Chapter 32: The Final Mutual Hurt

Such an embarrassing thing was ruthlessly said by Li Haonan, what he couldn't think of in the past two days, he actually said it without leaving half a face, Gu Xiaobei felt a pain in his heart, as if he was being stabbed 'excited', his eyes were crazy 'chaotic', not to be outdone, he fought back, "Yes, how about he forgot me, how about he is my brother-in-law, do you think I will come back to you and tell you, don't dream!" I won't love you, let alone look back, all these years, the hurt you have given me is enough to be unforgettable! You have 'forced' me again and again, humiliated me, you are strong. Violent me, he has done so many things to hurt me, you think you are good to me, spoiled me, coy, hypocritical, I will be deceived by you, I will be 'excited' to forget the past together, with you! I will distort to erase all the harm you have inflicted on me in the past, and distort to forget a lover who was once so close. No, even if he doesn't love me, I love him, in this life, I only love him, until I am old, until I die, I only love him! ”

Li Haonan's whole person was suddenly shocked, his eyebrows jumped suddenly, his blood-red eyes emitted a strange light, far more frantic than anger and more sad and angry than pain, he grabbed Gu Xiaobei's neck without gritting his teeth, as if he almost wanted to strangle her, like a wounded beast, he let out a heart-rending wail, "Gu Xiaobei, shut up, you shut up for me!" That's how you see me, that's how you see me! ”

"You are vicious and ruthless, you are ruthless...... You have so many 'female' people who have ever thought about having sex with you...... Ahem...... I'm disgusted...... Ahem...... I think you're disgusting, you're dirty...... Ahem......"

"Shut up, shut up!" Li Haonan's forehead was bruised, his mandibular muscles were shaking uncontrollably, his snort sprayed on Gu Xiaobei's face, and his fingers pinched her slender neck, "Gu Xiaobei, you little 'bastard', shut up!" ”

“…… Ahem...... You're the bastard, you're scum, you're a fowl. Beast ...... "Gu Xiaobei was a little breathed by Li Haonan, her face turned pale, at this moment, she felt that everything was really back to the past, Li Haonan would kill her, really kill her."

Li Haonan trembled angrily, but looking at Gu Xiaobei's face that was red because of suffocation, he finally let go, as if he was suddenly exhausted, and even his voice was hoarse: "Gu Xiaobei, do you know that you are really cruel." ”

Gu Xiaobei didn't have time to argue with him, panting for breath and coughing constantly. Li Haonan's situation was no better than hers, he sat down on the sofa on the side in despair, his thick breathing lingering around him, dull and sad.

After coming over for a while, Gu Xiaobei looked up and saw Li Haonan leaning his head on the sofa, his hands covering his eyes, and a faint bright line of water slowly slipped from the corner of his eyes, slowly penetrating into his sideburns, and disappeared.

Ah, Li Haonan actually shed tears, Gu Xiaobei was shocked, Li Haonan has always been strong and domineering, in front of him, he has always been respected by thousands of people, omnipotent is like a high god, he can't touch 'touch', and he actually cried!

Gu Xiaobei felt a sharp pain in her heart, she realized that she had lost her words, but she looked at Li Haonan who was sitting on the side with a stiff and stiff quietly, everyone in the world together did not hurt him as much as she gave alone, only she had mastered the way to kill him with one move.

After a long time, a very long time, Li Haonan put down his hand, raised his head, and looked at Gu Xiaobei, his eyes seemed to be pouring out something strongly, with pain and trance that could not be hidden, "Gu Xiaobei, I may really strangle you, so that everything is free!" ”

"Li Haonan, let me go!" Instead of hurting each other like this, it is better to go their separate ways, Gu Xiaobei's eyes turned red, and his voice was choked.

"Gu Xiaobei, let me ask you one last time, do you really want to divorce, do you really want to leave me and the children immediately?" Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei's deep eyes like a ghost in the night, "If I am willing to compensate He Zijun, I will go to apologize to him and admit my mistakes, and you will not look back?" ”

Li Haonan, who is as arrogant and arrogant as an emperor, wants to apologize to others! Gu Xiaobei seemed to have heard a big joke, and it would not be an unpredictable and huge 'yin' shadow for him.

Gu Xiaobei knew that no matter how much he loved and hated torture in his heart, he must not hesitate a little at this time, so he raised his head very calmly and replied to him, "Yes, Li Haonan, no matter what, what happened has happened, no one can erase it, I will not forgive you, and I will not be with you again!" ”

Li Haonan felt that what made him feel colic was not Gu Xiaobei's words, but her flat tone, and finally said goodbye to his irrelevant attitude, he was speechless and silent, such Gu Xiaobei, what could he use to impress her? Money? Undertaking? Affection? Love? What do you have for yourself, as if she really has nothing but money, what do you don't own, what to give her?

"Shinobei, you hate me?"

"No, I don't hate."

"That'...... Have you ever loved me? Li Haonan's voice was so timid for the first time in his life, he even knew that it was despair, but this sentence that had been held in his heart for a long time was still asked by a ghost.

"I haven't loved it!" Gu Xiaobei looked at Li Haonan's pale face, and only felt a faint pain in his chest, he never knew that people could be heartbroken so far, those sweet pasts, those care and pampering, and those lingering loves, at this time, they were like a dense fine net, binding her heart, **, layer after layer, surrounding her, binding her!

She doesn't love him, this man who destroys her will, destroys her body, changes her life, she will never fall in love with him!

But why, why...... My heart hurts like this...... It hurts like this......

"Shinoha, if we didn't know each other in this way, wouldn't you still be willing to stay with me?" Li Haonan's face was pale.

"What ifs in this world, if there is a choice, I will not know you at all, let alone marry you."

"Shinobei, I love you!" Li Haonan looked at Gu Xiaobei, choked up for no reason, and lowered his voice.

Gu Xiaobei shuddered, and heard Li Haonan say again: "Even if we are about to separate, I still have to tell you clearly." ”

From the time they met, how many days, how many days and nights, he had been cautiously approaching her, hesitantly approaching him, to avoid falling in love with her, but in the end, he fell in love with her after all, and he couldn't fly with his wings, and there was no way back.

Sad and happy, Gu Xiaobei's heart was tormented repeatedly in the double heaven of ice and fire, she closed her eyes, "But, I don't love you, and I will never fall in love with you for the rest of my life." She said with a blank face, telling herself the same thing over and over again.

Gu Xiaobei's resolute expression and increasingly indifferent tone all overshadowed Li Haonan, venting all his accumulated courage, and his voice was hoarse, as if he was exhausted: "Gu Xiaobei, from the beginning to the present, I always impose on you what you don't like, really, I'm sorry." ”

After Li Haonan said this, he let out a long sigh, as if he had lost the strength of his whole body, and he worked hard twice to get up from the sofa, and he staggered a little to the outside of the house, "I asked the lawyer to prepare the documents, and soon, you can sign the divorce agreement." ”

On the next day, Li Haonan never appeared again, the caretakers were very considerate and conscientious, this is Li Haonan's hospital, and no one dared to slack off in the face of this legendary boss lady who was favored by the president.

Gu Xiaobei just looked out the window without saying a word, letting time flow slowly like clouds in the sky, the love she had given was really so easy and light, she was about to divorce, she didn't have the expected relief in her heart, only dazed and uneasy.

Li Haonan's suffering, Li Haonan's struggle and pain, she sees it in her eyes, but she is even more bitter, the feeling of love and hate 'intercourse', who knows, she can't let him know, but I'm afraid that if he knows, he will be even more entangled.

Even if she can forget Li Haonan in the future, and she can make a decision against him, but what about the child, after all, her son is her bond. This bond is a lifetime.

Li Haonan is arrogant after all, the next morning, he took the lawyer to Gu Xiaobei's ward, looked at Gu Xiaobei, who had taken off his hospital gown, wearing a T-shirt and denim pants as if he was going out, he was slightly stunned, but after all, he didn't say anything.

The lawyer of the Dynasty Empire, 'shrewd' and capable, after a brief introduction, on the coffee table in the small living room, in front of Li Haonan and Gu Xiaobei, took out a large stack of thick files, divided them into 'doors' and placed them in front of Gu Xiaobei, and then began to introduce Gu Xiaobei at length, these are Li Haonan's real estate, assets, stocks, funds, and deposits......

Gu Xiaobei just looked out the window indifferently, without expression.

Li Haonan is still wearing a black 'colored' suit, with an obvious haggard look on his cold face, his eyes are looking at the documents on the table, but he seems to be absent-minded, he is usually a thoughtful and delicate person, but at this time, he is also completely wooden.

When he knew that Gu Xiaobei had recovered his memory, he made up his mind not to divorce Gu Xiaobei, no matter how noisy she was, no matter how noisy she was, he would always endure her, spoil her, and let her be, he thought that he would always have a way to calm her down, even if she could not be as affectionate and happy with her in a short period of time, but the power of time is great, they have a child, she will always forgive herself in the future. If it really doesn't work, I will find another way to have two children, and they will eventually be reconciled.

But yesterday's quarrel really made Li Haonan desperate!

It has been said that if the demon is always lurking in the bottom of the heart, if you don't touch it, it will sleep forever, and once you touch it, it will turn into a disaster. Maybe he and Gu Xiaobei were really separated by too many things before, and there were too many pasts, as long as they touched it lightly, the spark of the stars could become a prairie fire with the wind.

He knew that when people quarreled, they were all insane, and they all wanted to vent their grievances that were stuffed in their 'chests', and they didn't vomit or be unhappy, but Gu Xiaobei's words still made his pride unacceptable, when did he Li Haonan become humble?

Today, he is going to divorce Gu Xiaobei!

He looked at Gu Xiaobei sitting beside him with a delicate figure, looked at her little face after her illness was still a little pale, looked at her originally beautiful big eyes dyed with a layer of melancholy water 'waves', his heart was tingling, reluctant and sad, his hand under the table was clenched into a fist, his frowning brows were tightened a little, and there were complex emotions flowing in a pair of deep black eyes at the moment.

The lawyer finally finished the previous routine and pointed out to her the place where Gu Xiaobei's signature was needed, Gu Xiaobei knew that as long as she signed it now, these documents would take effect immediately, and she would immediately have a large amount of property.

She glanced at the stack of black and white letters in front of her, and asked calmly, "How much are these?" ”