Chapter 3, Zou Yang who calls for wind and rain
"Okay, then everyone is decided!" Zou Yang's parents are both officials, obviously inheriting their excellent bloodline, and they have obvious talent in politics, and it is a first-class means to buy people's hearts and win people's hearts.
The class cheered again, and who could not be happy to have a free meal on the first day of school.
"Everybody's going, everybody's going." Zou Yang said happily, and suddenly the conversation changed: "Of course, except for him!" ”
The class immediately quieted down, and my scalp began to tingle, and finally came. I don't even have to look back to know that Zou Yang is talking about me. Now he must be pointing at me, and everyone's eyes must be on me. I didn't have the courage to confirm it, I kept my head down and lived like a year.
The class was quiet, and my breathing was getting heavier. Although I lowered my head, I could see Liu Zihong's expression from the corner of my eye, and the four eyes of this wooden man were also looking at me in dismay. No one understands why on the first day of school, the class president would crowd out an ordinary classmate like this.
Zou Yang knows dào, I know dào, and no one else knows dào.
Days like this are finally going to start again......
I worked hard, and even knelt down for Zou Yang, just to be able to study in Chengnan High School, just to be able to completely get rid of the shadow of junior high school. But now, everything is going to be played out again, being ostracized, bullied, and ridiculed, and that's a day I can't even imagine.
Why, why do I have a character like Zou Yang in my life? Is Heaven here to test me, why did you arrange such a strong opponent! He has money, a son, a powerful person, popularity, scheming, and means, and he can play me to death with his little thumb!
"He doesn't deserve to eat with us." Zou Yang sneered. On the first day of school, he gave me a dismissal. The intention is obvious: don't think that if you hide in Seongnam High School, you can escape my five-fingered palm!
My face was so hot that I wanted to get into the cracks. If it was in a junior high school classroom, I would probably feel better because I get a taste of it every day. But now, a new high school, a new classroom, a new classmate. Zou Yang embarrassed me so much in front of them.
Are you going to rush over and hit him? I clenched my fists. I knew that Dào couldn't beat him by himself, and his height and weight were there, and I couldn't beat him together. But if this continues, I can only suffer endless bullying.
The class gradually began to whisper, and I somehow got the courage to turn my head back indifferently.
Zou Yang was indeed pointing at me, and a sneer appeared on his face. As soon as I saw his face, I remembered the days when I was bullied by him for three years in junior high school. When I think about those days, fear haunts me again.
"See what I'm doing?!" Zou Yang snorted: "Don't blame me for not giving him a good face." This guy and I are both from Dongguan Town, and I know best what he is! I'll tell you the story about him at lunchtime! A mocking smile appeared.
What to do, what to do, what to do? I asked myself in my mind. I hate my stupidity, I hate my cowardice!
"Let's go, let's go eat!" Zou Yang took the lead and walked to the door of the classroom. Everyone stood up, some looked at me, some didn't look at me, but they all walked out of the classroom. My tablemate Liu Zihong glanced at me, opened his mouth, didn't say anything, and walked out.
Didn't burst fā out...... At that moment just now, I really wanted to swing my fist at Zou Yang's face. In fact, this thought has been in my mind many times, but not once has the courage to really assist in action. I lowered my head again and listened to the fewer and fewer students in the class, and listened to their footsteps getting farther and farther away. Slowly, the noisy classroom just now fell completely silent, and although I didn't look up, I knew that there was definitely no one left.
I let out a long sigh. Forget it, I've been used to it for three years, it's just another three years of adaptation.
I lowered my head and suddenly saw a pair of pink sneakers, not new, but cleanly brushed. As soon as I looked up, it was Xia Xue.
Xia Xue didn't follow Zou Yang to eat! My heart was excited, and I was even more surprised and happy. Xia Xue sat in front of me, her face a little angry: "Zou Yang said about you, why didn't you talk back?" ”
I opened my mouth and didn't say anything. yes, why don't I talk back? When I was in junior high school, I didn't talk back. But the end result of the mouth is to invite deeper taunts, or be kicked in the air by him.
"You speak." Xia Xue was a little more angry.
"I don't dare." I plucked up the courage to say it. It's really ...... to admit that you're cowardly in front of the girl you like
"Why?" Xia Xue looked at me in surprise.
Xia Xue is very beautiful, and well-dressed, generous, sweet-spoken, and kind-hearted, such a girl has lived under the pampering of the people around her since she was a child, whether it is at home or at school, few people will go to her trouble, and will rush to be her flower messenger. Such a girl will probably never know what it is like to be bullied.
In the face of Xia Xue, I suddenly lost the desire to talk. I didn't want to show her the scars, it would be a shame for me.
"It's okay." I shook my head, stood up, and allowed Bèi to leave the classroom.
"The next time he's talking about you, you're going to fight back!" Xia Xue said behind me: "If you don't work hard yourself, no one will help you." ”
"Heh......" I smiled wryly and left the classroom myself.
I didn't have a single companion, so I walked to the cafeteria by myself, cooked my own meal, ate it slowly, and walked back to the dormitory by myself.
I've been used to such a lonely life for three years, and I don't care about coming back for another three years. Lying on the bed in the dormitory, I somehow recalled Xia Xue's words in my mind: "If you don't work hard yourself, no one will help you!" I put my hands under my head and stared blankly at the ceiling.
The dormitory was very quiet, and everyone went to eat Zou Yang's meal. I don't know how long later, the door of the dormitory was pushed open, and everyone who was sleeping with me walked in. They were all beaming with joy and red faces, and it seemed that they had indeed eaten and drunk well. When I entered the dormitory, I didn't have time to relax, chatting and chatting.
"Our squad leader is so cool, he has set up four tables without blinking his eyes!"
"It's still the most handsome at the checkout! I was worried about whether he had enough cash, so he pulled out his credit card! ”
"People are really rich people, this time is really an eye-opener!"
My bed was in the top bunk, and I suspect they didn't see me at all, or they wouldn't have said anything else.
"By the way, the squad leader said that Wang Hao was really miserable in their junior high school......"
"Hehe, I was beaten in junior high school, but it's still the same in high school!"
"The squad leader wants to deal with him, he has a hard time......
"Shhhhh......h
And the others all looked like they had a sudden realization, and they probably only realized that Dào was also in this dormitory at this time. My heart is like a thousand arrows piercing my heart, and now they will still care about my storage. After a while, after getting used to bullying me, it will be blatant.
Bastard...... I clenched my fist, but let go again. Why are you always so cowardly, who can come and rescue me from the sea of suffering?
I twisted my head against the wall and quietly burst into tears.
Zou Yang gradually became a figure in the class.
This is something I could have thought of a long time ago, it is too easy to win hearts and minds with his means. He mingled with the few sloppy students in the class, and he and Li Jie called him a brother and a brother. They are not only the top in the class, but also a group of well-known people even in the entire first year of high school. Li Jie and others were originally well-known gangsters in Beiyuan City, but now with the rich Zou Yang joining, it is really a strong combination.
The classmates in the class gathered around them all day long, patting their sycophants and slandering, delusionally wanting to walk with them in the scenery. Back in the dormitory, Zou Yang often scurried around. Of course, come to our dormitory. When I arrived at our dormitory, the other students in the dormitory would circle around him, and I lay on the top bunk alone without saying a word, as if I were from two worlds with them. There is a kind of person who is the center point wherever he goes, and Zou Yang is such a person.
Of course, the ridicule of me has never been less, but my left ear goes in and out of the right ear, and I look like a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water. I think Zou Yang also felt that he was in a school in a foreign country, and it was not good to be too arrogant, so he didn't be rude to me. Naturally, my classmates classified me as a marginal figure, and no one would take the initiative to talk to me, including my table mates. The four-eyed man named Liu Zihong seemed to be mute in front of me.
After self-study that night, Xia Xue sat in front of me again. At that time, Zou Yang and Li Jie were sitting in the front row of the classroom and fighting, and I obviously felt that Zou Yang's eyes were hot when he looked at me, with a hint of viciousness.
"Why are you always like this?!" Xia Xue's expression was even more indignant this time. "How am I?" I'm pretending to be stupid.
"What's wrong?" Xia Xue lowered her voice, as if she was giving me face: "He bullies you like that every day, what are you playing indifferently!" ”
"I'm used to it." I smiled, "That's good, no one is bothering me from studying." When I get into college, I will be able to get out of this life. ”
When I was in junior high school, I longed to be admitted to Seongnam High School, thinking that I would be able to start a new life here. Now I am in the key class of Seongnam High School, but I have pinned my hopes on going to university. The so-called ostrich psychology refers to my current state, right?
"What nonsense are you talking about!" Xia Xue couldn't help but raise her voice: "No one disturbed your study?" And what do you say when your English book is torn up? What do you say when your math homework is thrown into the water? What about your stationery box filled with chalk dust? ”