Chapter 62: Some miss him
"It's okay, I can help you go through the procedures for a leave of absence without pay, as long as you come back, you can do it at any time." Fang Zhi saw that Xu Yaran was moved, and he immediately said.
Xu Yaran nodded and said, "Okay, then thank you Mr. Fang." ”
Of course Xu Yaran knew that Fang Zhi was so attentive to her. Of course, it won't be because of how good her work performance is, but it's just the same reason as when she was fired. What Fang Zhi likes is nothing more than his classmate relationship with Tu Baobao and Yin Ziye.
If he wants to use it, then make use of it, and he can also use Fang Zhi's admiration for Nangong Yuhan and Yin Ziye to achieve his goal, this is a win-win situation, Xu Yaran thinks why not?
This matter was decided.
When Xu Yaran went back, she directly took off her coat, turned on the TV, and took out the plum from the refrigerator to eat. In the past, when she went out from home, Xu Yaran would always turn off the air conditioner, but recently she always likes to leave the air conditioner on all the time, so that it is warmer.
I don't know why, Xu Yaran doesn't seem to be as afraid of the cold as before. It's not as lazy as it used to be.
With words in her mouth, watching those outdated romance movies on TV, Xu Yaran looked at the pictures on TV, but her thoughts flew far away.
In the past, when she and Li Yilan hadn't broken up, Li Yilan always liked to hug herself and sit on the sofa together to watch TV. Li Yilan especially likes her small earlobes, even when watching TV, Li Yilan is always dishonest, likes to rub on her body, she is most afraid of itching.
Li Yilan likes to hold her in her arms and watch TV, and her hands always wander dishonestly on her body. If her attitude is not tough, Li Yilan will take advantage of the situation, strip off all her clothes, and press directly on the sofa to rectify the Fa on the spot, until both of them are out of breath and have no strength.
At that time, Li Yilan always liked to hold her in her arms, as if nothing had happened just now, and continued to watch TV. didn't dress her either, she was ashamed and angry, but there was no way to take Li Yilan.
Although Li Yilan is a scoundrel, his body is always very warm, and when he hugs him, even if he doesn't turn on the air conditioner, he will feel very gentle.
When she sleeps at night, Li Yilan always doesn't allow her to wear clothes. In Li Yilan's words, it's too troublesome to take it off, and it's a hassle to simply don't wear anything. At the beginning, Xu Yaran would still resist, and Li Yilan would keep pressing her under her until she had no strength to resist again. Because of the counter-effect of resistance, Xu Yaran got used to it later.
Once...... Once upon a time...... Everything was good, but it doesn't exist anymore. Those are just flowers in the mirror, moon in the water, all fake. Now that I think about it, it seems like my whole body hurts. The sweeter it used to be, the more painful it now feels.
Love is a poison wrapped in a layer of honey, and if you covet that little bit of sweetness, you will taste countless bitterness. After this sweetness, it turned out that this bitterness was bitter, and she couldn't bear it at all.
Xu Yaran felt a warmth in front of her, and as soon as she stretched out her hand, she found that she had already burst into tears.
Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran who was busy packing up her things very helplessly, she sat on the sofa completely indifferent. She came over today just to ask Xu Yaran to help her choose a dress to wear on her birthday, but she didn't expect to meet Xu Yaran who was going crazy and wanted to move.
Now it's almost five months since the baby's belly is painted, so it has been revealed, and you have to choose a good-looking dress. The big-bellied woman is really not very good-looking, but although she complains on her lips, she is sweet in her heart.
In the past, when she was pregnant with Yu and Yanyan, where would she be so idle as now, and there were still people waiting by her side?
"Ranran, do you really want to move?" Tu Baobao couldn't help but ask, this is the thirteenth time she has asked today.
"Hmm......" Xu Yaran just answered and continued to pack her things. She is sweating profusely now, Tu Baobao is now pregnant, Xu Yaran always can't let Tu Baobao do these physical work, so she can only do it herself. In case Tu Baobao has something to do with her, she really can't explain to Tu Baobao's twenty-four filial husband Nangong Yuhan.
In fact, there is nothing special to take away when moving this time.
Just bring some things that Xu Yaran is used to, and bring some changes of clothes.
After packing up the things, Xu Yaran used a large cloth to cover all the furniture, so as not to open her own knot in the future. When I wanted to come back and live, the house was already a haunted house.
After doing all this, Xu Yaran sat down on the only sofa that could be sat on, and next to this sofa sat Tu Baobao.
"Ranran, are you sure you really plan to move out?" Tu Baobao asked for the fourteenth time.
"Hmm......" Xu Yaran wiped the sweat from her forehead and nodded in reply.
Tu Baobao asked her fourteen times, and she gave Tu Baobao fourteen affirmative answers. In fact, Xu Yaran also knew why Tu Baobao asked her like this, this house was left to her by her parents, she had lived in this house for more than ten years, and now she suddenly moved out, no wonder Tu Baobao asked again and again so nervously.
This time, Xu Yaran moved out of the house, and she really didn't bring anything. A suitcase was enough to pack everything and take it away. As for the furniture in the house, she didn't bring anything, she really didn't want this house, it was the home left to her by her parents. That's why she went out and rented the house, instead of selling the house and buying another one.
In fact, Xu Yaran is reluctant to give up this house, but this house has left too many memories for Xu Yaran, all of which are Li Yilan and hers. Every time she recalls what happened in the room over and over again in those five months, Xu Yaran always feels pain all over her body.
In every corner of this house, Li Yilan's memories have been left. She didn't want to torture herself like this anymore, she was no longer the Xu Yaran she was ten years ago. can wait for ten years for an unrequited love. In the same way, she didn't want to keep the memories of those few months and live this life. She needs time to forget, find a place without Li Yilan to live first, and she will slowly forget. When she returns to this house one day, it means that she has stepped out of the past and found herself.
"Ranran, do you really want to move out?" Tu Baobao couldn't help but ask again, this is the fifteenth time.
"yes...... I'm sure I'm moving out and I don't want to stay in this house anymore. Xu Yaran replied with certainty and resoluteness.
"Does it have anything to do with your falling out of love this time?" Tu Baobao lowered his eyelids and asked.
"Relevant." Xu Yaran replied directly.
"There are so many memories of us here, I need to find a place that is completely blank for me and then create memories. Use those memories, and then slowly fill in those hurt memories, but it's only five months, and it will soon be filled. Xu Yaran said with a smile.
Xu Yaran was obviously laughing, but Tu Baobao felt extremely sad, she always felt that Xu Yaran was very sad when she talked about that relationship, and even laughing.
"Is it Li Yilan?" Tu Baobao asked.
This is a question that Tu Baobao has wanted to ask for a long time. However, because Xu Yaran's emotions had to be taken into account, Tu Baobao never asked for the mail. Since I've already said it today, it's better to open the skylight and say something bright, so I asked. She had already suspected Li Yilan, and Tu Baobao had always remembered what happened in the coffee shop that day.
Nangong Yuhan's actions that day, Li Yilan's lovelorn, and Xu Yaran's silence. Tu Baobao felt that Xu Yaran's lovelorn this time was related to Li Yilan. It's just that Xu Yaran didn't say it, when she relied on her guesses and imaginations, she always had no confidence at all.
"I don't want to say it." Xu Yaran turned her face away and said coldly.
Since she promised Li Yilan, Xu Yaran didn't want to talk about anything related to Li Yilan anymore.
"You tell me if it's him, and if it's him, I'll hold him accountable. I also have to teach him a good lesson, and I will never let you be wronged. Tu Baobao patted his chest and said to Xu Yaran.
"No, don't guess. Li Yilan and I don't know each other at all, don't you know that he is Nangong Meining's boyfriend? I also met him through Nangong Meining. We haven't seen it a few times, though. Xu Yaran said flatly, without the slightest hole in the expression on her face.
Tu Baobao looked at the expression on Xu Yaran's face, she didn't see that Xu Yaran had told too many lies, so she couldn't judge whether what Xu Yaran said was true from the expression on Xu Yaran's face. But putting aside everything else, Xu Yaran's face was calm, as if she really didn't know Li Yilan.
Originally, Tu Baobao had already identified the man as Xu Li Yilan, but seeing the expression on Xu Yaran's face, Tu Baobao was suddenly not so sure. Could it really be that she guessed wrong?
"Okay, don't talk about him. I moved out of here just so I could forget about that man, and you're good to keep it in mind. Xu Yaran slapped the baby and said with a smile.
Xu Yaran's hand was very strong, she just slapped Xu Yaran gently, but instead grinned Tu Baobao's painful teeth.
Xu Yaran didn't pay attention to the newly bought sports car, and since Christmas, the car has not known where it has gone. Xu Yaran didn't care, anyway, it's not her own car, if you don't have it, you won't have it, right? As for the 30,000 yuan, she gave it to herself at the beginning, and then Li Yilan made it up to her.