Tu Baobao also burst into tears at that time, she couldn't accept Xu Yaran's statement. The friendship she has always been proud of, why has it become so insignificant now in Xu Yaran's mouth? Tu Baobao felt very aggrieved, it turned out that she was not as important in Xu Yaran's heart as Yin Ziye.

"Right...... In my heart, Yin Ziye is more important than you. Xu Yaran's voice was choked with a hint of choking, in fact, he had a lot of difficulties, because Tu Baobao had never understood her true thoughts, she had loved Yin Ziye in her heart for more than ten years, but she had never hidden it in her own heart, afraid that Yin Ziye would know, afraid that Tu Baobao would know, afraid that anyone but herself would know. But how could she say these words to Tu Baobao?

Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran in disbelief, she couldn't believe that this was Xu Yaran's own words, in her mind, she was not as important as Yin Ziye at all. Although Tu Baobao didn't think these sentences were true, but from Xu Yaran's mouth, Tu Baobao still felt that he was hurt. Xu Yaran's words are as lethal as high as 85% for Tu Baobao, and now Tu Baobao feels that he is very hurt.

"Really?" Tu Baobao asked with some self-deprecation, since Xu Yaran said this now, Tu Baobao has nothing to say.

Originally, Tu Baobao came here this time to hear Xu Yaran explain why this is in person, even if it is an excuse made up by Xu Yaran, Tu Baobao can accept it, because Xu Yaran is still willing to lie to herself, which means that in Xu Yaran's heart, she still cares about her. But now Xu Yaran is not willing to find even a decent excuse and lie, does that mean that Xu Yaran already thinks that her friend is dispensable, and she no longer needs to spend time and energy to manage this friendship painstakingly.

"Yes." Xu Yaran was trying her best to suppress herself before she said something that was cruel to each other. If Xu Yaran didn't grit her teeth and insist, she was afraid that she would cry out for a while, the reason why she would say such cruel things to Tu Baobao was that she really betrayed Tu Baobao's friend, and second, she felt that she was a shady person and was not worthy of being Tu Baobao's friend at all. Since her heart has betrayed Tu Baobao a long time ago, what is the use of Tu leaving a shell?

Rather than this, why don't you just break it off? Because Xu Yaran herself is not sure whether she can refuse Yin Ziye again the next time Yin Ziye comes to her for help. She didn't want to ask for Tu Baobao's forgiveness again, and then sell Tu Baobao again, she couldn't do this.

"Good...... Then Xu Yaran, we ......" Tu Baobao finally couldn't hold back, and asked with tears in his eyes: "Then we, what are we like this?" Have you ever truly considered me a friend? ”

"I ......" Xu Yaran gritted her teeth, but she didn't know what to say.

Seeing Xu Yaran showing such a look, Tu Baobao's heart was completely cold, it turned out that Xu Yaran did not regard herself as a real friend for a moment. Although this is not the case, Tu Baobao can't help but think so. After so many years of being together, sometimes they can't be convincing at all. The current Tu Baobao has ignored the bits and pieces of their relationship because of Xu Yaran's words, and there is enough evidence to prove the existence of their feelings in those abandoned times.

"Okay, you don't have to say it." Tu Baobao wiped his tears, looked at Xu Yaran with great resentment and said, "I already understand, if you don't have anything to say, then I'll go first." Tu Baobao stood up stubbornly, and now the opportunity is also given to Xu Yaran, but she is so stingy that she is not even willing to give herself a ridiculous reason, which has broken her heart for Tu Baobao. At this point, Tu Baobao already knew the ending, so she didn't want to humiliate herself. Maybe she came to the wrong place today, and she shouldn't have come over to question Xu Yaran. In the end, I didn't get the result I wanted, but I fell into this embarrassing atmosphere.

Xu Yaran looked at Tu Baobao's back and felt as uncomfortable as a thorn stuck in her throat.

Let's say, if this matter is not said today, maybe I will never have the opportunity to say it to Tu Baobao again in this life. She has been hiding this matter from Tu Baobao for more than ten years, and now Xu Yaran wants to tell Tu Baobao the truth about this matter, if she doesn't say it, this will always be a thorn in her heart, tormenting herself forever. So no matter what, this time be sure to say it.

"Baby, there is one thing I have been hiding from you, but I must go out today, even if you hate me and resent me because of it. I really don't want this secret to rest on my heart forever. Xu Yaran stood up and shouted loudly at Tu Baobao's back.

Tu Baobao was about to leave when she suddenly paused, she turned around and looked at Xu Yaran, she cared a lot about what Xu Yaran said just now, and hid it from her for more than ten years? What is it? Is Xu Yaran willing to say it now? Is it related to Yin Ziye? Is it related to this incident? Tu Baobao faintly felt that there must be a connection between the two, but if Xu Yaran didn't say it, she couldn't be sure. As long as what Xu Yaran wants to say is related to this incident, Tu Baobao will forgive her. Because Tu Baobao is inseparable from Xu Yaran, a best friend for many years.

Xu Yaran walked towards Tu Baobao step by step, although there was only a distance of about twenty steps, but every step Xu Yaran took was particularly heavy, just because of what she was going to say next. Maybe Tu Baobao will hate herself even more after listening to it, Xu Yaran was a little scared, she could almost hear the sound of her teeth chattering, so clear.

No matter how far away it is, there is a moment when it comes to the end, Xu Yaran stared at Tu Baobao's face and said word by word: "There is one thing that has been hidden in my heart for a long time, I have never told you, and I have never thought to tell you, if it wasn't for Yin Ziye to beg me, maybe you would never know about it." We will be good friends for life, and this matter will eventually disappear with me as we grow old, and as long as I don't say it, no one can know. Now that I betrayed you, our friendship will come to an end today, and in order not to leave any regrets, I have decided to tell you this secret buried deep in my heart. ”

"Baby, you know what? I have liked Yin Ziye for more than ten years, and from the moment I first saw him, my heart was filled with Yin Ziye, and I couldn't tolerate a second person from now on. ”

"You used to introduce me to boyfriends, but I rejected all of them, just because I already had a Yin Ziye in my heart, and I couldn't tolerate anyone else. But Yin Ziye is your boyfriend, sometimes I feel that I am very sorry for you, I hide it from you, I actually hide this kind of dirty thoughts from your boyfriend, and sometimes I look down on myself. ”

"There are so many men in the world, why would I like your boyfriend?"

"When you and Yin Ziye were together in the past, I had a lot of opportunities to choose to stay away from Yin Ziye, but I was selfish and greedy and wanted to stay by Yin Ziye's side, even if I could look at him a few more times, I would feel very happy."

"So I am very humble to stay by your side, hoping that one day in the middle of the night when I look back, I will find that in addition to you, there is another woman who has been behind him, as long as he is willing to turn back, he will see the woman who has been waiting for her."

I'm like a cockroach hiding in the shadows trying to steal other people's happiness, and I don't deserve to be your friend or let Midnight see me. Over the years, my heart has been full of guilt, I actually have this kind of mind about my good friend's boyfriend, you should have recognized me as a person a long time ago, and you should have broken off with me a long time ago. ”

When Xu Yaran finished saying this, tears welled up again, these words had been hidden in her heart for many years, and today she finally had the opportunity to say it. It's just that the price of saying it is too big, and it is too big for Xu Yaran to bear before today, if it weren't for these things, or letting Xu Yaran go would really let these secrets rot in his stomach. ”

"But there doesn't seem to be anything bad about saying it now. At least my heart is much more relaxed now, as if my heart has never seen the sunshine before, and suddenly I am much more open, Xu Yaran also feels that she is a lot brighter, at least in front of Tu Baobao, Xu Yaran will no longer have the same guilt as before. ”

After Tu Baobao listened to Xu Yaran's words, the expression on his face changed. She was extremely shocked, she never thought that Xu Yaran would actually like Yin Ziye, and she never dreamed of this result. How could Xu Yaran like Yin Ziye? If it weren't for Xu Yaran admitting it herself, even if Tu Baobao was killed, she wouldn't believe that this kind of thing would happen.

This kind of bloody plot at eight o'clock in the evening actually happened to himself and Xu Yaran. Life is really bloody, and it is even more bloody than the bloody drama at eight o'clock.

Now Tu Baobao suddenly thought that when he told Xu Yaran that he and Yin Ziye started to procrastinate, Xu Yaran cried so sadly, not because he was afraid that he would forget her if he had Yin Ziye. It's that she will completely lose Yin Ziye, so that's why she cries, right? She has always felt that Xu Yaran is a strong girl, from childhood to adulthood.

But now Tu Baobao feels that he seems to be wrong, and it is outrageously wrong, it turns out that Xu Yaran is just a very good woman, and she will cry when the person she likes likes someone else.