Yu Xishan went to find Yu Jianguo with great expectations, how much hope he had when he went, and how disappointed he was when he came back.

He went to find Yu Jianguo, Yu Xiling also knew, watching him come back alone, Yu Xiling didn't say anything, but Yu Xishan looked at Yu Xiling's calm appearance and got angry.

"I don't know how you ended up like this." Yu Xishan glanced at Yu Xiling, he had been holding his breath for the past two days, if it weren't for Yu Xihua, he wouldn't even be able to eat.

Yu Xiling ignored him, and Yu Xishan didn't bother to tell her anymore, he planned that Xu Zhaodi would get better in the past two days, so he hurried out to earn money, and then took Xu Zhaodi to live by himself.

Similarly, Xu Zhaodi also knew about Yu Xishan going to find Yu Jianguo, she had some kind of secret hope in her heart, but she found that Yu Jianguo was completely extinguished when she came back with Yu Xishan.

Xu Zhaodi, who had not been able to use her instrument for two days, cried in a low voice again, not loudly, but the people in the yard could hear it, Grandpa Yu and Grandma Yu couldn't hear her crying like this, so they all made excuses to go out.

No matter what Yu Xiling does, this cry always hovers in her ears, which makes people extremely irritated.

When Yu Xiling was holding a bunch of things and smashing them all on Xu Zhaodi's bed, the crying finally stopped, and Yu Xishan's eyes swept to the brown pesticide bottle that rolled off the bed, and his face suddenly changed greatly.

"Don't you want to die? I brought you all the charcoal fires and charcoal basins, and there are also pesticides, although it is painful, if you take a bite, I promise that I can't save it! ”

Yu Xishan jumped up and pushed Yu Xiling violently.

"Yu Xiling, you're crazy!"

"I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm going to be tortured by her crazy!" Yu Xiling looked at Xu Zhaodi, who was stunned on the bed, and the grievances that she had endured for decades in her upper and lower lives all came to her heart, "How cheap it is to die, if you die, you will be a hundred, you don't have to think about anything, but have you thought about our three brothers and sisters!" Ever thought about grandparents and didn't! ”

"In your heart, is no one as good as Yu Jianguo's scumbag, what is so good about him that you will die without him? If you want to die, don't let the family be scared, for fear that you won't be able to think about it. ”

Xu Zhaodi's eyes moved away from the charcoal smashed on her hand, and looked at Yu Xiling, her head seemed to have been hit with a stick, and she finally sorted out a little bit of her thoughts in the chaos.

"You die, and no one will be sad except him!" Yu Xiling pointed at Yu Xishan, and then pointed to his chest, "I won't be sad, and I won't make Xi'an sad, if you don't want us, we should be without your mother, anyway, there are so many orphans in this world, and they can live well without a father or a mother." ”

Anyway, in her previous life, she was no different from an orphan, and in this life, she still has her grandparents and sister.

Yu Xiling spoke, even she didn't know that her tears had flowed down her face, she wiped her face indiscriminately, "Do you think that if you die, Yu Jianguo will be sad?" Does Xu Zhaodi feel guilty? They won't, they will only clap their hands and sigh that you are stupid enough, and then oppress us as elders, you should remember Yu Jianguo's words that I can't read, don't you worry that Yu Xishan and Yu Xi'an will follow my old path in the future?

"You ......" Xu Zhaodi wanted to say that you had severed the parent-child relationship, but she also knew in her heart that that piece of paper was actually useless.

"In the future, the money I earned desperately will be possessed by Yu Jianguo in the name of filial piety openly, and will be provided for Ye Nuannuan, who is obedient and filial and smart in his eyes, even if Yu Xishan is admitted to university, he will not have the opportunity to go to college, do you think your son can earn college tuition? Do you think Yu Jianguo will provide for him to go to college? No way! ”

"I really don't understand, can't you treat him as dead, as a widow with children? Is it that hard? ”

……

Yu Xiling looked up at Fang Liang and secretly scolded herself for being unproductive, crying for what, what to cry about, what to cry about, no interest!

Xu Zhaodi shook her head desperately in the room, she wanted to tell herself that it wouldn't be like this, but Yu Xiling's words sounded in her ears, as if it was happening, and the pain tore at her heart violently.

Yu Xishan looked at the tears on Yu Xiling's face, stupidly froze in place, and lowered his head after a long time, he ...... I really thought she was hard-hearted and not sad at all.

"I don't know." Xu Zhaodi couldn't think of her despair when she burned charcoal, what she was thinking at the time, and there was no impression in her mind at this time.

"What do you know?" Yu Xiling smiled miserably, "You don't know how much I envy Ye Nuannuan for being able to go to school with peace of mind, you don't know how uneasy I am because of my poor life, these years, there is only one Yu Jianguo in your eyes, and you are blind for him." ”

caused the death of their sister, which also indirectly led to the tragic life of their brother and sister.

After saying so much, Yu Xiling didn't want to say any more, again and again, she was really heartbroken by Xu Zhaodi, she worked hard, and she couldn't keep a person who was bent on death.

After Yu Xiling left, the room was quiet, Yu Xishan wiped his tears with his back to Yu Xiling, because of Yu Jianguo's unfair treatment over the years, because of Xu Zhaodi's pretending to be deaf and dumb, let them retreat step by step, isn't he aggrieved in his heart? He was also aggrieved, but no one told him that these grievances could be spoken, and he even felt ashamed of his grievances.

After all, it was their family that owed Ye Tingfang's family.

"Mom, let's treat him as dead, can the family live well?" After a long time, Yu Xishan spoke in a hoarse voice.

I don't know how long it took, but Yu Xishan didn't have any hope before he heard the voice behind him.

"Okay."

Whether Xu Zhaodi really figured it out, Yu Xiling didn't know, when she came out of the house again, the things she threw on Xu Zhaodi's bed had been cleaned up, and the bottle of expired pesticides left by the owner's house was also thrown away by Yu Xishan I don't know where to go, and the sheets stained by charcoal in the yard were washed and hung cleanly.

Seeing her come out, Xu Zhaodi, who was as thin as a paper man, stood at the door and smiled at her flatteringly.

Yu Xiling wanted to keep a straight face, but he couldn't help but laugh with tears in his eyes, and Yu Xishan, who was standing on the side cautiously, was also greatly relieved, he wanted to apologize, but he couldn't open his mouth.

"Do you eat mung beans? Mom just boiled a pot. After hesitating for a long time, Yu Xishan opened his mouth to ask Yu Xiling.

People are always accustomed to venting anger and throwing anger at those close to them, Yu Xishan is only a teenager after all, and when such a big thing happens, he will behave like this, Yu Xiling understands, and he doesn't really blame him, although he will inevitably be a little disappointed in his heart.

Under Yu Xishan's expectant gaze, Yu Xiling nodded, and Xu Zhaodi was busy wiping her hands on her apron, "I'll go and put more sugar on you." ”

After drinking mung bean porridge, Yu Xiling followed Xu Zhaodi to wash the dishes together, the mother and daughter didn't speak for a while, and when the dishes were washed, Xu Zhaodi put the clean bowl in the cupboard, and Yu Xiling said awkwardly, "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm just too angry, and I can't talk a little brainy." ”

Xu Zhaodi's body trembled, raised her hand to wipe her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, it's okay, you're right." ”

In the evening, Xu Zhaodi had a good talk with Grandpa Yu and Grandma Yu, and made sure that Xu Zhaodi would not do stupid things again, and the guilt and worry in the hearts of the old couple were finally less, if Xu Zhaodi did something stupid because of Yu Jianguo, where would they still have the face to see the old in-laws underground after a hundred years.

Only Yu Xishan didn't dare to rest assured, he was still guarding at home, but he didn't guard Xu Zhaodi every second, during the day he would go to some communities in the county to collect waste, anyway, let Xu Zhipeng take it to the provincial capital, and he could still exchange money.

Moreover, there are only two old men who collect waste in the county town, and no one is serious about this business, plus the tricycle at home is not used in the afternoon, and even the tools are ready-made.

After a few days of continuous collection, although the current people live a fine life, Yu Xishan still found that the things collected in the county town are not less than those in the provincial capital, if Xu Zhipeng can't let go of the territory that the provincial city has fought hard, he also wants to follow him back to the county, after all, it is close to home, and the purchase price can be pressed down.

Xu Zhaodi really wants to open it, there is a little more smile on weekdays, and people are also active, Yu Xi'an is very sensitive, because she insisted on leaving last time, she has not been very willing to get close to her, Xu Zhaodi Some time ago, even if she wanted to get close to her little daughter, she was always afraid of rejection.

Although she is still scared now, she can see that she is actively trying to save Yu Xi'an's heart, not to mention Yu Xishan and Yu Xiling, she is also careful in everything, and she doesn't want them to worry about her anymore.

On the Wei family's side, Wei Dang learned from Qiao Zhiliang that Yu Jianguo and Xu Zhaodi divorced, and immediately married Ye Tingfang.

"I don't think I'm a special thing." Under the moonlight, Qiao Zhiliang and Wei Dang hung on the uneven bars in the school, and they couldn't see the look on their faces clearly.

"It's none of your business, even if you stop it, you can't do anything." Wei Dang looked up at the hazy moon hidden in the clouds, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

What does these messy things have to do with Qiao Zhiliang, he doesn't know about it, even if he knows, can he prevent these things from happening? It's impossible, after the resistance, it may slow down, but in the end, it is the adults who decide the direction of the matter.

Just like the matter of his family, obviously he can also express his opinions, but everyone only treats him as a child, and does not pay attention to or believe his words.

"yes." Qiao Zhiliang let out a long sigh, only feeling that his face was hateful, after knowing the truth of the facts, his first thought was what to do with his mother, what to do with the child in his mother's belly, "I don't know what face to appear in front of Xiling." ”

Qiao Zhiliang looked up at the sky, Xi Ling, he would definitely hate him!

Wei Dang stretched out his hand and patted his friend's shoulder, comforting him silently, mentioning Yu Xiling, Wei Dang couldn't help but feel distressed, he also knew that Yu Xiling dropped out of school early, and took on the burden of the family with all her might, I really don't know how she can bear these at a young age, because she always looks like a nobody in front of him.

"Your Uncle ......"

"I don't know how to ...... the happy age"

The same people invariably spoke, Qiao Zhiliang was stunned, turned his head to look at him, Wei Dang sighed, "I don't know if Xiling still wants to go to school, if she wants to, I will ask my uncle for help at that time to see if I can solve the problem of school status for her." ”

That's what Qiao Zhiliang wants to say.