Chapter 346: Helpless
I sighed in my heart, after this incident, I'm afraid that Xiaoyu's favor towards me will increase by several percentage points again.
Xiaoyu was a hazy feeling for me before, and I'm afraid it will be a ...... for me in the future
Thinking of this, I sighed again in my heart.
If Xiaoyu delays her lifelong happiness because of this incident, then I am a sinner, after all, I have made an agreement with Ma Jiao for life, and I can't give Xiaoyu the happiness she deserves.
What I am most afraid of is that you love me, but I can't give you happiness, and I can only love her.
"Xiaoyu, Ma Jiao and I are in front after all! This one...... This ...... "I feel that I should cool down the relationship between me and Xiaoyu and not let us fall into a situation from which we cannot extricate ourselves."
Xiaoyu listened to my words, and the smile on her face froze in an instant.
After a long time, the expression on Xiaoyu's face melted.
Xiaoyu smiled sadly, bit her pale and chapped lips, took a deep breath, and exhaled a long breath.
I saw Xiaoyu's desolate appearance, and my heart ached.
I think I'm so cruel to break such a beautiful thing.
You must know that what women are most afraid of is not to face the cruelty of reality, but to be deprived of even the right to dream.
And that's what I just said, depriving Xiaoyu of her longing for me.
I gritted my teeth and said to Xiaoyu: "Xiaoyu, actually I didn't mean that, I meant ......"
Before I could finish speaking, Xiaoyu immediately interrupted me: "Zhang Nan, don't explain!" ”
With that, Xiaoyu let go of my hand, turned his head, and turned his back to me.
I wanted to hold Xiaoyu's hand, but I couldn't sit up.
I'm so weak now, like a newborn baby.
I saw Xiaoyu's shoulders twitching, Xiaoyu must be crying secretly. I think I'm so cruel that I actually hurt Xiaoyu's feelings like this.
Xiaoyu is sincere to me, why can't I let Xiaoyu live in a dream all the time?
People who live in dreams are happy because they can get what they want in their dreams. And people who live in reality know that reality is cruel, and if you want to get your own things, you have to work hard, and sometimes if you work hard, it will not necessarily be rewarded.
This is the reality, the fact that countless people have shattered their dreams.
"Xiaoyu, you...... You ......" I opened my mouth several times, but I didn't know what to say.
Xiaoyu heard my words, but she never turned around, and kept her back to me, just like the two of us are separated by the ends of the world, the whole world.
For the first time, I realized that although I was so close to the light rain, our hearts were so far away.
It's all my fault, if it weren't for my hurtful mouth, Xiaoyu wouldn't have done this to me.
This is my own doing.
Suddenly, I thought of a way to let Xiaoyu take care of me.
I feigned pain and chirped.
Xiaoyu was indifferent when she heard my voice at first, but after a short while, Xiaoyu wiped away her tears and turned her head, and asked me in surprise: "Zhang Nan, what's wrong with you?" ”
I pretended to be unwell, pretended to be extremely weak, and said, "Xiaoyu, I feel like I'm having trouble breathing, as if I'm about to die!" ”
Hearing my words, Xiaoyu's face turned pale, and she immediately got up and pressed the button at the head of the bed.
After the button was pressed, the nurse's voice sounded inside the speaker: "Zhou Yuhan, what's wrong with you?" ”
Xiaoyu was a little out of control and said, "Nurse, Zhang Nan is uncomfortable, and he is very powerful!" ”
The nurse immediately responded when she heard Xiaoyu's words, began to call the doctor loudly, and hung up the communicator.
"Zhang Nan, what's wrong with you? What's uncomfortable? Xiaoyu used all the strength in her body, propped herself up, and looked at me with great concern.
Seeing Xiaoyu's frightened and concerned look, and at the same time reporting to the nurse and doctor, I knew that I was playing a little too big about this matter.
I smiled helplessly: "I'm not feeling well all over my body right now!" ”
I didn't dare to tell the truth, for fear that Xiaoyu would ignore me in the future, so I could only continue to pretend that I was sick.
Xiaoyu heard that I was not feeling well all over my body, and she was even more anxious.
"Zhang Nan, you hold on, the doctor will be here soon!" Xiaoyu encouraged me loudly.
I nodded helplessly, pretending to be in pain.
After a while, the doctor and the nurse rushed in to check my heartbeat, my pupils, and some other physical features.
After looking at me for a while, the doctor and nurse didn't notice anything unusual, and asked me in surprise what was wrong.
I immediately made up what I had just felt, saying that all of a sudden I was spinning and my whole body seemed to float.
The doctor and the nurse looked at each other, probably never encountering such a thing, and asked me many questions in amazement.
People say that when you tell a lie, you have to cover up the lie with a hundred, or even a thousand.
I've tasted this now, and I'm constantly using lies one after another to cover up the previous lies.
Thanks to my delicate mind and excellent memory, I wouldn't have been able to tell a lie.
The doctor and nurse talked to me for a while before I left in surprise.
Looking at them, I still can't figure out what's wrong with me.
Actually, it would be strange if they could know what happened to me.
When the doctor and nurse left, I couldn't help but breathe a long sigh of relief.
When I turned my head to look at Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu was looking at me thoughtfully, as if she had seen something.
Xiaoyu is a smart girl with ice and snow, although sometimes she has some violent tendencies, but after all, she is delicate, and she knows me very well, so she will definitely be able to find clues from some clues.
I was afraid that Xiaoyu would find out that I was playing tricks just now, so I immediately closed my eyes.
"Zhang Nan, you said, were you deliberately pretending just now?" Xiaoyu said beside me.
I opened my eyes and shook my head: "Xiaoyu, you can't frame people!" I was really miserable! ”
Xiaoyu smiled slyly, pursed her lips and said, "I don't know how you are!" ”
Immediately after, Xiao Yu snorted coldly, turned around and continued to face with his back to me.
No matter what I said to her, she ignored me.
The next days of recuperation were more interesting, Xiaoyu often quarreled with me, no longer like before, and talked to me quietly.
Half a month later, I fully recovered, but my body has not fully recovered.
The doctor said that my body has been seriously overdrawn due to heavy blood loss, and if I want to recover completely, it will take at least half a year, or even more.
I didn't take the doctor's words to heart, after all, I was still young and didn't care about these things at all.
Back at Real Madrid KTV, I immediately got into working condition.
It wasn't until this moment that I knew that during my recuperation, Bai Chunjie, a bastard, actually came to Wangxian County many times to try to hack me, and repeatedly attacked us, but fortunately, Xue Ran and they were alert, and they cracked Bai Chunjie's conspiracy every time.
However, what is strange is that after Chen Zhidun fled back to the provincial capital, he did not make any move, as if he had disappeared.
But I know that Chen Zhidun's lack of action is the biggest move, and he must be brewing a huge conspiracy.
From what I know about Chen Zhidun, this plot must be a one-hit murder plot that can make me lose all resistance in an instant.
On the other hand, Chen Zhidun borrowed the serial scheme set up by Bo Yun for me before, and it can be seen that Chen Zhidun is a person who either doesn't do it, or does it big.
And Liu Quan has not moved recently, as if he is hiding in his small county town and not asking about the world.
Whether it's Liu Quan or Chen Zhidun, I have to be careful.
These are two old foxes, who may jump up and bite at any point.
I plan to kill Bai Chunjie in the coming days while guarding against Liu Quan and Chen Zhidun.
At the same time, I think Lin Xuan and the others should also finish their travels, and it's time to come back.
At this moment, the girl in the wind sent me a message: Chen Zhidun was ready to make a move against Lin Xuan and them, who were far away, and asked me to be prepared to deal with it. The location of the move was in Yunmeng Mountain on their way back.
Yunmeng Mountain is a scenic area, and some tourists in it often go missing and are never found again.
In fact, I know that they were only assassinated by their enemies.