222 Knowing & Mumu: Green Plums Chase Horses, Two Little Guesses (23)
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War Song put her hands around his neck, and as she listened to his words, tears fell from her eyes.
It's absolutely false to say that it's not uncomfortable, her first time, the pain of breaking her body is still reminding her of everything that happened just now, but the man on her body is lingering and shouting other people's names.
A woman's life like her is indeed humiliating and humble.
If it had been a year ago, Zhan Ge would never have believed that one day she would become like this, she would only laugh at and despise such a woman who gave up herself and dignity for love. And now, she can only laugh at herself.
Meng Anzhi didn't know anything about her sadness and injury, his thin lips were close to her ear, he kept kissing her, and whispered something in his mouth, but Zhan Ge couldn't listen to a word.
She knew very well that those love words were not meant for her, so there was no need for her to listen to them.
In the end, Zhan Ge really couldn't stand his towing, and finally fell asleep slowly, while Meng Anzhi looked at the woman under him and gave her everything he had, before he fell asleep on her.
*
Early the next morning, it was the war song that got up first.
It was obviously not her who was drunk last night, but she felt that her head was very heavy and a little drowsy. Lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling for a while, it was relieved a little.
She turned her head to look at the furnishings next to her, and then she remembered that this didn't seem to be her room, and her consciousness slowly returned at this moment, she turned her head to look at the person next to her, the man was sleeping quietly and peacefully beside her, and there was no longer yesterday's resentment, his face was very soft, like an unguarded child, and even a smile was raised at the corner of his mouth, not knowing what sweet dreams he was doing.
Zhan Ge stared at Meng Anzhi's sleeping face, looking at the smile on the corner of his mouth, he unconsciously curled the corners of his lips, raised his finger and stroked her lips gently, and then landed on his nose, eyebrows, lingeringly.
In fact, even she didn't know when she fell in love with him, maybe she was already moved when he gave her artificial respiration for the first time.
Or maybe it was because she watched him feel sad for Song Chan again and again, she always felt a little sympathetic to him, and couldn't help but feel sorry for him, so she slowly developed a different kind of feelings for him.
But when he asked her last night if she liked him, she suddenly understood that the kind of feeling she had never understood was love.
If he hadn't kissed her and blocked her next words, then she would have mustered up the courage to tell him what she really thought.
Even in the end, she won't get the answer she wants.
Sighing lightly, Zhan Ge patted his cheek, and was about to get up, but found that Meng Anzhi's hand was still on her waist, half-holding her in his arms, in a delicate and dependent posture.
It's obviously a very warm posture, but I don't know why, but she only feels sad.
Maybe the person he was reading in his dream was Song Chan, otherwise he wouldn't have hugged her so tightly, as if he was afraid that she would run away.
Zhan Ge looked at his face with some sadness, gently picked up his hand, and was about to take his hand away, but he didn't expect that as soon as he touched him, Meng Anzhi moved, and then his eyelashes flickered slightly, and he woke up.
Probably because of the wine he drank last night, Meng Anzhi felt a little confused the moment he woke up, last night's events were actually a bit fragmented, he lay on the bed and pressed his eyebrows and tried to remember last night's events, but he couldn't remember anything.
Just when he was a little upset, he suddenly noticed that there was another person beside him, and when he turned his head suddenly, he saw the battle song of pulling the quilt on his chest and looking at him nervously.
Meng Anzhi looked at the girl beside him in a daze, and after two seconds, he suddenly remembered something, pulled open the quilt and looked at his body, and found that the two people under the quilt were naked, he only felt that his brain was buzzing, and then it was blank.
"War song, I...... You...... We ......"
Zhan Ge naturally saw the panic and disbelief on his face, there was no joy in his eyes, only chagrin and remorse, and she immediately understood his thoughts.
Pulling the corners of his mouth and smiling bitterly, Zhan Ge bit his lip, smiled lightly, and pretended to be relaxed: "It's nothing, everyone is an adult." You don't have to worry so much about these things, I ...... You are not responsible. β
When she said this, she felt a little chill in her heart, but she knew that the person in his heart was not him, and she couldn't do this kind of thing to blackmail him into responsibility.
Meng Anzhi's face did not relax in the slightest, but became heavier, pursed his lips, and said in a dumb voice: "I'm sorry, I ...... last night Drinking too much hurts you......"
"Don't don't, don't say that." Zhan Ge hurriedly waved his hand, and comforted him with a forced smile: "This kind of thing is ...... Two people are mutual, you really don't have to have any psychological pressure. She lowered her head, her voice a little bitter, "I know who you like." β
Meng Anzhi lowered his eyes and didn't look at her, the broken hair on his forehead hung down, covering his eyebrows, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I know it's irresponsible and scumbag, but ...... I really can't help it, you're going to be unladylike. β
At this point in his words, she actually understands very well, which means that the person I love is not you, so I can't be responsible for you.
Although she didn't want to make him responsible herself, she still felt a little sad when she heard him say this.
After all, although she said so, she always hoped that he would be gentle with her.
Trying to raise the corners of his mouth, Zhan Ge smiled, "It's okay, anyway...... I don't like you either, I don't need you to be responsible for me. β
Meng Anzhi couldn't bear to look at her, "I'm really sorry." β
"Okay, you've said enough sorry today, I'm tired of hearing it." Zhan Ge smiled hard and pursed the corners of his lips, "What, can you turn your head first, I can put my clothes on." β
"Oooh. Right...... Sorry ......"
Meng Anzhi hurriedly turned his head and turned his back to her, and then Zhan Ge got up the clothes from the ground one by one and put them on silently, stood on the ground and said to him: "Meng Anzhi, you really don't have to feel guilty about me. Also, today's incident, let's just get over like this, my sister didn't stay with you and hurt you, I apologize to you on her behalf. β
After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked out, and the moment she walked out of the door, her tears could no longer be held back, and she fell violently, squatting at the door and crying in despair.
*
It was the first time that Song Chan was so under psychological pressure.
Following behind Zhan Qi and Song Qingge, she lowered her head, as if she had done something wrong when she was a child, and looked like a little daughter-in-law.
Song Xining, who was beside her, saw her worried, and suddenly reached out and pulled her sleeve, Song Chan raised her head and glanced at him, Song Xining didn't look at her, just looked ahead, stretched out his hand to her, and there was a small toffee lying in his palm.
He even remembered her favorite toffee when she was a child!
Seeing the small sugar cube, Song Chan finally couldn't help laughing, reached out and took it into her pocket, with a sweet face.
As soon as Zhan Qi turned around, he saw her smiling face, and couldn't help frowning, and said sharply: "What good things have you done, and you still have a smile on your face?" β
was shouted by him like this, Song Chan immediately lost her smile, lowered her head again, and did not speak.
Seeing that she was scolded by Zhan Qi, Song Xining suddenly felt distressed, stepped forward to block her, and said to Zhan Qi Chen: "Uncle, if you have anything to say to me, don't get angry with her, the fault is all mine alone, and it has nothing to do with her." β
In fact, he can protect Song Chan and speak for her at this time, at least it shows that he really likes her, and he can be regarded as responsible, Zhan Qi thought of this, in fact, he felt a little relieved in his heart, but after thinking about it, these two people had already had thoughts about each other a long time ago, but they didn't say it, and they delayed Meng Anzhi for so long, and the fire in his heart rushed up again.
"You don't need to speak for her, I'll settle accounts with you later!" Zhan Qi glanced at her, sat on the large chair in the study, put his hands on the armrests, tapped his fingertips, looked up at Song Chan in front of him and said, "Tell me, what are you going to do?" β
Song Chan bit her lip and asked knowingly, "What to do?" β
"Still pretending to be in front of me?" Zhan Qi squinted slightly, his face gloomy, "You have made things like this now, hurting Meng Anzhi, don't you think you should take a stand?" β
"I said everything I had to say at the dinner table, the person I like is Song Xining, and he likes me too." Song Chan's chin was slightly raised, and her face was very stubborn, "I remember that you taught me a long time ago, Dad, that girls must find someone who likes each other, and I do what you taught me." β
"You!" Zhan Qi was angry, and was so blocked by her backlash that he couldn't say a word.
Seeing this, Song Qingge shook his head helplessly, looking puzzled, "Since you two have liked it for a long time, why didn't you say it earlier, what are you doing with Meng Anzhi pulling people in?" β
Song Chan couldn't help lowering her head when she heard this, and whispered, "I know it's wrong." β
Zhan Qi looked angry, shook his head, and wrinkled his eyebrows: "Then what are you going to do next?" β
Song Chan didn't speak, but Song Xining next to her mustered up her courage and said calmly: "We want to get married, and we hope that my aunt and uncle will allow us." β
"This ......"
Song Qingge was suddenly in a dilemma.
Although she had already prepared for the two of them to make this request, she was still a little hesitant when she really heard it.
After all, two people have been together as brother and sister for more than 20 years, if they are really together, can they be allowed by the outside world, and can they withstand the questioning eyes of the outside world? Frankly speaking, Song Qingge was still a little worried about this problem.
Probably seeing through Song Qingge's thoughts, Song Xining continued to say step by step: "Auntie, I know what you are worried about, but I have said before that we have never regarded each other as relatives. We always treat each other as friends, and since that's the case, then we don't have anything to criticize when we are together, right? β
Zhan Qi and Song Qingge glanced at each other, and still said, "I think it's better to wait for someone to talk about this matter." β
Waiting for someone?
Song Xining frowned slightly, who else are they waiting for?
Just when they were a little confused, the door of the study was suddenly pushed open, and then a female voice heard her voice before anyone saw her, "Song Song, I've been very busy these days, why did you suddenly call me over?" β
Song Xining was shocked, but he didn't expect them to call Wei Lai.
Soon, a tall woman walked in outside the door, although she was in her forties, Wei Lai still maintained a good figure, just like a model, and her face was also very well-maintained, like she was in her early thirties, and she didn't feel like she was forty at all.
Wei Lai was still smiling, but when he pushed the door in and saw Song Xining and Song Chan standing inside, he couldn't help but be stunned, and the smile on his face froze at the corner of his mouth.
The atmosphere was suddenly a little awkward.
In fact, Wei Lai originally wanted to adopt Song Xining, but he was personally refused. Since then, the relationship between Song Xining and Wei Lai has been a little awkward. Song Qingge once educated Song Xining on Wei Lai's 35th birthday, and she felt that since Wei Lai had erected a monument to Xue Yan's tomb as his wife, Song Xining should also call her Mom.
Unexpectedly, Song Xining directly rejected her proposal, he was only 14 years old that year, but he said with a mature and calm face: "I haven't had a mother since I was sensible, I only know that I have a father, so I don't want to call anyone a mother." β
What's even more troublesome is that this sentence happened to be heard by Wei Lai, who came to the kitchen to pick up something.
Song Xining felt that he would probably never be able to forget Wei Lai's expression at that time, his smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and he looked at him with an embarrassed and helpless expression, like a child who had done something wrong.
Even Song Qingge was a little at a loss, but in the end, Wei Lai reacted first and smiled: "I'll just get a soy sauce, and you continue to talk about yours." β
After she finished speaking, she lowered her head and went into the kitchen to hurriedly take the bottle and walked out, but Song Xining, who was standing on the side, clearly saw that she was holding vinegar in her hand, not soy sauce.
Later, the relationship between him and Wei Lai became very weird, after he became an adult, his personality became more and more dull, and he was unwilling to get closer to Wei Lai, plus Wei Lai had Xue Yan's own son, and whenever he saw Song Jinxi, he would think that he was just an adopted son, and Song Jinxi was Xue Yan's biological son, and he would feel a sense of inferiority.
Obviously, Wei Lai and Song Jinxi worked hard to get close to him, but I don't know why, he just subconsciously wanted to refuse, so he became more and more distant from their mother and son, and in recent years, he didn't even go to see Wei Lai unless necessary, except for major festivals.
Today, he didn't know what Zhan Qi and Song Qingge were doing, why did he call Wei Lai.
Song Xining's expression was faintly ugly, and he said with an unhappy expression: "Auntie, uncle, what do you mean by this?" β
Zhan Qi coughed lightly and said: "Although you didn't accept Wei Lai's adoption back then, it is reasonable to be reasonable, she is also your adoptive mother, and your lifelong event, I think it is necessary for her to give an opinion." β
Probably seeing Song Xining's resistance, Wei Lai hurriedly waved his hand and laughed, "Mu Mu is an adult, if there is anything, he can make his own decisions, his personality has always been very mature, I believe he must have his own ideas." β
They are no longer the two people they were back then, and now Wei Lai is old, and he can no longer be as cheeky as when he chased Xue Yan and joked with a child. And Song Xining is no longer the little boy with a poisonous tongue, always scolding her.
The current Wei Lai always feels very unqualified in front of Song Xining, because she knows in her heart that Song Xining has never recognized her identity.
From the time he refused to call her mom, she understood.
Song Xining frowned and looked at the cramped and restless woman in front of her, for some reason, she suddenly felt a little unbearable, and finally said: "It's okay, you are an elder, you have something to say directly." β
Wei Lai was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect him to say this, he wrung his fingers a little nervously, and said for a long time: "Actually, I have already heard from your aunt and uncle about you and Zhizhi." I think it's okay for two people to be together, anyway, the two of you are not related by blood, but I think the only thing that is inappropriate is the relationship between you and Meng Anzhi. You can be together, but you can't base your happiness on the pain of others, and I don't agree to your marriage until you get Meng Anzhi's forgiveness. β
Song Xining was slightly stunned, she had actually said it very clearly, at least she promised the two of them to be together, and he was still grateful in his heart.
Song Chan was also a little surprised, "Then my aunt agreed that we would be together?" β
Wei Lai nodded and smiled, "As long as the two of you are true love, I will prepare the red envelope for you." β
Song Chan immediately smiled, and turned her head to look at her parents, "What about you?" β
Zhan Qi and Song Qingge glanced at each other, sighed and said, "Forget it, you have all grown up and have your own ideas, if you want to be together, you can be together, and when everything is settled, if you want to get married, let's get married." β
Although Meng Anzhi is indeed very good, after all, Song Xining was also raised by them, and they can be said to know more about this child, if the two of them are willing to be together, it can actually be regarded as a better thing for treatment. After all, Song Xining is slightly two years older than Song Chan, and he is more mature than Meng Anzhi in terms of thinking.
Hearing them say this, Song Chan finally laughed movingly, jumped up and hugged Zhan Qi, and said happily: "Thank you, Dad!" β
The family of three over there had already become a mess, Wei Lai looked at them with emotion, smiled slightly, and then silently turned his head and walked out.
However, as soon as she got downstairs, she heard a shout behind herβ
"Wait a minute!"
Wei Lai was stunned, and when she turned her head, she saw Song Xining pursing her lips and standing in front of her.
For this mature boy, Wei Lai always didn't know what kind of expression to use to face him, so he couldn't help but smile a little embarrassedly, "Mumu, do you have anything else to look for me?" β
Song Xining walked up to her and stood still, with a serious and earnest expression, "Just now, thank you." If you hadn't stood by our side first, my aunt and uncle wouldn't have agreed to us so happily. β
Wei Lai was stunned, and waved his hand a little flattered: "Don't say that, in fact, Zhan Qi and they were also very optimistic about you, I just said my position and didn't do anything." β
Song Xining admitted it and didn't deny it, but said: "But no matter what, thank you." β
I don't know why, Wei Lai suddenly felt that his eyes were a little hot, lowered his head and pressed his eyes, and hurriedly said: "What, there is still something in the company, I will leave first, remember to inform me when you get married." β
After saying that, she turned her head and hurriedly walked out, but just as she walked to the door, she suddenly heard Song Xining behind her say extremely seriously and solemnly: "Mom, when we get married, you must come." β
Wei Lai's back froze instantly, and after a long time, she slowly turned around, looked at him in disbelief and said, "You just ...... Call me what? β
Song Xining smiled slightly, his face was slowly pleading, "Mom." β
Wei Lai looked at him, tears suddenly fell in an instant, and he couldn't help but raise his hand to cover his mouth, trying to restrain his emotions.
Song Xining looked at her reaction, and his heart was actually a little uncomfortable, his eyes were hot, but as a man, he still couldn't hold back his tears.
Wei Lai had tears on her face, but her smile was still so bright, she had waited too long for a day, but fortunately, she finally waited.
Song Xining is finally willing to admit her identity.
*
A month later, one morning.
Halfway through the brushing of her teeth, Zhan Ge suddenly felt a tumult in her stomach, she couldn't help retching, and immediately spit out the smear in her mouth, and retched to the toilet.
She vomited for a long time, but she didn't vomit anything, she just felt uncomfortable.
Zhan Ge sat on the toilet lid with his mouth covered, and it took a long time to slow down before he slowly eased up a little.
Just as she got up and was about to rinse her mouth, she suddenly remembered something and froze in place.
Her period...... I still think that she hasn't been here for more than forty days, more than a month has passed since the time between her and Meng Anzhi, and neither of them did anything at that time, and after she went back, she was so sad that she was sad for several days, and she even forgot to take the medicine after the fact.
Is it really......
Zhan Ge couldn't help but clench his fists, and his heart sank a little.
Her period has always been very accurate, and this time she hasn't come for so long, except for pregnancy, she really can't think of any other possibility.
Thinking of this, Zhan Ge became more and more nervous, and before going home that night, she immediately went to buy two pregnancy tests, and at six o'clock the next day, she got up early to prepare for the test.
Although she kept praying in her heart that it would not be that possibility, when she saw the two red bars on the pregnancy test stick, she finally closed her eyes in despair.
Pregnant with a child who was not destined to be loved before she was born, she suddenly did not know what she was going to do next.