Chapter 39: The Irreplaceable Beloved

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"Morning and evening, you can help me take a look, why do I think this bachelor's gown is not right to wear like this." Roommate Gu Xiaojia stood in front of the dressing mirror and fiddled with the clothes on her body.

Ning Chaoxi walked over to help her take a look, and soon found out what the problem was: "Wear it backwards, the scarf should be worn in this direction, and there are two pieces of velcro on the shoulder." ”

Gu Xiaojia was suddenly embarrassed, she quickly took off her bachelor's uniform and put it on her body in a different direction.

Another roommate, Bai Qiao, sat on a chair with a mirror and drew eyeliner, and asked casually: "Ning Chaoxi, take a graduation photo today, is your boyfriend coming?" ”

Ning Chaoxi picked up the lace-trimmed scarf in Gu Xiaojia's hand and helped her paste it: "He won't come." ”

"Ah, he won't come to accompany you on such an important day." Gu Xiaojia said in surprise.

Ning Chaoxi smiled and said, "He's very busy in the field. ”

Bai Qiao put down the eyeliner and picked up the lipstick instead, snorted lightly, and sneered: "That's really busy, we haven't seen each other in four years of college, and we rarely call, so I don't hear it much." As soon as the words fell, the mobile phone she put on the table rang, she picked it up and connected it, and walked to the balcony to make a call: "Hey, baby, you have arrived?" Okay, I'll go down soon......"

Gu Xiaojia pinched Ning Chaoxi's palm, and the figure on the Chaoyang platform pouted: "Chaoxi, don't pay attention to her, she is jealous that you can receive a full scholarship every year." ”

Ning Chaoxi shook his head, indicating that he didn't care.

Gu Xiaojia looked at her expression, and asked with some hesitation: "Day and night, you and your boyfriend have a very hard long-distance relationship, right?" ”

She also felt curious, after all, Ning Chaoxi's mysterious boyfriend had not been seen by a few of them, if it wasn't for a senior who confessed to her in her sophomore year, she wouldn't have known that Ning Chaoxi had a boyfriend, and every time she mentioned this topic, she always said that her boyfriend was very busy in the field and didn't have time to come over.

Ning Chaoxi bent down to sort out the items on the table, and smiled lightly when he heard the voice: "It's okay, but sometimes I miss him very much." ”

"I know, my last boyfriend and I were like that, I understand you."

Ning Chaoxi shook her head lightly and didn't speak, her face was hidden in the shadows, making it difficult to see her expression.

She cleaned up the things on the table, her hand accidentally touched the photo frame placed next to the lamp, and a glimmer of light flashed in Ning Chaoxi's eyes, and she reached out to pick it up.

The paper in the picture frame is already a little yellowed, but the kitten in the center of the picture is still as lazy and lifelike as a few years ago, Gu Xiaojia glanced at it, and saw that she was in a daze at the painting embedded in the picture frame, she once asked Ning Chaoxi who painted this painting, and she told her that it was her boyfriend who painted it.

She remembers saying at the time, "Your boyfriend is amazing." ”

Then Ning Chaoxi smiled, Gu Xiaojia couldn't say it, but she felt that her smile at that time was a little imperceptible sadness, which made people a little sad.

She replied, "Yes, he's amazing." ”

"Day and night, let's go, the counselor is urging in the group." Gu Xiaojia called her.

Ning Chaoxi came back to his senses, put away the photo frame, and responded: "Okay." ”

The graduation photo was taken at the door of the small hall of the school, only two group photos were taken, and the rest were taken freely, Feng Lulu and Jiang Ke specially asked for leave to come and take pictures with her, Ning Chaoxi went to the school gate to pick them up after taking a group photo, after the college entrance examination, Feng Lulu had the best test among the three of them, went to a key university in S City, studied economics, and talked about a boyfriend in the junior year, the two were very affectionate, and planned to get married after graduation.

And Jiang Ke has about the same score as her in the college entrance examination, went to two universities, studied normal English, and plans to come out to teach after graduation, and is still single after breaking up in the third year of high school.

She didn't wait long at the school gate when she saw a taxi parked outside the door, the door opened, Feng Lulu and Jiang Ke both got out of the car, and there was a person in the passenger seat.

Ning Chaoxi walked over with a smile on her face, and Feng Lulu hugged her neck as soon as she came up, and said with a big grin: "Niu'er, I miss you so much." ”

"Me too, Comrade Lulu." Ning Chaoxi bent his eyes and said happily.

"Jiang Ke, long time no see." After greeting Feng Lulu, he nodded to Jiang Ke again.

"Niu'er, we've brought someone with us." Feng Lulu withdrew and revealed the person standing behind her.

Ning Chaoxi saw the person coming clearly, and said in surprise: "Lu Chengfeng? Why are you here too? ”

"Aren't you welcome?" The former gentle and handsome boy has grown into a man as gentle as jade, and his eyebrows are handsome and extraordinary when he laughs.

"No, you're welcome to my graduation ceremony." Ning Chaoxi's beautiful eyebrows and eyes smiled.

Lu Chengfeng smiled.

Ning Chaoxi didn't have much interest in taking pictures, but Feng Lulu pestered her and pulled Jiang Ke to take pictures in various scenes in the school, and after shooting for more than an hour, she was almost stiff laughing, and Lu Chengfeng didn't like to take pictures, so he followed them all the way, occasionally acting as a photographer.

"Lu Chengfeng, don't always follow us and don't take pictures, come, you can also come and take pictures." Feng Lulu pushed him forward and said generously: "Go, allow you to take a picture alone with our girl." ”

Lu Chengfeng was pushed to Ning Chaoxi's side by her, and accidentally bumped into her, he was shy, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry ......"

Ning Chaoxi waved his hand and said with a smile: "It's okay." ”

They were standing in front of the artificial lake, with the lakeside scenery behind them, Feng Lulu held her mobile phone and pointed the camera at them, and commanded them with one hand: "Hey, you two stand closer, what's the matter with standing so far, Lu Chengfeng, you are out of the camera." ”

Lu Chengfeng was embarrassed for a while, and stood closer to Ning Chaoxi.

"Closer...... Okay, one, two, three, eggplant. ”

Tired of filming, they sat on the benches next to the artificial lake to rest, Lu Chengfeng went to buy a few bottles of water and came back, Feng Lulu pulled Jiang Ke to stand up with great insight, and made an excuse: "Niu'er, Jiang Ke and I will go to the bathroom, wait for us to come back." ”

Ning Chaoxi didn't think much about it and nodded.

Feng Lulu pulled Jiang Ke away, making a separate space for Lu Chengfeng and her, and Ning Chaoxi took the water he handed over and thanked him.

"How's it going?" She took a sip and turned to look at the young man beside her.

"It's okay, I'm about to graduate, and I'm a little busy." Lu Chengfeng said.

"Do you plan to go to graduate school?"

"Nope." He shook his head and said with a smile: "I'm going to come out and start a business, so I won't read it." ”

Ning Chaoxi looked at the shimmering light on the lake under the sunlight in front of him, smiled and said, "It's good, how about with your girlfriend?" ”

Lu Chengfeng's college entrance examination results are also excellent, he went to the same university as Feng Lulu, studying finance, and his situation Ning Chaoxi heard Feng Lulu mention it.

She asked unintentionally, Lu Chengfeng paused slightly, and said after a few seconds: "We have broken up." ”

Ning Chaoxi didn't expect this answer, and let out a small 'ah': "I'm sorry, I don't know ......"

"It's okay." He smiled indifferently, his gaze falling on her face, "What about you?" Not ready to find a boyfriend yet? ”

Ning Chaoxi squinted his eyes slightly, picked up a small stone from his feet and threw it into the lake, heard a 'poof' sound, and then said, "Me? Besides, there's no rush anyway. ”

Lu Chengfeng used a little force in his hand and squeezed the mineral water bottle in his hand: "You, can't you let him go?" ”

Ning Chaoxi was throwing stones at her hand, she looked at the ripples in the heart of the lake, the smile on her lips also stopped for a moment, and then she pretended to be relaxed and replied: "After all, it is the first love, how can it be so easy to forget." ”

"It's been four years, is it so hard to forget?" Lu Chengfeng's voice was very soft, almost whispering, I don't know whether to tell her or myself.

"It's not about time, it's about how deep a person is engraved in your heart." Ning Chaoxi propped her hands on her sides, looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, for the first time in such a long time, she talked to someone about her feelings, "Lu Chengfeng, in the past four years, I have hoped countless times that I can forget the past and forget that person after waking up, but I really can't do it, every time I wake up, that person will only become clearer and clearer in my mind, you see, even my consciousness and my brain don't allow it, how can I forget." ”

"Yes." Lu Chengfeng stared at her side face, and suddenly asked, "Then will others still have a chance?" ”

"I don't know."

Let it be, she thought.

She invited them to a seafood meal at a newly opened restaurant near the school, and ordered a dozen beers, and their college life was about to end.

Ning Chaoxi and Feng Lulu drank the most, Jiang Ke and Lu Chengfeng watched them hug each other and giggled a little crying and laughing, they were full of wine and food, and the two who were still sober sent two drunk cats back, Lu Chengfeng stopped a taxi and asked Jiang Ke to take Feng Lulu back to the hotel first, and he took Ning Chaoxi to another car.

After getting out of the car, Lu Chengfeng helped Ning Chaoxi and asked her, "Can you walk?" ”

She lowered her head and was groggy and did not speak.

Lu Chengfeng was helpless, leaned down, carried her on his back, asked people all the way to find their girls' dormitory, and walked on the road, when he heard Ning Chaoxi whispering in his ear.

He didn't hear clearly, so he asked, "Ning Chaoxi, what did you say?" ”

I don't know if it's too quiet around, her voice is much louder this time, she is saying: "Chen Xun, Chen Xun, I miss you so much......"

Lu Chengfeng was stunned.

Her voice was very soft, almost whimpering, like a small animal that had been discarded, she closed her mouth after saying that, and waited for a long time, Lu Chengfeng thought that she had fallen asleep, but as soon as he took a step forward, he felt a wet piece on the shoulder of his shirt.

There was her soft sobbing in her ears, forbearing, suppressed, with unspeakable pain, in the dead of night, when she was unconscious, venting the most primitive thoughts.

Listening to people's hearts, it also hurts.

In the years to come, in the dead of night, Lu Chengfeng could always remember that night many years ago, there was a girl lying on his back, crying sadly with a drunken gaffe, and the name she shouted was the love of her life that could not be replaced.