I was like a thief, doing things that the world would not tolerate, and my pounding heart beat revealed how panicked I was at this time, and it was wrong, and I told myself over and over again that it was wrong.

In my memory, I only kissed Jiang Huan, his lips are very thick, he always shaves the stubble clean, it feels very smooth and flat, and I like men with thin lips and a slight beard, which are crispy and numb when touched, which makes people's hearts ripple.

I really want to know what it feels like to kiss Mr. Ji, his lips are so thin, will there be no slightest feeling, like being blown by the breeze, and before he has time to experience it, there is no trace.

I leaned over a little uncontrollably, from half a meter to a few centimeters and then to the last only one centimeter of distance, our breath entangled, melted, dissipated, and finally reason overcame me, I know that this can't be, there is no turning back after many things are done, and many things can't be done at all, he is just a benefactor, Mr. Ji can only be my benefactor in this life.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, and I was about to get up to leave, when suddenly an incomparably soft kiss was imprinted on my lips, and the kiss carried the smell of medicine, and the clear smoke, like a spring breeze about to pass away from this world, silently passing through my lonely twilight.

I was stunned, and I even forgot to open my eyes, where I was, and what year it was.

Mr. Ji and I opened our eyes and looked at each other almost at the same time, the embarrassment of being caught made me stiff and ashamed, I wanted to escape, but I somehow had an extra hand around my waist, which restrained me to death, and I could only fit him in such a very intimate posture.

I stared at the face that was almost touching me, I didn't even know what was going on, why I kissed it all of a sudden, but I clearly didn't move, I really didn't move.

My ears were red and hot in an instant, my skin seemed to be burning, it was uncomfortably hot, I propped my hands on his chest, and the last thought left kept scolding me to leave quickly and end quickly, you should not covet this thing that will not belong to you at all, but my body did not move at all, she seemed to have lost her hearing, and was willing to pretend to be deaf and dumb, just for this moment of warmth.

There was a slight smile in Mr. Ji's eyes, he suddenly grabbed my shoulder with his arm at some point, he pressed me down hard, all my weight fell forward, our chest was close together, my heart felt his heartbeat, and his chest was full of my body temperature.

It was as if we were frozen, and neither of us would move first, as if that meant surrender, and his thin lips went from cold to warm and from dry to wet in the entanglement with mine. I couldn't tell if it was his saliva or my sweat, salty, warm, melting and spreading between my lips and teeth, the bitter taste in my mouth was gradually occupied by his breath, and in the end I couldn't find my own breath.

I felt like all my consciousness was being pulled away little by little, and my brain was falling apart. The remnants of my sanity were so weak that I didn't even have the strength to clench my fists and push him away at this moment.

I softened into a pool of water, a puddle of spring mud, and lay groggy in his arms.

I don't know how long the kiss lasted, until I couldn't breathe, I began to whimper and struggle, began to blush and suffocate, he finally let go of me at the last moment, I was free from the confinement, and I got up from him as soon as possible, but I forgot the wound on his back, although it was wrapped in a bandage and a sponge, but it was still in contact with the bed, the moment I held his chest up, his face suddenly turned even paler than just now, he snorted, closed his eyes and frowned, looking very painful, I came back to my senses and realized that I had touched his wound, I was so frightened that I immediately leaned over, my hands on his sides, I asked him if it hurt, he nodded, I said I should call a doctor, he suddenly grabbed my wrist at the moment I got up, and pulled me to his chest, I knew that it would hurt him more if I fell like this, but it was difficult for me to control my inertia of being pulled by him, I lay on him again, and very hard, his chin pressed against my forehead, gently pushed up, I was forced to raise my face, and he looked at him for less than two seconds, and his lips were entangled with me.

He was no longer satisfied with such a simple kiss, he held the back of my head with one hand to fix my position, the tip of his wet tongue rubbed along my lip line a little bit, and then suddenly squeezed in while I was unprepared, my eyes opened wider and wider, I was a little incredulous, I didn't know if what I felt was real, or if it was just my hallucination.

I was almost about to fall into his superb kissing skills and couldn't help myself, when I was about to close my eyes, I heard the voice of Master He talking outside the door, he asked the bodyguard if I had ever left, the bodyguard replied that he was always in the ward to take care of, Master He held the doorknob silently, he turned the lock cylinder a little left twist, I was so frightened that cold sweat broke out from my back, I didn't hesitate this time, but very quickly pushed away Mr. Ji.

At the same time as I straightened up, Hall Master He pushed open the door and came in from the outside, he took the lead in taking a look at Mr. Ji lying on the bed, his face was abnormally pale with a flush, his eyes were not as muddy and blurry as if he was lustful, still very clear, and ordinary, Master He asked him if he was better, he said it was okay, Master He opened the hospital gown on Mr. Ji's body, he simply observed the wound on his back from the side, and found that some gauze was rubbed open, loosely wrapped around his body, Master He subconsciously looked at me, I had already tidied up my clothes and hair without a trace while they were talking, so he didn't see any mystery in me, and he asked me, "Didn't Miss Feng take good care of Mr. Ji?" The bandages on his body are open, you know. ”

I lowered my head and said nothing, not that I didn't want to speak, but I really didn't know how to explain, my face was getting hotter and hotter, and Hall Master He sensed that something was wrong from this strange and silent atmosphere, he walked over two steps, he looked at my face carefully, and he suddenly said, "Are you uncomfortable?" ”

I buried my head lower, I quietly glanced at Mr. Ji through the broken hair covering my eyes, I squeezed my eyelids towards my head complaining and pleading, he looked at my unpredictable hideous expression and laughed sullenly, Hall Master He heard the laughter and looked back at him, Mr. Ji said, "Go ahead, the doctor will call me and retreat the wound." ”

Of course, Hall Master He would not slack off, he immediately forgot my answer, turned around and walked out of the ward to ask the nurse to come, I stood still and did not move, like a sculpture, I really wanted to be transparent, I could not see the air that could not be touched, so as not to be so embarrassed.

Mr. Ji coughed twice, and he hooked his finger at me, "Help me put a pillow on my back, I want to sit up." ”

Although I don't understand medicine, I know very well that after the operation, I still try to lie flat as much as possible, I can't avoid compressing the wound, and don't let it work too hard, which will stretch and tear, but Mr. Ji doesn't accept my advice, I don't give him to get him to get it himself, that will only be more troublesome, I had to hurry over, put a pillow on his back, and help him sit up, I avoided the pillow and the bed squeezing his back, but let the wound be in a hollow state, after he sat down, I glanced at his chapped lips, I took the initiative to pour him a cup of hot water, I unscrewed the cap of the mineral water bottle, mixed it warmly, and handed it to him, but he only glanced at the water glass, and did not reach out to take it, I didn't quite understand why, I asked him if he wasn't thirsty. He said he was thirsty, and I said why don't you drink it.

He was silent, his tall body was nestled in this narrow single bed and looked very uncomfortable, but even if this small ward was still vacated by the doctor, Mr. Ji's injury should not be known to outsiders, otherwise it is very likely that the other party will cause trouble during the hospitalization, so it is not good for the hospital to adjust on the side of Hall Master He, I suddenly thought of something, I raised the cup and shook it in the air, "Mr. Ji won't be afraid of me poisoning, right?" ”

He laughed, "Of course not, how dare you do that." ”

"Wine is strong and intimidating, and money is evil. Mr. Ji said that he was not afraid, but I still want to show you to prove my innocence. ”

I took the cup in my mouth and poured a little water into my mouth, I deliberately raised my neck to let him see my tumbling throat and make a swallowing motion, and then licked my lips, Mr. Ji's face was relaxed and light, and suddenly there was a trace of indescribable change, his hand pulled at the collar of his hospital gown, pulled the button open, he stretched out a little tongue and licked his lips, swallowed saliva.

I saw a wave of heat rolling in his eyes, but it was quickly suppressed and he regained his composure.

I walked over and poured out the glass of water, poured a new cup for him, I handed it to his lips, he didn't take it, but directly opened his mouth to take it, I had to lift it a little bit, so that the water level inside could be kept until he could drink it without choking, after he drank a glass of water, Master He happened to come in from outside with a nurse, he saw the scene of me feeding Mr. Ji water when he pushed the door in, he paused at his feet, and then said to the nurse casually, "Mr. Ji's wound is open, re-treat it." ”

The nurse walked to the side of the bed with the tray, Master He held Mr. Ji's shoulder, and after the nurse untied the hospital gown, she saw the large patches of blood and the falling gauze, she shouted out in surprise, "How did you get this, it's okay to come out of the operating room, such a serious injury, don't touch it, can I know what you did Mr. Ji?" ”

The nurse's complaining tone made me even more ashamed, if it weren't for my ghost and god who didn't control the impulse in my heart, I wouldn't have leaned over at all, and Mr. Ji wouldn't have kissed me, his wound was fine.

Mr. Ji said, "I forgot it when I fell asleep, and I accidentally pulled it." ”

The nurse rubbed his wound and rewrapped the gauze, "Your wound is a little cracked, but it can't reach this level just by stretching it, have you gotten out of bed and exercised vigorously?"

Mr. Ji glanced in my direction with a smile, "I didn't get out of bed." ”

I heard the deep meaning of his words, and immediately lowered my head, and Hall Master He stood beside the bed, and he looked up at me, he may have thought of something, and he pursed his lips without saying anything.

The nurse rearranged it for him, and repeatedly told him not to be careful, not to pull the wound, and not to exercise vigorously.

I think those words are really harsh, Master He is such a shrewd person, he can't wash it by jumping into the Yellow River now, and sure enough, he has to pay it back, whether it's money or desire.

Mr. Ji leaned back on the pillow, Hall Master He peeled an apple for him, the apple was red and big, but it looked very petite in the broad palm of Hall Master He, he was a heroic man peeling apples looked awkward, I stepped forward and took the initiative to take it, stood next to it and cut it, leaving a chair for him to sit on.

Mr. Ji asked Ho about the situation of the Golden Garden and the casino, and the latter said that everything was normal and there was no turmoil.

"I was injured and hospitalized, be careful not to leak the news, except for Jin Yugui and Ma Zhanglai, there are many people in South China who want to attack me."

Hall Master He said, "But the person sent by Third Master Wu, of course he knows that you are injured, once he releases the news..."

"No, it won't." Mr. Ji was categorical, "The two groups of people on the road are facing each other, especially the deaths, reflecting their respective formations, police connections, skills and financial resources, he is not as good as me, as long as he plans to take back this position, he is bound to cover up the fact that hundreds of people lost to the two of us, this is spread, Wu San is really not the Wu San of the year, where is his face." You don't know that these old foxes value reputation more. ”

Mr. Ji stretched out his hand to take the apple I handed over, he didn't eat it in his hand, but stared at the crystal clear flesh, "Yichi, go to the bureau to settle this matter, the other party has suffered heavy losses, the matter is very big, and the bureau will not stop easily, you take it first, and if Wu San and the bureau don't let go, I will come forward again." ”

Hall Master He nodded and said okay, but he didn't leave, but picked up the kettle to go out to fetch water, and Mr. Ji called out to him, "Why don't you go." ”

Hall Master He asked with a blank face, now?

"Not so. We drag it out until next year, can the bureau and Wusan wait. ”

Hall Master He put down the kettle he was carrying, and he crossed his waist to look at the hazy moonlight outside the window, "But it's already night, who will take care of you here, I don't worry about the hospital nurse." ”

Mr. Ji smiled very happily, and he pointed to me, "There is free care here, why don't I use it." ”