When Shi Yu opened his eyes, it was already dark outside, the ward was very quiet, and everywhere he saw was white, and he knew that he was in the hospital without thinking about it.

He couldn't remember how many times he had been in the hospital.

Ever since he had myocarditis, he would have fainting or angina from time to time. The most serious time, when he was in a meeting, he heard that the project he was preparing for manual work was robbed by Zhan Yi, and he directly had angina pectoris at that time, and fainted directly in the conference room.

A person who used to be so calm and stubborn, because of myocarditis, suddenly became unable to do anything, every time he went abroad to take a plane, Shi Xia had to repeatedly tell him to pay attention to his body, when she couldn't follow him, she had to prepare various medicines for him, each of which would indicate how to take it on the medicine bottle, for fear that he would not take care of taking medicine when he was busy, and she would always call him from time to time to tell him.

Shi Xia was the only person who could give him warmth and comfort after he broke up with Zhan Qi, not only psychologically, but also physically.

So every time he looked at Shi Xia, he would silently swear in his heart. Be sure to get the reuse of Shi Zhongnian, and marry Shi Xia one day to give her the best happiness.

But now it's all ridiculous.

"Couldn't his situation change in a way? Do you need surgery or hospitalization, there's always a solution, right? ”

Shi Xia's voice suddenly came from outside the ward, with anxiety and nervousness, and even her voice trembled a little.

"Miss Shi, Shi Shao's condition is already very serious, and there is no better way than bed rest. If possible, try to take as little time as possible, stop doing a lot of work, and have a calm mind, and maybe there is a possibility of recovery. ”

Shi Xia listened to the doctor's words, tears fell suddenly, he was such a stubborn man, let him not do anything, like a waste of bed rest, what is the difference between this and killing him?

She stretched out her hand to hold the doctor, and said with some earnestness: "Doctor, is there no better way?" We don't lack money, as long as we can heal him, we can do anything. ”

The doctor glanced at her sympathetically, shook his head and said, "I'm sorry Miss Shi, there is no better treatment for myocarditis now, except for resting and recuperating, don't let him be greatly stimulated, and slowly recuperate on your own." ”

After the doctor finished speaking, he sighed and turned to leave, Shi Xia stood in the empty corridor, the tears became more and more fierce, she raised her head and took a deep breath, trying to force the tears back to the bottom of her heart, but she couldn't stop it.

Shi Yu lay quietly on the hospital bed, looking back at the ceiling above his head. I can't make any waves when I am calm.

In fact, he had consulted a doctor a long time ago, and he had read a lot of medical information about myocarditis, and knew that this disease could only be saved by himself, not by the outside world. Up to now, every time he has an illness, it is actually because his mentality is not good enough and he is stimulated.

And this time, especially so.

I don't know how long it took for the door of the ward to be opened, Shi Xia first sobbed cautiously twice, wiped away his tears, and then walked into the house, turned around and took two fruits.

When she returned to the hospital bed, she found that Shi Yu had woken up, hurriedly put down the fruit in her hand and went over to hold his hand, and said in surprise: "Ah Yu, you woke up, how do you feel?" ”

Shi Yu looked at the overjoyed woman in front of him, and suddenly felt a little trance.

In his memory, the first time he saw Shi Xia was when he was rescued from the Burmese Sea by Shi Zhongnian.

When he opened his eyes, she was sitting on the edge of his bed wiping his hands, her eyes red and swollen as if she were taking care of someone extremely important. The face was very haggard. The sun shone in through the window, as if it had gilded her body.

It wasn't actually her most beautiful appearance, but at that moment, he felt that she was extremely beautiful.

When she saw him open his eyes, she sobbed, and suddenly pounced on him and hugged him tightly, and cried against his chest, and kept saying, "I thought you would die, I thought you would die......"

He wanted to hug her, but he didn't have any strength in his body, so he could only let her hold him.

Later, it has always been Shi Xia who accompanied him for treatment and recovery, and she was smart and smart from a business background, but she was the only daughter. Even Shi Zhongnian once sighed to him regretfully, it would be nice if Shi Xia was a boy, so that he could take over the Shi family's family business.

He knew what Shi Zhongnian's words meant, it was precisely because Shi Xia was a girl that he needed a reliable adopted son to do things for him.

And Shi Yu was lucky to be that person.

When he first entered the family, he had no contact with business, and he had actually just been discharged from the army at that time, and he originally wanted to follow Zhan Qi and fight the world for him, but Zhan Qi didn't need him.

It was Shi Xia who assisted him, and slowly got started with all the properties of the Shi family little by little, and he still remembers the excitement and ecstasy when he successfully got a development case for the first time, and that case was also won by Shi Xia for him.

It wasn't actually a big project, and it could even be said that any executive could talk about it as long as it was far away, but he was very happy because it was dinner that night. Shi Zhongnian praised him for his talent in business.

After dinner in the evening, he went back to his bedroom and continued to read. He is a very self-aware person, and knows that except for continuous improvement, he will not be reused by Shi Zhongnian at all.

Just as he was studying hard, there was a sudden knock on the door outside, and when he opened the door, it turned out to be Shi Xia.

With a bottle of red wine in her hand, she stood at the door and shyly asked him if he was busy and wanted to have a drink together.

At that time, he didn't feel how noble he was, although the people in the Shi family's mansion called him "Da Shao", but he knew in his heart that those people called him "dog" behind his back, saying that he was just a dog that Shi Zhongnian picked up from outside and put next to him.

With such an identity, he didn't feel that he was qualified to drink with Shi Xia, the eldest lady.

Shi Xia is not tall, standing in front of him at 185, only up to his shoulders, plus she has kept her head down, and her short hair hangs down to cover her face, which makes her even more imposing.

Shi Yu glanced at her condescendingly, and pretended to be cold: "The eldest lady is still going to find someone else to have a drink, I don't have time." ”

After he finished speaking, he was about to close the door, but Shi Xia flashed into the house before he closed the door, and said with a crying voice: "Why don't you ignore me? You hate me that much? ”

He has never had a girlfriend when he is so old, and what he is most afraid of in his life is that girls cry, every time Xiao Qiyi cries, he can't wait to coax her with death and apologize. Seeing Shi Xia's tears, his head was big, so he could only invite her in.

The two of them walked to the terrace outside his room, found two cushions and sat down, Shi Xia poured them two glasses of wine, crossed his legs and looked up at the stars in the sky, and talked to him about his childhood.

She said, and he listened, and said nothing.

In the end, Xia saw that he didn't react, and said very frustrated that she was chattering all the time, and she didn't hear him speak.

This eldest lady is really difficult to serve, and Shi Yu has no choice but to tell her about her in the army. In fact, it was a bunch of gags from old men, but she listened to it with relish and kept asking him to talk more.

He couldn't help but be pestered by her, so he could only keep saying, from his enlistment to promotion, from promotion to entering the special forces, from special forces to retirement, and in the end, he was all done, and when he turned his head, the bottle of red wine next to him was actually drunk by Shi Xia alone.

Her face was a drunken crimson, and she looked at him with a smile, her eyes brighter than the stars in the sky. Shi Yu's heart jumped, and he didn't dare to look any further, for fear that he would move something that shouldn't be moved, so he hurriedly lowered his head.

She is the eldest lady of the Shi family, he is just a dog picked up by Shi Zhongnian, not as good as the domestic helper of the Shi family, he is self-aware, they are not all the way.

But Shi Xia didn't care, took his hand and said coquettishly: "Ah Yu, why don't you look at me, look at me." ”

She drank too much, her voice was softer and softer than usual, Shi Yu's heart softened into a puddle of water, and her heart beat faster as if she was about to pop out, but she still didn't dare to look up at her.

Seeing that he ignored himself, Shi Xia was anxious, so he simply leaned over and took the initiative to kiss him on the lips.

It's ridiculous to say, Shi Zhongnian took him to entertainment clubs many times before, and he also lobbied him openly and secretly to play with those women, but everyone who came out of the army had a cleanliness habit, and his cleanliness habit was particularly serious, and he couldn't stand the smell of those strong perfumes.

In the most extreme case, he pushed a leading princess to the ground in front of a person in a box, and the woman fell in front of her legs in an extremely indecent position, revealing the vacuum.

Shi Yu frowned, only feeling nauseous at that time. It's almost like having a phobia of women.

And this time, Shi Xia kissed him, except for his heartbeat, he didn't have any other disgust.

She was really drunk, her lips and teeth were full of sour and intoxicating red wine, and she collapsed in his arms after kissing and kissing, leaning on Shi Yu's chest, her slender fingers caressed his cheeks, and she looked at him with watery eyes and said, "Ah Yu, I like you, I really like you." ”

How the two of them were transferred to bed later, he can't remember clearly, they were both the first time, although he saw a lot of AV when he was in the army, but the actual combat experience was zero, and he couldn't do it at all, which made Shi Xia cry all the time.

He looked at her tearful appearance and wanted to give up in distress, but Shi Xia went to take his hand and let him continue.

When he slowly got a feeling, he asked her for many times for the first time.

When he got up the next morning, he looked at the woman next to him, and regret was regret.

Shi Xia woke up with the quilt wrapped in his chest and looked at him shyly, but Shi Yu's reaction was very cold, and he called her "Miss" expressionlessly, only throwing down the sentence "Yesterday was an accident, you forgot it", and then turned around and went into the bathroom.

He knew that his approach was very scummy and cheap, but he couldn't help it, the gap between him and Shi Xia was too big, she was a high-ranking lady, and he was a garbage who even his brother had to throw away, he didn't dare to touch her.

He felt that he would only pull her down.

He gave her enough time and stayed in the bathroom for nearly an hour before coming out, but Shi Xia still sat on the bed, hugging the quilt and crying quietly.

Shi Yu suddenly panicked, and hurriedly went up to coax her, Shi Xia raised his red and swollen eyes to look at him, and asked in a choked voice: "Ah Yu, do you think I'm cheap?" ”

How could he have such an idea?

In his heart, she didn't know how noble it was.

Shi Xia carefully pulled his hand, sniffed and said, "Ah Yu, I really want to be with you, don't leave me, let me help you, okay?" ”

He looked at the woman in front of him who had mustered up the courage to approach him, and at that moment he finally understood what it meant to "make steel and turn into fingers".

They travel to Switzerland together and have snowball fights together at the ski slopes. Once at the entrance of a shopping mall, they encountered a kissing competition, and the prize was a broken silver ring of more than 1,000 yuan, but Shi Xia had to pull him to participate. The two kissed for more than fifty minutes without being separated in full view, became the first place in any game, and got the cheap ring that was not as valuable as her meal.

Shi Yu took the red velvet box, he felt that he couldn't give it away, and he wanted to throw it away, but Shi Xia stopped him, took out the ring from the box, put it on himself, and happily asked him if he looked good.

The ring is really not good-looking, the style is cheesy, and it is very tasteless at first glance, but because her hands are good-looking, the ring lined with it is also very beautiful.

Shi Xia looked at the ring, and suddenly cried, hung his hands around his neck, and choked up: "Ah Yu, will you marry me in the future?" I want to marry you. ”

His eldest lady said he wanted to marry her.

Shi Yu didn't say anything at the time, but no one knew that when he came home that night, he suddenly cried in front of a bottle of red wine.

Their parents died tragically, and he didn't cry. He stole bread to his sister, and was beaten by the supermarket owner and his face was covered in blood and he didn't cry. was abandoned by Zhan Qi, and he didn't cry when he woke up after being reborn.

But that night he sat on the balcony and cried and laughed all night.

They were still together in the end, and since then, Shi Yu has one more concern in his life, and his efforts are no longer just to take revenge on Zhan Qi, but also to obtain Shi Zhongnian's reuse, in order to become a man worthy of Shi Xia.

And now, he suddenly realizes that everything he has done is a joke.

The woman in front of him no longer belonged to him.

In the words that those sons and brothers once laughed at him, how could a lady like Shi Xia look down on him, not to mention that Shi Xia had studied in Europe and the United States, and he was very open-minded, I was afraid that he would have been slept by someone a long time ago.

But at that time, he didn't believe that his pure and flawless Xia Xia could be that kind of person.

Now I know that all the persistence is just his wishful thinking, what kind of good woman will a woman who can cheat with someone else in the underground parking lot?

Seeing that he didn't speak, just staring at himself, Shi Xia stretched out his hand and shook it twice in front of his eyes, and asked, "Ayu, what's wrong with you?" Why don't you speak? ”

Shi Yu grabbed her hand directly and stared at her with burning eyes. Suddenly, he said, "Xia Xia, I have a question for you." ”

"You say." She still looks like a flower.

Shi Yu's eyes tightly grasped her face, and said word by word: "From ten to half past ten on the night of Huachen's year-end cocktail party, where were you during this time?" ”

As soon as his words fell, Shi Xia's face changed instantly, and he opened his mouth and said, "You...... Why did you ...... suddenly? Suddenly brought this up. ”

Shi Yu accentuated his tone, "Don't ask why, tell me, where were you at that time!" ”

"I, I'm ......" Shi Xia suddenly panicked. I couldn't say a word for a long time.

If Shi Yu still had a glimmer of hope for her in his heart before this, then after seeing her reaction, he was completely disappointed.

Shi Yu closed his eyes and used all his strength before asking, "Tell me the truth, were you with another man that night?" ”

"Ah Yu ......" Shi Xia opened his mouth and looked at him cautiously, "You know everything?" ”

Shi Yu pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly, "So, it's all true?" ”

Shi Xia hurriedly took his hand and said eagerly: "Ah Yu." You listen to me, I didn't mean to hide it from you, it's because ......"

"Let's break up." Shi Yu looked at her coldly, and suddenly threw out a sentence.

"Ah Yu ......" Shi Xia was stunned, looked at him stupidly, his throat seemed to be blocked by cotton, and it took a long time to tremble and say: "Ah Yu, I know I lied to you to make you very angry, but I didn't mean to, ......can you listen to my explanation?"

Shi Yu closed his eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "I don't want to hear a word of your words now, get out of here!" ”

Shi Xia's tears fell down one by one, "Ah Yu ......"

"Can't understand people? I told you to! A slut who rides thousands of people across 10,000 people, I don't want to see you! Get out of here, never appear in front of me again! Shi Yu said as he picked up the glass in his hand and smashed it at her.

The cup wiped Shi Xia's face and smashed into the wall behind him, exploding the flowers.

"Lao Tzu has already given you face, you know where I am going, if I hadn't remembered the old love, that cup just now would have ruined your face to seduce men!" The cramps in his heart kept coming, Shi Yu gritted his teeth, refusing to look at her again, "Hurry up, don't make me disgusting you more." ”

Shi Xia watched him raise his hand to cover his chest, knowing that his myocarditis had committed again, he didn't dare to say more to annoy him, so he had to pick up his bag and stand up, "Then I'll go first, don't be angry, take care of your illness, I'll come to see you another day." ”

"If you still want me to live for two more years, don't come again, I don't want to see your face." Shi Yu turned his back to her, and only threw out one sentence, "Get out, let's go." ”

Shi Xia wanted to say something, but when he saw him like this, he couldn't say a word after all, and he reluctantly left with tears in his eyes.

The moment the door of the ward closed, a warm liquid flashed from the corner of Shi Yu's eyes, and he hurriedly raised his hand to wipe it off and closed his eyes hard.

*

Time flies quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it is already the middle of December, and the injury is also recovering well. Slowly, I was able to speak normally.

In order to make her feel better, Zhan Qi even took the initiative to find the children in the kindergarten who had a good relationship with Zhi, and after communicating with the parents of the children, he took the children to Song Yuan to play with Zhi.

During this time, it continued to fall a few times one after another, and Song Yuan's eyes were white everywhere he looked, Song Qingge stood in front of the window wrapped in a woolen shawl, watching Zhizhi and a few children running around happily, and his mood was much more relaxed.

"What are you looking at?"

A man's deep voice suddenly came from behind him, and then his waist was circled, and Zhan Qi's chin rested on her shoulder, hugging her tightly.

"I'm playing with the kids." Song Qingge couldn't help but smile. "Looking at them like this, I suddenly thought of when I was in school, my father was afraid that I would be lonely, so he brought Xin Tian to me to read."

Zhan Qi looked sideways at her, "Missed her?" ”

"Sort of." Song Qingge sighed, "I don't know how she's doing now, whether she's okay with Zhan Zheng." She only knows me now, and I shouldn't have left her alone, in case ......"

"Don't worry, Zhan Zheng now knows that he is wrong, listen to his assistant, Zhan Zheng is now rushing home every day after work, he is still learning to cook a few days ago, Xin Tian follows him and doesn't have to worry about Ji Huai'an, at least safety can be guaranteed."

"But ......"

"Mrs. Zhan!" Zhan Qi couldn't help but call her in an aggravated tone, lowered his head and bit her earlobe, "You don't think about others now, can you?" You've got two in your stomach! ”

Speaking of which, she is now about to take care of herself and take care of others.

Song Qingge turned around, hung his hands around his neck, tilted his head and asked him with a smile, "Does Mr. Zhan like boys or girls?" ”

"As long as you gave birth to it, you like it." Zhan Qi grabbed her waist and chuckled, "Even if you give birth to Nezha, I like it." ”

Song Qingge glanced at him, "Cut, I have to be pregnant for three years when I give birth to Nezha, if you are not tired, I am still tired." ”

Zhan Qi smiled, "Who said I wasn't tired?" ”

She was speechless, "What do you have to be tired of?" The child is in my belly and not in yours. ”

"I can't have sex with you anymore, do you say you're tired?" Zhan Qi leaned in and bit her lip gently, his ascetic voice was hoarse, "It's only been two months now, and I feel like I haven't had intimate contact with you for a long time, wouldn't three years kill me?" I really don't know how Li Jing endured it. ”

Song Qingge glanced at him with disgust, "You think everyone is the same as you, thinking about that thing every day." That's why Li Jing can soar to immortality but you can't. ”

"If you become an immortal, you can't indulge in lust with you, it's better to be a human being. It's human nature, so what's wrong with it? Zhan Qi kissed her on the face as he spoke, and pretended to say casually, "Did you say that?" Wife? ”

After his words were finished, Song Qingge was suddenly stunned.