Chapter 25: Crying of Despair
Child, Gu Xiaobei, who was hit hard one after another, suddenly remembered that she and Li Haonan still had a child!
After their child Li Yi was born, Li Haonan was afraid that Gu Xiaobei would be tired, and he was taken by a number of senior caretakers, Gu Xiaobei didn't care so much about the child because of his young age, and he didn't care so much about the child, and he had very little thought about 'flowers', and every day when he was free, he used to tease and 'tease', like a dispensable pet.
During these days, she was haunted by nightmares at night, and she had to fight wits with Li Haonan during the day, and she was even more negligent in her children, and sometimes she even forgot that she was still a mother.
Now when she heard Li Haonan mention the child, she suddenly woke up, she and Li Haonan have a child, and she is Li Yi's mother. No matter how alienated she is on weekdays, but after all, the child is the flesh and blood she was born in October, thinking that the current relationship between herself and Li Haonan may cause her to be separated from the child, Gu Xiaobei's face was bloodless, his lips were bitten white by his teeth, and he stared at Li Haonan and was speechless.
"Xiaobei, let's go home, the baby is still waiting for us at home! The child is too young to live without his parents! Li Haonan frowned painfully, and said helplessly, in order to keep Gu Xiaobei, he even wanted such a humble method! Although even he felt disdainful, there was no way, now he really had no choice but to take Gu Xiaobei!
He is a strong and arrogant person, no matter how difficult things he encounters, he will never show weakness to anyone, let alone submit to anyone, but today, in order to keep Gu Xiaobei, he showed weakness to her, he begged her for mercy, he even used his own child, he used the child to win Gu Xiaobei's sympathy and make her soft-hearted, he uselessly wanted to use the child to keep Gu Xiaobei!
Gu Xiaobei laughed miserably, squatted on the ground in vain, covered her face, tears fell unconsciously, she has no father and mother since she was a child, she knows best what it is like for children to have no parents by her side, and the thing she desires the most is to get the love from her parents, if it weren't for the desire for this love, she would not have agreed to her father's ridiculous request to be Li Haonan's mistress for her sister, and since then she has fallen into the abyss of no return.
But what to do now, she gave birth to Li Haonan without memory, and at this point, she resents, she hates, she regrets, but resentment and regret are useless, she must make a choice between going and staying, between freedom and children.
Gu Xiaobei choked and cried, like a sharp blade in Li Haonan's ear, he looked at Gu Xiaobei helplessly, he would rather see her crying or losing her temper and scolding herself, but she shrank on the ground like an injured little animal, curled herself up, buried her head in a low whimper, trembling all over, making his heart ache and tear.
He wanted to get close to Gu Xiaobei and wanted to hug her tightly, but she could always sense his approach, and always moved away a little quickly, avoiding him like a snake and scorpion.
Li Haonan had a calm face, gritted his teeth, regardless of Gu Xiaobei's resistance, leaned over and hugged her: "Xiaobei, don't be like this, am I so unforgivable?" Why won't you forgive me, why? Is it so hard to forgive me, is it so scary to continue living with me? ”
Gu Xiaobei's face was full of tears, struggling like crazy, pushing him so hard that he almost stumbled, she screamed: "Go away!" You bastard! It's all you, it's all you, it's you who hurt me, you hurt the child, you go away! She punched and kicked, even used her teeth, and scratched and bit countless blood marks on Li Haonan's arms, neck, front 'chest', and all the 'naked' and 'exposed' skin.
But Li Haonan was unmoved, just clamped her hard, endured the heartache, and tried to make the sad and angry voice sound softer, "Yes, it's all my fault, it's me who is not good, Xiaobei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you!" He felt Gu Xiaobei's body tremble in his arms, a choked cry came from his shoulder, she beat him hard as if she was angry, he let her beat him, as if it didn't hurt at all, he muttered in her ear over and over again, "Xiaobei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" ”
Gu Xiaobei cried hoarsely, gradually lost his voice, and finally nested in Li Haonan's arms motionless, Li Haonan's action of holding Gu Xiaobei had formed a dead knot, and his fingers seemed to be pinching her clothes, as if he was going to 'rub' her into his body.
He had never seen Gu Xiaobei cry like this before, even if she had never cried like this before she lost her memory, she was crying breathlessly, her face was pale and she was shaky and her soul was shaking, this was a desperate cry.
Li Haonan carefully cupped her face, wanting to dry her tears a little bit as usual, he knew that there was a natural fragrance on her body, and so did her lips, and every time he tasted it, he never wanted to let go. But this time, although he was very eager and hesitated, he just carefully 'kissed' her on the forehead, picked her up, and walked to the car.
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The servants took Xiao Li Yi to bask in the sun in the 'flower' garden, and the children of more than six months were already able to sit steadily, crawling, and laughing childishly under everyone's pet.
Everyone saw Li Haonan's car drive into the villa, and coaxed Xiao Li Yi even harder, you must know that although Mrs. is dispensable to the child, but Mr. loves the child very much, and every day when he returns home, he always has to hold the baby for a while, and asks about the child's situation on this day. Although Mr. is cold, but also absolutely grace and power, do not do well to punish, do a good job of nature is rewarded, and every time is a big deal, the last time I saw the baby will sit, he was overjoyed to give everyone a pair of diamond earrings.
In the past, when Gu Xiaobei returned home, she would never come over to see the child first, but today, she followed Li Haonan to the child's side, squatted on the grass, and looked at the giggling pink carving 'jade' villain. The little guy just ate and snorted, as if he was going to spit out 'milk', looked at his parents with a smile, stretched out his chubby little hand, and habitually wanted to find Li Haonan to hug him, Li Haonan loved the child, and immediately reached out to hold the baby in his arms.
When Xiao Li Yi was just born, he was still a little like Gu Xiaobei, but as he grew up, he completely became a small version of Li Haonan. Although his mother doesn't come to visit him often, the little guy is very happy when he sees Gu Xiaobei, and his two chubby little wrists each have the eighteen Arhat golden bells sent by Xian Zhiming, leaning on his father's broad arms at this time, waving his little arms, and showing off in front of Gu Xiaobei.
Gu Xiaobei looked at the child, and finally had a little smile on his face, very gentle, spreading little by little, and finally all the corners of his eyes and eyebrows and 'lips' were 'rippling' with vivid affection.
Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei and his son like this, the smile on his face deepened, his eyes became deep and gentle, his eyes were slightly red, his eyes were crystal clear, this child had his blood on his body, and her blood was also bleeding, it was his, and it was hers, the child was a bond, tightly linking them, Gu Xiaobei, after all, she cared about the child, she would not leave herself again!
Gu Xiaobei looked at the innocent and carefree son in front of her, and was silently distracted, she is now married to Li Haonan and has children, but this family is by no means the family she knows. Because of the existence of so many 'yin' shadows in the past, she and Li Haonan can never live together casually anymore!
And what about this kid, let him follow him? It is absolutely impossible, Li Haonan hugged his son, as if he was holding a baby, with a pampered and indulgent face. Her heart was touched by such Li Haonan, although he was ruthless and ruthless, he was definitely a good father, patient and loving his children, never scolding, let alone scolding, as long as he was free, he would come to tease the child, even if the child was asleep, he would smile and stand next to the small 'bed' and look at it seriously for a while.
In fact, Gu Xiaobei didn't understand that Li Haonan, an extremely macho person, naturally recognized the principle of raising a poor child and raising a rich 'girl', a boy can't be spoiled, but because this child was born to Gu Xiaobei, he seems to have a kind of devotion and cherishment for this child. Just because, the child has her blood on his body, this is the son she gave birth to for herself, and he has a similar look to her.
Gu Xiaobei looked at Li Haonan who was holding the child, and knew that with his posture of loving the child so much, it was absolutely impossible for him to let the child follow him! And if the child really follows him, I am afraid that the life and education he receives will not be better than that of following Li Haonan!
As a mother, but unable to protect and care for her children, how helpless and sad is this?!
Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei's eyes looking at the child, and he began to be in a daze, and his eyes also dimmed, and countless emotions were surging with the tumbling.
The servants around him gradually discovered that something was wrong with the couple, and when they saw that their faces began to look ugly, they hurriedly silenced, only Xiao Li Yiyi was still giggling without knowing the depths.
Gu Xiaobei got up and went into the house, and Li Haonan also hurriedly 'handed over' the child to the maid and followed in.
When the maid brought the tea to them upstairs, they heard Gu Xiaobei's suppressed cry, and they were so frightened that they almost knocked over the tea tray. After following Mr. and Mrs. for so long, it was the first time I heard this much-loved little lady cry! Madame's life has always been smooth and happy, and the gentleman is obedient to his wife, pampering him abnormally, and he has never seen her cry, what terrible thing happened?
Gu Xiaobei's eyes looked out of the floor-to-ceiling window, and his voice was flickering, "Li Haonan, let's get a divorce, I don't want anything, and the child belongs to you!" ”
The faint smile on Li Haonan's face immediately froze, his breathing seemed to have stopped, his cold eyes were filled with pain, and his heart was 'twitching' for a while, he raised his foot and kicked over the small cabinet at the head of the 'bed', and all the things on it were scattered all over the ground, and the 'fine' crystal table lamp hit the wall, and the broken porcelain splashed and 'shot'. He was furious, his hands raised high, and his eyes were full of devouring light......