143 I am yours alone now and hereafter

It didn't take long for Song Qingge to change into her dress and return to the living room.

Zhan Qi was pouring red wine at the dining table, and when he heard the sound of high heels, he immediately looked up, and with just one glance, he couldn't take his eyes off it anymore.

Obviously, she didn't have any styling design, she just pulled her hair back casually, and two locks of hair hung down, looking a little casual and lazy. She didn't use powder on her face, and she only used a lipstick she carried in her bag to make up for her lip color, but her red lips looked particularly moving in the candlelight.

The milky white deep V dress completely exposed her delicate and graceful collarbones, and as she walked, the skirt also moved, which really felt like a fluttering skirt.

The light in the room was not very bright, she appeared in a white dress under the candlelight, and she looked even more fairy, Zhan Qi was still holding a red wine bottle in her hand, but a pair of eyes were already glued to her body.

Being stared at by him like this, Song Qingge's face was also a little unbearable, and he lowered his eyes and said unnaturally: "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”

Only then did Zhan Qi put down the wine bottle in his hand and walked towards her. looked at her again from top to bottom, a smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he praised without hesitation: "You are beautiful in this dress." ”

He rarely praised her so bluntly, Song Qingge's face immediately flushed, and he pulled the hem of his skirt and said, "Is it?" You're not coaxing me, are you? But why do I always feel that I don't wear this very suitable? ”

You can't blame her for not having self-confidence, she is no longer the high-spirited eldest lady. Years of poverty had destroyed all her bones.

Just after changing her dress, she looked at herself in the mirror and felt a little ugly.

She is indeed too thin now, her collarbones are particularly protruding, and her arms are thin without any flesh, like two dead branches, and there is no flesh even around her waist. Although the skirt fits well, she obviously can't hold it up, looking at her current self, she feels thin and dry, and she has no mentality at all.

Zhan Qi smiled helplessly, "How could I coax you?" Of course, it's all the truth. ”

"But look at me here." As she spoke, she pulled her waist and shoulder straps, her face was a little anxious, and her voice was full of tears. "This dress is so beautiful, but I don't look shapeless at all, I can't take the shoulder straps, I keep sliding down, my current figure is really unhealthy, too ugly......"

The more she spoke, the more she felt inferior and sad, and when Zhan Qi saw this, he immediately stepped forward and hugged her into his arms, patted her back distressedly: "No, my Qingqing is the most beautiful, how can it be ugly." ”

Song Qingge leaned on his arms, tears seeping into his shirt, grabbing his arm and half-believing: "Really? ”

"Of course it's true, if you are not satisfied with your figure, then the women in the world will not have low self-esteem and die. People worry about how to lose weight every day, but you are still complaining about yourself. Zhan Qi pinched her face, "You are a typical full man who doesn't know how hungry a man is hungry." ”

She looked up at him, and although his words reassured her to a great extent, her expression was still a little suspicious, "But I still think I'm that sickly thin, looking like I'm yellow and thin." ”

Zhan Qi suddenly laughed, "You're so white and still have yellow muscles?" Do you want to put flour on your face? ”

"Cut ......" she finally laughed, her eyes turned white at him, and she whispered, "It's going to talk nonsense." ”

Zhan Qi hugged her, his chin rested on the top of her hair, and hugged her and shook gently, "If you think you are too thin, then I will take you to see a Chinese medicine doctor for recuperation, and then buy you more supplements, to ensure that you will lose weight in less than two months." ”

"I don't take supplements, I don't feel like it's useful."

"Then I'll take you to the gym? To be both thin and healthy, fitness is the best choice. ”

Although she is not a person who likes sports very much, her physique is really not good now, and the previous knife wound has made her a susceptible person, it can be said that she will get sick if she is not careful, and she is about to be described as a lingering sickbed. At the beginning, the doctor also advised her to exercise more to enhance her physique. It's just that she hasn't worked so hard.

Now that he's said so, she thinks it's time for her to exercise.

"Well, I'll exercise with you from now on."

"Good!" Zhan Qi finally curled the corners of his lips with satisfaction, and there was a touch of pleasure in his eyes.

The reason why he persuaded her to exercise was actually to let her get pregnant more confidently after she got better, so he persuaded her to knock on the side. Now in order to get her pregnant, it can be said that he has thought of all kinds of methods.

"Alright. Stop thinking and get a bite to eat. Zhan Qi said and led her to the dining table, personally pulled out a chair for her, and carefully put on a dinner cloth for her, and then returned to his seat and sat down.

The table is mostly Japanese and Western steaks, which are exquisitely presented and smell good. Song Qingge couldn't help but bow his head and approach the steak to smell it, and exclaimed, "It's so fragrant, where did you find the chef to make it?" ”

Zhan Qi lowered his head and slowly cut the steak in front of him, and said lightly: "The chef in front of you made it." ”

"You?!"

Song Qingge's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at him in disbelief, "Really? When did you learn how to fry steak? ”

"Just before your birthday." Zhan Qi said and changed the steak that had been cut with her, "You eat this." ”

He's really attentive and considerate now. was so careful that Song Qingge felt that she was about to lose knowing him, and sometimes she was surprised herself, how could a person change so much? Obviously, he hated her not long ago, how could he become a person who would think about her in just a few months?

Perhaps it was precisely because his change was so sudden that it was difficult for her to accept it for a while, and even felt a little uneasy.

Seeing that she kept watching him and didn't eat. Zhan Qi raised his head and asked a little strangely, "Why don't you eat it?" Not to your liking? ”

"Nope." Song Qingge shook his head, pursed his lips and said, "I just want to know...... You used to do the same to Bai Ling? ”

Maybe it's because he's been really good to her during this time, so she herself is a little too much, and slowly begins to unconsciously care about some things that she has and doesn't.

"Huh?" Zhan Qi was stunned for a moment, raised his head and looked at her a little uncertainly, "What do you mean?" ”

She put down her knife and fork. His face was faintly dark, "You can call me hypocritical, or you can call me boring, but I just want to know, besides me, who has let you take care of everything like this?" Bai Ling must have it, right? Those women before you......"

"You have to mention that they are blocking me, do you?" Zhan Qi's face changed suddenly, and he slapped his knife and fork on the table. Faintly angry, "I told you more than once, those are in the past, isn't it obvious enough now?" Why are you holding on to it like this? ”

"It may have passed for you, but it will never be over for me." Song Qingge also became excited, "I can't forget how you treated me before!" Because of Bai Ling, you put all the faults on me, and asked me to kneel for her, how can you let me forget? ”

As her mood fluctuated, her voice involuntarily rose high, the candle flame jumped suddenly, and the eyes of both of them seemed to be dyed with firelight, rendering the atmosphere of the entire living room tense and on the verge of exploding.

Zhan Qi didn't say anything more, just looked at her steadily, and after a long time, Song Qingge's emotions gradually calmed down, and she looked at the man in front of her who looked a little injured, and suddenly felt very tired.

"Forget it, let's stop talking about it."

Song Qingge sighed, waved his hand and got up, "Seriously, Zhan Qi, I think we are still not suitable, I really can't forget those bad memories in the past." It's okay for me to be hypocritical and love to die, but I just can't let it go. If we continue like this, we can only make both of us uncomfortable, so let's separate. ”

After saying that, she turned around and was about to walk out, as soon as her hand was on the doorknob, there was a sudden sound of hurried footsteps behind her, and then she was turned over by Zhan Qi violently, and she hit the door panel, and kissed her manically.

Different from the previous kiss, this time Zhan Qi kissed urgently and passionately, as if he wanted to prove something in a hurry, and pressed her hard into his arms. I want to rub her into my own blood.

"War, War, Qi ......"

She dodged his kiss as she gasped for breath.

But Zhan Qi obviously didn't intend to give her a chance to refuse, so he directly pulled down her shoulder straps, and then took her down on the sofa and began to expand the territory.

He gasped lightly as he whispered in her ear: "No one else, you are the first and only woman who asked me to be so attentive to you." Even if it's Bai Ling, I haven't done this. ”

"You lie, I don't believe ......"

Her whole body was fluttering, her voice trembling, and she complained to him with tears. His hands were on his shoulders, his nails were embedded in his flesh, and he was in pain, so he could only love her harder.

"I mean really." He lowered his head and kissed away her tears, slowly slowing his movements.

He really didn't deceive her, maybe everyone thinks that he really loves Bai Ling, but if you compare the current him with the past him, it can't be compared. When he was with Bai Ling, he was indeed good to her, but at that time they were both very young, and his relationship was also very young, and he was just good to her by instinct.

In addition, at that time, he was eager to show himself in front of Song Qingtian, but he actually didn't have so much time to spend his thoughts on Bai Ling.

And there is an essential difference between Bai Ling and Song Qingge, Bai Ling is very smart, she always knows very well what she wants, if she likes it, she will say it to him directly and frankly, so every time Zhan Qi will directly do what he likes, so it is easy to make Bai Ling happy. And Song Qingge is more thoughtful, to put it bluntly, she is a little sentimental, and she always hopes that Zhan Qi can guess her heart.

But men's minds are straight, where are there so many hundreds of turns? What's more, Zhan Qi herself is not a person who likes to guess, so he rarely takes her emotions into account.

And now he is different, he is willing to spend a lot of time researching what she likes. Not only did he want to give her what she wanted, but he also wanted to give her some surprises that she didn't expect.

Because he is truly in love, he is willing to pay more for her.

An indulgent pleasure made Song Qingge almost exhaust all her strength, and when it was over, she felt that her body was a little weak, so Zhan Qi thoughtfully hugged her into his arms and pressed his forehead against her.

"Don't say those words again, do you hear that?" Zhan Qi wrapped the two of them in a blanket and kissed her collarbone tightly, "What do I do to you, can't you still see it?" Do you have to let me open my heart to show you before you can believe it? ”

Her breath was still a little heavy, "Of course not, I just think that you once loved Bai Ling like that......"

"You said it too. It was all once, my present and the future, all of which are yours alone. At last, he paused, and added, "As long as you want." ”

"I ......"

She raised her watery eyes and looked at him, not knowing how to speak.

Look down. She suddenly caught a glimpse of a deep tooth mark on his neck, and suddenly remembered that this was the one he had forced her to kneel for Bai Ling, but she was greatly stimulated and bit him on the shoulder after her emotional breakdown.

At that time, she only cared about venting, and didn't care about how deeply she wanted, and he didn't push her away. I let her bite it, but I didn't expect it to leave such a serious scar after it was better.

She raised her hand to touch the major artery in his neck, looked at him with some distress, and asked softly, "Does it still hurt?" ”

Zhan Qi subconsciously stroked it and smiled faintly, "It doesn't hurt anymore." ”

"At that time, I was too impulsive. I'm sorry. She looked at him apologetically, her eyes full of guilt.

"Silly woman, say sorry to me, the person who should say sorry should be me." He pursed his lips and said in a low voice: "At that time, I blamed me for forcing you without figuring out the truth, in fact, I also regretted it when I thought it out later." It's just that it's hard to apologize to you. ”

After all, he is a man who is so proud of himself, not to mention that he didn't know that he was in love with her at that time, let him apologize, he really couldn't put it down.

Song Qingge looked at him for a few seconds, and suddenly leaned up and put his lips to the location of his scar, kissing him softly and apologetically.

Zhan Qi was suddenly startled, feeling the soft lips on the major artery. A little stunned, "Qingqing, you ......"

"Zhan Qi, can you give me some time?" Her hands wrapped around his neck, her face buried in his shoulder socket, her voice was a little painful and struggling, "I'll try to let go of the past, but now, I really can't give you a definite answer, don't force me, let me come out slowly, okay?" ”

Despite the fact that she had been wounded, she had to admit to her heart that she could not help but waver when this man put aside all his pride to please her.