Chapter 191: Aren't You Unswerving Lovers to Death?
Nan Yu took several steps back in shock.
Putting aside all the past memories, facing such a completely strange picture in front of him, Nan Yu's first reaction was to be afraid.
But after the fear, more turned into surprise.
Nan Yu stood at a safe distance, carefully observing the people on the hospital bed. His face was a little pale, and there were slight abrasions on his neck, which were not serious. The body is basically covered in the quilt, but I can't see what's wrong. However, Nan Yu can be sure that he should have been injured, or else with his current mood. It is impossible to lie down honestly like this.
Carefully on his face, although his hair was not as meticulously combed back as usual, it was still very clean and neat, and his face was completely exposed to the air. Elegant facial features, if you don't look at his eyes, this person must be Jin Nanfeng. But if you add a look full of anger, it's a different look.
Nan Yu's hands were clenched into fists, clenched tightly.
In the past, she really never doubted that Jin Beifeng and Jin Nanfeng would be the same person.
Because the appearance and temperament of the two are really far apart. But now that I think about it, it's not without signs. Jin Nanfeng and Jin Beifeng have never appeared together, and the two have a very peculiar attitude towards each other. Jin Nanfeng vigorously denied that there was such a person as Jin Beifeng, and as for Jin Beifeng, as long as Jin Nanfeng was mentioned, he would definitely be furious and scolding the mountains and scolding the tsunami.
It's weird and rightfully so.
"What do you see? I am to blame you for being the way I am now! The people on the hospital bed didn't have a good voice towards Nan Yu, and they hated and reprimanded him.
If it had been before, Nan Yu might have really had to argue with him. But now........ Nan Yu felt that it was better to forget it, she really couldn't treat the person in front of her as a normal person.
When it comes to the patient, that's not what he says.
Nan Yu said kindly: "Yes, yes, it's all my fault." I will never accept anything from others in the future, don't be angry. ”
It was probably Nan Yu's softened attitude that made Jin Beifeng (?) Satisfied, he leaned back and whispered, "I'll sleep for a while, don't go anywhere, there are more filthy people in this place." ”
Before going to bed, he didn't forget to curse.
Nan Yu said 'um'.
Soon, I heard Jin Beifeng's even breathing. He slept so fast.
The person on the bed is asleep, Nan Yu can't really sit on the side and stare at him sleeping. Nan Yu slowly walked out of the ward, careful not to make any sound, for fear of waking her up.
Nan Yu had too many doubts in her heart, and she needed someone to answer her questions.
Get out of the room. Of course, Mrs. Jin was guarding outside. Seeing Nan Yu come out, he immediately grabbed Nan Yu's hand and asked anxiously, "How is it?" ”
Nan Yu said, "Sleep." ”
Mrs. Jin immediately began to get up thankfully. "He hasn't closed his eyes for five days, so it looks like he's looking for you. When he sees you, he will be able to sleep. ”
Nan Yu looked at Mrs. Jin's excited and grateful pious look. Suddenly I didn't know how to ask about Jin Nanfeng.
How do you say that?
Ask a mother, is your son mentally ill?
Wouldn't it be too cruel?
Nan Yu was silent.
Mrs. Jin was very considerate of Nan Yu, and after she was grateful for a while, she said to Nan Yu very bluntly: "His situation ....... I'll take you to his attending doctor and let the doctor tell you. ”
Nan Yu nodded, she really wanted to know what Jin Nanfeng's situation was.
The attending physician is an elderly man.
When he saw Nan Yu, his eyes were full of understanding, and he comforted Mrs. Jin and said, "Now." You can rest assured, this Miss Nan will definitely make him better. ”
This sentence made Mrs. Jin burst into tears, and she cried and nodded, "I hope so, I wish." ”
Mrs. Jin did not stay in the house for long, but left Nan Yu to face the doctor.
The doctor told Nan Yu about Jin Nanfeng's condition.
To put it simply, it's a split personality.
In the same body. There are two souls living there.
Jin Nanfeng and Jin Beifeng are the same person.
The doctor's analysis of the formation of such a situation is that Jin Nanfeng originally had a docile personality, and was sent abroad by his parents at a young age. In foreign countries, children want to force themselves to be independent and strong, so Jin Nanfeng hides his timid and cowardly self and tries his best to make himself more like an adult.
But this kind of hiding is a long-term depression for a person, and it is easy to deviate in growth.
Jin Nanfeng is a typical example.
He gradually split into two personalities, one is the gentle and beautiful son in front of people, and the other is a rebellious explosion like Jin Beifeng.
In different situations, Jin Nanfeng will show people with different faces.
Nan Yu does not agree with the doctor's analysis, although she is not a professional psychologist, but only from the fact that Jin Nanfeng was sent abroad when he was a child, the origin of Jin Nanfeng's illness can be judged. Obviously unreasonable.
You must know that there were more people who were sent abroad at the same age as Jin Nanfeng back then.
It's impossible for every child to end up with a split personality, right?
I have to say that this kind of wealthy family's cultivation plan is really harmful. Sending children who are not yet six years old out of the country, such a young child does not even have the ability to take care of himself. It's a completely unfamiliar environment. Just these people Nan Yu saw. From Tang Huaijin to He Xiuren and now Jin Nanfeng, the so-called 'elite education' back then had a far more bad impact on them.
These children, who were sent out early, are all indifferent, and they seem to lack the initial understanding of love and love.
They have all grown into cold-hearted ice cube people.
Perhaps this is what the parents of the so-called 'Jackie Chan' hoped for when they were sent away.
But this is too cruel for human nature.
Nan Yu is not a complete fool, and it doesn't take much thought to know that the doctor must be hiding something from her. Jin Nanfeng's initial mental illness may have been related to going abroad back then, but in the end, it developed into such a serious symptom as it is now, which is by no means something that could have been done at the beginning.
"So do they know about each other's existence?" she asked. ”
"Yes." The doctor said.
Jin Beifeng knew that there was such a person as Jin Nanfeng. Very repulsive and disgusting. For Jin Nanfeng, Jin Beifeng is a doppelganger that he can't accept, more like a shame, so he doesn't want to admit it.
The doctor analyzed a lot with Nan Yu. Nan Yu asked again, "Then when did he start to have such a situation?" ”
"First onset at the age of sixteen."
In this way, it has been more than ten years of onset.
After thinking about it, Nan Yu thought things clearly, and saved Nan Yu in the back alley of the bar. It is indeed Jin Beifeng. This also explains why Jin Beifeng has not aged at all for so many years, and there has been no change.
Jin Beifeng is just a state.
It's not really a life.
Nan Yu tilted his head slightly, "Then what can I do?" ”
The old doctor looked at Nan Yu and was a little surprised, "You're not afraid of him?" ”
"Don't be afraid." Nan Yu replied quite calmly, whether it was Jin Nanfeng or Jin Beifeng, Nan Yu knew that he would not hurt her. So what is there to be afraid of.
The old doctor asked, "Don't you feel ashamed?" He is ill, and it is not good to say it. ”
Nan Yu frowned, "Why is it a shame for a person to get sick?" ”
Sick treatment is OK. What's the point of being ashamed or not.
Moreover, today I found out that Jin Nanfeng and Jin Beifeng are the same person, and there is actually a sense of relief for Nanyu. After all, she couldn't figure out all the things that happened before.
She had obviously seen Jin Beifeng in the Jin family, why did she not see all the people.
and Jin Beifeng's age, etc., etc., etc., all let Nan Yu find the answer today. At all costs. It's all fun to see the truth come out.
She finally didn't have to think about it.
The old doctor looked at Nan Yu's answer and didn't seem to be a lie, and couldn't help but ask again, "Then don't you feel sorry for him?" You are not afraid of him like this. Don't feel ashamed, it should always be distressing for him, right? ”
Nan Yu felt even more strange.
"He's sick and of course he needs treatment. But I don't feel sorry for his illness. ”
Nan Yu actually has some envy in his heart.
If possible. Nan Yu also thought about Jin Nanfeng's days, when he was glamorous as the president during the day, and when he changed his clothes at night, he was a different person. You can live wantonly, without any constraints, laugh when you're happy, and scold when you're unhappy.
With such a life, Nan Yu really thinks it's good.
The old doctor looked embarrassed, he shook his head, "It shouldn't be." ”
"What shouldn't you?" Nan Yu was curious.
The old doctor opened his mouth and said, "Are you not lovers who will never die?" ”
"Of course not." Nan Yu denied it at the first time.
She really doesn't have any love between men and women with Jin Beifeng or Jin Nanfeng.
A savior, a friend, a familiar person........
You can call it whatever you want, but it's not a lover.
Not only did Nan Yu have no love for Jin Beifeng, but Jin Beifeng never showed an ambiguous look for Nan Yu.
Jin Beifeng is more like an iron buddy in adolescence to Nan Yu, that is, two people who have nothing to say, and feel that the other party should support themselves unconditionally.
This is still very different from love.
The old doctor was really confused, "No, according to my speculation, he should love you deeply, otherwise how could he let you intersperse his two lives alone?" ”
"Huh?" Nan Yu didn't understand.
The old doctor began to explain in a rambling manner.
Nan Yu digested it, and the general meaning was that Jin Nanfeng and Jin Beifeng lived completely different lives, and their lives were clearly divided between the Chu River and the Han River. Never let a person straddle two worlds, Nan Yu is the first.
So the old doctor took it for granted that Nan Yu was Jin Beifeng's lover.
Nan Yu shook her head, "I'm afraid you're wrong. ”
Without waiting for the old doctor to say anything more, Mrs. Jin rushed in in a hurry