Chapter Twenty-Three: Holding Someone Else's Wife
"Why can't I cook, when I become a star, I don't eat fireworks in the world!" He Zijun looked at Gu Xiaobei and didn't remember anything, feeling sad in his heart, thinking that she was actually alone now, living in a circle that had nothing to do with her in the past, even if people treated her badly, hiding their thoughts, and harboring 'yin' schemes, she didn't know. And he couldn't do anything, he could only watch her live in other people's calculations, He Zijun thought about this, he couldn't help but shed tears, and didn't dare to let Gu Xiaobei see it, so he hurriedly pretended to go to the bathroom and secretly wiped away his tears.
But everything He Zijun did was looked at by Gu Xiaobei, she lived by Sister Hong's side, although she was loved by everyone, but it was the first time she felt such a natural 'revealed' true feelings.
It turns out that in this world, there are still people who love themselves sincerely! Gu Xiaobei's heart seemed to be translucent, and it was no longer so heavy.
Hearing that He Zijun was going to cook, thinking that he had just come back, there must be nothing to eat at home, Gu Xiaobei grabbed the key to the room 'door' where He Zijun was still on the coffee table, afraid that the water flow in the bathroom would be too big to hear the sound of the outside world, so he walked into the bedroom and stood outside the bathroom 'door' and shouted into the bathroom, "Brother, you wash slowly, I'll go downstairs to the supermarket to buy vegetables!" ”
"Wait a minute, Xiaobei, let's go together!" He Zijun's voice was mixed with the sound of water.
"You wash slowly, I'll be soon, I'll be back soon!" Gu Xiaobei trotted all the way out of the room.
He Zijun simply took a combat bath, came out to change into his home clothes, and eagerly went downstairs to look for Gu Xiaobei, just like Gu Xiaobei was a child who would be abducted and trafficked at any time.
He greeted Gu Xiaobei at the 'door' of the supermarket downstairs, her movements were very fast, after such a while, he came out with two large bags of vegetables and fruits, he hurriedly stepped forward to take the bag, carried it in one hand, and habitually pulled Gu Xiaobei's hand in the other hand. He was too tall, Gu Xiaobei almost stood under his 'yin' shadow, and he had an indescribable sense of déjà vu.
Gu Xiaobei looked up at He Zijun beside him, because of the eagerness to come out, his hair was still a little wet, and the whole person had a fresh feeling after washing. At this time, the afterglow of the setting sun hit his 'fine' facial features, and half of his eyebrows and eyes were covered with a layer of yellow halo, making him handsome like the work of a contemporary artist.
"Brother!" Gu Xiaobei's voice was sweet and crisp, I was so proud to have such a brother!
"Whoa!" He Zijun's voice was soft, with a slightly nasal tone.
"Brother, you look so good!"
"Silly boy!" He Zijun lovingly stroked her head with his hand, and his smiling eyes were full of fine golden 'color' and 'ripple' lines.
The kitchen of He Zijun's house is very clean and tidy, and there are no signs of overfire. But after He Zijun returned home, he began to roll up his sleeves and cook, his movements were skillful, and his 'chest' looked like he was experienced.
Gu Xiaobei surrounded He Zijun in front of him, as if he had forgotten what he had just cried about, giggling, a little heartless, and his face was full of sincere happiness.
He Zijun looked at Gu Xiaobei's vivid expression, shining like a diamond. The small figure shaking beside him made him feel like he was in a trance for a moment, as if they were back in the past, and everything was still the same as before. Suddenly, I felt that my eyes were 'damp', and my heart was full of ups and downs.
Some things, once missed, will never be undone.
Because he was afraid that Gu Xiaobei would be hungry, He Zijun didn't do anything too time-consuming, and after a while, there were already four or five very home-cooked dishes on the table, but the face was bright and bright, and the aroma was fragrant. The dishes are also in sets, shining in the light like a workman's beauty.
Gu Xiaobei smelled the aroma of the food, and he couldn't bear the hunger for a long time, and looked up and asked He Zijun opposite: "Brother, can you eat?" ”
"Absolutely." He Zijun looked at her with a smile and said expectantly, "Try it, is it delicious?" ”
Gu Xiaobei grabbed the chopsticks and took a mouthful of fish-flavored 'meat' shreds and put them in his mouth, and then nodded again and again, "It's delicious, it's delicious!" Delicious in the world! ”
"Little slippery!" He Zijun knew that his food was only medium, when the two lived together in the past, Gu Xiaobei always disliked the food he cooked was not delicious, and now that he thinks about it, that kind of dislike is a kind of luxury happiness.
Gu Xiaobei lowered his head and ate violently for a while, and when he was almost finished, he stopped, biting his chopsticks and looking at He Zijun opposite. His expression was so soft under the light that it made people 'fascinated', and in a trance, it was almost the same as the scene in her dream.
With years of understanding of her, He Zijun knew that she had something to say like this, and she looked like this when she was nervous, and after a few years, these small details still hadn't changed at all, and he didn't urge her.
"Brother, I want to move out of my cousin's house."
He Zijun listened to Gu Xiaobei's words, and sighed in his heart, what happened to make Gu Xiaobei have the idea of moving out of Sister Hong's house.
He Zijun knew about Wu Chuang's marriage. That day, he knew that Gu Xiaobei was in love with Wu Chuang, and returned home sadly, and after calming down, he realized that Li Haonan would never let Gu Xiaobei be 'obsessed' with Wu Chuang for too long. With that man's ruthlessness, he would definitely come up with the safest way to make Gu Xiaobei completely die.
He knew that Li Haonan's methods were spicy, decisive and vicious, otherwise he would not have the name of the hero of Southeast Asia, even how many outlaws were terrified when they heard his name. He had to secretly pray that Li Haonan wouldn't do too much, lest Gu Xiaobei be too sad, there were too many things in this world that made her sad. But he didn't expect Li Haonan to use such a 'fierce' means to make Gu Xiaobei die.
He also knew that Gu Xiaobei was sick, and at that time he couldn't come back from filming in other places, and his anxious voice was hoarse.
But all the worrying things have passed, and what happened made Gu Xiaobei have the idea of moving out of Sister Hong's house again. He sandwiched the dishes for Gu Xiaobei and asked, "Xiaobei, what's wrong, you're not happy living in Sister Hong's house?" ”
"Yes, not happy. They always band together to force me! Gu Xiaobei felt aggrieved as soon as he thought of this matter, his eyes were red, and his eyes were bright, "They always want to make me and Li Haonan together, Li Haonan 'forced' me, they all helped Li Haonan to 'force' me together, but I don't want to be with him, I'm afraid of him!" ”
He Zijun's black 'jade' pupils popped out of the light of grief and indignation, he got up and came to Gu Xiaobei, stretched out his hand and gently touched her face, holding her hands that were trembling a little because of the 'agitation' with one hand, her fingers were cold, only the palm of her hand was still a little warm, "Xiaobei, don't be afraid, my brother will find a chance to talk to them, don't let them 'force' you like this again!" ”
"My cousin already knows that I don't want to, and she doesn't 'force' me anymore, and Li Haonan has disappeared recently. But I've already figured out that I'm not going to live in my cousin's house, and I'm going to move out. Gu Xiaobei's voice was tight, and his voice was inaccurate, "Brother, can you lend me some money, I want to come out to live." ”
He Zijun stretched out his hand and hugged Gu Xiaobei in his arms, which was the most accustomed way for him to hug, his arms wrapped around her shoulders, his chin gently pressed against her hair, and the warm body temperature enveloped her whole body, "Xiaobei, don't talk to me like this." Everything I have is yours, it's all yours, whatever you want, I'll give it to you! ”
Gu Xiaobei couldn't see He Zijun's expression, he could only feel his heartbeat through the thin shirt, and the heartfelt voice, word by word was like the sound of gold and stone.
Her heart settled down all of a sudden, and the panic and helplessness she had been in these days seemed to be in He Zijun's words, in his warm embrace, and found a harbor to anchor.
Gu Xiaobei thought that He Zijun had promised him, put his heart down, returned to the previous sunshine, and began to chatter and laugh.
He Zijun naturally didn't need to mention this matter again, he knew that it was impossible for Gu Xiaobei to move out to live, because Li Haonan would not allow it. She was originally a little 'flower' of herself, placed in the greenhouse, and was taken care of and cared for by herself, but now it is different, she now belongs to Li Haonan, and completely belongs to Li Haonan.
After eating, He Zijun packed up everything, just like many days before, and accompanied Gu Xiaobei to watch TV on the sofa. Gu Xiaobei, who was full of food and drink, snuggled up to He Zijun's side, and slowly fell asleep.
He Zijun looked sideways at Gu Xiaobei who was leaning on his body, there was a little bit of saliva at the corner of his mouth, shiny, and his eyelashes were very long, like butterfly wings trembling slightly. He only felt that somewhere in his heart was sour, it turned out that the prosperous world was prosperous, the stars were shining, and they were all passing by, all he wanted was for her to be so carefree all her life, sleeping by his side.
As in the past, he gently picked her up, walked into the bedroom, put her on the big bed, and then lay on her side, like an adult sleeping with a child.
Gu Xiaobei in the dream was a little disturbed 'murmuring', his head drilled into his arms, curled himself up, curled up into a small ball and leaned on his arms, and continued to sleep peacefully, as if he had done it thousands of times.
He Zijun's tears finally flowed uncontrollably, even though he thought that the worst and most bitter thing had happened, even though he thought that the saddest days had been overcome, even though he thought that his heart had been as hard as a stone and completely died, even though he thought that he could let Gu Xiaobei live by Li Haonan's side, but he still cried.
He understood when he saw Gu Xiaobei squatting in front of the 'door' of the community like a 'wave', all his efforts were just a futile struggle, and all his joys, sorrows, and sorrows were tied to her.
He raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and then let himself go, silently bursting into tears. All the grief and pain came over the world, like a tsunami. 'Le Mo Le Xi knows each other, sad and sad parting', who knows this heart-rending taste.
He felt a little choked with crying, and bit his lip so as not to make a sound. looked at Gu Xiaobei, who was still smiling in her sleep, brushed her forehead slightly messy with her hand, lowered her head and kissed her cheek, her breath was still so clean and warm, with a faint sweet fragrance.