Chapter 43: How can you just leave?
"What's wrong with you?" Tu Baobao asked with a calm face.
"I'm fine, I just want to cry." Xu Yaran wiped her tears and said.
"Yes, I always feel that you have changed, you were not like this before." Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran and said.
Xu Yaran didn't cry anymore, she pursed her lips and returned to her original appearance, but her eyes were a little swollen. She said: "Yes, people will change, they can't be the same, don't you see that you have changed now?" ”
"That's not what I'm trying to say." Tu Baobao said hurriedly.
"I'm really fine, don't ask, okay?" Xu Yaran said a little stiffly.
"Okay then, but if you have something, remember to tell me." Tu Baobao took Xu Yaran's hand and said. Xu Yaran is her best sister, although the two are not related by blood, they are already like relatives.
"Your car is so beautiful, isn't it cheap?" Tu Baobao touched Xu Yaran's car and asked. That topic was revealed just now, and since Xu Yaran didn't want to talk about it, she didn't force her anymore.
Xu Yaran told the origin of the car, and Tu Baobao showed an expression of disbelief.
Along the way, the two of them told all the things that had happened in the past few months of separation, including Xu Yaran going on a blind date and almost being sold. and she was promoted, she said it all, but she blocked everything about Li Yilan.
Originally, it should have arrived a long time ago, but Xu Yaran kept crying, and Nangong Yuhan was very considerate and took them around a few more times.
After Tu Baobao came back, except for the day when she came back, after a day together, Tu Baobao was locked up by her own husband. When I go to work, I hang it on my waist. can't be separated for a moment.,Very affectionate.。
Xu Yaran heard on the phone, Tu Baobao complained, saying that Nangong Yuhan would take her wherever she went. Even when you go out to socialize, you have to take her with you, and she is not allowed to do it, and she is not allowed to do it. Xu Yaran smiled silently after hearing this.
Nangong Yuhan, although he is like a black-faced god, he also has a tender side. Although the two of them seem to be living awkwardly now, they are absolutely happy.
As soon as Xu Yaran opened the door, it was still very cold at home.
Xu Yaran couldn't help but shudder, she was a persistent person. donated all the clothes that Li Yilan once gave her to the mountains. Since Li Yilan is leaving, then she will help Li Yilan smooth out all the traces of his own existence.
Xu Yaran turned on the air conditioner, ate instant noodles, and sat on the sofa without moving. In the past, Xu Yaran was already lazy enough in winter, but now she is much lazier than before. Now she doesn't want to move, and she even feels troubled eating instant noodles.
Time flies, and it's Christmas in the blink of an eye, and the sky is still snowing.
It was already snowing a few days before Christmas, and today is Christmas, and the disturbing snow has stopped. There is a thick room of snow on the ground, which adds a lot of romantic atmosphere to today's Christmas. So this year's Christmas is much more romantic than when there was only a cold wind in the past.
After getting off work, Xu Yaran didn't go back immediately. The single women in the company go out to eat together in a group, if it was before, Xu Yaran would not have participated in this kind of boring activity. However, since Li Yilan appeared and disappeared again, Xu Yaran suddenly felt that she was a little unaccustomed to being lonely and quiet. In the past, she spent Christmas alone at home, curled up on the sofa, but today she is a little afraid of spending the holiday alone.
She likes to go to places where there are a lot of people, even if they don't concern her. Now it's better to go out with your colleagues when you're alone. And it's Christmas, so it must be lively outside.
The weather was very cold, Xu Yaran was wearing a thick one, wearing a pair of boots on her feet, and her feet made a creaking sound when she stepped on the ground, Xu Yaran especially liked this sound.
There are not many people in the company who are single and willing to participate in this kind of activity. In addition, Xu Yaran is only three people, and Xu Yaran has a car, so it is much more convenient. A car pulled people out.
Although Christmas is not a traditional Chinese holiday, it is very lively, with Christmas trees and Santa Claus everywhere outside. A few people stopped in a hot pot restaurant, on such a cold day, they should eat hot pot, it is more lively. Moreover, this hot pot restaurant is in the downtown area, sitting in the hot pot restaurant while eating hot pot, you can clearly see the pedestrians on the road.
Xu Yaran found a window seat and sat down, and Xu Yaran called a mandarin duck pot.
Eating the things in the spicy pot, Xu Yaran's spicy tears flowed out. She hasn't eaten spicy food for a long time, and the chili peppers here are extremely spicy, and Xu Yaran cried while eating.
"Xiao Xu, are you okay?" A colleague, who really couldn't look past it, asked.
Xu Yaran sniffed, showed a big smile and said, "It's okay, this spicy pot is too spicy." With that, Xu Yaran took out a tissue, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and continued to eat the contents of the pot.
That colleague also wanted to persuade Xu Yaran again, since it was so spicy, don't eat it again.
She hadn't spoken yet, when another colleague, who didn't talk much, shook his head at her and told her to stop talking.
Xu Yaran was crying while eating, she didn't know if the hot pot was too spicy, or because of something else, her tears just flowed out uncontrollably. But she really didn't want to cry, she really didn't want to cry, but these tears.
Xu Yaran picked up the cup of cold Coke on the table and drank it in one gulp, only then did she feel a burst of coldness. The cold Xu Yaran's tongue was unconscious. Xu Yaran turned her head and looked out the window, she immediately saw the man in a white suit, Xu Yaran's eyes were a little blurred.
The corners of her mouth were lightly raised, but tears were rolling in her eyes. Obviously, the man just gave himself a back, but Xu Yaran knew the owner of the back. It's Li Yilan, and that feeling is so strong. I didn't expect that I would see Li Yilan again one day.
Xu Yaran often thought for a while that if she was asked to see Li Yilan again, she would have to go up and give Li Yilan a slap, and then ask him what he meant. Why didn't you say a word and left.
Now that he saw Li Yilan, Li Yixu Yaran realized that he had been thinking about it for so long. The moment I saw Li Yilan, it seemed that it was no longer such an important thing. She didn't have any ** that she wanted to pursue at all. She suddenly didn't want to know what was going on, and she didn't want to know why Li Yilan just left.
Xu Yaran just wanted to retract his gaze, but the man who had been facing away from Xu Yaran came back to his senses. The eyes of the two people were suddenly twisted together, Li Yilan's gaze was a little complicated, and there were some emotions in it that Xu Yaran couldn't understand. Xu Yaran didn't want to understand either, she quietly withdrew her gaze, pretending not to see anything. After Li Yilan left easily, the relationship between the two was broken.
Xu Yaran admits that she still likes Li Yilan, but what if she likes it? She couldn't accept that Li Yilan would enter her life again and hurt her even more. When Li Yilan was willing to leave a word, maybe Xu Yaran wouldn't hate him so much. It was he who left without saying anything. How could he just leave?
Li Yilan's eyes kept on Xu Yaran's body, and he saw that Xu Yaran's face was not very good-looking. The eyes are a little red and swollen, and the person has lost a lot of weight. Li Yilan's brows furrowed, when he didn't see Xu Yaran, he didn't think much about Xu Yaran. But now that he saw Xu Yaran again, Xu Yaran's goodness immediately returned to his mind, and he realized that he missed Xu Yaran very much.
He remembered that Xu Yaran was most afraid of the cold, and it snowed so heavily today that the whole city was dyed white. He never thought that he would meet Xu Yaran when he came out today. Seeing Xu Yaran retract his gaze, Li Yilan knew that the relationship between the two of them had ended, and it was not just his unilateral end, Li Yilan's heart ached, it was he who failed Xu Yaran.
Li Yilan sighed softly, turned around, looked at Nangong Meining, who was in good spirits, and smiled.
Both women, he liked. In the end, he chose Nangong Meining and gave up Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran lowered her head to eat, when she didn't see Li Yilan, Xu Yaran wanted to cry very much, but now after seeing Li Yilan, Xu Yaran suddenly felt a lot better and didn't want to cry anymore.
Xu Yaran stretched out his chopsticks to go to the spicy pot to fish for vegetables, and a colleague grabbed Xu Yaran and said, "Xiao Xu, don't eat it, you see that you are spicy like this." She couldn't bear to look at it. Watching Xu Yaran cry while eating, it makes people feel very sad.
Xu Yaran withdrew her hand, looking at the eyes of her colleagues who cared about her, Xu Yaran smiled and said: "It's okay, in fact, this spicy pot is not as spicy as I imagined, I don't believe you can taste it." ”
"You ......"
"Alas, look, isn't that Miss Nangong and her boyfriend?" A colleague pointed to the two people walking side by side outside and said very gossipy.
"Don't say it, it's true. Miss Nangong's boyfriend is really handsome. ”
Xu Yaran only lowered her head to eat her own things, as for whether Li Yilan and Nangong Meining were really compatible, she had already seen it. She agrees with everyone's point of view, and she also feels that Nangong Meining and Li Yilan are very compatible. She used to be very stupid to think that she could compete with Nangong Meining and successfully get Li Yilan. It turns out that all this is fake.