Chapter 51: The Softest Part
Tong Mai's distrust. "Ya * Wen * Yan * Love * First * Hair" bred a strong pain in Huo Yize's heart. Gazing at Tong Mai and leaving angrily. He just stood weakly in his place.
This life. He only had two of his hardest choices. It's not just a tough choice. But he was confused at all. What exactly is the right way to do it. It's good for Tong Mai.
For the first time. It was at her and Li Xianning's engagement ceremony.
On the one hand, he wants to let go and make her happy. On the other hand, I can't rest assured. Rest assured...... His condition at that time seems. If you don't let go, you have to let go. But in the end, after struggling for a long time. Or take her away at the engagement ceremony......
Second. It's the decision at this moment.
Wheat. Apathy and distance. Isn't it the best way for me to love you right now.
Make you hate me. It should be better than making you hysterical, miserable and sad. But. He wanted to be cruel to her again. There's no way to ignore her. But there was no way to come forward and comfort him......
"Boss. Young Master Jiang called. Dr. Yu will come to China the day after tomorrow......" is a call from Ah Jin.
Jiang Chengyi really didn't give up on his affairs. The corners of Huo Yize's lips revealed a touch of bitterness. But also glad at this time. There is Jiang Chengyi, a friend who digs out his heart and lungs.
"No need. Tell Jiang Chengyi. I'll go back to the U.S. the night after tomorrow. He didn't have to bring Dr. Yu to China with him. "Finally relented. In the end, Huo Yize decided to go to the United States for treatment.
But. This is gone...... He didn't know if he would ever come back. Or. Will he ever see Tong Mai again? Lolo ......
And Jiang Chengyi worked so hard. If he doesn't go to the United States. I will definitely go to China with Dr. Yu. Then the matter will be even more exposed. Before it's time to hide. He had to be in control.
Wheat. More than two days...... There's something else I can do for you.
All the shares in Huo's enterprise in his own name. as well as several villas. It has been transferred to the name of Tong Mai. Although the money is inexhaustible. He was always at ease with her.
Huo Yize twisted his eyebrows. I always want to fill up the wheat a little bit. Don't always live your life carelessly......
Too much to worry about. Tell me how I can rest in peace.
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Sister Fen listened to Tong Mai's decision. "Ya * Wen * Yan * Love * First * Hair" couldn't help but nervous. "Little ...... Wheat. Wouldn't you have made this decision too hasty? I hadn't thought about removing the child before. Just because Huo Yize made a little mistake. You're impulsive. Let's think about it. ”
"Just because I thought it very clearly. I decided not to. Originally, it was annoying to have a child between two people as an implication. And make one. I'm afraid I'm going to crash. I figured it out. Wait for Xiaosha to have a holiday. I went out with her for a walk. Take a walk. ”
Tong Mai's voice calmed down. There was not a hint of anger. Completely brown away from the usual noise.
When she was quiet. It's also a serious book. The more serious. The more she highlights her lightness. It's like after going through wave after wave. It should be time for her heart to settle.
"Wheat. Where are you going. Ah...... It's all my fault. It was I who was so excited that day. If I don't show you the newspaper. You and Huo Yize won't be like this. ”
Sister Fen blames herself. If the child in the womb of wheat is gone. I'm afraid Huo Yize will kill her. Moreover. She was also reluctant to take the child away and hurt her body......
"You two are always in love with each other. A little bit of a contradiction. It will soon be solved. Listen to Sister Fen. This time it should be to give Sister Fen a face. Don't lose your temper with Huo Yize. "I tried my best to comfort Tong Mai.
The indifferent expression on Tong Mai's face was distressing. It seems that no matter what Sister Fen says. She didn't listen. Unable to do so. Instead, the conversation was diverted. "I saved up a little bit of money. I'm going to go to the United States with Xiaosha to see Xianning. The other day. I called my aunt and said that Xiao A's condition had improved. Maybe I'll go see him. He'll wake up. ”
Li Xianning didn't wake up for a day. It was a painful wound on Tong Mai's heart......
Now Tong Mai just wants to think about nothing. Be alone and be quiet......
Troublesome. Quarreled. After the complaint. Tong Mai realized how empty his heart was. It was as empty as if it were floating in the air. Wander around. There is no landing point.
"Really. Li Xianning can recover, and everyone is happy. But even if he woke up. Not for you either. No matter how Huo Yize did something wrong. It seems to me. He is always the one who cares about you the most. ”
Sister Fen insisted. is constantly saying good things for Huo Yize. No way. Who made her the culprit showed Tong Mai the report. will provoke their separation......
Listening to Sister Fen's remarks. Tong Mai was silent. No argument, no objection.
If Sister Fen can see men clearly. See through ...... There won't be a divorce ending. So. Her words need further thought. Again. The person who gets along with Huo Yize is herself. Huo Yize didn't care about her. It's not that important anymore.
If the relationship between her and Huo Yize is destined to be powerless and pale in the end. Then she is not willing to make a bet with the rest of her youth. I knew I was going to lose. Why bother.
Tong Mai's face revealed a pale and melancholy beauty. Her delicate ...... seeps out of the silence This moment. Such a look. It seems to have returned to the cheeks that met Huo Yize in the pub many years ago.
It is also this quiet but unusually lonely temperament. But the difference between this time and then is that perhaps it was frivolous enough; sloppy enough; But now. This is the moment. Only the clarity after precipitation......
Huo Yize. If we hadn't met. If I wasn't the blood of the Yin family. If I had never had a crush on you...... Right now. We should be happy, shouldn't we?
In fact. The contradiction between her and Huo Yize. So much so that it is now separated. It's not just Yin Yuqi and his hug that caused it. It's more about their own mismatch.
Physically. Maybe it's a talented woman. But substantively. She didn't know that she was not worthy of Huo Yize.
Huo Yize. It used to be like a difficult and beautiful fairy tale in her heart. If this fairy tale is gone. After all, he can only be a fairy tale for her to go away......
Tong Mai walked into his room. Her gaze swept around the room. Bed ...... It seems that they can still faintly smell the breath of their love. Little by little, they are scurrying together. Swirling around the tip of her nose. Tong Mai closed his eyes. It's like recalling the good things they had for the last time......
Last time. No wonder Huo Yize forced her to do the job of a secretary. In so many years. She didn't have a proper job. Even if she makes Xiaosha live well. But she has never been able to set a good example for Xiaosha.
Deep reflection and reflection. It didn't confuse her. On the contrary, it seems to make her more and more transparent. See yourself clearly......
And Lolo......
Lolo. If only as long as you are happy. If only as long as you're happy. Should I just let you go? Even if it's one day. I want you to know that I'm your real mother. I want you to call me "Mommy" in person. It should also wait until you have enough capacity to take it.
The last thing she wanted to hurt was Lolo. How much she hurts Xiaosha. I love Luo Luo so much in the bottom of my heart. What's more, Luo Luo was still pregnant by her in October. Hard. Overcoming all difficulties to give birth to ......
As long as you're happy. I let it go. I back down. can be exchanged for your kind "aunt". That might be a good idea......
Pondered. Tong Mai's tears couldn't help but fall. Just think of Lolo. She would cry. Because of reluctance. Because I feel distressed. Because I'm ashamed......
Shortly after Sister Fen left. Tong Mai took a taxi to the hospital. The hand involuntarily rests on the abdomen. Extremely reluctant. And six years ago when I wanted to take out Lolo. Such reluctance and sadness.
Baby. I'm sorry. Cast a good baby for the next life. Be happy.
However, she couldn't keep him in the end......
Outside the abortion operating room.
Tong Mai nervously grabbed his palm. That intense panic and fear. It's the same as it was a few years ago. She closed her eyes. I can't help but think of the image of this device churning in my body. How painful. How cruel.
The palms of my hands were sweating. The body trembled unconsciously. I don't know if I'm afraid of getting rid of the child. Still afraid of surgery.
Don't let Sister Fen follow. is also worried that Sister Fen will stop it. She was already very reluctant to have a miscarriage. Knock the child out. If Sister Fen is persuaded. There's no guarantee that she won't change her mind......
But this time the misunderstanding with Huo Yize was not a misunderstanding. It's a break. A complete break with the past and the present.
Does he know. Even though Huo Yize loves her. Even if she can feel Huo Yize's love for her...... But how scared and faced with their Huo family.
Grandma Huo's kindness warmed her heart. But he also deserves it.
And Mrs. Huo. Mr. Fok ...... It was the hardest thing for her to face. Fear their taunts. sneering faces; Afraid of their obstruction. Even if she can force herself not to care. Or even completely ignored. But. They have always been Huo Yize's parents......
More afraid of one day. Because of her humility. She couldn't stand with him forever. Shine together. will even bury Huo Yize's light......
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All of these, all of them. Tong Mai hadn't thought about it before. I just don't want to think about it. Don't want to face it. Refuse to grow. Refuse to think.
I used to think that love could solve everything. But they forgot that there is another thing in the world. It's called fate and reality. It's irresistible. can only bear.
Tong Mai pressed his aching temples. Her fears. I never mentioned it in front of Huo Yize. She'll just show her teeth and claws in front of him. Hide the softest part of her. Don't let him find out.
"Next. Tong Mai. ”
Suddenly, a nurse came from the corridor. The sound of a call. Suddenly interrupted Tong Mai's thoughts......