I don't know where to offend a handful, he has a big posture of not pouring down my vows, at first Boss Su also hindered the relationship between me and Ji Rongke to help me say a few words, pressed a few glasses of wine, but later he found that even Ji Rongke didn't want to help me, it seemed that he didn't care about me, Boss Su was a little vague, he couldn't figure out what kind of relationship we had, could it be that the outside world was all rumors, he frowned and took a puff of cigarette, watched coldly and no longer intervened, and let a handful of people drink crazy on me.

At the beginning, he was still sitting next to Boss Su, and he sat directly next to me halfway, Ji Rongke was next to my right hand, he sat on my left, next to me, his arm around my shoulder, his mouth was full of wine and smoke, this smell made me nauseous, I turned my head to avoid it, he was more compact and pasted up, "After drinking, what are we going to do?" ”

My head was already a little groggy, and the strength of the wine jumped to the top of my head and hit my brain, as if I was beating hard with a hammer, and he still wanted to play, and he could use me as an appetizer, so I could come alone, can't I call in a few more, Carmen Yan lacks everything, but not Miss.

I smiled and excused myself and said, "It's still fun, don't drink that wine." ”

I shouted at the closed door, and the waiter immediately pushed it away from the outside and asked what the order was, I snapped my fingers, "Call Tang Zheng and Liang Mei in and see if they are there." ”

The waiter looked at Ji Rongke, his face was hidden in the blind spot of the light, it was a shadow, he waved his hand at him and blasted him out, he continued to pour me, saying some obscene words in my ear, I have a rough idea in my heart, he plans to soak me tonight, and wants to coax me to bed and put me to sleep, because if I am drunk, as Ji Rongke and Boss Su, I will never help a drunk lady out of the house, obviously it will be his turn, he intends to correct me on the spot.

I scolded Ji Rongke in my heart while drinking, and I also scolded him, scolding him for being a bastard, a rotten person, my consciousness was a little uncontrollable, and I couldn't control the level of my voice well, some words were particularly sharp, and he patronized me to have fun, he didn't pay attention, but it doesn't mean that others can't hear it, Ji Rongke suddenly leaned over to my ear and whispered when I was pouring my neck, "I heard what you scolded just now." ”

I was almost choked by the wine in my mouth, a handful of smiles are still stuffing the bottle to my lips, my appetite has long been turned over the river, has been carried until now, the feeling of vomiting arched to the throat and eyes were forcibly swallowed back by me, the sour, astringent and spicy taste, really choked the nose, I took advantage of their no one to pay attention, with the wine bottle to block the hand from the fruit bowl took a grape, I held it in my mouth and wanted to use the fruit aroma to suppress the wine, but a handful did not give me a breather at all, he took a full bottle of red wine for me, directly sent the bottle to my lips, I couldn't dodge, he grabbed the back of my head with his big palm, and I had to force my mouth open to prevent him from stabbing my teeth too hard, and I was poured a third of a bottle, and the grapes didn't have time to chew the whole one.

Boss Su sat next to him and was a spectator for a long time, he didn't let go of a single detail, and finally confirmed that the relationship between me and Ji Rongke was by no means simple, but I didn't know what was going on, otherwise I wouldn't dare to talk to him like this, other women are so uninteresting, Ji Rongke is on fire early, and he can't talk about splitting the corpses of five horses, at least he has to take turns to give his bodyguards a little hardship, and he can keep me sitting next to him.

He beckoned to a handful, the latter didn't want to let go of me, still hugged me and asked him loudly What was wrong, Boss Su squinted his eyes, a handful of people were reluctant to pass, he sat down after Boss Su bowed his head and said something in his ear, the latter's expression was in a trance, I burped and picked up another bottle of wine and was about to pour it into my mouth, Boss Su suddenly got up and stretched out his arm to press his palm on the mouth of the bottle, "Miss Feng is so good at drinking, this spirit is so shocking that we don't dare to drink it." ”

I said it very difficult to pass the award, Ji Rongke fanned the smell of wine in the air in front of him with his hand next to him, "I heard that Boss Su's daughter came back from abroad and found you a foreign son-in-law." ”

When Boss Su heard Ji Rongke mention this matter, he immediately collapsed his face, and seemed to have a headache, "People can't keep up with the eyes of young people when they're old, and I can't figure it out, what's so rare about that gringo, for this matter, I don't know how many times I quarreled with her, and I beat her for the first time, but this girl is hard-hearted, and would rather not recognize me and her mother, rather than share with that gringo." ”

Ji Rongke raised his wine glass with a smile, and took a sip after signaling to him, "Women's thoughts are very strange, and I, like Boss Su, are puzzled, I don't understand what they want at all, if everyone in this world thinks the same as us, and is not so stupid, there will not be so many twists and turns." ”

I could hear him insinuating about me, I grabbed him by the collar and took a sip on his face, he closed his eyes in front of the saliva, Boss Su was stunned, thinking that he had seen it wrong, Ji Rongke pinched my chin and pinned my face, he took out a square handkerchief from his pocket, wiped it on his face twice, and finally didn't forget to wipe it on my lips, wiping off the saliva, "Drunk, isn't it." ”

I stared at him and didn't speak, I couldn't speak, all the uncomfortable feelings came up, I took a big breath, pressed down hard, still to no avail, I couldn't control it anymore, I used all my strength to push him away, jumped directly on the coffee table and jumped down, and rushed out of the private room.

Behind the flower pond opposite the private room is the hall shared toilet, a few sisters who just came to work saw me in a flash, I heard someone call my name behind me, and seemed to run after me for two steps, but I didn't have time to respond and stop, I raised my arm and waved, as a signal to them, and then rushed into the bathroom to hold the pool and vomit, at that moment I was really afraid that my intestines would vomit.

I don't know how long I vomited, until my feet were weak and I had no strength, I almost collapsed on the ground, a figure outside the door squeezed in, he was still holding a wine glass, he was playing with the dark red liquid in it, he had his hands in his pockets, his body leaned against the door frame, and he looked at me without a trace of expression on his face, "Does it feel good?" ”

I heard Ji Rongke's voice, all the sounds of vomiting and coughing stopped abruptly, I raised my head slightly, and looked at him clearly and deeply from the mirror in front of me, he smiled without saying a word, and took a sip of wine.

I replied truthfully, "It's not comfortable." ”

He snorted, "In this world, people who are rebellious, have no self-knowledge, and don't know how to please people who are just more honest will end up suffering from a bad taste, but not everyone is willing to give those who choose the wrong path a chance to repent." ”

I pursed my lips, my chest and appetite were empty, I was very hungry and tired at this time, I felt that the whole world had collapsed, there was no so-called black and white, black and white can be reversed, right and wrong can be ignored, power dominates everything, this man named Ji Rongke can control all fate.

Including mine.

But do I really want to be in charge?

If he loves me, I willingly become his subordinate, a part of him, and he becomes one, but he doesn't love me, he treats me like a dog to a bone, that is food, prey and plaything, when the appetite is full, the bone loses its attractiveness, but it will still be occupied, unwilling to be taken away by others, and when he is hungry again, this extra bone becomes a hunger thing.

So what about the bones of their own choices and lives.

I gritted my teeth, he walked over to me, stared at my wet head from the mirror, he sighed and put the wine glass on the table on one side, took out a square and wiped it for me, from the wet bangs on my forehead, to the eyebrows, eyes and lips, and finally landed on my chin, he helped me wipe it all clean, and threw the square into the pool.

I looked at the water-soaked white square, which quickly turned very dirty and grayish-white, clinging to the walls of the pool, a little embarrassed and decadent, and in the mirror, I was more desolate than everyday.

He stretched out his hand to wipe off a piece of white wool from my hair, and a trace of love flashed in his eyes as he looked at my face that was soaked in water to the point of paleness, "Why be so stubborn, you see, the path you chose after leaving me was smooth and smooth?" Huo Yanchen can guarantee you, but he won't keep it as hard as I do, a lot of grievances have lost my protection, you still have to taste it. You think that there is freedom, truth and dignity, but the reality tells you that even if I am reluctant to treat you like this, it still makes you lose your dignity, because you are disobedient, your freedom is delusional to you, you are a puppet when you enter the private room, and in a place of right and wrong like the night club, all women will continue to compromise and relax, until there is no bottom line. Your freedom only comes from the mercy of the guests, and the real, the bottom society is so real that it can play with you. ”

I listened to his words and suddenly felt deflated, I wanted to know how the women who were satisfied with food and clothing and lived happily and met a true love partner had this life, if I didn't work hard enough, or if I was still not religious enough, why I couldn't wait.

I hung my head and let the messy strands of hair engulf my face.

Ji Rongke hugged my body, and he said softly, "Okay, I'll just be willful and go back with me, nothing has happened." ”