Chapter 565: Shock
Chapter 565: Shocked
I don't know if it's because they've been together for too long, Zhang Cuilian feels that Gu Zhicheng's words just now are very disrespectful to her. Although he would hardly say anything serious to himself, let alone use such a cynical tone.
Sad more than angry, Zhang Cuilian was incredibly stunned. Silently took a deep breath, opened his mouth wide and didn't know what to say.
"Even if you have a good relationship, you have to have a minimum of respect. Lao Fu is such a big person, he doesn't know which one is heavier? You don't always force your ideas on others, everyone has their own way. It's not what you think is good, others will accept it! There were some other meanings in these words, and Zhang Cuilian could hear that there was something in his words.
"What do you mean?" Zhang Cuilian's legs were weak at this time, her body was weak, and she began to feel inexplicably uneasy. Is this accusing her of something?
"Daughter-in-law, you're just thinking too much. If you're a little more straightforward, you'll be less stressed. I don't know what you're worried about, but we'll live for a few years. Can you happily do what you want to do without scruples and live the life you like? ”
Zhang Cuilian had never discussed this issue with Gu Zhicheng, or she had never been aware of it. It's just that one day, Gu Zhicheng's sudden opening made her a little overwhelmed.
"You, what's wrong with you?" Zhang Cuilian felt that something was wrong, could it be because she was not by his side that he met someone? For example, people who are more assertive and courageous?
Gu Zhicheng said in a deep voice on the other side: "I just think you care too much about other people's feelings, and you have reached the point of losing yourself." ”
Zhang Cuilian was speechless, and her mouth opened and closed for a long time. Gu Zhicheng heard her heavy breathing on the other side of the phone, with ups and downs intermittently. I knew she had the heart to explain for herself, but she couldn't find the right words.
"You're too susceptible to the people around you, don't you notice? We have to live, but we don't just live to live, right? Gu Zhicheng's voice suddenly became soft: "I remember when I first got married, you went to great lengths to get a floor lamp from Guangdong. A complete set of tableware at home, I can't wait to make a full dinner party. At that time, others in the whole team envied me the most, because our family had a good time. ”
Zhang Cuilian's expression was sudden, and her thoughts returned to many years ago. At that time, she had just gotten married, with great hope for marriage. Determined to be the best daughter-in-law, she lives her own life every day without distractions.
"No matter how other people's daughters-in-law live, and no matter how others laugh at you, you love foreign looks. You still live your own life, and in winter, the rows of flower pots on the windowsill at home are all planted with green onions, garlic seedlings, and green leafy vegetables. Zhang Cuilian listened to Gu Zhicheng's meaning, and her feelings were not satisfied now? There were many scarcity of materials back then, how could there be such a good time now.
"After you come back, you are worried about my reputation, about the relationship between my mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, about this and about that. You've become the head of the house, so busy you've forgotten about yourself. Tell me, if it weren't for the pressing. Will you write it again? Zhang Cuilian, who asked this, was stunned: "I, I can get it too!" ”
can say that she is not so confident, and Zhang Cuilian is also aware of the problem.
"You say, how long has it been since you flipped through the books on the shelf? Do you remember the first page of your diary, the things you wanted to do and learn? ”
Zhang Cuilian's chest tightened, and her face turned pale. I don't think I wrote that diary for two or three years, and I don't know when I started to put it away.
When the new house was renovated, Zhang Cuilian shouted that she wanted to get herself a study. But in the end, she was the one who compromised, and actually rebuilt the study in the common living room on the second floor. How big is that small living room, a desk wall, a single-sided bookshelf and nothing else.
But once her home was a bookshelf on the wall, full of books she liked to read. There was also the shiny cup that she wiped, and she said at that time that the most comfortable thing to live was what kind of water to drink and what cup to use.
But the expensive set of tableware has long been put away, and the coffee bar, milk cups, teacups, and crystal cups are all packed and put on the shelf. Instead, there is a set of glasses at home, which is also used to drink water and milk, and guests can also be used as a mouthwash cup for the time being.
Is it because there are more children and the days pass faster, so she no longer pays attention to details?
"Even Lao Fu can figure it out, and a prodigal son can turn back. What do you think you don't understand? My mother has tortured herself for so many years, and now she can't see it? You see that she will not urge Xiaoqiu to get married, and no longer say that you are a broom star. Gu Zhicheng whispered to Zhang Cuilian: "Things at home have really distracted you, but you can't be so selfless anymore." ”
Zhang Cuilian understood what he meant, but she didn't understand why she suddenly told herself the truth.
"I went to see your former editor today, did you know he had stomach cancer?" Gu Zhicheng's words changed, and Zhang Cuilian was stunned. Then he exclaimed: "Editor Sun? Are you talking about Editor Sun? Or which one? ”
Gu Zhicheng smiled bitterly: "Editor Liu, the one who once took you for a while." When we came to the provincial capital, we also invited him to a meal. The one that specializes in traditional publishing. ”
Zhang Cuilian said regretfully: "How could it be him? How old is he? ”
Gu Zhicheng sighed: "Yes, he is only in his early forties. There is no longer a long time to live, at most half a year. I went to see him today and it was very touching to talk to him. Do you know how many regrets he has now? ”
Zhang Cuilian sighed: "There is no way to do this." Why don't I go see him? ”
Gu Zhicheng said again: "When I saw him today, I met his colleague, and I said another thing when we chatted. One of your people who published articles in the newspaper at the same time was named Milong, do you remember? ”
Why didn't she remember such a special name, and she had met it once. Zhang Cuilian's eyes widened, and she exclaimed: "Maybe something happened to him." ”
Gu Zhicheng smiled bitterly: "People are good, and now they have become a professional screenwriter." Not to mention his own adaptation into movies, there are more than a dozen TV series he has participated in the production of alone. ”
Zhang Cuilian was incredible, and she didn't speak for a long time. Gu Zhicheng couldn't help but add another fire: "Back then, the two of you debuted at the same time, and their results were far inferior to yours. But now ten years later, he has become a leader in the industry. Do what you've always wanted to do but didn't dare to do! ”
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