Chapter 3 Hate not to meet when you are not married
Ye Ming saw that Chen Yi's QQ space was set to not be open to anyone, which shows that she has a strong sense of prevention, and it also proves from one side that the content in her space diary is absolutely very important and very confidential, and it may even be some dark content that cannot see the sun......
With a feeling of apprehension, Ye Ming clicked on the "Log" column in the space.
When the page opened, a pinned title appeared in Ye Ming's eyes, making his blood almost freeze in an instant.
The title of this diary is: "When I Hate to Meet When I Don't Get Married", which is an original diary of Chen Yi, not a forwarded article.
This topic is obviously Chen Yi's heartfelt confession: she is in love with a man, but she is now married, and she can't show her heart to the man she likes, nor can she be with the person she loves, so she has to pour out her admiration and lovesickness in her private diary......
I don't know why, when he saw this title, Ye Ming suddenly felt a strong sense of jealousy in his heart: Who is this lucky man? What kind of magic power does he have that can make Chen Yi, the dignified and noble, reserved and high "No. 1 flower of the local tax system in K City", feel "hate to meet when you are not married"?
Could it be that this person is Li Li?
As the saying goes: A good woman is afraid of an infatuated man! A woman like Chen Yi is tall and lonely on the outside, as if it is difficult to approach, but in fact, she is very weak on the inside. If you run into a stalker suitor, they are often more soft-hearted and more likely to be captured by men than extroverted girls who are often flirting with men on the outside......
And Li Li is precisely a man who is stalking and doing everything in color hunting. What's more, he is still the leader of the county bureau, although his character is not good, his work ability and eloquence are very good, and he also has a little bit of manly charm. In the face of his crazy pursuit, Chen Yi, who had a bad relationship with her husband, was afraid that it would be difficult to resist, and maybe she had already secretly promised him.
Perhaps, the kind of disgust and indifference she usually reveals to Li Li is actually pretending to be shown to everyone, and it is a means for her to avoid people's ears. In fact, she had already been captured by Li Li......
Thinking of this possibility, Ye Ming hardly had the courage to open the diary to see the details inside. Moreover, in the face of this shocking title, he had a sense of shame of peeping into other people's privacy, and began to scold himself in his heart: Ye Ming, when did you become so despicable and so degraded? Chen Yi told you the password because she believed you, how could you use it to spy on her privacy? What's more, this privacy is still an extramarital affair involving her reputation and image, and it is the most secret thing in her heart, is it too immoral for you to peep into her like this?
After hesitating for a long time, Ye Ming finally didn't click on the diary: No matter who the hero in the diary is, he can't see it anyway, so let him become an eternal mystery in his heart!
When he was about to close the diary page, Ye Ming inadvertently glanced at the diary below, and suddenly saw the title of the latest diary: "Dear brother, sister misses you", and the diary was written three days ago.
Brother? Chen Yi seems to be the only daughter in the family, and she has no brothers and sisters! Why did she write such a diary? Does she have some kind of cousin or godbrother who is very close?
Because it was a diary written to his younger brother, it didn't seem to be a very secret thing, so Ye Ming clicked on it very casually, glanced at the contents inside, and suddenly felt like a lightning strike, and his body began to shake uncontrollably......
This diary is only a few short sentences: "Xiao Yezi, my dear brother, do you know that my sister is thinking about you? In more than ten days, you will come back from the provincial bureau to work, and you will sit opposite me as before. My sister is really looking forward to this day coming soon! ”
After being stunned for a few minutes, Ye Ming finally came to his senses: it turned out that the younger brother Chen Yi called himself was himself! Why did she write such a diary so affectionately? Could it be that the diary of "Hate Not to Meet When You Are Not Married".
The protagonist, is he Ye Ming?
At this time, he no longer cared about any shame and morality, so he quickly moved his mouse to the top diary, clicked on it, and read it word by word with great excitement and curiosity:
"Writing this title, I felt a deep sense of guilt in my heart. But if I don't write this journal, I'm afraid I'll go crazy sooner or later!
I don't know what day it started, but my heart, which was as calm as a deep ancient well, began to ripple slightly.
It turns out that I have always thought that if a married woman likes a man other than her husband, or even has an extramarital affair with a man she doesn't know, it is a kind of obscene thought, a despicable act, and a shameless depravity......
Although my marriage was not happy, and I knew that Li Zhi would do everything outside, I never thought that I would have to cheat or have an extramarital affair to get revenge on him - the family I came from did not allow me to do this, my education did not allow me to do this, and the loyalty and purity that I held deep down did not allow me to do this. Therefore, I have never been tempted by the temptation of the outside world, and I have never given a chance to any man who covets me. I want to live this life in an uneventful and uneventful manner according to the creed and principles that I adhere to.
However, his arrival completely shattered my peace and completely subverted my beliefs.
He was so handsome, so handsome that one could feel relaxed at first glance; He was so erudite and so talented, that I had been in college for four years, and had been working for six or seven years, and I had never met a man so eloquent and quick-witted; He is so cheerful and humorous, as long as he is present, he will be full of laughter and laughter, and he will be light-hearted......
I admit it: I'm in love, it's the kind of love that comes from the heart and goes deep into the bone marrow!
It was only then that I realized that the feeling of falling in love with someone was so wonderful, so ecstatic, and yet so bothersome......
Moreover, at this time, I also understood: the relationship between me and my husband Li Zhi was not in love, but a natural combination: his parents fell in love with my family's intellectuals, and my parents fell in love with his family's billions of wealth.
I understand my parents' thoughts: they just want me to live a prosperous and peaceful life for the rest of my life. And I, since I was a child, have been a good girl who has been very obedient to my parents, so on the basis of no love, I married myself to Li Zhi in a daze......
If it weren't for his appearance, if it weren't for the turbulent waves he caused in my heart, I might never have tasted love, and I might have always thought that men and women were like me and Li Zhi, who were maintained together by marriage, and then walked through this life plainly......
It's a pity that when I began to taste the taste of love, I no longer had the right and qualification to taste this mellow and sweet wine of love. I'm already married, and to put it a little more tackyly, I'm a crippled flower, and I'm three or four years older than him.
And he, so sunny, so handsome, so good, he should go to find a pure and beautiful, beautiful young girl like a flower, not yesterday's yellow flower like me......
I think I've always been a very sane person, and even though I miss him so passionately, even if I often can't eat and can't sleep at night, I have never shown anything in front of him. I believe that he should have never known: my sister, who sat across from him, often broke his heart for him, and often stayed up at night for him......
I like to take care of him like a little brother. I know that he was born without a father, and that his mother had just passed away when he first started working. Don't look at him optimistic and cheerful on the surface, in fact, he is a lonely and helpless child. Therefore, I often ask him to pack my clothes for me to take home to wash, and often cook a few good dishes for him and call him to come to my house for dinner......
This kind of caring for him and taking care of him makes me very satisfied and enjoys it. On several occasions, before I washed his clothes, I had to hold the dirty clothes that smelled from his body and put them under my nose for a long time to smell him, trying to feel his breath......
What makes me most ashamed and embarrassed is that I have been having some ridiculous and unspeakable dreams for some time now. In the dream, I was entangled with him...... What a wonderful feeling that is...... Underneath him, I felt like my whole being was going to melt, I felt like my whole being was going to float...... And this feeling of ecstasy is something I have never experienced in my life, including being with Li Zhi......
Every time I wake up from such a dream, I blush and my heart beats for a long time, and at the same time I fall into deep self-blame: What is wrong with me? How did I become so shameless and so nasty? Why do I keep having such ridiculous spring dreams?
What's even more terrifying is that one day Li Zhi came back from a business trip, and we slept together. That night, I had another dream like that. In the dream, I lingered with him again...... For some reason, the dream that night seemed to be more real and more intoxicating to me...... At the last moment, I couldn't contain my passion, my hands tightly wrapped around his body, and I actually shouted the word "leaf......
As soon as these two words were spoken, I woke up violently. It was only then that I realized that the "he" lying on top of me was Li Zhi......
From that day on, when Li Zhi came back, I found all kinds of excuses not to sleep with him - I was afraid that I would call out the word "leaf" in my dream again, I was really afraid..."
When he saw this, Ye Ming only felt that his eyes were moist, and tears flowed down his cheeks irrepressibly......
At this moment, the opposite door was suddenly slammed open, Chen Yi rushed in with tears in her eyes, and as soon as she entered the door, she threw herself on the table, covered her face and cried.