Chapter 024: Thank You for Living

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The night was dark, the inexplicable path, lined with barren and abandoned fields, and the broken street lamps swayed overhead, and the arc became larger and larger.

Xue Xuxu stared at the street lamp for a long time with his collar in a daze...... It wasn't until the cold wind was stronger that she shrunk her shoulders as usual, covered her hands, sighed, and stomped her feet heavily.

Like, already used to it.

I am accustomed to this kind of time and space change without warning, I am used to my teenage self, and I am used to Shen Liyang, who saw the young sunshine for the first time.

This time, however, the long asphalt road was silent, and even the slightly denser lights were far away.

Xue Xuxu stood for a while, looking from side to side on tiptoe in anticipation, she was still the only one.

However, the fourth time she came had become winter, and she hesitated for a moment in the cold wind before burying her head and walking towards the place where there was a light.

What comes is safe, and here she can only follow this law.

However, Xue Xuxu, who was originally wondering what kind of place this was, walked to the end of the road along the direction she chose, and was greeted not by the imaginary village, the hut, or the smiling Shen Liyang, but by a few cold words-Jiangcheng Seventh District Funeral Home.

Stood there staring at the plaque for a long time, pinching the contents of his pocket for a long time...... Xue Xuxu guessed what he would see if he continued walking.

Therefore, the moment Xue Xuxu chose to turn around without surprise, a familiar voice remembered.

"Xue Xuxu."

Hearing this, Xue Xuxu closed his eyes tiredly, and turned around to see Shen Liyang slowly walking out of the inside of the gate.

He was wearing a thick white down jacket and a black knitted hat, holding the pockets of his clothes, and looking at her quietly with a face that was red and rough by the cold wind.

However, this time, there was no longer that kind of smiling and joking smug look in his black and white eyes; Xue Xuxu clearly saw pity and mourning.

However, she didn't need pity, she didn't need his empathy! It was her Xue Xuxu's closest relatives who died, what did it have to do with him Shen Liyang.

"You go!" Xue Xuxu flashed a pair of teary eyes, but with an indifferent and detached face, he said to Shen Liyang crisply, "Shen Liyang, you go!" ”

Surprise and consternation were Shen Liyang's unexpected feelings.

He pulled it out of his pocket and tried to move it forward.

It's just that when he moved, Xue Xuxu took two steps back as if he was frightened.

"Xue Xuxu." He frowned and glared at her.

However, Xue Xuxu coldly hooked the corners of his lips, "Shen Liyang, this is my parents, and I have nothing to do with you; This is my life, my destiny, and it has nothing to do with you. Don't care about me, don't pity me, and don't be self-righteous to share this so-called fate for me! ”

"Xue Xuxu, what do you mean."

"I mean, you're you, I'm me!"

Hearing this, Shen Liyang rushed over in three or two steps and grabbed Xue Xuxu's wrist, gritted his teeth and asked, "Are you going to break up?" ”

Parted?

Xue Xuxu was in a trance for a while, what did she say just now? Say...... You are you, I am me?

This sentence seems to have been told to her before, and then she also asked rhetorically like Shen Liyang: Are you going to break up?

What was the man's answer?

"Yes. Parted! She looked up and smiled bitterly, "Originally, we couldn't go to the end, and nothing was immortal forever." Shen Liyang: One day I won't like you anymore, and you will meet someone you like more, so now please don't do self-righteous stupid things to harm yourself and others, and eventually become an irreparable regret. ”

Shen Liyang stared straight at the closed mouth, listening to every heart-piercing word that came out of that mouth, trying to restrain the urge to pinch off the wrist in his palm with all his might.

"Xue Xuxu, I shouldn't have heard what I said just now."

"But you hear me." She paused, "Not only do you hear it, but you have to remember it!" ”

"Xue Xuxu, you're sick!"

"Yes, I am sick, for you, I have broken Jiang Hao's heart again and again, broken the hearts of his parents, and put my brother in a dilemma. I'm looking for you like a madman. ”

If she is really sick, then Xue Xuxu knows that only Shen Liyang is her medicine, and only by knowing what happened to Shen Liyang can she solve all the doubts in her heart, and she can go to Jiang Hao without distraction.

However, when she went back to the past again and again, saw the vivid Shen Liyang again and again, and found those things that she had never paid attention to again and again, it seemed that those feelings that had long been forgotten by her slowly returned.

Xue Xuxu's emotions can be described as excited, so some of the words seem to be unspoken.

Of course, the listener is also at a loss, unable to grasp the head of the words and unable to figure out the so-called logic; However, Shen Liyang saw a fact more clearly than ever, Xue Xuxu was worried about him, thinking about him, and looking for him!

Therefore, just for a moment, the anger in his heart suddenly disappeared, and he hugged Xue Xuxu tightly in his arms, and rubbed his chin against her soft hair over and over again.

"They won't let me see you at the hospital, so I haven't been going anywhere, I've been waiting for you here for three days. Tomorrow my uncle and aunt will be cremated, and I know this is the last chance I might see you. ”

Xue Xu was stunned, it turned out that her parents would be cremated tomorrow; Back then, her parents' funerals were all handled by her eldest brother Xue Jiangshan, and Xue Xuxu was too scared to see them for the last time.

Noticing Xue Xuxu's abnormality, Shen Liyang lowered his head and glanced at her, and seemed to peek into her thoughts and doubts with just one glance.

Xue Xuxu couldn't help but think about it, Shen Liyang took her hand and held it in the palm of his hand, and walked towards the door.

Xue Xuxu staggered a few steps, and then thought about pulling her hand back suddenly, she still instinctively refused.

Shen Liyang stopped and glanced at her sideways, frowning, "Xue Xuxu, don't let yourself regret it." ”

Hearing this, she smiled faintly and raised her head to look at the cold light in front of her, "I regretted it a long time ago." As she spoke, she withdrew her hand and put it in her pocket, took out the army-green hat with a five-pointed red star, and tightened it again before walking forward with heavy steps.

Xue Xuxu's parents mourned the funeral home's crane hall, which was wide and bright against Xue Dingfeng's social status, and there were a lot of white chrysanthemum wreaths piled up from outside the hall to the hall, which showed how many people came and went these days.

Only, now until late at night, except for those who dozed off and kept vigil, it was eerily quiet.

When Xue Xuxu and Shen Liyang walked in, their movements were very slow and light, the night watchman did not react, and Xue Xuxu didn't bother to pay attention to it, staring at a photo frame resting above the bouquet.

True, there is only one, black and white. Xue Dingfeng and Han Yunyun were wearing green overalls full of age, their chins were slightly tucked and the corners of their mouths were raised, and they sat in front of them looking straight ahead.

That was also the photo Xue Xuxu saw in the box before, it was originally a wedding photo of her parents, but she never thought that Xue Jiangshan would take it as a posthumous photo of the two.

Also, when Xue Xuxu's parents were alive, they respected each other like a guest and a beautiful one, and their relationship was very good, since the two chose to go first on the same day, then they should not be separated at any time.

Shen Liyang walked to the side, lit three sticks of incense, and handed them to Xue Xuxu, who was standing in front of the statue.

She took it, took a step back, knelt down, and bowed to the statue with her hands upright, holding the incense in front of her......

But after the third bow, she did not get up, and fell to the ground with her shoulders trembling, and sobbed softly...... Whimper...... Crying loudly..., heartbreaking.

The night watchman was woken up, and the man rubbed his eyes and was about to get up to ask when he was stopped by Shen Liyang on the side, who shook his head at the man and asked him to avoid it for the time being.

Perhaps there was a sentimental pain in Xue Xuxu's cry, and the night watchman did so without asking much.

Shen Liyang walked over, took out the incense in Xue Xuxu's hand, helped insert it into the incense burner, and then helped her up and turned her into the small room where the ice coffin was placed at the back.

Therefore, when Xue Xuxu saw his parents who closed their eyes under the transparent glass, peaceful but lifeless, all their emotions were like a river rushing out of the floodgates in an instant, covering the pain in his chest but not touching the wound. She cried and collapsed on the ice coffin, and through her tears she said her final goodbye to her doting parents.

Shen Liyang stood aside, didn't persuade or move, just waited quietly.

In fact, he was very envious of Xue Xuxu, a harmonious family who loved his parents and brothers, which he had never felt. Although Shen Liyang's parents are still alive, his father is busy with work and comes home and quarrels with his mother, and his mother often indulges in failed marriages and ignores the existence of his son. Or it was precisely because of this that he was attracted by Xue Xuxu's enthusiasm and the gaze that fell on him all the time.

However, even if all he has is such a weak family affection, he also knows that if one day his parents die so suddenly, he must be difficult to accept, not to mention that Xue Xuxu's parents have gone so tragically.

However, Shen Liyang was sad and extremely happy at the same time...... He rolled his eyes to look at Xue Xuxu, whose crying was getting smaller, and sighed, "Xue Xuxu, thank you for being alive." ”

The voice fell, and the crying stopped.

Xue Xuxu raised a pair of teary eyes to look at Shen Liyang, but said, "But living like this is not as happy as dying." Xue Xuxu tightened his hand and clenched it into a fist, "As long as I remember, the murderers who killed my parents can be found, I can help them take revenge, I can let those murderers get retribution, I can go to see my parents with dignity, I won't feel sorry for my brother, I won't run away from not returning for more than ten years, and I won't part ways with you......"

As he spoke, Xue Xuxu only felt that everything in front of him was blurry, and even Shen Liyang, who had a solemn face, suddenly became panicked, his mouth was wide open, but he didn't make any sound.

Xu is the catharsis of hidden pain for more than ten years, and the grief is excessive, and Xue Xuxu faints.

I don't know how long it took to be dizzy, but when Xue Xuxu opened his eyes, it was already dawn...... And his own hand is being held in the palm of his hand.

She blinked, turning her head to look at the man buried beside the bed.