I woke up in a terrible pain.

I frowned and opened my eyes, I heard myself moaning in the dark air, I suddenly forgot where I was, I looked around blankly, and finally determined that I was still locked in Uncle Jiu's cellar, it was dark outside the skylight, and a pine oil lamp hung on the iron door, the light was particularly dim, but it was enough to illuminate the space of less than twenty square meters.

I subconsciously touched my abdomen, it was flat, I almost cried, but I suddenly had an epiphany, it was originally flat, the child is less than a month, how can it be uplifted.

I breathed a sigh of relief, but only half of it, and the child was still there.

Maybe I should hope that he is gone, so Ji Rongke has no choice, he can only save me and let Uncle Nine let me out, it is not my own cruelty that makes him disappear, it is fate, the murderer who killed him is Uncle Nine's bodyguard, and it is this extremely cold cellar.

But how could I not have this thought, I desperately want the child to be there, he is still healthy in my belly, although he has not yet formed, he is still a small embryo, but he is connected to my blood, is a part of my flesh and bones, is the life conceived in the greatest place of my body, I can't bear not to want him, how can I be willing to let him disappear.

I was in a deep despair, and I felt that I was in a predicament, deep in a precipitous swamp, and I could not move at all, but was forced to accept the judgment and arrangement of fate.

I lay on the bed with my eyes open, I don't know what to think, I don't even have the courage to feel the pain below, if it hurts, does it mean that the child is gone, I have experienced such a collapse that almost broke me, I don't want to bear the second time, am I guilty, I shouldn't have ended the life of the first child like that, what qualifications do I have to deprive him of the right to come to the world, so I suffered retribution, this time is my retribution, I want him, I want to keep him, Ji Rongke wants more, but he is leaving.

I bit my lip and cried muffled, I didn't make a sound, but I couldn't help myself, I finally couldn't restrain the biggest sorrow in my heart, and I cried darkly.

I don't know how long it has been, the color outside the skylight is still pitch black, so black that it is oppressive and suffocating, I finally weakened my cry and turned into a low sob, I suddenly heard a movement, from the position of the head of my bed near the wall, I subconsciously raised my eyes, and rolled my eyelids vigorously to see what it was, but I saw a person, a long-haired woman, she was wearing a big red woolen dress, she could not see her facial features, only a vague outline.

I didn't speak, just stared straight at it, and she sneered in the dark, "Stop crying? ”

It's Lina.

The bottle of water that suddenly flashed through my mind, it was the bottle of water, and not long after I drank it, I felt a pain in my abdomen, saying that the bottle of water was not the bane, and I would not believe it if I died.

I gritted my teeth and asked her, "You're going to hurt me." ”

After I said this, the cellar suddenly lit up with a white light, I found that there was a light bulb above my head near the corner of the wall, very small, but the light was very sufficient, she ignored me, but leaned over and picked up a bottle of golden nail polish from the ground, she unscrewed the lid, compared her nails with her nails under the light, her nails were also dyed with a layer of transparent gel, she brushed the layer of gold little by little, it is undeniably beautiful, but it is also undeniably redundant, a bit of a snake to add to the snake.

I don't know why she did this, but let me see that after she brushed all ten nails, she threw the nail polish bottle on the ground and broke it, the smell was very strong, there was a smell similar to paint, I hated this smell the most, I would vomit, I clutched my chest and suppressed the turbulence in my stomach, I pursed my lips tightly, as if as long as I opened a gap, the smell would penetrate through.

She blew it dry in the air, then looked at her nails and said, "That bottle of water is safe, it's your life whether it's good or not." ”

"My own life."

I laughed out loud and got up from the bed with my body propped up, I hung my legs under the bed, looked at her sharp eyes and said, "I was trapped in the cellar, forcibly imprisoned, and it was my own life." ”

"Or else?" Lina asked rhetorically, "Is it my life?" Who made you shameless and unable to see through your identity, to climb Ji Rongke, who you can't afford at all, the piece of meat in your belly is not a child, but a debt, this debt cannot be repaid, and if he doesn't come to this world, it is the best result. ”

I clung to the wood next to the bed, my nails embedded in it, I felt the pain, but my heart was numb, "I'm no longer worthy, the child is Ji Rongke's species, and he is not guilty." You and Uncle Nine forced him to be so ruthless, don't you leave a way back for yourself, Uncle Nine has no children, Lina, I can see that you are by no means as simple as appearance, but you are a woman, and women can never fight men. ”

Lina dried her nails, and she smiled and raised it above her head to look at the light, and she seemed pleased with the overlapping colors, and she got up from her chair and walked towards me, approaching step by step, blocking the shadow of the iron door under the light.

Her hand gently stroked my face, and my whole body suddenly tensed, and she slapped it down and down, getting heavier and heavier, until finally I felt that my cheeks had begun to go numb, and a trace of sweet blood oozed from my teeth.

She was very arrogant and said, "We don't need to leave a way for ourselves, because power is the best passport to this society." People who don't have it will do everything possible to make a mark for every step, but I don't have to, I can do whatever I want, let everyone position me in this ignorant and willful role, I can throw out a lot of money, and make others willing to surrender and serve. Do I need those? ”

I spat on the bloody spit on the ground, and I licked my lips, "We're not Buddhas, and we can't count the lives of all living beings, so don't be too arrogant." The daughter will also be scattered, and the power will collapse overnight. The Buddhist scriptures say that everyone will experience calamities, birth, old age, sickness and death are nothing, and there are more terrible, such as love calamities such as the pathetic common life. Man is the saddest speck of dust in the saddest life. It's not as good as a giant tree. ”

"It's okay. I don't believe in Buddha, I dare to curse Buddha, Buddha is a fart? Is he there? Does he have money? Are you as sick as it is! After Lina scolded this, she simply tore off the pearl chain on her wrist, and those tiny and clear pearls collapsed one by one from the line, fell to the ground, and quickly rolled into countless dark corners, Lina laughed happily, "You see, do ordinary people have such guts, this is a bracelet of tens of thousands, but I don't care, the most important thing in Kowloon will be guns, people, and money." Since the future is unpredictable, then don't guess, live a good now, at least I can be extravagant, I can indulge, I can be crazy, others can only watch, let them be jealous, isn't it very happy. ”

I closed my eyes, folded my hands in the direction of the skylight, I prayed devoutly, praying that my child who died in vain could be born as soon as possible, I hope he will not be born as a person, just be a tree, a grain of sand, a drop of seawater, a twist of dust, in short, don't be a man, do anything, the common people are controlled by nature, that is not terrible, nature is compassionate, but to be a man is to be controlled by a higher person, the human heart is not ancient, the human heart is the most terrible.

Lina stood in front of me, she silently waited for me to finish, but she gradually couldn't wait any longer, she was very impetuous, at least at this moment, in such a damp and dim place, anyone would be bored, she slapped off my ten fingers together with her hand, "Your sin debt is still there." ”

Her impatient eyes made me see a glimmer of brilliance, which came from her words, still there, the debt is still there, the child is still there!

I pressed my hand on my abdomen violently, she looked at my movements and expressions like this, revealing an even more annoying look, she dusted the palm of the hand that had just slapped my face, it seemed to dislike me, I also disliked myself, the cellar was so ugly, I was sweating all over before I fell unconscious, the sweat stuck to my clothes, I couldn't take a shower, the air was damp and rancid, and the smell I was emitting now was difficult for even myself to tolerate.

The last tense string of my whole body was completely loosened, I lost the last of my strength, leaned against the wall and breathed deeply, I covered my stomach with both hands, and I told myself that I would rather die of hunger and thirst than eat any more food they gave me, and that I had blood of my own to feed the growth of my child, and I could carry it for three days.

He was still there, I bit a finger and cried out in a low voice, I was actually very afraid, this fear could not be described in words, it was too pale, I didn't dare to imagine that when Ji Rongke stood in front of me, asked my child with red eyes, and asked my child loudly! How should I answer him, how should I face him?

Luckily, he's still here.

I am truly grateful for this tenacious little life.

Lina didn't want to look at me as if I had gone to the whole world, she took two steps back with great disdain and disgust, all my edges and corners were put away at this moment, I felt that there was nothing worth my irritability and anger, the child was still there, and all the humiliation and scolding became unimportant.

I softened my tone and said to Lina, "You haven't conceived a child, so you don't understand what it's like to be a mother, and when you have your own flesh and blood in a few years, and he belongs to you and the man you love, you'll understand." ”

"I don't need you to preach, I just understand that in Ji Rongke's heart, what he tried his best to save was just the meat in your stomach, and it had nothing to do with you as a person. Maybe you will say, why he didn't get other women pregnant, this can probably only be explained by coincidence, the only thing he loves in his life is lying under my father countless times, how beautiful and beautiful the white jasmine is, oh no, Meng Hehuan. ”

After she finished speaking, she was very interesting and waited for my reaction, but I didn't have any fluctuations, what I knew earlier, no one can stimulate me now, even if it is stimulated, I will restrain myself from not being angry, I want to think about the safety of the child, what is my own patience.

No matter what choice Ji Rongke makes, this child, I must be safe until the moment when he stands in front of me and tells me in person what he wants.

I have no regrets about whatever he wants, and I have my own decisions about what he wants.

At this time, the bodyguard came in with a very small red lantern from the outside, and the candle flame inside was shaking slightly, as if it would be extinguished in the next second, and he stood behind Lina and whispered to her that the time was up, afraid that Uncle Nine would blame her if he knew that she had come to the cellar to see me.

Lina slapped the bodyguard in the face with her backhand, and the bodyguard covered the half of the beaten cheek, a little dazed, but he didn't say a word, Lina sneered and said, "Who fed her medicine that is not good for the child, and wants my father or Ji Rongke to settle accounts with me?" I am usually too arrogant and ruthless, so that you hate me so much, and do not hesitate to use conspiracies and tricks to stumble behind my back, I am still too kind to you, you don't want to live anymore, tell me directly, I will fulfill you. ”

The bodyguard bowed and said that he remembered, and he didn't even dare to explain whether he had done it or not, and the dark clouds on Lina's face dissipated, and she kicked the bodyguard hard in the leg, "Get out." ”

The bodyguard turned around and walked out with a lantern, closed the iron door, but did not lock it, Lina closed her eyes and exhaled fiercely, "Don't talk nonsense in front of Ji Rongke, what I didn't do, I won't admit it until I die, I offended me, I sued my father with a complaint, and no one can have a good life." You should be able to see that Ji Rongke is very jealous of him. ”

Lina finished speaking and waited for me to answer, I just stared at her in silence, as if I lost consciousness and reaction, I was really tired, in a short period of time I experienced the ups and downs from life to death, from sadness to joy, I just wanted to sleep well, and woke up as if it was all a dream.

Lina walked out with her arms crossed, the crisp sound of the heels faded away, the iron door was locked again, and I lay on the bed, facing the door, facing the wall, and I clung to my abdomen, lest someone take advantage of my grogginess to cut open my belly and poach him.

However, I had not yet fallen into a drowsiness when I suddenly heard a fierce gunshot coming from the corridor outside the cellar, moving rapidly from far and near.