Chapter 062: If It If
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"Huh?" This thank you made the young police officer inexplicable, he looked at Xue Xuxu carefully for a long time, and saw that she was smiling sincerely, and her expression was more relaxed than these days, thinking about what he had figured out, he also smiled back and continued to drive back to the hospital.
When he returned to the hospital, Wang Hao happened to be waiting in the ward, and he was relieved to see them come back safely, he walked up and asked, "Is it okay?" Xue Xuxu shook his head with a smile, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, Wang Hao followed and sat on the stool, but it was still his mother-in-law who asked, "Why do you suddenly want to find Qiao Xin?" Because of your brother? ”
Xue Xu blinked vividly, and carefully studied whether there was a connection between them, but the silence for such a short time made Wang Hao misunderstand what she was subconsciously hiding. Wang Hao sighed helplessly, and lost his spirit.
"Maybe it has something to do with it." Therefore, when Xue Xuxu thought about it for a long time and suddenly came out with this sentence, Wang Hao was shocked. When Xue Xuxu looked at her with her mouth open and a little stupid, she burst out laughing and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Wang Hao scratched his head, "No...... Uh...... "He couldn't say it himself, or some things were not easy to say, so he laughed twice and planned to turn the page like this."
In the end, he is an honest person, even if he has doubts in his heart, he is not forced, speaking of which, Xue Xuxu also feels that she can't help Wang Hao, who has been by her side all the time, is that she reached out and twisted the quilt cover on the hospital bed, and thought for a moment, "Wang Hao, can you help me contact the psychiatrist in this hospital?" The kind that can do hypnosis. ”
Hearing this, Wang Hao was stunned and his brows squeezed into a hill in an instant, and he asked uncertainly, "Lifelike, is it possible that you want to remember your parents at that time......
"Hmm." She tilted her head to look at the sheets twisted by her fingertips, and replied sullenly, "That's what I did when I looked for Qiao Xin." Although Qiao Xin said that my amnesia needs to be gradual and not rushed, I always felt that there was no progress from her two times in a row, so I was a little suspicious, so I wanted to find another doctor to give it a try. ”
"But ......," Wang Hao hesitated. Although the case is now stuck on Wen Zhixing and there is no progress, but hypnosis knows that it is a risky way, and it is also a kind of destruction to people's spirits, not to mention that Xue Xuxu wants to recall the process of the murder of his own parents, which is really cruel. I think that Shen Liyang chose the stupidest way to find out the truth just to protect Xue Xuxu from harm, but now that it is his turn, he has to go against Shen Liyang's original intention, Wang Hao thinks that if Shen Liyang is present, he will definitely not agree.
Therefore, he raised his head firmly and replied, "I am against it." ”
Xue Xuxu, "......"
"You suspect that Qiao Xin did something out of it, because there is no substantial evidence, and I can't make judgments. However, she has a sentence that I think is good, you haven't remembered it all these years, and gradual is the best way, and even if you can't remember it, it doesn't matter, Skynet is restored and not leaked so many brothers will definitely be able to help you find out the truth, and you can also find Liyang. Therefore, let's think of other ways to be lifelike. You tell me? ”
Wang Hao tried to persuade, but Xue Xuxu felt that this was the only way she could think of. She turned her head to look at him fixedly, pursed her lips involuntarily, and asked Wang Hao hesitantly, "What if this process will take the second eleven years and the third eleven years?" ”
"This ......" Wang Hao frowned a little tighter, he knew that what Xue Xuxu said was not impossible, after all, it was eleven years ago, the clues of the case, the parties, the witnesses, these points can quickly solve the case, but ...... He opened his mouth and said, "But I feel ......"
"Is it still Skynet that is restored and not leaked?" Xue Xuxu interrupted him and repeated what he was going to say word for word, not allowing Wang Hao to explain She continued, "Wang Hao, I don't want to remember the events of the year because of any of you, I am for myself. ”
Wang Hao's big palm resting on his lap couldn't help but clench into a fist, and he lowered his head to listen quietly.
"Over the years, I have been avoiding returning to Jiangcheng, although I used to come back because I said I was going to get married. But in fact, only I know that if it weren't for the two things you sent, I might have jumped desperately even if I got on the plane back to Jiangcheng, and these were not because of fear, but because of the guilt in my heart. Xue Xu smiled self-deprecatingly, "I wasn't a child when the accident happened, I was obviously at the scene of the incident, my parents died tragically but I didn't do anything, and afterwards I forgot all the murderers who destroyed me, I couldn't face my parents, face any family members, or even myself." ”
Xue Xuxu licked her lips and paused, then lifted the long hair that came down from her forehead and put it behind her ears, she said, "If I had been brave from the beginning, then Shen Liyang and I would not have broken up, and he would not have disappeared, all because of my cowardice that led to today's situation." Before, I didn't know that I could still live in a mess, but now that I know, I can't go on like this, otherwise I will live in regret for the rest of my life, and I will never be able to forgive myself. ”
The ward fell into endless silence for a while, only the rustling of leaves outside the window was heard, and then the dead leaves that failed to fall in the autumn and winter have drifted back to the earth on the occasion of spring, and the fallen leaves have returned to their roots.
Since Xue Xuxu has talked about this, Wang Hao would be too stupid if he didn't understand it, so he nodded and stood up, "I'll ask the psychiatrist in the police force to come, we are more professional in hypnosis." ”
Xue Xuxu didn't answer, but gave him a grateful smile.
Soon, Wang Hao set the time and carried it out in the criminal police brigade two days later, and Xue Xuxu's personal safety could be fully guaranteed. Because the beds in the hospital are also tight, patients who have recovered cannot continue to live, and Xue Xuxu has always been reluctant to contact the people of the Xue family, so Wang Hao arranged a dormitory for Xue Xuxu of the criminal police brigade to live with a police flower.
Wang Hao said that the dormitory building of the current brigade is much safer and more comfortable than before, which reassures Xue Xuxu. Because of the lessons from the past, Wang Hao will naturally be more careful and meticulous, and Xue Xuxu can also trust him. Even she couldn't tell why she could trust this person wholeheartedly from the beginning, and then Xue Xuxu thought about it carefully, probably because Wang Hao's chubby appearance made people feel real, or maybe because he was Shen Liyang's closest partner at work, which invisibly narrowed the distance.
The night before the hypnosis, Xue Xuxu stood on the balcony of the dormitory and looked at the neon and traffic downstairs, feeling a melancholy feeling that she was stuffed but didn't know what it was.
But the two sat facing each other and said nothing. As for Wen Zhixing, when facing her, he was able to face her calmly, without fear and retreat, and didn't seem to feel that he was wrong at all, which made Xue Xuxu very angry, and directly poured a glass of water on the table on his face, and then left without looking back.
Wang Hao also joked that Xue Xuxu actually took a lot of trouble to see such a side in order to splash the other party with a glass of water, and he really couldn't understand it.
Actually, there is nothing that can't be understood, someone is watching from the side, and there are also monitors in the room where they are visiting, and Xue Xuxu still can't say a lot of words, and he doesn't want others to know at this time, so he didn't say anything. As for why he saw Wen Zhixing, the purpose was to know through him whether the accident was spontaneous or instigated by others.
As a result, nothing came of it.
"Jingle bell ......" Xue Xuxu saw that the mobile phone turned out to be Jiang Hao's name, but he didn't know that he said that he should not meet again in the future, for Xue Xuxu at this moment, it actually felt like a lifetime.
She picked it up and put it to her ear and gently responded, "Hey." ”
"......" But the other party didn't make any sound, but he could hear the sound of cars and people on the road.
Xue Xuxu thought that he should have deliberately not spoken with his mobile phone, maybe he said the wine by himself, so he couldn't save face.
Thinking of this, she smiled, "Jiang Hao, we said that we wouldn't meet at that time, but it wasn't so bad that we couldn't even talk." Immediately, a heavy sigh came from the phone, and Xue Xuxu asked softly, "Are you okay?" ”
"Hmm." He replied in a muffled voice, "I'm back in City B." ”
"Yes. It's also time to get to work. No matter how careless he pretended, the conversation was still awkward in the end, and Xue Xuxu tried his best to ease the awkward atmosphere with a relaxed tone.
Over there, Jiang Hao exhaled, "I heard my mother say today that you had a car accident and fell off a cliff...... It's all right. ”
"Hmm. Good people don't live long and will last for thousands of years, so I can't die. ”
Jiang Hao, "......"
...... Xue Xuxu felt as if she had talked to death, and Jiang didn't hear back for a long time, she stuck out her tongue in shame, and asked about Le Jia's condition. However, Jiang Hao said that he didn't know. Just when Xue Xuxu didn't know what to say more, Jiang Hao suddenly said, "Actually, Le Jia is smarter than both of us, she can figure out what she wants and should want, so ...... This may be the last time I will contact you. Even if you have nine lives, you have to cherish them, and besides, I won't bless you and your love, forgive me. ”
Xue Xuxu, "......"
"Lifelike ......"
"Huh?"
"Would you love me without him?"
Xue Xu thought about this question, "If there is a next life, I will first understand what 'love' is before I am qualified to love someone." ”
Jiang Hao also felt that someone on the other end of the phone was suddenly unfamiliar, "Then so be it." No need to say 'goodbye'. ”
"Wait!" Just when the other party was about to hang up, Xue Xuxu stopped, "Jiang Hao, I have a question I want to know." ”
"What?"
"Qiao Xin, the first time I went to Qiao Xin, you accompanied me, is there anything you need to tell me."
There was silence for a while, and after a while, a trace of breath came, and Jiang Hao said, "She won't help you recover your memory." ”
"Make it clear."
"That memory is a painful memory for you, and your eldest brother doesn't want you to be miserable. From the day you came back, he ......"
"I see." Xue Xuxu cut off his words, thanked himself and ended the conversation.
Over there, Jiang Hao was stunned and didn't say anything more, and after the two of them sank, he finally said, "Hang up." ”
Yes, the ears were instantly quiet, but Xue Xuxu still maintained that posture for a long, long time, until the moon disappeared into the clouds, and the police flower also poked her head out of the window to care about her.
Xue Xuxu nodded with a smile, helped him turn off the light, and returned to the balcony, holding his mobile phone and struggling to point out eleven numbers on the dial pad. Put it to your ear, and after it is connected, three sounds echo, and the other party picks it up.
"Lifelike."
"Yes, brother."