Chapter 24: Birth and Departure
Gu Xiaobei in the room and He Zijun who were standing outside looked at Li Haonan's indifferent and gloomy face at the same time, as ruthless as a devil, he looked so ruthless, as if he was the most evil demon in the Nine Layers of Hell, and he was not afraid to commit a heinous crime, just for his thoughts.
Both of them firmly believed at this time that Li Haonan was not intimidating, he was not a human being at all, but a mad devil who could do anything.
Gu Xiaobei and He Zijun softened at the same time. Gu Xiaobei felt as if something was pressing her heart, and the huge and invisible tension made her unable to bear it anymore.
Li Haonan sneered in his heart, because he stabbed them seven inches - He Zijun and Gu Xiaobei are both people who don't care about their safety, but they care about each other.
Although this realization made him very uncomfortable.
Li Haonan is always calm and red.' Naked'.' The danger of 'naked' finally completely shattered He Zijun's self-confidence, he lowered his eyelashes, his eyes were covered with a layer of 'yin' shadow, and said slowly: "I want to see Xiaobei, what do I want to hear from her?" ”
"You can't see her, she's pregnant now, she needs to recuperate, you can give her a call." Li Haonan picked up his phone and inadvertently glanced in the direction where Gu Xiaobei was standing. Although he couldn't see her, he knew that she was looking at him, "He Zijun, if you want to go your own way, I won't stop you, but you have to know how many actors are willing to pay anything to gain fame, glory and spotlight, I have a thousand ways to make you lose everything in an instant, and from then on you will be ruined, and life is better than death!" ”
Gu Xiaobei looked at the devil in front of her through the glass window, she knew that he was saying this to herself, it was obviously a threat that left no clear, and his tough posture was like a cannon loaded with a cannonball, and there was no room for the slightest refusal.
The phone was connected, Gu Xiaobei looked at He Zijun and grabbed the phone with some 'excitement' and joy, and stood outside a glass wall separated from him, anxiously waiting for his voice: "Xiaobei, speak, is it you?" ”
"It's me, Brother Zijun!" Gu Xiaobei struggled to suppress the tremor and choking in his voice.
"Xiaobei, how are you, how are you doing?" Gu Xiaobei listened to He Zijun's voice, a little weak, his voice was too warm, which always made her indulge unconsciously, but turned her head to look at Li Haonan with a sarcastic smile on the corner of her mouth, she replied weakly: "I'm fine, now I eat well, live well, he, he didn't bully me anymore and embarrass me." ”
"Xiaobei," He Zijun had so many things to say to Gu Xiaobei, but he knew that now was not the time, Li Haonan didn't go out, just sat on the side, obviously, he didn't want them to talk for too long. "Xiaobei, if you don't want this child, we can leave, you don't have to be afraid, I will arrange everything."
Li Haonan listened to He Zijun's words, and snorted coldly on the side, overpowering! Delusion!
Gu Xiaobei had been listening to the conversation between He Zijun and Li Haonan in the house, she knew that Li Haonan did it on purpose, he wanted to let himself say that he was willing, and he wanted to let himself be willing to be arrested.
Although she was 'forced', she had to say: "Brother Zijun, I thought about it, I wanted to give birth to this child, and I was reluctant to take him away." This, this is also my child! ”
"Shinobei, are you sincere? Do you really think so? Don't you embarrass yourself? ”
He Zijun's words, listening to Gu Xiaobei's ears, almost carried some kind of fatal 'temptation' and 'confusion', but she had to use all her strength to refuse: "I really think so, Brother Zijun, you don't have to worry about me, I am now a son and a mother, he will never hurt me again, you don't have to worry about me in the future, I will take good care of myself, and when I give birth to a child in the future, I will take him to see you......"
"Shinohoku ......"
Gu Xiaobei's tears finally couldn't help but flutter down, she put down the phone, couldn't hold on any longer, and sat on the ground with a weak body, because he was the radiant He Zijun, because he was his favorite He Zijun, so she couldn't be with him, she couldn't hurt him. She can't be so selfish.
She had loved him like that, and had always loved her, and he had loved her like that, and had always loved, and he had not stopped until now.
All the hardships, all the happiness between the two people, to this day, they have to let go, because they have no other way to go
In reality, the real love is to let go and watch him go away.
After a long time, the anger and hatred in He Zijun's eyes, as well as the unwillingness, finally slowly faded, and he looked at Li Haonan helplessly: "Mr. Li, Xiaobei is just a child, there will be a lot of things that cannot be handled well, and she is pregnant now, you must take care of her more......"
"Okay, Mr. He, I still have a meeting later, so I won't delay your time!" Li Haonan casually pressed the phone on the table, and Anya immediately walked in and made a gesture of invitation to He Zijun. Now that the matter has been resolved, he has no heart to listen to He Zijun's preaching, he has never been a patient person. What's more, he didn't give He Zijun a chance to be a good person in front of Gu Xiaobei.
He Zijun looked at Li Haonan who didn't care, his heart was tingling and angry, how could such Li Haonan be good to Gu Xiaobei.
But what else can he do, he knows that Li Haonan's hands and eyes are all over the sky, and he knows that Li Haonan is ruthless, just like he must take Gu Xiaobei away, maybe there will be a bigger disaster waiting for her.
Gu Xiaobei looked at the disappointment and unwillingness in He Zijun's eyes with blurry teary eyes, she clenched her hands tightly into fists, and felt that her distressed palms were sweating. But he could only watch him leave step by step, and step by step out of his life.
She looked at his lonely figure, a familiarity that she would never forget.
When she was very young, she said in front of him that she had said in front of many adults that she would marry him, a little 'girl' child, and said categorically a lifelong promise. She took it for granted, and He Zijun also accepted the righteousness of the day, and in those years they almost thought that the other party was their whole world.
But now, everything will be in ashes!
Gu Xiaobei let tears crawl all over his cheeks, as if this parting was an eternal decision!
In an instant, it seemed that the fate of the past had come to an end at this moment. I only feel that a kind of sorrow is endless, surging into my heart, sad and sad, but endless, as if there will be no peace in this life and this life.
When Li Haonan pushed the 'door' in, he saw Gu Xiaobei holding himself, shrinking against the wall, shrinking into a small ball, as if he could protect himself in this way. There have always been things in the eyes, falling down with a flutter, one by one, as if they were pearls with broken threads, and they just refused to stop.
His 'gloomy' face was calm, although he had won, there was almost no sense of victory, and the slightest pain almost gnawed at his heart like a poisonous snake - He Zijun said loudly and confidently to him that the person Gu Xiaobei liked was him!
He was annoyed in his heart, glared at Gu Xiaobei, and saw that she was still crying, so he hugged Gu Xiaobei up. Gu Xiaobei got up because his body was in the air, he was startled at first, and then began to struggle, but no matter how he struggled, no matter how he wrestled, it was useless, in his arms, he was imprisoned, unable to breathe, and his thinking was completely 'chaotic' and 'chaotic', and later, he didn't even have the strength to struggle, this is the weakness of the 'female', and she will never be the opponent of strength.
"Be honest with me! Hurt the child, I have you to look good! Li Haonan roared at her angrily, his arms were like steel rings and unconsciously encircled her with possessive 'sex', she was petite like a doll in his arms, she was held by him and walked out, with firm steps.
Gu Xiaobei raised his eyes to look at Li Haonan, and saw that it was a rare 'gloomy' face, hadn't he already achieved his goal? He should be happy, why is he still dead like this, as if he has never been happy in his life, and the bright light outside falls on him and is sucked in.
Li Haonan kept carrying Gu Xiaobei downstairs, the driver had already driven the car over, he stuffed her in, and then fastened the seat belt.
Gu Xiaobei was the first to sit in the car driven by Li Haonan himself, his car drove really well, speeding all the way, but it was unusually smooth. It's just that the air pressure in the car is unusually low, as if it wants to freeze her.
When Li Haonan didn't speak, her side face looked deep and cold, making her dare not approach. She was so afraid of him, because he could flatten her and round her as he pleased.
She saw that Li Haonan's face did not look like she was about to loosen, as if she was ready to jump out of the car at any time, she leaned her body tightly against the car 'door', she silently looked out of the car window, and countless scenes 'color' quickly retreated, she knew that she could no longer escape.
Gu Xiaobei looked out of the window painfully, I don't know how long ago, he used to be empty-eyed, arrogant, feeling that nothing could be difficult for him, feeling that no matter how high the mountain could be climbed, feeling that no matter how difficult the hurdle could be passed, feeling that anyone and anything could be solved, and no matter how deep the hurt was, he could forget it.
But this is not the case, she is forever helpless in front of him, and she is caught. I knew it was a desperate situation, but in fact, it was just a dying struggle, so what was the use?
When he returned home, Gu Xiaobei was already exhausted, as if all the strength in his body had been 'pumped' in an instant, lying there motionless, the pillow was wet from crying, the cold pillowcase was attached to his face, he was sore, tired and sad, he only felt that it was dark in front of him, and he could no longer see any light, so he fell asleep like that.
When Li Haonan went upstairs, he saw that Gu Xiaobei was asleep, he covered her with the quilt, got up to draw the curtains, and turned on the floor lamp. The room was filled with a hazy halo of orange and yellow.
He suddenly wanted to 'smoke' a cigarette strongly, he 'touched' the cigarette out, and glanced at Gu Xiaobei on the 'bed', she was lying on the right side of the 'bed', the quilt was bulging with a thin body outline, because the big 'bed' was wide, it looked like she was lonely and helpless.
He stood quietly for a while, then gently walked out of the bedroom and stood on the balcony, which faced the lake in front of the villa. He exhaled a puff of smoke, and his chaotic mood slowly calmed down, and at some point in his life, tobacco seemed to act as the best relief.
He knows that from today onwards, his life is different from before. In the bedroom, not far behind him, lay his 'female' with their child in her belly.
Li Haonan has always been a person who is not afraid of gods and Buddhas, no matter what happens, he has never avoided it, and he will rise to the occasion. At this time, in terms of his feelings for Gu Xiaobei, he didn't want to think about it, he just thought that he kept her, just wanted to keep the child in her belly.