Chapter Twenty-Seven: The End of the Rival in Love
On this day, when Wen Yimo, Chen Jiaqiang and others entered Li Haonan's office, they saw Li Haonan sitting behind the desk with his back to everyone, his head slightly tilted to the left, his face facing the window looking at the clear sky, and his left hand supporting the sun's temple', as if he was contemplative, holding a half-lit cigarette between his fingers.
At this time, he didn't seem to be any different from sometime in the past, but for some reason, they all felt as if there was a suffocating breath in the whole room, and the air seemed to be devoid of oxygen.
Everyone was a little suspicious and 'confused' to find the position they were used to sitting in on weekdays and sat down, Wen Yimo sat opposite Li Haonan's desk, looked at Li Haonan's back through a table and said: "Haonan, we are all here!" ”
Li Haonan turned around after a while, with obvious absent-mindedness on his face, his mind seemed to not know where to drift, he raised his head a little sluggishly, looked at everyone, and when he looked at Anya, there was a trance in his expression, "Anya." There was infinite tactful emotion in his voice, and a bitter smile appeared on his lips.
Anya looked at Li Haonan with a smile like a 'flower', at this time, she was already very clear, Li Haonan already knew everything, he called everyone together today, just to make a break with himself.
She has followed Li Haonan for so many years, Li Haonan's ruthlessness naturally knows that if he is willing to talk to himself 'privately', I am afraid that he still has a way to live, but he brought everyone together today to clean up the 'door' household, and give everyone a fair and honest reason and 'handover' generation.
Li Haonan sat there, just looking at Anya fixedly, his face slowly became dignified and indifferent, like a statue carved out of good materials, the smile on Anya's face, who had always been calm, was about to be unbearable, and Li Haonan said in a low voice: "Anya, did I do anything sorry?" ”
Wen Yimo, Chen Jiaqiang, Sister Hong, Wu Chuang, Xian Zhiming, and Ruan Wenzheng were all full of doubts and confusion in Li Haonan's eyes looking at Anya's high-pressure eyes, and when they heard Li Haonan ask this, they all felt like they had been struck by lightning, and they all immediately realized that Anya, their friend who had been in the same boat for many years, was going to be cleaned up by Li Haonan!
The smile on Anya's face couldn't be maintained at all, she originally thought that she could dare to act and be bold for love, but she looked at the man in front of her who she had loved for more than ten years, and knew that she loved him and was even more afraid of him, she stammered with some difficulty: "Brother Haonan, I, I...... Wrong, you, you can spare me this time! ”
"I spare you! But how innocent my unborn child is, why don't you spare him! Li Haonan's deep voice seemed to be a little angry, and the people in the room couldn't help but look at Anya in surprise.
No matter how well-informed Anya Rao is, her body couldn't help but tremble slightly, and Li Haonan's eyes were like torches, as if she wanted to dig out two 'holes' in her. Her face was a little stiff, but she still reluctantly and dryly said, "Brother Haonan, I'm ...... I'm a ghost, confused! I was wrong, you spare me! ”
Li Haonan's eyes rose in vain, and there was a hideous anger floating on his deep 'fine' face, and Anya shivered in fright, and almost knelt weakly.
Although Wen Yimo, Chen Jiaqiang and others are like brothers and sisters with Anya on weekdays, they also feel that something is important at this time, and Li Haonan's ferocity and brutality are the most clear to them, Li Haonan at this time is like a lion who has blown up 'Mao', no one dares to have a slight disobedience, even Xian Zhiming, who has the greatest courage and has the best relationship with Anya, also snorted and did not dare to speak.
"You're confused! What the hell is going on? Yes, I thought you were confused, so I was going to let you go. After Gu Xiaobei's miscarriage, I always felt that something was wrong, but when I knew that it was you who brought Gu Xiaobei out and Wu Chuang sent Gu Xiaobei over, I Li Haonan decided to tolerate it for the first time in my life, because I didn't want to make it difficult for each other to face the results of the investigation, after all, we have been brothers for so many years, after all, we have been together for so many years from birth to death, I don't want others to say that I 'forced' my friends to death for a 'woman' or my own child! ”
Li Haonan's eyes had a blood-devouring light, he gritted his teeth, word by word: "But I forgot the old saying, tolerate and raise 'rape', tolerate and raise 'rape'!" Sure enough, you can be confused once, and the ghost 'confused' mind once, you can be confused twice, and the ghost 'confused' the mind twice! The last time you pushed Gu Xiaobei downstairs, there were no more children; This time, you deliberately arranged for He Zijun to get off the plane at the same time as me, and cleverly let Gu Xiaobei, that little fool, get the news and go to the airport to see He Zijun, let me see everything, and let me misunderstand. ”
The room was full of people looking at Anya with horror and anger.
"Gu Xiaobei, she is just a child, she can have a few hearts, how can she beat you who are veterans of the rivers and lakes! It's not how you set up a trap, how she drills in! Anya, why are you doing this? Why? ”
Under Li Haonan's 'forced' questioning, Anya seemed to know that she would not die well today, so she slowly calmed down, looked at Li Haonan, and her voice was suddenly gentle: "Brother Haonan, don't you really know why?" She said, slowly 'revealed' a smile, very beautiful, and there was infinite elegance in the smile, "Brother Haonan, all this is because I love you!" I love you from the first time I saw you, I know all your joys and sorrows, I know all your life and rest, I can be your right-hand man in business, I can be the best partner in your life, I firmly believe that no one in this world can love you more than me, I can do it for you, don't want 'sex' life, can that little girl her? ”
Slowly, Anya's voice sharpened, and there was a hint of anger on her face, "She doesn't know what you like to eat the most?" She doesn't know what your favorite sport is? She doesn't know what your best ideals are? What is your favorite entertainment...... She doesn't understand you, she doesn't know how to appreciate you, but you still choose to be with her, is she worthy? ”
Later, Anya's emotions were completely 'agitated', "Brother Haonan, think about it yourself, with Gu Xiaobei, can she really make you happy?" Do you feel like you're living an easy life? I just feel that you are getting more and more depressed, I love you so much, but you have never cared, in your heart, I am not as good as that little girl, just because she can give you a baby, just because she doesn't want to see you, so you have to marry her, so all these years, everything I have done for you is nothing? In the end, Anya's eyes were glazed, the corners of her mouth hooked a smile, and she said almost unconsciously: "So I want her to die, so in this world, there is no her without me!" ”
"Anya!" Li Hao stood up suddenly, his eyebrows jumped suddenly, his eyes were a little red, and he roared angrily: "Shut up!" ”
Anya seemed to be a little sober in Li Haonan's drinking, and looked at Li Haonan with a pair of beautiful eyes in horror.
Li Haonan closed his eyes slightly, sat down in the chair dejectedly, and seemed to lose all his strength for a moment, and his voice dimmed, "Anya, I know everything you have for me and what you have done over the years. I know that you know me better than I do, and I am 'excited' by how good you are to me. But Anya, everything you can give me is not what I want.
We were so similar to each other, the same cruelty, the same scheming, the same blood, the same masquerade that I almost suffocated in such an atmosphere. Therefore I cannot take a wife like you, and let myself live forever and eternally in such a dark sin.
I want Gu Xiaobei because she has a fresh breath that is different from ours, she is like a transparent water crystal, no matter from that angle, it is crystal clear.
Because I know that I can't give you the happiness you want, so I've never messed with you all these years. So many of our close comrades-in-arms are here today, tell me, have I crossed over to you over the years, have I ever touched your hand? Have I ever said anything ambiguous to you? ”
Anya's face was gray, and she bit her lip stubbornly.
"Anya, you said you did this because you loved me, but you didn't think about how I would feel when you did this? Didn't you think that the child you killed was mine? Didn't you think I would be distressed? 'Forced' Gu Xiaobei and me to a dead end, didn't you think I would be sad? You keep saying that you love me, this is your love, watching me struggle, life is better than death, this is your love! ”
Anya looked at Li Haonan, the look on his face at this time was a look she had never seen before, far more painful and deeper than anger and murder, such a sad and indignant gaze made her take a step back.
Everyone in the room was a little dumbfounded, none of them thought that the mature and rational 'gloomy' like Li Haonan would clearly say his feelings for Anya and Gu Xiaobei in front of everyone.
Except for Xian Zhiming and Ruan Wenzheng, two people with big nerves, everyone else realized that Li Haonan's love for Gu Xiaobei had reached the point of hopeless 'medicine', and a steady man was like a teenager in his first love, sharing his feelings with others, and there was only one possibility, that is, this feeling had filled his 'chest', and it couldn't be fuller, so he would take out some of it and show it to others.
None of them thought that this slightly immature 'girl' child named Gu Xiaobei could actually make Li Haonan make up his mind to lift the shackles of his body for many years and launch a juvenile madness at the age of thirty!
"Brother Haonan, I was wrong! It's me who is 'selfish', it's me who is bad, it's me who hurt you! ”
Li Haonan tiredly leaned his head against the back of the sofa and covered his forehead with the back of his hand, "Anya, in fact, I have no right to blame you, we all know that we are the same kind of people as each other, I have always been with you, in order to achieve the goal, do everything, even if you know that the other party does not love you, you have to take it by force." ”
There was a deep exhaustion in his hoarse voice, although he had just recovered from his anger and pain, his voice was unusually calm, but it was silent, as if there was no hope, "Anya, I don't blame you, I only blame myself, I brought you badly, I deserve it." Let's go! Let's go now, go far! ”
Anya looked at Li Haonan like this, which made her more terrifying and sad than seeing Li Haonan who beat her and scolded her, she didn't know when tears had crawled all over her face, and she suddenly knelt straight in front of Li Haonan, "Brother Haonan, kill me!" I'm sorry for you, you kill me! ”