Chapter 9: Letting the Rapist. The love is more violent
? Gu Xiaobei was a little flustered, looking at such an indifferent, cold and steady Li Haonan, he actually had a feeling that he had nowhere to hide for a while, this skirt, this mood, how can I hide it!
She hugged the child, didn't even look at Li Haonan anymore, tried her best to pretend to be very calm, pretended to look at the 'flowers' to the side, and slowly walked farther and farther, until she walked out of Li Haonan and Anya's sight, Gu Xiaobei felt that the corners of his mouth that he had been trying to raise were about to 'twitch', all the disguised smiles and strength disappeared, and he slumped weakly on the chair, as if he was exhausted.
Li Haonan squinted his eyes slightly and watched Gu Xiaobei gradually walk away with the child in his arms, putting down his hand and being ravaged repeatedly. The mobile phone was ravaged, and the blank eyes looked into the distance painfully. He deliberately turned a blind eye to Gu Xiaobei like this today, and when he saw Gu Xiaobei and Sheng Jian together yesterday, his anger had not subsided. He knew that he couldn't bear the little girl, otherwise he wouldn't have yelled so urgently to ask the Sheng family to send Sheng Jian away.
But he is angry, he must not be bullied by the little girl like this, and she will take it away! He realized a truth in the ordeal of this day, his indulgence and pampering without asking for anything in return and groveling is the most fatal and undesirable in love.
If you love someone to the point of just giving without asking for anything in return, being willing to be wronged, being too tolerant and never resentful, it will only make the other person's love more unequal to yourself, because you don't care about the gains and losses, the other party will be used to it and have no consciousness to reciprocate. This seesaw party is always on top of the feelings, often do not get the desired results.
He stared at the direction in which Gu Xiaobei left, and suddenly vinegar surged up from his chest, this dead girl, does she really have anything to do with Sheng Jian, she just doesn't want to see him, she can't wait to stay away from him!
At this time, Li Haonan realized that his past arrogance was too ridiculous, thinking that he had been tumbling in society for so many years, what scene had he never seen? Who hasn't been in contact with it? He had already cultivated the Fire Eye Crystal, but at this moment, he hated himself extremely much, wasn't he always conceited and sharp? How can she face this little girl, she will suffer from gains and losses, and her brain will be mush!
Suddenly, the mobile phone next to him rang, and even Li Haonan himself was startled, he picked up the phone and looked at the name that jumped on the screen, and frowned slightly!
He picked up the phone, and Wen Yimo's anxious voice immediately came, "Haonan, Utelli died suddenly!" ”
Li Haonan's expression was unusually dignified and serious, in this world, there are not many things that can make people like Wen Yimo really anxious. They all know that as soon as Utelli dies, there will inevitably be a small 'chaos' and 'chaos' in Southeast Asia, and Utelli is now the largest arms smuggler in the Golden Triangle.
Was his death an assassination, or a natural death? After his death, can his son Wumo smoothly take over his position, can he keep this position, and suppress the outlaws with wolf ambitions under him!
Because of the sudden death of Utelli, there will definitely be a brutal struggle in the Golden Triangle, and if it is not done well, it will affect the pattern that has been stabilized for several years.
Li Haonan took the mobile phone and got up quickly, he must now rush back to the Golden Triangle immediately.
Anya was beside Li Haonan, and when she saw Li Haonan's 'yin' face after answering the phone, she knew that something big was wrong, and couldn't help but ask worriedly: "Brother Haonan, what's going on?" ”
"Utelli is dead!"
"Ahh Needless to say, they are all people from the Golden Triangle, and Anya who Li Haonan can think of immediately thought of it, seeing that Li Haonan is about to leave, Anya follows behind Li Haonan, "Brother Haonan, I'll go back with you!" ”
"No, you're not fully recovered." Li Haonan was already cold at this time.
"Brother, just let me go, it turns out that I 'dealed' with those subordinates of Utelli, I will go back with you, I can help a little, and I will definitely not drag you back." Anya's face was solemn, and she looked at Li Haonan's unusually strict face, like a soldier facing a general.
Li Haonan groaned slightly, and nodded, "Okay, let's go together!" ”
As soon as the two of them took a few steps, Li Haonan suddenly stopped, turned his head to look at the direction in which Gu Xiaobei and the child disappeared, still with a cold and 'gloomy' appearance, but his eyes 'waved' for a moment, and the 'yin' hidden reluctance and 'desire' in it stopped.
Gu Xiaobei hugged her son and played on the side for a while, and the maid walked over and greeted her, "Miss Gu, let's take the child to dinner!" ”
Thinking of Anya and Li Haonan sitting not far away, Gu Xiaobei was depressed, and said coyly: "No, you take the children over and eat with them, I'll go back!" ”
"Miss, Mr. and Miss An went out together, Mr. left a message, this time they may have to leave for a few days, let's take good care of the children. Miss, you can stay and eat with the children! ”
When Gu Xiaobei heard the servant's words, he only felt that the anger in his heart was getting stronger and stronger, Li Haonan, this 'bastard', didn't even say a word, so he left with Anya again!
What made me even more angry was that I was still here with a fluke in my eyes, expecting him to explain to me. But not only did he disdain to explain, but he also blatantly went in and out with Anya to the end!
It's so ridiculous that I actually pinned my hopes on such a ruthless, murderous, and cold man who dared to do anything! Do you still expect to reconcile with him, and expect him to remain obsessed with him?
It was he who overestimated himself, so in exchange for Li Haonan, he was red.' The humiliation of naked' and 'naked' is that he lowered himself to humiliate himself, and wore a torn skirt in an attempt to seduce him, thinking that if he lowered his posture like this, he would really bloom brilliant 'flowers' in the dust!
Phew, these are fucking deceptions, whether you are pretending to be a fairy girl or you are disgraced and stuck in the dirt, once a man changes his mind, you have to get out of the way immediately!
Although Li Haonan and Anya left, Gu Xiaobei did not stay at home to eat today, and the truth that Li Haonan and Anya were together shocked and disappointed, and gave her a heavy blow.
Today, since she saw Li Haonan and Anya together, her heart has been tensed to the extreme, and finally, when she walked out of this luxurious villa with golden carving 'jade', she lost control. Pain or nostalgia, sadness or unwillingness have all turned into tears.
Gu Xiaobei didn't know how long he had been crying, he only knew that he had been back in the dormitory, and his tears had not stopped. She suddenly had an illusion, as if everything was flowing away in front of her eyes like this, and the things around her that she once thought were beautiful, and those memories that she couldn't forget, were all blown away by the wind, even if she just wanted to look back, but after all, it was still vague and could not be traced.
When she returned to the dormitory, she looked at her red eyes and somewhat swollen face in the mirror, thinking that she would have to go to work tomorrow, so she had to force her 'spirit' to steal a mask from Zhou Lisha's makeup bag and put it on. sighed and complained, I don't know whether to laugh at myself for not being willing to face reality or lamenting the fragility of love and the fickleness of men! At the same time, he smiled bitterly: Alone, no matter how self-pitying, no matter how wronged, no one will see it, no one will spoil you, what are you still squeamish!
The cake shop in the third year of junior high school began to officially go to work, and Zhang Xiang and the others came back one after another.
On this day, Zhang Xiang pulled Gu Xiaobei aside and said mysteriously: "Xiaobei, there is a good job that makes money quickly and easily, do you want to do it?" ”
"I don't sell.' Kinky's! Gu Xiaobei lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers, and said expressionlessly.
"What nonsense!" Zhang Xiang laughed angrily at her and slapped her twice, "There is going to be a large-scale house 'handover' meeting on the street in front of me, and I want to recruit some little girls who are handing out flyers outside, we are on the night shift for half a month, and it's okay during the day anyway, it's better to earn some extra blocks!" ”
Gu Xiaobei rolled his eyes weakly, "Distribute leaflets?" That's what you call making money quickly and easily! ”
"That's right, 1,000 tickets per person, and 100 yuan will be given on the spot after they are distributed! You don't need to use your brain, you don't need to talk, you don't need to walk, you just need to stand there and use your hands, which is easier than white-collar workers in an office building, this is not a good job to make money quickly and easily! ”
Looking at Zhang Xiang with shining eyes, Gu Xiaobei nodded and admired sincerely, "This is indeed a good job!" ”
"Then you promised to go! I won't look for anyone else, I'll win two places, such a good thing, of course I thought of you first......" Zhang Xiangmei said with a smile, looking at Gu Xiaobei's still lack of interest, scratching his head, "Xiaobei, if you are afraid of being embarrassed, or afraid that the big man who likes you will see it, I'm sorry, you can wear a mask, I don't care, anyway, no one here knows me, and no one likes me!"
"Where is there any big man who likes me!" Gu Xiaobei now hates that everyone misunderstands what happened to her and Xian Zhiming, she stood up and waved her hand fearlessly, "What kind of mask are you wearing, am I the kind of person who needs to hide my head and 'show' my tail!" ”
Gu Xiaobei and Zhang Xianglai handed out leaflets, but she didn't wear a mask.
Her life has come to this day, all the people who should be lost have been lost, this city, people who know and don't know are ignoring her, what is she afraid of!
Gu Xiaobei felt that he was now half a splash, and he was disheartened that a dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, so he almost held high the banner and shouted: "Let the 'rape' love come more violently!" ”
In fact, it's just that Li Haonan doesn't want her anymore, He Zijun doesn't want her anymore, what can he do! Really, she can get through it, no matter how deep the wound is, no matter how painful it is, but the injury always needs to be healed slowly, she has patience, she wants to let herself get through!
Gu Xiaobei distributed leaflets against the sun, optimistically comforting himself, the excessive consumption of the 'physical' body is the best way to forget the damage to the soul, where can I find this kind of free errand to relieve the depression of the soul? It's hard to find!
The house prices at the housing 'handover' meeting have obviously risen again, with an average price of about seven or eight thousand, but there are still a lot of people at the house 'handover' meeting, and the amount of 'trade' is also amazing.
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