The Adam's apple rolled heavily, and Zhan Qi said word by word: "You are here on the twenty-seventh floor, if I push you down from here, do you think you can die this time?" ”

Behind it is a transparent floor-to-ceiling window, the height of the twenty-seventh floor, near the sky and the earth, from here, all living beings on the ground are like a speck of dust in the Milky Way. It's no longer the bottomless cold sea, it's not the dark night where you can't see your fingers, if you fall from here, it is estimated that all your internal organs will have to be shattered.

Shi Yu looked sideways and looked down, then turned his head to look at Zhan Qi, and smiled slightly, "Who knows, does Zhan always want to give it a try?" ”

Zhan Qi's hand around his neck tightened a little more, gritted his teeth and said, "You really think I'm reluctant to touch you?" ”

"Of course you are willing, there is nothing in this world that the war boss is reluctant to give. Back then, you didn't hesitate to choose to throw your brother into the sea, weren't you also very willing? Shi Yu looked at him with a smile, but his eyes were already cold, full of resentment and resentment that could not be dispersed.

Zhan Qi took a long deep breath, stared at him with trembling eyes, and said with a sarcastic smile: "It's ridiculous, before this, I actually had illusions about you, and now it seems that I fucking thought too well." You have no conscience at all, and I am really blind to let you endure it again and again. ”

"Forbearance?" Shi Yu laughed out loud and sneered: "You put up with it because you think you are wrong." Because you are ashamed! Because you're sorry for me! ”

Because they used to be such close brothers, because they used to depend on each other for life and death, he felt that he did not choose him in the Burma Sea that day, which caused his personality to become extreme and distorted, which was his irreparable fault.

Because of this mistake, he made concessions more than once, no matter how harshly the other brothers criticized him, no matter how much the board of directors slandered him, but he was always invisible. But what about the timing? He felt that Zhan Qi's concession was his own weakness and his incompetence.

Instead of getting Shi Yu a little gratitude or understanding from him, his forbearance became more and more inch-in, pressing step by step, and even extended his poisonous claws to his seriously ill daughter!

As soon as he remembered that he knew, Zhan Qi felt a dull pain in his heart, and suddenly raised his fist and punched him in the face again.

"Okay, even if you can't let go of your resentment against me, why can't you come at me if you have something? I'm sorry that you're the one who's doing it, why do you have to hurt a child who doesn't know anything about the world? Zhan Qi took his collar and whispered to him with red eyes, "Do you know what that kidney means to her?" If she can't get a kidney, she'll die, you know! ”

"Then do you know that a person who is tied up and thrown into the bottomless sea will also die!" Shi Yu couldn't help but yell at him, he clenched his back molars, closed his eyes, and it took a long time to hide his out-of-control emotions, and he reopened his eyes and smiled, "Look at you like this, it seems that you care about that little girl very much?" ”

Zhan Qi opened his eyes and replied heavily: "She is my daughter!" ”

"Oh~" Shi Yu raised his eyebrows and dragged out the last note, "Now admit that it's your daughter?" Didn't you take Song Qingge to have a fetus so decisively? Tsk, I heard she fell from the stairs and bled a lot. That child's life is really hard enough, it's all like that, and he can still survive. ”

Zhan Qi stared at him with tears in his eyes, "Shut the fuck up for me!" ”

Shi Yu suddenly waved his hand, jumped down from mid-air, and slowly straightened his collar in front of him, "At best, I can only be regarded as a report and a report, when the Song family killed both my parents." Feng Shui takes turns, and this time it is my turn to let Song Qingtian's daughter taste what it means to be in pain. ”

"You!" Zhan Qi looked at him in disbelief, shook his head in disappointment, and said, "How did you become like this?" That's your niece...... too."

"You're wrong, she's not." Shi Yu looked at him coldly, and said clearly: "I'm different from you, I won't recognize a child born to an enemy as a relative." Zhan Qi. You can forget that hatred, but I can't. What happened to that kid, it has nothing to do with me, and I don't care. ”

Zhan Qi looked at his younger brother in front of him, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were strange and hostile, he couldn't help but think of what Zhan Yi said to him before, he was no longer their brother, since the day Shi Yu left the battle gate, he had gone against them, but he himself had been unwilling to face this fact.

And now he is finally about to recognize the reality, the man in front of him is no longer the calm and righteous brother he used to be, but an enemy who wants to take revenge on him to the end.

It's ridiculous that he was full of emotion because of his long-lost "big brother", and the woman's kindness gave away the project that Zhan Yi valued the most, but in the end, all this was just a means for Shi Yu to deliberately make him take it lightly.

He is the one who is immersed in the past and can't extricate himself, and he is also the one who can't let go of the old love, and he forgets that his own brother has long since died completely in the deep sea of Myanmar and no longer exists.

Zhan Qi took a step back, widened the distance between him and him slightly, looked at him indifferently, and said clearly: "Before this, I have been making concessions to you, you think I am making up for you, whether it is taking into account brotherhood, but that is all in the past." ”

Shi Yu was still laughing, laughing so unstoppable, it was extremely hateful.

After he finished speaking, he suddenly took out a small object from his pocket, put it in the palm of his hand and looked at it fixedly for a few seconds, and then raised his hand and smashed it on Shi Yu's face.

The cold little thing smashed on his face, slightly painful, and then fell to the ground with a "ding", Shi Yu looked down and saw that it was the little golden Buddha he gave him personally.

"You listen to me, from this moment on, you and I are no longer brothers, and we will break off." Zhan Qi paused for a moment, his eyes swelled with a cold light of killing determination, "Also, I advise you not to commit it in my hands in the future, otherwise I will definitely send you to see the king of Hades with my own hands." Jingyu, you are so self-conscious. ”

His name was Jingyu, the surname they used to be connected by blood, but the words he said were sharper than knives. Shi Yu's hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist, and his body trembled uncontrollably.

After Zhan Qi finished speaking, he strode out, until his hand was on the doorknob, and Shi Yushen suddenly roared in disgust behind him, "Zhan Qi! I hate you! I'm going to hate you for the rest of my life! ”

Zhan Qi just paused, and the next second he opened the door of the office and left without looking back.

Shi Yu was finally the only one left in the office, he looked down at the poor little golden Buddha on the ground, his eyes hurt to the extreme, and then he bent down to pick up the thing and threw it into the trash without hesitation.

There seemed to be a reverberating voice in his ears, he couldn't suppress it anymore, roared loudly like a male beast, swept the things on the desk to the ground, and after a sparse noise, he only felt as if his heart was stuffed into a meat grinder, and the pain was so painful that he could barely breathe, his eyes were dark, and he sat on the ground like this.

In the blurred vision, he saw Shi Xia rushing in from the outside, and shouted anxiously at the assistant: "Yang Lu, take the medicine!" Hurry up and get your medicine! ”

*

As soon as he came out of Shi Yu's company, Xu Cheng, who was waiting on the side, immediately greeted him and asked anxiously, "Big brother, how is it?" ”

Zhan Qi didn't look at him, just groped around around with an expressionless face, Xu Cheng just wanted to ask him what he was looking for, but he saw him take out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, open it and take one out of his mouth, and start rummaging through his body for a lighter.

His state was obviously not quite right, his eyebrows were frowning deeply, his face was anxious and dry, he finally found a lighter, he was eager to light the fire, but somehow, his fingers kept shaking, he hit several times, and he couldn't even hit a trace of sparks.

"!"

Zhan Qi couldn't suppress his anger anymore, and raised his hand to smash the limited-edition diamond-encrusted zippo lighter on the ground, shattering it in an instant.

Xu Cheng saw that his emotions were a little out of control, so he quickly took out a lighter from his pocket and went up to light a cigarette for him. Zhan Qi held the slender Marlboro between his fingertips, took a hard breath, and then exhaled a long breath and spit out the smoke.

The smoke wafted in front of him, Xu Cheng pursed his lips and looked at him uneasily, and only after a long time did he hear him ask in a hoarse voice: "The donor's family regretted it." Does Song Qingge know? ”

"I think I already know." Xu Cheng sighed and said with a solemn face: "Director Zhang of the Department of Urology said that there is a doctor named Xin Tian in the Department of Surgery, who has been paying close attention to the donor, and has asked him several times in private. Xin Tian: Do you remember? It is...... Miss Song's best friend. ”

Hearing him say this, Zhan Qi recalled in hindsight that he hadn't officially met Xin Tian, but after seeing their group photos, Song Qingge had often mentioned this name in front of him before, so he was not unfamiliar.

Zhan Qi pressed his temples a little weakly, closed his eyes and asked, "That Xin Tian has already told her all the news?" ”

"I'm afraid so." Xu Cheng pursed his lips and said in a deep voice: "Because it has always been Xin Tian who has been helping Miss Song to inquire about the news of the kidney source, this time there is such a big thing, I am afraid that Xin Tian has already informed Miss Song as soon as possible." ”

Zhan Qi rubbed his eyebrows and didn't speak, and Xu Cheng called him tentatively again. "Big brother?"

"Let's go to Song Qingge's company." He said suddenly, Xu Cheng looked at him in a daze, and before he could react to what he meant, he had already opened the door and got into the car.

Something so big happened, with that woman's temperament, now I'm afraid that she has already been in chaos and has broken down, and he feels that he needs to go to see her at this time to see if he can persuade her to see better.

On the way to Song Qingge's company, Zhan Qi had been sitting in the back seat in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, but he was unconsciously lighting a cigarette and smoking, and soon the car was already covered with choking smoke.

Xu Cheng glanced at him in the rearview mirror and knew that he must be in a very dull mood at this time.

Zhan Qi's addiction to smoking is very big. However, he rarely smokes in the car because he hates the smell of smoke in an enclosed space. Even if he sometimes becomes addicted to smoking, he will open the window of the car and smoke one quickly, and forget it after the addiction is over.

But at this time, he kept smoking cigarettes, one after another, as if he was venting something.

Soon the car stopped under the office building where Sheng Xuan was, this was the first time he took the initiative to come to her company, stood under the office building and looked up, sighed deeply and walked in.

He took the elevator upstairs according to the address Xu Cheng told him, and the front desk lady immediately blushed when she saw such a handsome man with a sharp silhouette like a male star suddenly appearing.

"Yes, is there anything I can do to help you?"

Zhan Qi glanced inside and asked, "Is Song Qingge here?" ”

"Assistant Song? I just saw her in the pantry. ”

"Thank you." Zhan Qi nodded. After asking where the pantry was, I walked straight inside.

*

In the pantry, Song Qingge was standing in front of the water dispenser, holding a paper cup in his hand and receiving water. There were still tears on her face, her eyes were straight, and she was staring at a certain place without focus, as if six of the seven souls had been lost.

"Qingge? Qingge! ”

Someone next to her called her, Song Qingge was startled, suddenly retracted her senses, and woke up like a dream with an "ah", and turned her head to see that it was Xue Yan who was deeply frowning.

Song Qingge smiled hurriedly, and hurriedly wiped the tears on his face, "Xue ...... Mr. Xue, are you here to pick up the water? ”

Xue Yan looked at her worriedly, pursed his lips and said, "The water is overflowing." ”

"Huh?" She was stunned, a little dazed.

"I say, your water is overflowing!"

Xue Yan couldn't help but accentuate her tone, stepped forward and turned off the switch, only to find that the water in the paper cup had already been full and flowed out, and even a lot of water was dripping on the ground, and her shoes and trouser legs were dirty.

Xue Yan shook her head helplessly, glanced at her with some reproach, stepped forward and took the paper cup in her hand, poured the water in it into the pool, rubbed the soaked paper cup and threw it in the trash can, took out a new one, and took a cup of warm water in her hand.

Not long ago, he sat with her in the car for a long time, and since she answered the call, she has been in a trance, asking her anything, and she doesn't say anything. Xue Yan knew that he probably couldn't ask anything, so he didn't say anything more, and after seeing that her emotions calmed down a bit, he took her upstairs.

After returning to the company, she has been sitting in her place with a blank gaze. He was faintly worried in his heart, so he paid attention to her movements from time to time. Seeing her get up and enter the pantry, he thought that she was probably coming back to her senses, but after he answered a phone call, he found that she hadn't come back yet, so he came here directly to find her.

Sure enough, looking at her dejected appearance, he knew that something must have happened.

Xue Yan put his hands in his pockets and hesitated for a moment. I couldn't help but ask, "What happened?" Is it serious? ”

Song Qingge glanced up at him, shook his head numbly, and nodded lightly after a while.

Xue Yan was even more confused, and frowned, "What do you mean by this?" Is it serious or not? Didn't you say that you would pick her up and have a kidney replacement operation? Why didn't you go again? ”

At the mention of the name of Zhizhi, Song Qingge's eyelashes trembled twice, and finally uncontrollably shed tears, covered his face and squatted down, crying in a desperate whisper, "No, nothing." The donor's family suddenly changed their minds and did not agree to donate a kidney to Zhizhi. ”

Xue Yan's pupils shrank suddenly, and he asked in amazement, "Why is this happening?" ”

"I don't know, I don't know." Song Qingge squatted on the ground, covered his face and shook his head constantly, sobbing: "Xin Tian said that someone made a move and gave a sum of money to the donor's family and asked them to cremate the body quickly. I can't think of anyone else else who would do such a thing other than Zhan Qi......"

"Zhan Qi?" Xue Yan's face changed, a little incredulous, "How could he do such a thing?" He is also the child's father, how could he cut off the child's last ray of hope...... Could it be that you are mistaken? ”

"No, it must be him! The greatest pleasure in his life is to see me cornered, and to see that I am forced by him to live worse than death, and he is happy. He said he wouldn't let me go, this kind of madness, there would be no second person besides him. ”

"Qingge ......" Xue Yan bent down a little unbearably and pulled her up, and said in a soothing voice: "Don't give up hope, modern medicine is so developed, we can do chemotherapy and dialysis first." Stabilize your child's condition. And, maybe this kidney has nothing to do with it? If that's the case, even if you know about kidney replacement in the future, it's not necessarily a good thing, right? Let's wait and see, maybe there will be a more suitable kidney source......"

He also knew that it was simply funny to say anything that was destined at this time, but he couldn't help it, Song Qingge was so desperate now, if he didn't do it well, he might go to extremes.

Sure enough, she shook her head with a wry smile and said, "No, if you lose this opportunity, there will be no better chance." Do you know how long I've been waiting for this day? I've been waiting for more than two years! Xin Tian asked a friend from the organ bank to help me pay attention, but there was still no suitable match. ”

"It's okay, the white road doesn't work, we still have the underworld."

Song Qingge raised his head and looked at him in a daze. Something is unclear.

Xue Yan's eyes flashed with determination, and he said loudly: "It's a big deal, let's go to the black market to find human organ traffickers." As long as we can save the child, we can do whatever it takes. ”

"But ......"

"It's nothing, you can leave this matter to me." Xue Yan held her hand, his eyes calm and calm, "I will ask my friends on the road to help me pay attention to this matter, as long as there is news, I will notify you immediately." ”

"Mr. Xue......" Song Qingge looked at him with tears, and was speechless with gratitude for a while, and only said for a long time: "Thank you, thank you very much!" ”

Xue Yan smiled faintly, "No thanks, it's just a gesture." ”

Song Qingge looked up at the man in front of him, still as indifferent and detached as when he first met, but now he was dyed with a soft light at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows. They had only known each other for a few months, and he was willing to lend a helping hand to her, and the man he was known as Daddy, she had spent nearly ten years, but she had never been able to touch his heart, and not only that, but he was also doing some shady things behind his back.

The more she thought about it, the more ridiculous and pathetic she felt, and she couldn't help but shake her head and smile sarcastically, "I was really blind at the beginning, how could I fall in love with a man like him." ”

"Qingge ......" Xue Yan looked at her with some distress, sighed lightly, stepped forward to take her into his arms, and patted her shoulder gently, "Don't think about it, if you need anything in the future, you can come and tell me at any time, as long as I can do it, I will do my best to help you." ”

Song Qingge leaned on his shoulder and whispered in a trance: "I want to leave him, I really want to leave him...... As long as I can leave him, I am willing to pay any price. ”

Her eyes stared blankly at a certain place, but she didn't notice the dark-looking man at the door, with a dark look in his eyes.

Zhan Qi stood quietly at the door of the pantry, staring at the two people hugging each other over there, and there was a thought in his heart that kept screaming at him, shouting for him to rush in and separate the two people who were like no one else. But the hand hanging at his side clenched and loosened, he closed his eyes, and finally turned his head and strode out.

*

On the car back, Zhan Qi sat in the back expressionlessly, looking out the window with his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking. Since he got in the car, he didn't say a word, nor did he say where he was going next, so Xu Cheng could only drive aimlessly.

Xu Cheng secretly glanced at him with some apprehension, and wanted to ask him where he was going, but after thinking about it, he finally swallowed the words.

Zhan Qi looked at the scene flying by outside, and somehow, he remembered the scene when he was fifteen years old when he blocked bullets for Zhan Lu, but almost died on the operating table.

Later, Zhan Zheng told him that after he was sent to the operating room, Zhan Yu's whole body seemed to have a nervous breakdown, kneeling in front of the doctor and kowtowing and begging, and then the kowtow bled on his forehead. After his accident, Zhan Yu never closed his eyes, never slept endlessly, and stayed by his side every step of the way.

After he was transferred to the ICU, Zhan Yu stood outside, watching him cry through the glass. He was obviously scared to death, but he didn't dare to tell his sister, for fear that she would not be able to bear the blow even more, so he could only carry it alone.

At night, Zhan Yu sat alone with his legs under the wall of the ICU ward, constantly chanting God's blessing.

Later, when he woke up, the first person he saw was also Zhan Yu, holding a bowl of porridge in his hand, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and he fed him clumsily spoonfuls of spoonfuls, shedding tears while shedding tears, and kept wiping with his sleeves, like a child of a few years old.

Zhan Qi thought about it, and the sadness and disappointment in Shi Yu's office before came to his heart again.

After a long time, he sighed heavily, lowered his head and took out a photo from his pocket, the photo was still the three people he was most familiar with, his younger brother Zhan Yu, his sister Zhan Shu, and himself. The three of them were still smiling calmly, as if happiness was frozen in this moment and would never change.

But he knew very well in his heart that some things had already existed in name only, and they were rotten from the bottom of his bones.

Zhan Qi stared at the photo for a few seconds, raised his hand and stroked Zhan Yu's face above, raised his head and took a deep breath, tore the photo apart, lowered the window, and watched the galloping wind sweep away the fragments from his palm.

It wasn't until his palms were empty that he withdrew his hand, and after a while, he said in a deep voice: "Ah Cheng, go to the hospital." ”

"To the hospital?" Xu Cheng was a little inexplicable, and asked with concern: "Big brother, are you not feeling well?" ”

"It's not." Zhan Qi looked out the window fixedly, and said softly: "I want to do a kidney matching." ”

*

In the midst of the deafening music, a group of red men and green women are dancing on the dance floor, and the whole environment is noisy and chaotic. On the other end, Song Qingge was lying on the edge of the bar, muttering something in a blurred eye, and there were already several empty cups in front of him.

Xue Yan looked at her with some concern, reached out to grab the cup in her hand, and said unhappily: "Qingge." You're drunk and can't drink anymore! ”

"Drink, let's drink again! Keep drinking! Song Qingge propped up his limp body, smiled at him, and pushed the cup in his hand in front of him, "You...... Hiccup, you drink it too...... Don't you men, all of you, love to drink? Always...... I always drink until the middle of the night and don't come back...... But why didn't I feel the wine, burping...... Where's the good taste......"

"Qingge!" Xue Yan frowned and looked at her, helpless and worried.

Because he was worried about her emotions, he offered to take her home after work, but when the car drove to the bar street, she suddenly wanted to get out of the car, and found a random bar and got in. I ordered a lot of wine in one go, and then it became what it is now.

"You...... You say...... Where is this wine so good......" Song Qingge opened his drunken eyes, rushed to Xue Yan, grabbed his collar and said, "Say it quickly!" Aren't you a favorite drinker? Every time you drink, you have a different perfume smell on your body, and you think I don't know if it's ......"

Xue Yan had already guessed in her heart that she was probably treating him as Zhan Qi, so he grabbed her hand helplessly, and said in a low voice: "Qingge, don't make trouble, I'll send you back." ”

"I didn't make a fuss, I didn't make a fuss!"

Song Qingge pushed him away, because the force was too strong, the whole person almost fell off the barstool, fortunately, Xue Yan grabbed her quickly, but she also fell into his arms.

"Actually, I know that the person you love is not me...... I sometimes think that I am probably evil, how can I love someone to such an extent, I just can't forget it, you say it's strange. She laughed as she spoke, although she was smiling, but her eyes were empty, which made people unbearable.

Xue Yan looked down at the woman in his arms, and asked her a little puzzled, "What's so good about Zhan Qi, it's worth your thoughts about him so much?" ”

"What's so good...... That's a good question! Song Qingge slowly straightened up, leaned on the bar, and said with a faint gaze: "Why do I miss him...... Because, he saved my life......"

She let out a long sigh after speaking, and her tone was happy and sad, which was really distressing to listen to.

Xue Yan frowned in disbelief, "You said, Zhan Qi saved your life?" ”

Zhan Qi? Will you save her? How does this sound like a fake?

"yes, he saved my life." Song Qingge lowered his head and pulled the corners of his mouth with a wry smile, "A long, long time ago, I was kidnapped with his own brother, on a boat, on a big ship. It's all the sea below, it was so dark that night, there was no moonlight at all, the sea was really cold, I kept calling his name, I said, Zhan Qi. Help me, please help me......"

Her mind seemed to drift back to the scene from which there was no turning back, she was tied to the bow of the boat, and her wrists were sharpened with hemp rope. Zhan Qi was so far away from her, she couldn't see his expression clearly at all, because she couldn't see what kind of eyes he was looking at at this time, and she was even more scared in her heart.

In fact, she was very desperate at that time, and there was a faint thought in her heart that told her that Zhan Qi would definitely give up on her, after all, the other choice was his own brother.

She was so frightened that she could only keep calling his name, as if only when she called his name could she feel more at ease.

She still remembered that when Scarface forced him to make a choice, her whole body trembled like chaff. At that time, her only hope was that he could turn his head to look the same, if she could see his reluctant eyes before she died, she thought she would be willing to die.

But later, an unexpected scene appeared, just when she was about to give up on herself, he actually raised his hand and pointed at her.

"He chose me and gave up his own brother." Song Qingge raised his head and sighed for a long time, drank the wine in his hand again, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "At that time, I was thinking, if he can give up his dearest person for me, does it mean that he is reluctant to let me die." With this belief, I have been persevering, and I feel that he can choose me at the last minute. It must be because he has feelings for me too. Every time I felt like I couldn't hold on, I would think back to that day, and when I thought of the moment when he raised his hand to me, I felt empowered. ”

She pulled the corners of her mouth and looked up at Xue Yan, "It's stupid, isn't it?" ”

"Yes." Xue Yan nodded without hesitation, raised his hand again and touched her hair, and said with pity: "It's stupid, but it's also very real." ”

In this world, I am afraid that there is no woman like her, because of a small life-saving grace back then, she took a lifetime of happiness and poured a lifetime of love.

He looked at the woman in front of him, and suddenly felt that she was so fragile and vulnerable, that people couldn't help but want to hug her into his arms and give her some warmth and courage.

Song Qingge shook his head and smiled, "But that's all in the past, I will never be nostalgic for him in the future, I decided, I want to leave him, I must leave him." I'll go back tonight to have a showdown with him, and even if I die, I'll stay away from him. ”

"Qingge ......," Xue Yan glanced at her without saying anything.

Perhaps, you can come to me too......

Song Qingge looked at him with some confusion, "What's wrong?" ”

That sentence was not said in the end, Xue Yan shook his head and smiled, got up and said, "It's nothing, it's not early, I'll send you back." ”

What else is there to say, he himself can't be sure what kind of psychology he has for her, maybe it's just out of sympathy, or maybe it's out of intolerance for her. He doesn't even have a proper identity, and it's ridiculous to make such a deep promise so easily.

It would not be fair to her to say such outrageous words with such a compassionate attitude.