Chapter 413: He was by his side when it was difficult
I heard that He Mingxi committed suicide because he saw him and saw with his own eyes the fact that he was going to get married.
At this moment, as long as Lin Yiran thought of this, his whole body was full of indescribable pain and sadness.
He really made this woman miserable!
In fact, when he received the task to return to China to follow the informant, Lin Yiran didn't think that he might meet He Mingxi 100%, and he was a little reluctant to take on this case at the beginning.
However, this case is very important, and he must take over.
It's just that his takeover has rekindled hope for those who were already dead, even more than hope, and it is desperate.
He Mingxi looked at him that day, and until this moment, Lin Yiran could still remember her face clearly, looking very sad, very sad, and even really desperate.
"Boss, wait for me, don't go so fast."
"Boss, I'll invite you to dinner."
"When I'm in a bad mood, I can be happy if I eat more, let's go, I'll have a full meal with you."
Huo Ying was behind him, chasing after him, Lin Yiran's pace this time was indeed very fast, as if the farther away from He Mingxi the better.
"Boss, I know you still like her...... I'm sorry that day, but I was straight and said that we were getting married, so it was better to ...... I'll go and explain it to Miss He Mingxi. ”
"No, you can't." Lin Yiran hurriedly replied, "What are we now and what we are doing, don't you know!" ”
The identity they are in now, the things they do, they may lose their lives at any time, since this is the case, he doesn't want to involve He Mingxi even more.
When Huo Ying heard this, she couldn't help but complain, "Is this for me, or for yourself, if you know what your identity is, you won't act alone to see him, you don't know how dangerous it is for us to expose our identities now, and it's not impossible to be killed by the other party." ”
After all, this time there were only two of them, and there were not enough people.
Lin Yiran also knew that he was too impulsive to be like this today, "I'm sorry, it's me who acted impulsively today, and I won't do it in the future." ”
"Okay, forgive you, I went to dinner, I haven't heard from me for a day, and I don't know when I will get results, Chief Jason has called many times to ask, and he seems to be a little impatient."
Huo Ying was also very helpless, after all, sometimes it was not possible to get things done in a hurry in their business.
Lin Yiran also replied, "Let's go, I'm going to stay up again tonight." ”
Lin Yiran's world is also helpless, and he even has no choice but to give up his beloved woman, in fact, how much He Mingxi loves him, how much he also loves He Mingxi, at least he has not had a good life over the years, no matter what he is doing, a heart is so empty, and he is always remembered by He Mingxi, but even if he remembers, he can't do anything.
……
And when He Mingxi woke up from the hospital bed, it was Deng Yun who was by her side.
originally thought that she seemed to have seen Lin Yiran.
It turned out to be a dream.
Deng Yun's eyes looked at her, with a very focused look, and his eyes were staring at her for a moment, which made He Mingxi feel a little weak, after all, she even dreamed of Lin Yiran, you must know that his current boyfriend is Deng Yun.
Deng Yun also frowned, "What's the matter, did you have nightmares, I was crying and making trouble, and I was sweating a lot." ”
At this time, Deng Yun couldn't wait to wipe off the beads of sweat on her forehead, He Mingxi was slightly resistant at this time, and turned his forehead, this slight move made Deng Yun very embarrassed, especially the hand hanging in mid-air seemed to freeze as if it was frozen, condensed into ice.
After a long time, Deng Yun retracted his hand.
Deng Yun...... I...... Did I dream, why didn't I realize that you had been here all along? ”
He Mingxi asked tentatively, but after asking, He Mingxi felt wrong, and he was also scolding himself for not being single-minded, she is now Deng Yun's girlfriend, but she would want to test whether Lin Yiran had come from his mouth, otherwise why did she always notice that someone had secretly come by her side, this person didn't seem to be Deng Yun.
"I just came, and I went to see Qu Ran and Keqing before." Deng Yun and Tang Keqing, after Qu Ran met, they were actually in a heavy mood, although they didn't like Tang Keqing's outspokenness, but they were indeed loyal, in fact, he was the one who got along with He Mingxi, how could he not understand He Mingxi's thoughts.
In fact, if He Mingxi wanted to choose, between him and Lin Yiran, she would definitely choose the latter without hesitation.
It's just that at present, Lin Yiran has no way to break up others because she has other women, otherwise, He Mingxi should have been with Lin Yiran a long time ago.
"It turns out ......" He Mingxi nodded thoughtfully, if Deng Yun had just arrived, it seemed that this answer was already very obvious, and sure enough, Lin Yiran had come, her feeling would not be wrong, she could be 100% sure that it was him.
"Mingxi, are you feeling better today?" Deng Yun asked with concern, after all, her thoughtful appearance now didn't look so good, her face was pale, and she seemed to be so preoccupied.
"I ......" He Mingxi slurred, as if it was difficult to extract from the picture of imagining Lin Yiran, and it took a long time to force himself to concentrate on answering Deng Yun's question, "I'm fine, I'm going to go through the discharge procedures this afternoon......
She said.
Immediately, he said, "Do you want to be busy, if you want to be busy, you don't have to accompany me here, I can handle the formalities myself." ”
She felt in good shape, and there was nothing Deng Yun needed to do.
However, now in Deng Yun's opinion, he feels that he is superfluous, and even here he may be an eyesore to He Mingxi.
This made Deng Yun very uncomfortable, his steps approached step by step, and his eyes also fell gluedly to He Mingxi, feeling that he was in this relationship, he would really be out soon, just like Tang Keqing's crow's mouth said, He Mingxi would definitely return to Lin Yiran's side.
Thinking of this, Deng Yun was so eager, and hugged He Mingxi tightly in the next second, and the moment his arms were closed, he couldn't hide his concern and shock, "Mingxi ......"
He Mingxi felt pressured in the face of this sudden hug, seemed to realize something, and immediately refused, "Deng Yun, wait for a nurse to come in, let's do this...... Shame on you, let me go first, okay? ”
Her resistance was forceful.
And the harm to Deng Yun is also invisible, as if the more this is the case, the more sad it makes him, and Deng Yun's fear also rises and boils, "Mingxi, what if...... I mean, if one day you have the opportunity to return to Lin Yiran's side, will you leave me without hesitation? ”
He asked softly, there was so much pain hidden in his murmuring tone, in fact, he had already had an answer, but he was still asking He Mingxi a question like a masochist.
He Mingxi was also asked this question, and she stared at Deng Yun with a stunned look for a long time, as if even if she even lied to Deng Yun at this time, she was too lazy to say it.
"Deng Yun ......"
She whispered Deng Yun's name, and when she looked at Deng Yun, her expression was full of embarrassment, and she obviously didn't know how to answer.
Deng Yun also immediately wanted to stop her answer, "Don't answer, I don't want to hear it...... I'll buy you something to eat now. ”
He urgently needed to avoid He Mingxi now, and he didn't want He Mingxi to see his disappointment and sadness.
He was really sad, he blamed Tang Keqing's crow mouth, he didn't say good things, he said something sad and frightening, and the result was really accurate.
"Deng Yun." He Mingxi clenched his arm in time and did not allow him to leave, "Don't go......"
The moment his wrist was firmly choked by He Mingxi, his heart was up and down.
"I don't want to lie to you, but ...... If I had a choice, I probably wouldn't ......."
"Don't say it, Mingxi, I'm really afraid to hear your answer, Mingxi, please, don't say it, just because I didn't ask, I just asked such a question that shouldn't have been asked for a while."
What the hell was he afraid of.
Even, even Deng Yun himself didn't dare to face the fear, his heart was messy.
He Mingxi also had to say what she really thought in her heart at this time, she held Deng Yun's arm tighter and tighter, just not letting him leave, "Listen to me, since we are boyfriend and girlfriend, you should also know my thoughts." ”
Deng Yun pursed his lips, flustered, unprecedentedly flustered, afraid of hearing what he didn't want to hear, even if he knew the answer, but what he said and heard with his own ears would definitely be even more uncomfortable.
"I really can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, about Lin Yiran's betrayal, I'm not convinced, I'm not happy, I want to talk to him face to face, face to face, face to face to say it clearly, but it's just to say it clearly, so that my heart can be completely relieved!"
"But Deng Yun, I won't choose him." He Mingxi said very firmly, "I shouldn't choose him, because you are my future, the past between me and Lin Yiran is over, and everything can't go back to the past." ”
When He Mingxi talked about this matter, his face was serious, "I really want to see him once, I want to ask clearly, otherwise, I am not willing to be deceived for so many years, I am really unwilling." ”
She really paid the best youthful wait for Lin Yiran, and even loved him wholeheartedly, but he was so ruthless and ruthless to her.
The bitterness on He Mingxi's face is spreading, as long as he thinks of this, it is difficult to hide the pain, as if Deng Yun at this time is her only life-saving straw, from squeezing his wrist to holding him at this moment, hugging him tightly, He Mingxi doesn't want to let go of Deng Yun, after all, in the most difficult moment, it is he who is by his side, not Lin Yiran.