Chapter 101: It's a lot of things you don't know
In fact, no matter how you think about it, I still can't understand how she feels now.
I think the most painful thing in life is the loss of a loved one.
Although he looked at Wang Jiaci sad and sad, he just didn't know what to do, he just didn't know how to comfort him, and it seemed that all words were pale and weak here.
After a long time, I crouched down silently beside her, and after a moment's hesitation, I raised my hand and finally rested gently on her head.
Her hair was limp, and her body trembled slightly with my movements.
I saw that her hair was hanging down and covered her eyes, and her face was shrouded in a shadow, making it impossible to see clearly.
At this time, I glanced at the tombstone in front of me, and the handwriting engraved on it was a little old.
If I change to my usual heart, there will be a feeling of infiltration in my heart, but now I can't tell what kind of mood it is, I just feel that my heart is dull and breathless, as if I am shrouded in something intangible.
In this way, I don't know how long it took for Wang Jiaci to move again, and continued to pull up the weeds in silence.
After seeing her move, he hesitated for a moment, but still pulled it up with her.
The sky gradually began to darken, because of the long walk, so the time was already very late.
Finally, after the grass was almost pulled, Wang Jiaci stood up and patted his palms gently.
I stood up and looked at her, the tears on her face were gone, only a trace of dry tears remained.
At this time, Wang Jiaci turned his head and showed me a somewhat reluctant smile.
Her smile looked so vast that it seemed to be infinitely stretched in the afterglow of the setting sun.
But soon she turned around again, and suddenly raised her hand, pointed to the distance, and asked
"Xiao Xiaoming, you know there... Is it where? ”
Hearing that the salutation had finally become normal, I turned around at once.
I couldn't remember when I was getting used to it, but I looked in the direction of her finger and froze again.
I saw a place in the distance, and I could vaguely see some familiar buildings.
Meng looked at her and didn't react for a while, but after more than ten seconds, he suddenly realized, turned his head to look at her and asked
"That's our school?" ”
Because from this point of view, most of the teaching buildings in the past were the teaching buildings of the third year of high school, so I was a little confused.
Hearing me ask this, Wang Jiaci nodded, looked into the distance and said
"yes, I didn't notice... I knew that a long time ago."
As he spoke, Wang Jiaci approached me, and then stretched out his hand and pointed to the distance
"Look there, can you see clearly?" ”
As soon as I heard her say this, I looked at her hand again, and saw that she seemed to point in the direction of a school building, and it was still a little difficult to see because it was too far away.
To be honest, I have heard a lot of rumors about the school being a cemetery before, but I really didn't expect that Wang Jiaci's mother's grave was behind the school.
From here, it should be the playground of the school, but I still don't understand what Wang Jiaci is asking me.
Thinking of this, I looked at her, shook my head, and said
"My eyes are not binoculars, what are you letting me see?" You can see several school buildings. ”
Hearing me say this, Wang Jiaci smiled, put down his hand and said
"It's just that you're looking at the teaching building, you don't think... Does that school building sound familiar? ”
What she said made me a little puzzled, I couldn't help but widen my eyes and looked at the school building in the distance, and after looking at it for a while before I understood a little, I turned my head in surprise and asked
"The school building you just pointed to is the one you usually paint?" ”
Hearing me say this, Wang Jiaci smiled with satisfaction, nodded and looked into the distance, and said slowly
"yes, that's the school building."
When Wang Jiaci said this, as if he remembered something, he first paused, and then said in a low voice
"I discovered that classroom a long time ago... The people in the class didn't like the innermost classroom very much, because they thought it was scary, but when I found that I could see it from a distance when I poked my head out of that place... I started to like that place in my heart... So.."
Speaking of this, Wang Jiaci glanced at me, sighed and said
"So, that classroom is used as a secret base by me, and when I'm usually fine, I'll run there by myself and lean over to look over for a while. Because then I feel a kind of comfort in my heart."
"Isn't that a little ridiculous?"
When she said this, Wang Jiaci's expression was a little dazed, although she was very calm, she could still see that her heart was turbulent.
And I finally understood why Wang Jiaci chose such a gloomy classroom to paint often, because from that place, I could see the place where I am standing with her now.
I think it's because Wang Jiaci usually doesn't dare to come here alone, so she can only look at what she wants to see in her own way.
It turns out that people who have stories are burdened with so many things.
At this time, I suddenly didn't know what to say, turned my head to look at her moving face, and after a while, I moved my mouth and said in a serious tone
: "That.. If you want to come in the future, I can accompany you."
After all, coming to this kind of place,With the guts of a girl, it still takes courage.,And I'm a little dick.,In addition to the big egg, it's bold!
My words made Wang Jiaci turn her head to look at me, only to see that her eyes were a little confused, and she looked at me for a moment before she suddenly spoke
"Xiao Xiaoming, do you know? Actually, a long time ago... I've seen you in that place.."
"Huh?" I didn't understand some unexpected words, and looked at her with confused eyes.
Seeing that I didn't understand much, Wang Jiaci took a deep breath again and said word by word
"I mean. . . Actually, I saw you in that place before we even knew each other."
Her words made me even more confused, and I frowned and thought for a long time, but I still asked with some incomprehension
"What do you mean?" We didn't know each other before.. Have you seen me? You don't even know me... How did you see me? ”
Hearing me ask this, Wang Jiaci didn't seem to know how to answer me, but she saw her eyes shake a few times, and she still whispered
"In short.. I've just seen you... When I was looking out from the upstairs that day, I noticed you playing basketball. And then .."
The rest of the words didn't come out, as if I didn't know what to say, and it seemed like I was too embarrassed to say it.
I was still a little confused, but after thinking about it, I suddenly understood more or less.
Meow's Wang Jiaci said so, is it.. Before I knew her... Did she notice me before?
This bold idea made me a little ecstatic, although I don't think I'm a boy who can be too attractive to girls, but is there a saying that boys in sports are the most handsome.
At this time, I looked at Wang Jiaci nervously and asked
"Really? You have to mean... You paid attention to me at school before I met you? ”
Wang Jiaci blushed a lot when I asked her like this, but she thought about it, and suddenly lowered her head a little twisted, and said in a low voice
"Huh.. You can say the same thing.."
"But... Don't think too much about it, but I saw it by chance, and I thought you were serious when you played basketball. It's just a little handsome.."
In the second half of this sentence, Wang Jiaci's voice was small and pitiful, but I still heard it clearly.
At this moment, a sense of surprise that I had never felt before spread in my heart, and I remembered in a trance that rainy night with her in the teaching building before, when Wang Jiaci once said, "I saw you who I was."
At that time, I didn't understand what she said, but now that I think about it, isn't she talking about me? It turns out that when I didn't know it, Wang Jiaci had seen me when I was playing basketball?
Thinking of this, I looked at her beside me, laughed, and said slowly
: "That.. Do you remember that question you asked me before? You ask me, do you believe in fate?"
"I think... I've come to believe it.."