Chapter 143: I Didn't Say I Couldn't Promise You In This Life
I stared at his thin lips, he opened and closed and spit out the words "human than Huajiao", with a playful smile in his eyes, the nanny and He Yichi lowered their heads and smiled, turned around and left the living room, one went into the kitchen and the other went up to the second floor, and in the blink of an eye, there was no one, I walked past Ji Rongke, and I didn't smile, "The face is thicker than the tree." ”
He was especially happy behind me and said, "You always hit the nail on the head to find my greatest strength, and it is difficult for me to give up such a smart and pungent you." ”
I took off the blue rose in my hair and threw it on the coffee table, I wanted to sit down and rest, but the curtain hanging on the balcony suddenly caught my eye, it was a curtain of marine patterns, a very thin layer, with seawater, waves, reefs and beaches, it seemed that it was not printed, but embroidered with stitches and threads, lifelike and dazzling.
The soft wool carpet stretches all the way to the base of the wall, covering every inch of the bare hard floor, very warm and not stinging the feet, and the half-foot-high sponge wainscoting is a brilliant coffee gold, which complements the white carpet and is pleasing to the eye. The light blue ceiling, the rotating conch-shaped crystal lamp, the staircase is made of tiles, and there are light bulbs installed under each piece, under the reflection of the ocean curtains, flashing with colorful colored light, even if a person is at home, he will not feel lonely, every corner is very exquisitely arranged, all revealing Ji Rongke's intentions and taste, but I am in such a magnificent living room, but I can't laugh, I finally pulled the corners of my lips with difficulty, and I was instantly tired and sagging. This house is like a beautiful and luxurious cage in my eyes, and I have a vague feeling of suffocation.
I turned around and glanced at Ji Rongke, who was frowning and staring at my back, he was a little disappointed in my overly calm reaction, I wasn't sure if I didn't like it or had other ideas, he thought I should be like He Run, no, not just He Run, it was the reaction that women all over the world would have, very happy and surprised, cover your mouth and shout God, God, God, I can't hide the smile on my face, and then rush over to throw myself into his arms, maybe kiss the corners of his lips shyly, and say in an extremely sweet and coquettish tone, I really like and am very happy.
I can't do it, because I know this empty shell belongs to me, but it comes from the most sincere essence of home, but it doesn't belong to me.
I asked him why he didn't accompany He Run at the He family. His tone was nonchalant, "There is a servant busy at home, she is taking a nap, I will come and have a look." ”
As he spoke, he walked over and stood in front of the windowsill, stretched out his hand to close the curtain completely, a ray of sunlight projected on it, and a large area of sea water overflowed in front of me, and I looked at the rippling water lines, as if I smelled the blue of the deep sea.
I've always disliked the sea, it's ridiculous that there is no place for me, it makes me feel too small, and I hate the feeling of being despised by it.
I like the narrow streets, the crowded crowds, the alleys and old buildings full of mud and stone roads, it makes me feel that I have not been forgotten, I still live in this world, and there are many people like me, especially when I watched Huo Yanchen fall into the sea, he was swallowed by the fierce rolling waves, I had a deep hatred and fear of the sea, it is too majestic and too ruthless, just like the fickle human heart.
I looked out through the gap between the two curtains, a family of three holding the hands of the children who had just walked to feed the fish on the lakeside, the children were very curious about everything in front of them, always waving and shouting, and the young couple were talking and laughing, turning the lake full of gentle foam.
I said in a quiet tone, "I envy He Run, we are about the same age, but she has money, loving parents and brothers, an excellent husband, and every day wakes up like this moment of very warm sunshine, no need to travel, you can live the best life." The years have been extremely tolerant of her, not depriving her of clear eyes, and even smiling like a child, simple and transparent. I envy but can't do anything, everyone is destined to have what kind of trajectory they have from birth, and those who have no capital to change can only be forced to accept. ”
After I finished speaking, I glanced at him with a slight mockery, "You really like delicate grass, and you can talk about it no matter how young you are." ”
"Otherwise, if you want me to gnaw on the old grass, my teeth are not so good."
Ji Rongke laughed crisply, his dexterous and white fingers twisted the buttons and penetrated into the gap, he didn't dislike me because of my disdain, he didn't mind these at all, he just pierced me unhurriedly, "You are not envious, but very jealous." ”
"I'm not jealous." We interrupted him in a cold voice, "I just feel sad. Sad for the life of 369 and so on, sad for the gap between mayflies and tigers. Sorrow for the unfortunate and the unlucky. ”
He fastened the buttons on the sides of his trousers, and looked through the window screen at the shadowy street scene, the lake was flooded with golden ripples, a school of fish smelled the smell of food from a distance, gathered on the water from a distance, and the green mountains and arched bridges were surrounded on both sides.
I thought the topic was over, but when I turned around, he suddenly said behind my back, "There is no shame in jealousy, it is human instinct, if there is no jealousy, you lose your desires, and those who have no desires will plunder and fight for what they want, and live like a corpse." ”
I stared at the huge fish tank on the ground in front of me, and among the dark green aquatic plants was creeping a purple-red coral, on which goldfish swayed back and forth, all of which were of some very special species, and the colors were also garish, and they were extremely valuable at first sight. When I looked at those things in a daze, Ji Rongke suddenly rushed up from behind me, he straightened my body at the speed I was surprised by, pinched my chin and lips and quickly pressed down, I stared at his face with wide eyes, his actions made me inexplicable, my mind was blank, except for the wet tongue tip between my lips and teeth, it was the strong bitter coffee smell, I whimpered and struggled a few times, he suddenly became ruthless, his sharp teeth bit my lip, and a trace of blood spread in my mouth and his mouth, it was my blood, he bit my lip.
I pushed him away hard, and gently wiped my fingers on the painful area, and sure enough, my fingertips were stained with blood, and I yelled at him, "Ji Rongke, what are you crazy about." ”
His hands still didn't take off my shoulders, he pinched my bones so hard that I even heard a crunching sound, he looked me directly at me and asked, "Everyone is gambling, only you dare not bet, you haven't even walked half of the road, you want to know what the end is." I really didn't promise you, but I didn't say I couldn't promise to die in this life. You are only twenty-four years old, and you can't afford to wait longer than I am forty? ”
His voice was so loud that I couldn't hear it clearly, and my head slammed to the ground, and it seemed that countless cannons were ignited at once, and my world was torn apart and shattered.
I stared at the light that shot out of his eyes, it was a fierce and irrepressible light that persecuted me, and the two of us stared at each other for a long time in this posture, and his momentum became more and more vigorous, but I became weaker and weaker, until in the end he was the majestic mountains and the fire of steelmaking, and I became a soft pool of water, a withered flower.
He Yichi heard the shouting and thought something was happening, he came out of the study on the second floor and walked downstairs quickly, Ji Rongke quickly let go of me, he put his hand back in his pocket, and his face returned to the calm that had not been wavering. It was as if everything that had just happened was a hallucination of my imagination, and he was about to blurt out words that I regretted missing.
Ji Rongke changed into a suit in the locker room, and drove back to He Mansion with He Yichi, I didn't tell him that I would go over, as for whether He Yichi would talk about it, I can't control it, anyway, I will see it soon, I can't hide it.
I grabbed the nanny and asked her where the bedroom was, she put down her work and led me to a very spacious room on the second floor, I only looked at it for half a circle and was stunned, not because of its exquisite and luxurious decoration, but because of the huge double bed in this room with two pillows, Ji Rongke's underwear was still lying on it, he seemed to have made preparations for a long camp, and the bedroom had all the things related to his food, clothing, housing and transportation, and there were a lot of backups. Although He Run is cowardly, he can prevaricate with an excuse for a business trip, but if he doesn't go back, he will be investigated by He Guici sooner or later, He Run is the pearl in his palm, and he will never tolerate this grievance.
The most critical bedroom does not have a separate bathroom, it is an open type, only separated by a layer of glass, not even a curtain to cover, the bath bomb and the bathtub are facing the end of the bed, which means that when I take a bath, if he is in the room, he can enjoy the whole process of drinking red wine and listening to music uncensored, 360 degrees without dead ends to appreciate every inch.
I was so angry that my teeth itched, Ji Rongke, the old fox, he really enjoyed it, thinking that I couldn't see through his tricks.
I didn't have time to worry at this time, I hurriedly opened the wardrobe to rummage for suitable clothes, Ji Rongke knew my preferences very well, every piece I prepared was not fancy, the style and pattern were generous and delicate, but I only touched the fabric and knew that it was very expensive, I rummaged through the inside and chose the most simple and conservative long skirt, and tried not to steal the limelight of He Run, but it was not too mediocre, I put on my own simple makeup, and then took my handbag downstairs, I called the driver, let him drive me to He House, he subconsciously wanted to take out his mobile phone, I immediately pressed his wrist and said in a very cold tone, "Where I went, Rong Ke is also there, can I still have an accident?" ”
He pondered for a moment, "Madam, you must not make anything difficult for me. You also know who Mr. is, he has greeted us in advance, and our life and death are all on your side. ”
His face was very solemn, and he was really threatened at first glance, I knew how ruthless Ji Rongke was, and he would definitely do what he said, I nodded solemnly and said okay, he compromised and took the key to go out with me, the driver knew the address of the He Zhai community, but he didn't know which one, he could only park the car at the door, I sat in it and took a nap, and made up enough time to agree with He Channel, before pushing the car door and bending down, holding on to the window and asking the security guard on duty, he raised his head from a piece of watermelon and asked me who I was, I didn't want to say more, I directly let go of my body and showed him the car that Ji Rongke prepared for me, he glanced at the license plate and logo, and immediately changed his face, he came out of the security room, and was so attentive that he pointed out to me a manor in the southwest corner, and asked me if I need to call the maid to come out to pick me up, such a snob is the most cold-hearted, I ignored him, and walked directly to the house bathed in the dusk with a cold face.
There is still a distance from the door, I saw at a glance at the door is looking down at the mobile phone of He Qu, I just wanted to open my mouth to call him, the phone in the handbag suddenly rang, he put the mobile phone in his ear, turned his back to this side, looked at the winter plum blossoms planted in the courtyard, I directly pressed and hung up, walked over there, he was puzzled and looked at the screen that was dark, his eyebrows frowned, I shouted Mr. He, he immediately turned around, when he saw me, the clouds on his face dissipated, showing a very bright smile, he took the initiative to welcome a few steps, I apologized to him with a smile, modestly said that I was late, and he hurriedly said, "The time is just right, I am a little anxious, I am afraid that you will not be able to come over suddenly." ”