite. The cello's voice spreads slowly, with a little melodiousness.

Meng Wei swore that he was just coming to shop, but he didn't expect that Yingmen would bump into Shen Ming.

Shen Ming had obviously talked to someone, and there was still a little bit of fatigue on his face, Meng Wei subconsciously tensed up, but when he was face to face with the other party, he relaxed again.

Because he remembered that he had just come back from Shen Rui, he took Xiao Wan and sent it here, and met Shen Ming, it was just a coincidence, right?

The two men looked at each other head-on, they didn't have anything to say to each other, and they could probably understand what the other party meant with one look, Meng Yu didn't have so much heart to care about him, and so did Shen Ming.

But after passing by, Meng Hui suddenly remembered something, and grabbed his shoulder: "Where did Xiao Lengyu go?" ”

That guy left Xicheng behind, and he didn't know where to run to be happy, and Meng Hui was alone - there was no time for the honeymoon.

"S City." Shrugging his shoulders, Shen Ming has always been good at the way of smiling tigers, even now with a slight smile in his eyebrows: "There is a fight with the Xiao family for family property, and it is said that his aunt - well, a very powerful character." ”

Meng Hui took his hand, a little surprised, and before he could speak, a woman suddenly came in the café.

The other party was wrapped in a long skirt, fiery red and slightly dazzling, holding a crystal clear little girl. Whispering something.

Some people don't need to look, where the other party is, that kind of aura is very burning, so when Meng Hui's gaze met Yu Luolan, the air was a little quieter.