"I ...... That's not what you shouldn't say. Xu said, "You are very good, although you always like to poke people's scars......"

“……”

"It's good to treat people, but it's a little cautious."

“……”

"It's good-looking, it's just ......"

"Hey!" Lingyu raised her eyebrows, "Are you praising me or hurting me?" ”

Xu Wei looked at her and didn't speak.

After a while, he coughed lightly: "Okay, I'm sorry to remind you of something sad." ”

Lingyu stared at him for a while, and when she saw that he really lowered his head and had a repentant expression on his face, somehow, she laughed.

"It's nothing," Lingyu said, there was nothing to dwell on in this matter, but she was just depressed when she thought about it, "I don't have any cultivation now, but I will recover soon." ”

Xu Wei didn't speak, and looked at her steadily.

Lingyu smiled: "Don't look at me like that, otherwise I will really think that you want to be my phoenix." ”

"......" Xu Wei didn't get angry this time, but laughed a little, then stood up and walked slowly along the hot spring.

He looked at the misty hot springs and was silently distracted. Although he was half angry just now, his depression also dissipated a lot. In the Zixiao Sword Sect, he would never dare to shout so loudly, not even frowning.

Speaking of which, it seems that this is the first time that he has revealed his true feelings like this, and it turns out that he can still express his feelings......

Lingyu thought about it and followed.

The two of them walked silently round and round, just when Lingyu thought that Xu had traveled thousands of miles to Taibai Sect just to ram the earth for her cave. Xu Wei stopped suddenly.

"My mother is gone." A low voice came. Some are inaudible.

Lingyu almost thought she had misheard. Look up.

Xu Yi closed his eyes and reached out to cover his face to prevent her from seeing it.

Lingyu opened her mouth, but she couldn't speak. She and Xu Wei spend very little time alone, and even less to talk about these things. But she always thought that his mother was dead a long time ago, and although he didn't say it explicitly, he could do it with words and deeds. All speak for themselves. If his mother was still alive, how could he not know who his father was?

Xu turned around and sat down on the edge of the hot spring.

Lingyu hesitated for a moment and sat down beside him: "You...... It turns out that your mother was still ...... before" She couldn't help but think, if his mother was still alive, what kind of mood would he have in front of him? It's obviously his own child, but he has someone else's face. There is no way to give him a future, you can only watch him struggle in a fate that does not belong to him.

"That's not what it meant. Back then, when the Sword Monarch took my mother back to the Zixiao Sword Sect, my mother was already dying. The Sword Monarch used the secret technique to delay, and then replaced ......" he paused. continued, "Later, my mother never woke up again. ”

"......" Lingyu didn't know what to say. In this case, it can't be considered a living person anymore, right?

"For so many years, I have endured humiliation and borne such a fate, hoping that one day, I can save my mother, whether it is life or death, there is a home. But ......"

He never faced her, turning his face sideways to look at the misty hot springs.

"A few days ago, I finally knew that my mother's body was destroyed by the Sword King."

"......" Lingyu thought about it and felt wrong, "Since your mother has been half-immortal, why did he keep your mother's body and destroy it until now?" ”

"He's just trying to keep me in check, and as for destroying it, it's also an accident." Saying that, he smiled mockingly, "Sword Monarch has a short temper, presumably I let Senior Brother Yuan go, making him very angry." ”

"......" Lingyu really didn't know how to respond. Comfort this is an accident? Come on, that's his mother. Scolding Zhaoming Sword Monarch? Although Zhaoming is really not a good person, does this work......

"I suddenly didn't know how to go on." Xu Yi lowered his head and said, "What am I trying so hard for?" Freely? Yes, I want to be free, but if I ......"

"After living for so many years, I have only seen my mother a few times, and each time she lies there, not moving...... I wondered what kind of eyes she would look at me and what voice she would call me if she opened them...... But now, there is no more chance. ”

His voice was softer than it had ever been, and Lingyu never knew that Xu Wei could have such an emotional voice, instead of being so cold.

"I don't even know who I am. I have a father and a mother, but I am not their child. Sometimes, I can't even face my own face, like I'm wearing a mask that I can never take off, even if I'm free? I...... I still can't be a normal person. ”

"Xu Reverse ......"

He ignored her and continued, "Sometimes I wonder, what would I be like if this qiē hadn't happened? Maybe it's just an ordinary monk, struggling to build a foundation and facing the unreachable Yudan...... But these are all utopian dreams. I don't even know what I'm supposed to look like......"

A hand was placed on his shoulder, and Lingyu's voice came: "Your mood is in turmoil, be careful of going mad." ”

Xu Wei let out a chuckle, but still didn't face her: "Look, even you can see it." I can't even find myself, so why should I seek my own heart? What about knotting? How to Yuan Baby? Where to seek freedom? If this continues, maybe I won't even be able to use it......"

Lingyu has never been a good person, but this kind of Xu Shun makes her feel very pitiful......

The first time I met Xu Shun, he was still "Xu Gongzi", with a handsome face, arrogant and indifferent, with the unique loftiness of a famous child. At that time, he had already built a foundation, and she had just come up from the Nether, just a little Qi refining cultivator, and she was not in his eyes at all.

The second time, she had entered the Taibai Sect, worshiped under the Wei Wuyi Sect, and successfully built the foundation. He finally took her in his eyes, and without saying a word, he dragged her into the grievances between him and Fu Yuanqing, and used her to create a false appearance.

Third ...... She inadvertently exposed his identity, which made him think of killing people and drawing his sword against him. After that, he had no choice but to make a concentric contract, buried the secret in his heart, and seemed to be a companion for three years without knowing anything.

Finally, in Dayan City, she was affected by the flowing flames and destroyed the spirit sword. She remembered that at that time, he was the first person to pounce, desperately trying to feed the medicine in and save her life. Although she knew that he did this only because of the fact that there was a concentric contract between them.

Whether it is "Xu Gongzi" or Xu Shun, he is indifferent and rational, decisive and ruthless, whether it is to others or to himself, he is so ruthless. No matter what it was, as long as it stood in his way, he would slash it with a sword.

And now, the one standing in his way is himself. Over the years, how strict Zhaoming Sword Monarch has been with him, how strict he has been with himself, and he has tried his best to move forward, just to have enough strength as soon as possible.

With such a Xu Rebellious, how can she feel not pitiful? He has always been very cold to her, either he didn't see it, or he picked it up with disgust, but he showed weakness in front of her and showed her his scars alive.

How weak is he now, so that he needs to use such means to make himself feel irrepressible pain to prove his existence?

Xu Wei sat there, obviously talking to her, but never turned his head. He was afraid that once he turned his head, he would not have the courage to say these words.

Lingyu sat beside him, silently rubbing her knuckles.

After a long time, she asked, "Are you...... Isn't it time to get married? ”

Xu reversed for a moment and nodded slowly and heavily: "Yes." Thirty years have passed, and he has built a complete foundation and is ready for everything.

"But the way you are now, there is no way to marry Dan."

“…… Not bad. "Sword cultivation knot pill condensation sword heart, you need to integrate the comprehension of the sword path into it when you tie the pill, and temper a clear sword heart. The more thoroughly the sword heart is refined, the stronger the strength will be after the formation of the Dan, which is the clearest dividing line between sword cultivation and law cultivation. Therefore, sword cultivation is more difficult than others.

Xu Wei wants revenge, this step must not be wrong, a little worse, his future achievements will not catch up with Zhaoming Sword Monarch, that qiē is all empty talk.

But in his current state, let alone refining the sword heart, the state of mind required by the Lian Dan cannot be reached.

“…… You came to me just to say this? ”

Xu Wei, who lowered his head, let out a chuckle: "Who else can I find besides you?" Senior Brother Duan, they ...... I am their pillar and I can't show a little weakness in front of them, otherwise I ......"

Duan Feiyu's trust in Xu Rui was seen by Lingyu. In their group, Xu Yi is the unshakable core, and if he collapses, people's hearts will be scattered.

Not to mention other people, his secrets cannot be told to others.

"I ...... There's nothing I can do for you. Lingyu said, lowering her head to look at her hands, now she is too busy to take care of herself, and she doesn't even know where her path to knot Dan is.

The purple robe in the corner of her eyes flickered, Xu turned around, and then she was surrounded by an unfamiliar temperature.

"Hey—" she called, her hands instinctively raised, between the two.

He didn't do much, just hugged her and whispered in her ear, "I want to ask you for something." ”

Lingyu wanted to be angry, but found that she couldn't. Although the hug startled her, his hands were very regular, but this closeness made her uncomfortable: "...... Do? ”

"Don't ......," his breath spewed into her ear, his voice carrying a deep despair, "don't forget me. ”

Lingyu froze.

"What if...... If I die like this, Senior Brother Duan and them will also be cleaned up by the Sword Monarch, and when the time comes, the only person in this world who knows that I have saved zài is you......"

Her back was slightly cold, and she didn't know if it was his tears, she heard him say in a desperate voice: "I, not Xu Zheng, maybe shouldn't be called Xu Rui, I don't know who I am...... Once you die, you won't even have a tablet, and no one will miss it. I only hope that after I die, someone will know that I am in this world...... Save zài over ......"

…………

I don't know how long it took, Lingyu suddenly used force and pushed him away.

"What are you kidding?" She said in an indifferent voice, "Why should I remember you? (To be continued......)

PS: Keep running