Chapter 134: Drug Addiction Episodes
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When Fu Yongxi tried to restrain his emotions and rushed to the Ministry of Finance, the night was already dark.
As soon as Shen Lan saw her come in, she couldn't stop sneering, and then said, "So far, I don't expect you to look down on me, but please also ask you to take me too lightly." Fragility is a shortcoming, but it is by no means a mistake, and this world has never given me half a hope. So with all my dignity and pride, I chose to sink. ”
Fu Yongxi stood by the door, not even daring to step forward to confirm whether this person was Shen Lan or not. Before coming, she roughly understood the details that Shen Lan explained and could be known by her. Recalling these words, she couldn't bear to look at the person in front of her anymore, turned around, and said to herself against the wall: "You know, I always thought that your teeth were the same as mine, because you stayed up late to cram for professional classes, drank coffee and drank yellow. No wonder, no wonder you're becoming more and more mysterious, no wonder the autumn moon ...... you"
"Now is not the time to talk about this." Shen Lan wiped away the tears on her face, picked up the pen and paper that had been placed in front of her, and quickly wrote a line, "I don't trust investigators on any side, I only believe you." These are the most likely places for Jiang Mengsuo to go. ”
"So...... Do you really know everything about this person? Fu Yongxi turned around suddenly, wanting to grab the note, holding it in his hand and questioning.
Shen Lan took a firm step forward and grabbed her wrist firmly and pressed her hand on the piece of paper.
Fu Yongxi's expression froze for a moment, and his eyes gradually showed disdain: "I misjudged you, people like you, I actually regarded it as a ...... for a while."
"I'm not going to write it a second time!" Shen Lan looked at her clenched hands and reminded coldly.
"Good, good!" Fu Yongxi gradually let go of her hand, carefully unfolded the crumpled paper ball, solemnly put it aside, and immediately changed her mood, as if she was begging her, "Sister Shen Lan, listen to me, you still have a chance, you explain it to them in person......"
"Confess, you use the word 'confess' on me?" Shen Lan was stabbed by this unintentional word, "What do you mean, do you doubt me?" Why, why when Song Yufang was arrested, you could believe her unconditionally, even at the expense of making trouble with the bank like a madman, and helping her clear her of suspicion. When it comes to me, why is it different, and what is wrong with me? After asking this sentence, the emotions that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time were suddenly released like a volcanic eruption, and I kicked the chair away.
The person guarding the door heard the sound and entered, but was yelled at by Fu Yongxi and did not dare to move forward: "Go out!" You said that as long as I have the means to ask for results, you will never interfere with our conversation. When she said this, she kept staring at Shen Lan, who had a strange face. There was no movement of closing the door for a long time, so Fu Yongxi had to re-knead the paper tightly and throw it outside the door, "Take it, hurry up and get down to business!" You are not allowed to come in until I have finished talking. Otherwise, I'll leave now. With you, don't even think to ask anything. ”
Eventually, the adjustment team compromised.
Shen Lan hugged her arms and felt that her body was extremely cold. Only she knows that she has absolutely no sorry for anyone at work, it is useless to say these words to anyone, and she does not believe her. Therefore, she has always refused to get to the point: "I don't want to be worse than others...... I've been better than everyone since I was a kid. ”
Fu Yongxi didn't understand what Shen Lan had been awkward: "You have to be strong, I know this." But what have you done to be strong? Committing yourself to a bastard in order to pull a deposit, and even learning to smoke a big cigarette with him? ”
"I'm forced to do it!" Shen Lan bit her lip tightly, but she couldn't stop the tears falling from her eyes no matter what.
In the next hour, Fu Yongxi listened to the so-called hardship that should not be a problem at all in her opinion, and sneered: "You have been talking for a long time, I still don't understand, why do you want to carry it alone?" We are all willing to help you, but you choose to solve a problem that is completely beyond your ability. Even if you take the best option and borrow money from your parents to make up for it. ”
Shen Lan circled the room aggrievedly, and finally smashed her head against the wall one by one: "You don't understand, you're not me, you don't know what it's like to always be in debt and never be able to pay it off." ”
Fu Yongxi couldn't wait for her to knock her head like this, so as to follow and see how much meaningless hypocrisy she had in her head: "You think too much, family affection doesn't have to be returned!" You always talk about how people don't trust you, but it's yourself who doesn't trust people the most. You always feel that others will care about you, you always feel that it is conditional for others to treat you well, and you always feel that you have to be extremely good to maintain your self-esteem. Maybe you've grown up so old that you only remember the evil that the world treats you, and don't believe in the good at all, so in your cognition, we are all masked people. But you are wrong, the person who wears the mask, the person who rejects people thousands of miles away, it is you and not us! ”
Is that the case, is it really the case? Shen Lan tried to re-examine her life from this perspective. But no matter how hard she tried, there were indeed not many lucky things in her memory. Is it because your eyes are too small to remember, or do you not want to remember? Is it inferiority, or pride? Is it cautious, or is it insatiable?
"I don't know, I've never dared to know myself." Shen Lan muttered to herself, and suddenly had a hallucination in front of her.
She saw a little girl crying and came up to her and asked, "Uncle policeman, why can't I get in the car?" ”
"You pick up a ticket from the ground, how can you get on the bus?"
The girl howled aggrievedly: "I didn't pick it up, my mother gave it to me." She had to hold her brother and carry her luggage, and she couldn't spare her hands to get tickets. ”
"Why didn't you call your mother when the uncle who checked the ticket stopped you?"
"There are too many people for her to hear."
"No, no, it's definitely not. The footprints on the ticket are all blackened, and they were definitely picked up. Okay, don't cry, your mother probably doesn't want you to escape for convenience! I'll ask someone to take you to the orphanage. Stop crying, you know? There are a bunch of dolls like you every day, but today I met me, and I changed you to another one, and it is not very sinful to exchange you for the ticket money. A child who doesn't even want his father and mother is either a white tiger star or a money-loser, who will treat you as a person in this life! ”
Shen Lan hugged her head, looked at the wall behind Fu Yongxi, and suddenly screamed and shook her head in pain: "Mom, will you give me my ticket?" Is it okay for you to take me with you, I don't go to the welfare home, and the dean won't go no matter how good he is. I'm going to follow you, I'm going to follow my mother......"
Fu Yongxi was so frightened by her that she thought there was something unclean in this room, so she grabbed the corner of the table and hid her body for a long time.
The moment she turned around, Shen Lan jumped up, threw herself on her back, hugged her and begged: "Please, don't leave me, the police said that I was a child who was thrown away by my parents, and no one would treat me as a human being." ”
"What are you talking about, what do you mean, do you ......" Fu Yongxi turned her face to examine her eyes, and saw that her eyes were a little sluggish, as if she had lost her mind, and suddenly realized that these words might be related to Shen Lan's life experience that she had been reluctant to mention to others.
At this time, the people outside the door rushed in, and the three of them worked together to subdue Shen Lan, and discussed: "It must be a smoker, burn her a bubble." ”
Fu Yongxi stepped forward to object: "No, she can't smoke anymore." ”
Some of them didn't even bother to raise their eyes, and asked in a cold voice: "Do you want her to quit and quit here at this time?" Only the hospital is in a position to help her quit. ”
"Then send her!" Fu Yongxi took advantage of her smaller body than a man, drilled between the two, and hugged Shen Lan. And the response she got was that Shen Lan bit the flesh on her neck fiercely.
At this time, the three men couldn't hold Shen Lan anymore, so they could only call for helpers to come over again.
"What the hell you should, you don't listen to it, do you know what the hell people are like when they are addicted? Maybe before she got to the hospital, she bit her tongue and killed herself. If you want to quit, it's not bad for this mouthful. ”
Fu Yongxi, who was rescued by someone so easily, was so painful that her muscles exploded, and when she touched the back of her neck, she had already been bitten out of blood.
This became a good excuse for Fu Yongxi, who could use bandaging to avoid Shen Lan's embarrassed appearance.
When she went out to take medicine, what appeared in front of Fu Yongxi's eyes was Shen Lan crying like a child, and her ears echoed her few unprovoked pleads.
"Whoa, whoa, it's wrapped." The female clerk here pushed Fu Yongxi several times before pulling her thoughts back.
Fu Yongxi looked up, only to see the other party hand over a clean handkerchief, and said, "Does it hurt you so much?" Look at the teardrops on this face. ”
"Oh...... yes, it hurts. Fu Yongxi took the handkerchief reluctantly, covering his hand to his heart and not moving, just muttering in pain.
After enough rest, although Shen Lan regained her composure, her unkempt appearance was really embarrassing.
Fu Yongxi walked into the suffocating room again, she didn't choose to sit opposite Shen Lan, but walked to her, half-knelt on the ground, picked up Shen Lan's face, took out a handkerchief and wiped it gently, and said softly: "Listen to me, it's not that I don't believe you, it's that you like to carry things alone, which caused me to misjudge you." It won't happen again, we tear everything from the past up. I promise that I will fully believe in you in the future as much as I believe in Xiaoyu. But you must do the same to me, and promise me never to lie to me again, whether it is good or not, and not to lie, okay? ”
Shen Lan was noncommittal, and only put forward the condition for a long time: "You have to promise me one thing first." ”
Fu Yongxi didn't think about it, so he responded: "Okay, you say." ”
Shen Lan was ashamed to speak, so the more she spoke, the more she hid her face: "Think of a way to cover up the past for me and my family." I can't let my parents and brothers know about these things, I can't let them suffer with me. Anyway, what I haven't done will be revealed, right? ”
"Yes, as long as I'm here, I'll go crazy again." Fu Yongxi was squatting, no matter how Shen Lan hid, her fragile tears were still in full view, "Take the handkerchief and wipe your face clean." In a few days, I'll pick you up. ”