One part, two wide, each rejoices.

Whoever wants to do this, let him die.

There are so many beautiful love stories in this world, why are they so embarrassed and cruel to me. I never wanted to say goodbye to him, otherwise I wouldn't have forced myself to survive until today, how tormented I have been this month, no one knows, it is a double torture of body and soul, almost destroying me, my only support and motivation, except for this child, is waiting for Ji Rongke, I am finally half sure that I can wait for him back, but he didn't see me at all.

He and I have lost their tacit understanding, lost their senses, and lost everything special that I am proud of.

I almost went crazy with my thoughts, I slammed the table and got up from the chair, the tea cup next to Huo Yanchen's hand trembled due to my violent movements, and the tea in the cup spilled and spilled, falling on the sleeves of his white shirt, and coating a layer of dark brown tea stains.

"Do you believe he's alive? Do you think I'm delirious and overthinking? You think I'm crazy? Everyone doesn't believe me, they all think I'm too sad, I'm sad, but I'm not crazy, of course I will believe what I see, I won't swear so much if I didn't see it before. I know everything needs proof, and it's hard for you to believe that a man who has been dead and missing for more than a month is suddenly back, but I see it, why not give me a single point of support and all of them hit me? Let me give up this ridiculous thought, I am waiting for my man, the father of my children, is this wrong? If it weren't for this belief, I wouldn't be able to live, Huo Yanchen, I really can't live, Feng Jinyuan is not so strong, she is so fragile that anyone can step on it. ”

Huo Yanchen raised his head in my increasingly excited roar, he clasped his hands and rested them in a watery track, "Believe it or not, I don't want to say many things, you are pregnant with a child, you can't bear the blow." There are some things that are more severe to you than the blow of his death, you know? ”

All the crumbles and screams came to a standstill at the last of his words, and I stared into his eyes, which were red in my sight, and my bloodshot eyes saw that the world was all scarlet, "You also believe that he is not dead." ”

Huo Yanchen pursed his lips, "I don't believe it, the news that my subordinates received is that he died and was sunk by Gu Wennan." Regardless of whether everyone knows the murderer or not, at least they believe that he is dead, but you keep overturning it, using evidence that only you can see, to force others to believe with you, but none of us have seen it, let alone a trace of rumors. ”

"That's right if there is no rumor, why did Kowloon delay in moving, because there was no rumor, they didn't know where Ji Rongke was, and they just thought that he was not in South China and would come back sooner or later, so they didn't dare to move, once they moved, it happened to move on Ji Rongke's muzzle, this big war was about to break out, Kowloon would still be a little jealous of Ji's treatment in the end, and no one wanted to joke about the thousands of lives of his subordinates without being sure of it."

"Do you know who Gu Wennan is? He is another adopted son of Uncle Jiu. ”

I was stunned, my open mouth still had a lot to finish, I thought the argument was argued, I thought the head was the Tao, Huo Yanchen only used the weight of one sentence to shatter my entire large words, compared to him, mine is too light and fluttering, weightless, like catkins, and he is a green mountain, easily defeated under him.

I didn't even have the strength to ask him to repeat it again.

Huo Yanchen sat on the chair, he was very satisfied with my surprised Tie Qing's face, "You know this result, how does it feel, it is still incredible, I didn't expect Gu Wennan to hide it so well, he has been lurking by Ji Rongke's side for nearly ten years, but he has never been discovered by him, and he has become a sibling, Ji Rongke's trust in him is no less than that of He Yichi, what kind of affection is this, which can make Ji Rongke relax his vigilance, but he was rebelled by Gu Wennan." ”

He sighed and got up from his chair, the only cup of tea in his hand that hadn't been spilled, and he leaned back against the corner of the table, staring out the window at the hazy night.

"In the summer of 96, Uncle Nine recruited Gu Chao Zai in the whole North China Province, the name of the Kowloon Club has long been known to everyone, I just graduated from junior high school at the time, I want to make money, and if a man can be ruthless in his heart, the most profitable way is to mix with the underworld, of course I will not let go of this opportunity, I think I can be more ruthless than me, there is only Uncle Nine in this world."

Huo Yanchen squinted, he didn't know which light to look at, his pupils were full of colors, and his tone was very empty and distant, "The selection has to go through seven levels, each of which can kill people, and only those who survive to the end have the capital to see Uncle Jiu." I vividly remember that there were more than 10,000 people at the first level, all of whom were between fifteen and twenty-nine years old, and at the second level, there were less than 6,000 people left, and how many people died in the mouth of the lion, leaving only mutilated bones. The seventh high-altitude evasion gun, fifteen people died, I was slightly injured, there were five hundred and thirty-two people who carried this level, but all of them were injured, can you imagine the feeling of trapping you at a height of fifty meters and firing a spear in turn, that kind of fear, for people who are instinctively afraid of death, can really be incontinent. The range that can move is only five meters, how to dodge the bullets fired by Qi Qi, this is what Uncle Jiu wants to test the most, this is a contest of courage, courage, wisdom and physical strength, of the more than 500 people, only Ji Rongke was unscathed. From the moment I saw him laid down unharmed, I was determined to take him down. ”

Huo Yanchen's last sentence actually had a hint of tremor in his voice, nearly twenty years have passed, and he is still obsessed with the matter of defeating Ji Rongke and refuses to give up.

"I saw that Uncle Nine had infinite appreciation for Ji Rongke, his eyes were glowing, just like a tomb robber saw the pearl of Chinese New Year's Eve, Uncle Nine ignored everyone, only expressed his strong interest in Ji Rongke, of course, all those who survived were selected for the Kowloon Society, but only Ji Rongke, was directly promoted to the deputy hall master, a boy who was only twenty years old, in the huge Kowloon Society, he became the second in command, and how many people and his Liangzi were concluded. Because I was too young, Uncle Nine left me to be an apprentice in the Qingtang Association for three years, and when I was recalled again, Ji Rongke had become the left hall master, in charge of one-half of the gang, and the right hall master was nothing in front of him, he held the management rights of thirteen streets, five store shares, how beautiful he was at that time, so to speak, when it came to the Kowloon Club in North China, people immediately thought of Ji Tang Master. ”

I stood a few meters away from him, through his every word, I seemed to see the North China of that era, the Kowloon would be rampant and domineering and invincible in the world, Ji Rongke was young and recklessly calling for wind and rain, I regret that I did not have the opportunity to participate in his past, I was only a few years old at that time, and he was already a praised hero.

"Uncle Nine has such a status, he can't have a trace of slackness, since he has a wide range of elites in the world, he has the strategy of guarding against these people from young eagles to eagles biting him, Gu Wennan's first appearance is that Uncle Nine will understand, step by step close to Ji Rongke, use his long life as a bargaining chip, and gain Ji Rongke's trust, Gu Wennan has his own life and career, his thoughts and distance, Ji Rongke would not think of such a person who is like a friend everywhere, everything is disguise, his only real goal is to watch himself, Cut the grass and eradicate the roots for Uncle Nine at the necessary moment. If Ji Rongke keeps to himself, Gu Wennan's role is completely gone, if he is restless, Uncle Nine will not keep him, but Uncle Nine is reluctant, Ji Rongke's talent is hard to find, he is willing to take the risk of recruiting him, and he does not hesitate to give his daughter and half of the Nine Dragons Club, but Ji Rongke, the wild horse, is already willing to converge, but Uncle Nine makes a wrong move, he shouldn't move you, he is eager to protect his daughter on the surface, but in fact, he is just worried that a woman and child will break his plan, and at the moment when Ji Rongke hijacked him, he recognized that he was wrong, but he had no way back, There was no second choice, and at this time, Gu Wennan, who was lurking in the dark, made a move. ”

Huo Yanchen laughed as he spoke, "I never knew that Uncle Nine had a son besides me, but I was lying on my salary and tasting courage, he was filial to Uncle Nine from the bottom of his heart, we are not the same, otherwise I can indeed call my brother." ”

My head is about to explode, every word of Huo Yanchen is like a sharp dagger, burying his head in my body, piercing flesh and blood, what have they experienced as a group of people, why are they so terrifying, so brutal and so insidious, more than ten years of love are all hypocritical illusions, all the purpose is to kill him, Ji Rongke has survived for more than ten years in the poisonous hands of others who will stretch out at any time, and this person is the brother he has never doubted and trusted.

Under Gu Wennan's beautiful and gentle appearance, he actually hid such a dark heart.

I collapsed so much that I covered my ears and told Huo Yanchen to shut up, but he was still saying, my miserable scream was extremely poignant, alarming the bodyguards outside the door, they pushed the door in, and when they found me sitting on the ground and wailing in despair, they were all stunned, Huo Yanchen waved his hand at them to let them out, the bodyguard closed the door, he walked around the table and walked in front of me, slowly squatted down, his hand stroked a few times on my loose hair, revealing my face full of tears and horror, there was love and pity in his eyes, "You have to ask, I told you, You can't bear a lot of truths, I've only told half of it, you're going crazy, do you still want to listen to it. ”

My lips trembled, I don't know how long I was silent like this, until I sat numb, Huo Yanchen still remained motionless in a squatting position, the hour hand pointed to eleven o'clock, at the same time I heard a few whistles outside the window, it was Biaozi who came to pick me up and take me to the port, I gradually calmed down, I raised my head and looked at Huo Yanchen who patiently arranged my hair for me, "Why do you want to be like this, take so long to calculate one person and one thing." Isn't it good to live simply. ”

Huo Yanchen's finger paused on the top of my head, he continued to comb, I had never seen such a serious and soft expression on his face, "Because of power and money, these two things are too tempting for men, men like to be home when they are young, and they have an unstable heart yearning for wandering and success." The heart can be blackened, and there is nothing that cannot be done. This is a road that cannot be turned back or stopped, the people behind are armed with guns and knives, if you don't run forward, they will trample on the corpse as a stepping stone, no one is reconciled, so you can only walk. ”

After Huo Yanchen finished speaking, he ignored my sluggish expression, he held me in his arms, let my body cling to his chest, and he coaxed me softly, "I'm still here, you don't have to be afraid of anything." ”

His body was hot, and the temperature transmitted to me through his clothes seemed to burn every inch of my skin, and I was silent in his arms, staring vacantly at the aqua blue ceiling above my head, the lamp faltering, as if it would fall down and shatter at any moment.

The moonlight melted into the room and fell on his intertwined body, and I closed my eyes, and I no longer longed to breathe.

Biaozi waited for me in the parking lot outside for a long time and didn't see me out, he got out of the car with a black leather jacket, and was going to go into the Carmen banquet to find me, when he stepped up the steps, I just came out of the door, we looked at each other, he saw my red eyes and pale lips, he was stunned, "Miss Feng..."

I have never been so embarrassed and haggard in this month, Huo Yanchen protects me everywhere, not even a trace of harm will fall on my head, Biaozi is relieved to let me work alone in it, he didn't expect me to be so virtuous tonight, he came up to support me, his eyes glanced at the door, I wanted to see if I was bullied by anyone, I pointed to the car and asked me to help me up, he dragged me half and half hugged me into the car, fastened the seat belt for me, I curled up in the back seat, feeling the weightlessness of the car suddenly moving, I tilted my head to stare out the window at the night scene that had gone backwards, and my heart was empty, just as the city was empty.

If I can, I really want to stay away from all this with Ji Rongke, I will desperately persuade him to give up, are you still not satisfied after twenty years of scenery, such a life is not good, I just want him to live well, I don't care how heroic and great my man is, how noble and illustrious, as long as he is safe and can support me and my children, it is enough, I am willing to eat three meals a day, I believe that he will always be able to meet the needs of the family, and the rest is not important to me, it really is not important.

After losing Ji Rongke, I realized how torturous these days were.