I looked at him and sneered, "I only know that he saved me twice, and you gave up on me at a critical moment for your status and interests." Except for Mr. Ji, everyone may make me miserable after entering the casino, but he respects me, I don't want to serve players other than him, and you are not qualified to change my workflow without permission. Have you asked me what I think, you don't know now, that gun is against my head, how desperate and frightened I am, I am threatened not by anything else, but by a life, do you really think that he will not attack me, there are many things in this world, can you control it? ”

Jiang Huan was forced to face it by me, he avoided my eyes, stood in place and shook his arm vigorously, "You sentenced me to death without listening to my explanation, it's not fair!" ”

He covered his face and took a deep breath, "I won't let you have an accident, no matter when, I'm sure he won't shoot, and even if he will, that bullet won't hurt you." ”

I thought it was funny, and I shook my head and said, "Your biggest flaw is that you're too conceited and too dissatisfied." You are always thinking about sacrificing everything to climb up a little, everyone in South China wants to be Mr. Ji, and everyone wants to be the third master of martial arts, but has anyone succeeded? They have given more than you, they have lost their wives and children, their families, and in the end, they have betrayed their relatives and left their relatives, and the result is still struggling at the bottom, for people to call and drink. People like Mr. Ji are too high for us to attain, isn't it good for us to live in peace? ”

Jiang Huan interrupted me angrily, "Do you think there is a way back now?" Xiaojin, life and the life you like, which is important. ”

I was stunned, and after he finished yelling, he realized that his tone was too impulsive, a trace of apology flashed on his face, and he was about to open his mouth to say something, and I had turned my head away from him.

He knows that he can't explain it to me, men and women are contrary to each other in the face of major rights and wrongs, the former is ambitious, the latter only wants to have children, at least today he can't understand me, because I am still full of resentment, I even have great doubts about this relationship that has lasted for three years, I don't understand whether it is worthy of my maintenance and cherishment.

Jiang Huan sighed, he leaned over and held my head and kissed me on the lips, he told me not to think about it, and then turned around and pushed the door out of the bathroom.

I completely submerged my body in the water in a swirling hot white mist, I stared at the ceiling rendered by the white light extremely pale, and Jiang Huan has been with many scenes constantly floating in front of me, he is really good to me, but this good has a trace of suspicion and flaws under the big right and wrong, I am the woman who has been with him in the peaceful era, and I am the first thing he abandoned in troubled times, and the first choice he kept in front of many things must not be me.

I woke up the next morning with a dizzy head, as if I had a cold in the rain last night, I pushed open the door and walked out of the bedroom, Jiang Huan was holding the tableware on the table, the pressure cooker in the kitchen made a sharp and harsh sound, he and I looked at each other for two seconds, he immediately rushed into the kitchen to turn off the fire, I followed up to see that the gas stove was full of overflowing porridge and white foam, and there was a faint smell of mush in the air, he was a little embarrassed and said, "It seems that I am really not the material for cooking." ”

I pushed him away and asked him to wait for me outside, I poured the porridge in the pot into the sink and turned on the faucet to rinse, and scooped up a handful of new rice, Jiang Huan liked to drink porridge very much, before he met me, he only ate noodles, he would cook noodles, and then we were together, I began to learn to cook porridge for him, so that he never cooked in the past three years.

People can't be petted, especially men, men are the best at kicking the nose and face in the world, give a little sunshine and it will be brilliant, so Xi Qing knows that I am with Jiang Huan, and the most advice to me is to hold the point, put it away freely, and take the initiative. Women should have the upper hand in the relationship, so that they can be long-term and reliable, once the man has the upper hand, it will be difficult for the woman to take this key back, and life will inevitably be a mess.

But it's not so simple to engage in men, you can say anything, you will be confused when you do something, Xi Qing's kind of stunner who is born to play with men is one in a million, I can't learn, when I now clearly find that the relationship between us is becoming more and more unequal, I am helpless, I don't know how to remedy it, just live in a daze, even if I want to leave, I always have to find a place to live in South China, survival has a bargaining chip, dignity is the last word.

What's more, I can't bear him, what a person gets in the most difficult time will make her remember it for the rest of her life, Jiang Huan is a rib that can't be removed in my life, and I will feel pain if I lose him.

When I was cutting the ham, Jiang Huan suddenly leaned on the door frame and said to me, "Xiaojin, I want you to get out of the casino." ”

My hand holding the knife trembled slightly, almost cutting my fingers, "Then what do I live on?" ”

"I can feed you, and wouldn't it be nice for you to cook for me at home and take care of the flowers and plants."

I groaned, I put the sliced ham on a plate, opened the lid, and sprinkled it into the porridge, "But how can I believe that you can feed me for the rest of my life." ”

He was a little puzzled, "Why can't you raise it?" Isn't it natural for a man to raise a woman? ”

I put the porridge in the bowl, ignoring the sincere and strange expression on his face, I passed him and walked out of the kitchen, put the porridge on the table, I sat down and picked up the spoon to cool it a little bit, he brought out the rest of the side dishes in the kitchen, he sat across from me, still stubbornly looking at me, as if I didn't say anything he wouldn't eat.

After I drank the porridge in the bowl while it was hot, I wiped the stains on the corners of my lips with a tissue and said to him, "I admit that I got my today because of you, and if there is no problem with me, I will be attached to you, but I think at least I am self-reliant now, I am working in a casino under your protection, earning a lot of money for my own expenses, and I don't need to open my mouth to you for anything, and if you told me this before last night, I would be very pleasantly surprised to accept the arrangement and plan you gave me, but now I can't, I don't dare, I am afraid, I don't dare give it all to a man who will give up on me at any moment, I need to give myself security. ”

Jiang Huan didn't expect me to bring up this matter again after a night, he was very helpless and irritable and threw the spoon into the bowl, due to excessive force, the porridge was splashed and overflowed the bowl, spraying a table.

"Why don't you understand me, you know how important that thing is? It fell into the hands of that group of people, it was related to our net worth and lives, I couldn't take risks, I couldn't get things back, but although you think you are in danger, because you never really believed in my ability, I can save you, I am sure. If I couldn't even protect my own woman, how could I be here today? ”

I fixed my eyes on Jiang Huan, we fell into a relatively silent silence, more and more silent, until finally even the sound of breathing was imperceptible, he was at first full of anticipation and grief to look back at me, but over time, he was stunned by my cold gaze, he flashed a trace of discomfort, I got up from the chair, said to him I am full, and left the house.

I went to the casino at noon, and those day shift dealers nested in a lounge to watch the theater, they like to discuss which set is easy to use, which card player is generous, the final summary is that the more generous the shot, the more gentlemanly the hands and feet, and the hands and feet are particularly broken, but picky.

A sister poked me in the ribs, "Is Mr. Ji generous?" ”

I thought about the number in the bag he had sealed for me, and I nodded, "Generous, but not so exaggerated." ”

She smiled and winked at me, "Do you have a lot of fetishes?" ”

I reacted to what she was referring to, and I immediately shook my head, "No, he doesn't even look at me." ”

She hated that iron could not become steel and pulled my hair with her hand, "That's because you don't have the ability, you can't gnaw on such oily milk dumplings, and you changed the situation, and you got it for him eight times." ”

I haven't seen how refined this aspect is, but I have heard of many versions, Mr. Ma once said that the most pleasant way to die in the world is to die in Xi Qing's mouth, Director Guo also opened the door of the private room at a time and flushed his face, and he still couldn't say enough, Xi Qing's baby mouth, that is heaven on earth.

It's really a god, these sisters can't learn it even if they sharpen their heads, Xi Qing seems to be born with great talent.

She was born to be a man in the pile.

After dinner, they entered the private room of the gambling house one after another, and I sat in the lounge for a day, when the six sons of the casino hall ran up from downstairs, and he told me that Mr. Ji had arrived, and he was still at Tianzi No. 1.