But I never imagined that that the parting would be two years.

I lay in the hospital for a whole month after that rain, and when I was discharged, she had disappeared without a trace, and at that moment I really regretted that my intestines were blue.

After being discharged from the hospital, I went to Rongcheng, Su Qing and the others didn't know where she went, and they didn't even know when she left, it seemed that she intended to avoid them, so it can be seen that this time, she didn't want me to find her again.

She said let's go, what the hell am I?

But I'm still cheap, I can't forget her, I can't let go of her, and I even miss her day by day. But I don't want to look for her anymore.

People wave their hands and don't take away a cloud, but I'm like this, sad and unforgettable, and it's really cheap.

Over time, hatred grew in my heart.

After that, I put all my thoughts on work, I squeezed Jingcheng to work against Gu Yisheng everywhere, and it didn't take long for me to get the piece of land back, and I forced Gu Yisheng to bow his head to me in front of me, until there was a drinking party, he asked me, I squeezed Jingcheng so desperately because of Lin Tong.

I hadn't heard that name mentioned it for a long time, and when he mentioned it, my heart still hurt badly. I didn't know his interest that day, but he took the initiative to tell me where he found her, and she mistook him for Ye Zhe at that time, and she still held him, and she had to follow him, which made him think crookedly. But he was also very strange, he didn't understand why she rejected me like that when she woke up, and he smiled and asked me if I had done anything to be sorry for her?

Gu Yisheng said this made me very angry, if there is anything to be sorry for her, it is to marry Ouyang Xue, but it is not given by him, if he had told me her whereabouts earlier, how could I agree to Ou's father's conditions.

But Gu Yisheng's later words surprised me again, he said that he had persuaded her to return to me, but she absolutely refused, saying that it was impossible for me to live with me in this life.

It's impossible for me in this life.

These nine words, every word is like a knife.

I have never failed her, why is she so sure that it is impossible for me to do it again.

When I went back that night, I sat on the balcony and looked at the dark night, and I felt that my heart was cold, and it turned out to be ...... She didn't want to have any 'possibility' with me for a long time, so she was so ruthless and disappeared without a trace.

I suddenly felt so sad, but why the...... I still think of her.

As I washed, I looked at myself in the mirror, and when I looked at the figure in the mirror, it blurred and became her, and she stood under the loquat tree and smiled softly at me, shouting, "Ah Zhe!

I shook my head violently, and there was no one in the mirror.

I was depressed.

Turning my eyes, I saw a pair of blades on the glass shelf, I raised my hand and pulled out a slice of it, I used to like to use razors, so I bought a razor, and I haven't used it for a long time. Looking at the sharp blade, I had a strange thought in my head, I don't know what it would feel like if such a sharp knife was cut on the flesh.

As I thought so, the blade had made a cut in my arm, and the pain made me frown, and blood poured out. I watched the blood continue to bubble out, flowing down my arm, and I felt an indescribable pleasure. I didn't stop the bleeding, I just watched in a daze, I don't know how long, the blood on the wound coagulated on its own and no longer flowed out.

From that time on, whenever I thought of her thinking that I couldn't contain it, I would slash my arm and use my physical pain to divert the pain of my lovesickness.

During the Spring Festival that year, I still couldn't resist going to Rongcheng.

It's been a year, and she still hasn't heard from her, and she hasn't even contacted her friends, as if the world has evaporated, it's really ruthless.

This year, I went abroad frequently for some reason, trying to find a trace of her, but I was always disappointed. Xiao Liu knew my thoughts, and secretly looked for someone to look for her, saying that she had found her whereabouts several times, but when they rushed over, there was no trace of her, and I wanted to come...... She's really going to hide from me for the rest of her life.

Therefore, I don't understand a little bit if she really has no feelings for me, is it necessary for her to avoid me like this, even her closest relatives and friends, as for it. If she says she doesn't love me anymore, will I still pester her with a dead face for the rest of my life, why should she be like this?

Unless...... She had no choice.

This speculation has actually been in my mind for a long time, so I went back to Rongcheng on the second day of the Lunar New Year, and I didn't go anywhere, but went directly to the old villa.

Mama Zhang was both happy and a little disappointed to see me come back alone.

Zhang's mother said that the loquat in the back mountain has grown very well in the past two years, but she can't climb the ladder when she is old. When I came back, I didn't want to find out about her, but I wanted to see the loquat tree.

That day, I wrapped loquat in the back mountain for a day, and without her handing me paper, my speed was very slow, until the sun went down.

When I went back, Zhang's mother made a table of dishes, left me to eat together, and told me some things about her childhood, before I knew it's dark outside, I suddenly didn't want to go, and asked Zhang's mother if I could stay in her bedroom for one night at night, the old man smiled, saying that I would like to stay for a few days.

That night I lay on her bed, covered with her quilt, I felt like I was about to suffocate, Zhang's mother said that she was very depressed in the days before leaving, and when she left, she only told her that she would call back, and did not say where she would go.

I tossed and turned, so I sat up, looked at the decoration of her house in the same way, and thought back to the Spring Festival of the previous year, where we hugged and slept together, whispering, and at that time, ...... It's such a blessing, but now I'm still there, and she's nowhere to be found.

I got up, walked to her dressing table, picked up the photo frame on the table, which was a photo of her in college, I gently stroked her eyebrows and eyes on the photo, looked at it for a while, and then put it down, opened the drawer below, there were several bottles of skin care moisturizer in it, it is estimated that it has long expired, when I wanted to close the drawer, I caught a glimpse of a pile of paper silk in the corner of the drawer, my hand couldn't help stopping, a little curious, grabbed a few of them, and looked at it, I was stunned, and the small piece of the eye You are watching now "Hi, dear 9 o'clock see you or leave" Chapter 427 Zou Zichen Fanwai (25) There is only half a chapter, to see the full version, please search in Baidu: (Ice + Thunder + Chinese + Text) Search again after entering: Hi, dear, see you at 9 o'clock