Zou Zichen stood quietly at the door, like a ghost, motionless, his eyes lit up with two blazing fires, just looking at me like that.

I covered my chest, grabbed my placket, and yelled at him, "Are you AA, this is the women's bathroom."

The answer to me was a "click" and the door was locked by him.

Step by step, he walked towards me.

I couldn't control the underwear/clothing belt, and quickly wanted to button the shirt, he came quickly, grabbed my hands behind him, and rudely ripped off my underwear/clothing with one hand, and the palm quickly covered my soft/soft place, and grabbed it with a full palm, I took a cold breath, and the dizzy head was a little sober, but the body was soft and weak.

"Zou Zichen, you're crazy." I twisted my body and tried to break free of his hand, but he was directly pressed against the edge of the pool, and he lowered his head and sealed my lips, and his tall body enveloped me in his arms.

His kiss was punitively gnawing, cold and hot, I was powerless, and with the rush of alcohol, my head sank again, and my eyes were even more blurred.

He enjoyed my beauty unscrupulously with his big hands, spreading all the way along his waist to his hips, and his palms were even hot, through the thin fabric, as if he wanted to light me.

Just as I was distracted, he quickly put his fingers deftly into the corner of his skirt and landed directly in that place, despite my pleas for mercy.

Between his lips is his domineering possession, curling the tip of my tongue and sucking, I have been deprived of his only coarse aa panting strength, and my body is ashamed to react.

He abruptly removed the kiss and kissed the base of my ear, my collarbone

I took two deep breaths and groaned softly.

He jerked me to the sink table, tore off my shirt, lowered my head and bit me up, and he pressed my hands on either side of the pool.

"Zichen, don't beg you like this." My body trembled slightly, but I couldn't help but want to cater to him, that kind of emptiness, unbearable is something I have never had.

"You're undressing in the men's bathroom, isn't that why you want people to do this?" Zou Zichen ignored my pleas at all, and instead mocked

Men's restroom? How did I end up running into the men's restroom?

"Since you are so hungry, aa thirsty, I will fulfill you." He suddenly bit my shoulder bone.

"Ahh I screamed in pain.

He swallowed my voice into his mouth and put his hands on me harder.

And I, under his provocation, my mind was weak and vulnerable, but I didn't forget to murmur to him, "Zichen begs you, don't, really don't, we can't do this." ”

My pleading only made the people in me more and more excited. He nibbled on it, his lips wandering to my ear, "Why not?" Well? ”

"If you can't, you can't." I muttered, subconsciously that I couldn't.

"Tell me, why can't you?"

I shook my head and resisted wordlessly, but my body betrayed my mind and body.

"No," he came in suddenly, and I lost my breath briefly, and with a low grunt of satisfaction, the voice that even I heard in astonishment, came out of my mouth.

I just felt my head heavy, my body getting lighter and lighter, as if it was about to float, it was an indescribable pleasure that made you unable to extricate yourself. I don't know when, my hands have climbed on his shoulders, "Zichen" I murmured to him, as if I was dreaming.

Such a place, such a scene must be in a dream, otherwise how could it happen?

So I forgot everything, climbed on him, and sank with him until I lost the last shred of consciousness.

I think I'm drunk, I'm drunk.

In a daze, I felt like I was lying in a sea of water, and the warm water ripples around my body, which was very comfortable and comfortable, and made people sleep.

Then I felt a hand gently caress me, over and over again, as if to outline every inch of my body. Then I was wrapped in a soft net, as if I had been buried in a cloud, and I couldn't help but want to roll.

"Be honest and don't move."

A low, soft male voice commanded in my ear.

I pursed my lips, hooked my lips again, and obediently didn't move. I felt a pair of AA slender hands pass through my hair, gently swinging, and I was swayed and fell asleep.

The next day, I woke up, and the moment I opened my eyelids, I closed them instantly, and the sunlight penetrating through the window was too dazzling, and as soon as my eyelids opened and closed, some images flashed quickly in my mind, and I almost jumped out of bed in shock.

I sat up abruptly from the bed, the quilt slipped and I was defenseless, and I screamed and pulled up the quilt.

The man standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window exhaled a puff of smoke and slowly turned to look at me.

The tall and long figure was surrounded by the golden morning light, like a golden body, hazy and jade, with a sacred solemnity that could not be lightly offended.

I couldn't make out his face, but his figure was carved into my heart.

"Ah," I said, remembering everything I had done last night, and with a scream of pain, I buried myself under the covers.

"You screamed so miserably, you didn't scream like that last night." The man chuckled lowly, a mocking smile and a chilling anger.

"Get out of here!" I yelled in despair and disgust, completely devastated.

Zou Zichen ripped off the quilt on me. I was instantly exposed to the air, and the last bit of dignity was peeled away. I curled up and looked at the aloft, indifferent and cold man in front of the bed, and a sad smile spread on my lips.

The man looked down at me arrogantly and coldly, sneered at the bottom of his eyes, threw the quilt in his hand back on me, and smiled evilly: "Your sister is much better than you."

My eyes widened, and then I laughed, "Huh"

A cold current spreads from the heart to every pore in every part of the body.

"You can go." These words almost squeezed out of my teeth.

"Of course I'm leaving, I'm waiting for you to wake up just to tell you that if you want to find a man in the future, find a decent place, don't show off in the men's office, and you've really changed your taste." He finished speaking, picked up the coat on the chair, glanced back at me with contempt, and turned away.

There was a knock at the door.

I closed my eyes in pain.

It turns out that stabbing people with words will make people hurt like this. Although it is just a gentle word, it can break people's hearts.

It was almost noon when I came out of the hotel, and I was walking through the crowd like a walking corpse, walking without purpose or end, and it would be nice if I could go to death like this.

I was in a trance, and of course I wouldn't have noticed that there was someone who had been following me not far away.

There was a thunderclap, and the raindrops dispersed like beandrops.

Before I knew it, the people in front of me shook, and one by one they fled, and my front suddenly became wide and unimpeded. I raised my head and let the rain beat on my face, washing away the stains on my body and washing away the demonic nature of my soul.

But no matter how long I stood in the rain, it didn't seem to wash away the stain. Everything from last night passed by me again and again, telling me that I wanted him. I think I'm obsessed, otherwise I would have been so intimidated knowing that there was an insurmountable thunder pool with him.

I wanted to secretly hide behind others, like him from a distance, confined to my own world, depict him, love him, so that I don't break the law, and I don't touch the bottom line of morality, only to my heart.

It seems that I am too naïve, as long as he wants to ask for it, I can't resist it at all, this is to push him, this is obviously digging a bottomless pit for us, once we fall in, no one can climb out.

I silently made a decision that I had to leave anyway.

I called Gu Yisheng on the side of the road. Soon he came to pick me up, and when he saw that I was so embarrassed, he took me back to the apartment without saying a word.

And the shadow behind me wasn't much better than mine, but I couldn't see it.

When I returned to Rongcheng that day, the airport where Gu Yisheng took me did not stay much because of my decision to leave, but was quite worried about my state. I didn't notice anyone to go back to Rongcheng.

Back at the old villa, Zhang's mother was watering the papaya in front of the courtyard, and suddenly saw me standing in front of the courtyard, screamed, and ran towards me, she was in tears.

I hugged her, but smiled.

I reissued all kinds of documents as quickly as possible, got together with Su Qing and Qin Yue, and then I went to India. The day before I left, I found the diary written by my mother in my father's old belongings and took it with me, and as for the letter, I left the fragments to lie in the drawer of the dresser.

I stayed in India for half a year, concentrating on yoga, and then I went to Europe, to many countries, but no matter where I went, my mind was always occupied by one person. Time doesn't seem to soothe the thoughts at all, but makes the thoughts more precipitated.

I traveled from city to city, trying to keep my presence in the world, to be indifferent to myself.

But I don't want to run into Lu Zhengnan in Las Vegas.

That evening, when I was tired of walking around the street, I sat by the fountain pool at the door when I returned to the hotel, looking at the sunset in the sky, and suddenly someone tapped me on the shoulder. I squinted my eyes and looked back, and Lu Zhengnan looked at me with surprise on his face in the red light.

Lu Zhengnan had come to attend an architectural design summit in the same hotel as me, and he learned that I had been adrift for two years and persuaded me to go with him and go to England.

I was a little tired, I was busy and empty for more than 600 days and nights, I always felt that a corner of my chest was missing, and there seemed to be a bone under my ribs, and there was always a dull pain in those two gaps when I fell asleep every night.

So I agreed to go to the UK with Lu Zhengnan and became his assistant. He took care of me like an older brother and gave me a place to anchor after more than two years of wandering.

In the UK, I worked as Lu Zhengnan's assistant while studying the language diligently, and in this way, more than half a year passed, until the bombarding news was presented in front of me.