Looking at Zhang Xinlan's reddened eyes with tears glistening, Zhao Yang couldn't help but be slightly stunned, and also stopped, looking at Zhang Xinlan, his eyes were faintly in a trance.

Zhang Xinlan raised her head slightly, looked at Zhao Yang with tearful eyes, and choked up: "It would be nice if there was no car accident." In that case, you will be enrolled in Kyoto University three years ago and come to Kyoto with me......

Seeing that Zhang Xinlan was a little embarrassed, Zhao Yang was silent for a long time, then sighed, looked up at the sky, and said with a sigh of vicissitudes and helplessness in his voice: "Xinlan, many things happen that are not determined and changed by our own subjective will. The heart of heaven is unpredictable, and the will of heaven makes people! Perhaps, in that darkness, there is indeed a 'heaven' existence that controls the fate of all beings......"

After a slight pause, Zhao Yang withdrew his gaze from the sky, looked at Zhang Xinlan again, and continued: "Xinlan, the car accident three and a half years ago was a 'blessing and misfortune' for me. Although the car accident turned me into a vegetative person and slept for two years, I didn't even see my grandfather's Zuihou side, and I missed the application for Kyoto University. But that car accident also changed my life and everything about me. It was that car accident that gave me something out of the ordinary. That's what you see now. ”

"I don't know if that crash was good or bad, a blessing or a curse for me. If it hadn't been for that car accident, maybe I would have filled out the Kyoto University application as we had agreed to come to Kyoto with you to study and spend four years at university. After graduation, find a stable job, work hard for a living, and then start a family. Having children, like an ordinary person, although there are occasional waves, but on the whole, it is relatively dull to spend this life......"

Zhang Xinlan was silent, looking at Zhao Yang quietly, experiencing the complex emotions contained in his words, the vicissitudes and emotions that seemed to have gone through the world, the helplessness and sigh that seemed to be the 'fate' that did not know whether it really existed, and the faint melancholy and vague confusion about life for the future and the past......

Although Zhang Xinlan could hear his complex emotions from Zhao Yang's words, she didn't know what Zhao Yang experienced after that car accident, which would make him have such a sense of vicissitudes and helplessness about 'providence'!

Maybe it's like I was in high school with Zhang Xinlan again today. Walking around the campus and chatting reminded Zhao Yang of the memories of that high school years that were very worth remembering and nostalgic.

Perhaps it was Zhang Xinlan in front of him that reminded Zhao Yang of the more youthful and innocent Zhang Xinlan again.

Maybe it was that memory, the hazy ambiguity and beautiful emotions that Zhao Yang had for the first time in his life with the opposite sex made Zhao Yang feel a little embarrassed, and unconsciously revealed a lot of information to Zhang Xinlan in the words just now.

And Zhang Xinlan obviously understood something from Zhao Yang's words.

After a period of silence, Zhang Xinlan spoke: "Zhao Yang, what do you mean...... Yesterday's thing. You ...... after that car accident more than three years ago. Owned? ”

Although Zhang Xinlan's words seem a little clueless, they seem to be incomprehensible at first glance. But Zhao Yang knew what she was referring to.

Yesterday's incident naturally refers to Zhao Yang's rescue of her at the museum. And cast spells, flying swords and other means to kill those two vampires.

Zhang Xinlan's question was nothing more than asking Zhao Yang if he had the same means and abilities as yesterday because of some experiences after that car accident.

on this. Zhao Yang did not deny it, but nodded very calmly, "Hmm! If it weren't for that car accident, my shijie would still be the same as you are now, everything is very ordinary and ordinary. Everything that has changed me now is because of that car accident. ”

"As I said to you on the phone yesterday. This shijie. Big, big. There are also many, many unknowns. It's too much you can't imagine. Even I've been through some. Some things that you can't imagine at all, I have come into contact with some unbelievable existences, and now my perception of 'this shijie' still seems very ignorant......"

Zhao Yang stared at the sky in the distance and sighed.

Zhao Yang's words made Zhang Xinlan silent for a while, she was savoring the information contained in Zhao Yang's words, and at the same time, she was also full of curiosity about the 'experience' that Zhao Yang said.

It's just that Zhang Xinlan also knows that it is not suitable to ask too much about the 'experience' in Zhao Yang's mouth.

"Zhao Yang, you said, it would be great if we could go back to the past, back to high school. At that time, although the study tasks were very heavy, there was a lot of schoolwork. But I feel very fulfilled, and I always meet you every day when I go to school and walk around the corner of the street. At the end of school, you will always stay in zuihou and wait for me to pack my things, and then we will walk out of the classroom and walk home together......"

"I was really happy, very happy. You know, at that time, every night before I went to bed, I would look forward to the morning coming soon. Hurry up and go to school, then meet you around that corner and walk to school together. ”

"If you can really go back to the past, I will definitely not agree to the date in the summer vacation after the college entrance examination. Even if I agreed, I would not have asked to go to any zoo to see the animals, and I would not have walked that path at that time......"

Zhang Xinlan said as she spoke, and gradually two lines of tears quietly slipped down her cheeks.

Looking at Zhang Xinlan's tearful appearance, Zhao Yang felt some pity in his heart, and sighed softly, didn't Zhang Xinlan's words bring his emotions back to that period of green and innocent years? It's just that some things, once in the past, are in the past. If you want to find the past again, I'm afraid it's ...... It's hard, it's hard.

This is not a factor of personal will, but a number of regrets caused by time, circumstance, and experience. A person's life is always full of regrets or shortcomings of one kind or another. Even if subjectively we want to make up for it and get it back, some objective factors are no longer allowed.

Providence makes people!

Something that is missed is like two lines in opposite directions, and they are not intertwined at the time and place when they should be intertwined, but for some reason they cannot be intertwined, then if they miss the time and place that should be intertwined, maybe there will be no next time and place that can intertwine each other......

"Xinlan, the past...... Just, let it pass. ”

"At least, aren't we all living well now? Everything in the past makes it the most beautiful haode in our memory, isn't it quite haode a memory? Occasionally, when recalling the beautiful years of youth and ignorance, each other can smile faintly, which is also a kind of 'happiness'. ”

Zhao Yang couldn't help but open his arms and gently hugged Zhang Xinlan into his arms, whispering in her ear in a low voice, and gently patting her right shoulder with his right hand to comfort.

"What's more, who can say what will happen in the future? Perhaps, Shijie, who was familiar one second, will become extremely strange the next. The future, the unknown, is always unpredictable. It's true that haode lives in the moment! ”

Listening to Zhao Yang's words in his ear, Zhang Xinlan's eyes kept rolling with tears, and teardrops gradually rolled down the corners of her eyes and dripped on the placket of Zhao Yang's shoulders. Zhang Xinlan's head leaning on Zhao Yang's shoulder was also tapping vigorously, but her hands hugged Zhao Yang's back tightly, and her choked and whimpering cries could not be suppressed......

She understood what Zhao Yang meant, and deep down in her heart, she had actually expected it. It's just that listening to Zhao Yang's words in her ear at this moment, Zhang Xinlan still can't control her emotions, she doesn't want to, she doesn't want to, and she can't let go.

Three and a half years ago, that summer, that date, and the first and only official date between the two left in the mind, the scene of Zuihou, the car that was speeding wildly, that one flew out far, far, so far that Zhang Xinlan felt as if it was the end of the world, so far away that it was so far away...... So that Zhang Xinlan will never be able to forget!

Even though more than three years have passed, every time she dreams back at midnight, Zhang Xinlan will be suddenly awakened, and that scene is as if it happened yesterday. Every subtlety, even the change in the expression on the face when the figure flew out, was still very clear in Zhang Xinlan's mind.

It's just that Zhang Xinlan also understands that just as Zhao Yang said, it's over, it's over......

However, Zhang Xinlan really didn't want to. She wanted to grab it, as if she was holding Zhao Yang's body tightly now, grabbing Zhao Yang's clothes to grab it.

However, hugging Zhao Yang's body did not make Zhang Xinlan feel safe, on the contrary, the real embrace at this moment made Zhang Xinlan even more scared in her heart, afraid that she would lose it completely, and even a trace of Zuihou would not be left. Only as Zhao Yang said, there is only that memory.

It can only be found in memories.

Zhang Xinlan's whimpering and crying voice that she tried her best to suppress, as well as the shoulders that shrugged from time to time, made Zhao Yang feel melancholy and sigh in his heart. It's just that nowadays everything is really no longer just a matter of individual subjectivity to decide and change anything.

It's over, really let it pass!

I already have Xueqi and Qinglan, and this relationship will make it a beautiful memory buried in the depths of my heart.

Zhao Yang sighed lightly, and gently patted Zhang Xinlan's shoulder with his right hand. At this time, he didn't have anything to say more, this was a beautiful feeling, and it was the most memorable and nostalgic thing for Zhao Yang in his youthful years. It's just that sometimes, a certain degree of regret, maybe it can be more precious and cherished...... (To be continued......)