Chapter 20: We Have Another Child
Li Haonan listened to her words, and his body trembled slightly, because she was sick, because she was weak, she had completely exposed all her feelings these days, and spared no effort to be good to her. But in the face of her doubts and unacceptable, he was a little embarrassed for a while. After hesitating for a while, he whispered: "You have to take care of your body, we should have another child!" ”
"What?" Gu Xiaobei shouted in horror, her gaze fell on Li Haonan's 'fine' and profound face, he looked expectant, and her face became even paler.
Of course, Li Haonan knew that Gu Xiaobei didn't want children, so he hadn't told her about his preparations and thoughts these days.
But when he really saw Gu Xiaobei's 'fierce' reaction the next time, his heart still hurt, it hurts, does giving birth to a child for him make her so terrifying? His heart was very depressed, looking at Gu Xiaobei's pale face, he still couldn't help but kiss him.
Gu Xiaobei really doesn't want children, he wants Li Haonan's children!
The first pregnancy was in an unexpected situation, and she had no choice. But if you want to ask for her opinion, she doesn't want to have a child for Li Haonan, there is no love between them, she doesn't want her child to live in a 'yin' cold home without warmth as soon as she is born, she doesn't want her child to have a pair of parents who are as cold as enemies, and he doesn't want her child to have a father like a devil.
Gu Xiaobei has a dream for the future and the family, she wants to have a child belonging to her favorite brother Zijun, they will love this child very much, so that the child can grow up happily and happily in a warm and happy family, parents respect each other like guests, and life is like a gentle drizzle.
Because she didn't have it herself, she always looked forward to having her own children in the future.
Gu Xiaobei thought of Li Haonan's changes these days, he never saw him 'smoking' cigarettes, and when he came back from going out to socialize, he didn't smell of alcohol on his body, he didn't take any measures every time, and he didn't tell himself to do it. He would come home after work, and when he did, he would be entangled with her most of the time......
She didn't know why Li Haonan had the idea of having a child, but his behavior showed that he was determined to have a child, which made her panic, she didn't want children, she didn't want them, and she was very resistant.
"We, let's not have children first, okay!" Gu Xiaobei begged Li Haonan.
Li Haonan smiled and shook his head at her, a strange light appeared in his eyes, which was a look she had never seen before, "We should have a child, so that we don't always think about bad things in the past, don't worry, I will arrange everything this time, and I will never let you have any more accidents." ”
Gu Xiaobei knew that Li Haonan was used to being domineering, and there was no way for her to change what he decided, since he had decided, then he must achieve his goal. The anger, resentment, and hatred in her heart finally broke out, and she pushed and beat Li Haonan who was holding her: "I don't want children, why do you force me?" You always force me, you always impose your will on me, why? Why ......" She cried and beat Li Haonan's 'chest', but his 'chest' was so hard that he didn't have the slightest intention of dodging, but instead stretched out his arms and hugged her firmly, so that she couldn't escape at all.
Li Haonan saw her crying so sadly and pitifully, and his heart was sour, "Xiaobei, you promised me that you would live a good life with me in the future, so we should have a child." His voice gradually lowered: "Before, I used to be bad to you, and I won't in the future." Don't think about He Zijun anymore, let's live a good life in the future, okay? ”
Gu Xiaobei listened to Li Haonan's words, forgot to cry, remained motionless, unprecedented shock, the strong and domineering Li Haonan would have a time to admit his mistakes, she thought that Li Haonan would say something more, but he was silent and didn't speak again.
After Li Haonan and Gu Xiaobei got back together, they wanted a child, as long as they had a child, he could tie her heart, and only with a child would she never leave him!
At night, he still hugged her to sleep every night as before, the same need was as hot, but he tried to be as careful as possible when doing it, trying not to hurt her, not to let her hurt so much.
Gu Xiaobei's mood was completely in a panic, desperate situation, life, as if he was taking drugs, and then day by day he was coming to an end!
It's a very scary feeling!
Li Haonan saw that before Gu Xiaobei woke up and fell asleep every day, he would try his best to avoid himself, tossing and turning, and tossing for a long time. When he fell asleep, he unconsciously snuggled up to his side, and his 'legs' were still 'messy' on him, clinging to him tightly. It's a completely unconscious move.
In the dark, he clearly felt these changes, and in his heart, he didn't know whether it was sour or sweet.
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When Gu Xiaobei went downstairs for breakfast this day, it was actually lunch time, and Li Haonan's wild night really exhausted her.
As soon as she walked into the restaurant, her pace slowed.
She saw Li Haonan, who shouldn't have appeared at home at this time, sitting at the dining table peacefully, wearing a well-cut gray 'color' suit, which made him more and more handsome and 'forced', I don't know if he was going out or just coming back from outside.
Li Haonan held the newspaper in his hand and looked at Gu Xiaobei, because she had just gotten up 'bed', she was still wearing a flowing white 'colored' lace morning coat, like a begonia waking up from sleep, but there was a touch of charm in the beauty.
"Awake?" His pair of dark and bottomless eyes crashed into her eyes in an instant, Gu Xiaobei's palms were sweating, and his whole body was weak and weak. He '' her a little hard last night, and when he saw him today, although his posture was safe, he was still like a dangerous leopard, with aggression and danger hidden in his bones.
She sat down as small as she could in her chair, frowning slightly in her heart.
After the maid saw Gu Xiaobei sitting down, he immediately brought a cup of bird's nest first. Gu Xiaobei lowered his head and slowly drank the soft and slippery bird's nest, and glanced at Li Haonan alertly with the corner of his eye, so that he could leave quickly when the danger came.
Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei like a child, burying his head and eating bird's nest intently, and he was inexplicably satisfied in his heart.
Looking up at the large floor-to-ceiling windows, the entire 'flower' garden is in full view, and it is beautiful. The "flower" garden is planted with cherry "flower" trees, there are plane trees, and under the trees are large areas of purple "color" iris and lavender, and there are artificial landscaping everywhere, but they are just right to integrate with nature. The small fountain on the rockery is murmuring, a few clusters of bubbling water 'flowers', the 'dew' day is placed with streamlined pure white tables and chairs and printed 'flower' parasols, and the blue swimming pool is rippling with blue 'waves' and 'waves'.
The sun was shining and amorous, like a handful of golden 'colored' yarn, pouring in from the window and scattering all over the floor. The colorful 'color' light seemed to be contaminated with warmth, and the wisps of 'bright' sun sprinkled in the room shone on Gu Xiaobei, who was eating the couple's lungs with relish on the opposite side, Li Haonan felt happy and quiet.
Her beloved 'daughter' sits beside her, enjoying everything she has brought to her, and she feels like a close family.
Yes, what I have been looking for for so many years is this feeling of family, and I will no longer be alone in the future, and I will no longer be home from all over the world. In the future, countless delicacies and beautiful scenery will be shared with her.
They will also have a few children, running around them, he looked at Gu Xiaobei in front of him, the whole person suddenly fell into the clouds, for a moment, he actually had an illusion, as if he saw Gu Xiaobei and the child running on the lawn, laughing......
Gu Xiaobei occasionally looked up and saw Li Haonan with a dreamlike smile on his face. Be all abroad! Not knowing what the hell she was thinking, she muttered to herself and continued to eat with her head down.
"Xiaobei, don't always be bored at home, go out for a walk, there is a card in the 'drawer', you can spend as much as you want, you can also go to Chen Shuang to play. You are my wife now, not a prisoner, as long as you do what you promised me, you can do whatever you want!" ”
Gu Xiaobei listened to Li Haonan's words, only grabbed Chen Shuang in his voice, and raised his head happily, "Can I also go to Chen Shuang to play?" ”
"Absolutely!"
Gu Xiaobei heard Li Haonan's promise, as if he was afraid that he would regret it, so he jumped up from his chair and ran upstairs.
"What are you doing? No more meals! ”
"Don't eat, I'll go change my clothes, and then go find Chen Shuang!" Gu Xiaobei's voice was still circling downstairs, and the person was already at the end of the stairs.
Li Haonan frowned and shook his head, it was better to wait for her to eat and say this to her. He put down the newspaper and got up and went upstairs.
When he walked to the cloakroom, he saw that Gu Xiaobei had changed into a dark purple 'color' cotton skirt with a black 'color' pullover shirt, like a child who was in a hurry to go out to play, casually pulling his hair up with his hands, and was about to go out.
"Wait!"
"What? You're going to regret it! Gu Xiaobei pouted and looked at Li Haonan with some grievances.
"No, I'll go out with you."
Gu Xiaobei opened his mouth slightly in surprise, is there such a terrifying thing in the world! If you want Li Haonan to go shopping with you, it's better to stay at home!
She frowned, before the word "no" could be spoken, Li Haonan's eyes had already swept towards her sharply, and there was no expression on her face, she sighed uselessly in her heart, and it was this inviolable monarch again, as if the words just now were just said by another person.
Li Haonan saw Gu Xiaobei's reluctance, his little face was tense, he couldn't bear to tease her anymore, "Today's Sister Hong's birthday, a party is held at home, you can see Chen Shuang when you get there!" ”
"Great!" Gu Xiaobei cheered quietly, and Li Haonan naturally took her hand, "Come, change your clothes!" ”
Li Haonan's gaze swept over the dress in Gu Xiaobei's cloakroom, and Gu Xiaobei's gaze also followed, Li Haonan didn't know what kind of wind he 'smoked' these days, and added a lot of things to the originally luxurious villa, 'making' this place like a fairy 'cave' mansion.