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That night, Chai Junsheng opened a lot of tickets and thought of a lot of tricks, just to make He Yi'an look the same as before.

However, the more he made such a fuss, the more uncomfortable He Yi'an felt in his heart, and he couldn't wait to fly back with his wings.

It didn't take three days, and as soon as the seminar was over, He Yi'an was in a hurry to inquire about the ticket. As for going to Qingdao to pick up Teresa Teng, it was completely entrusted to Tang and Song.

When I arrived in Beijing to drop off my luggage, it was just time to get off work.

In the newspaper office, everyone straightened the table and greeted Shen Chuyun one after another: "Editor-in-chief, then we will go back first." ”

"Oh, okay." Shen Chuyun nodded and smiled, "Be careful on the road, you haven't forgotten to publish the issue tomorrow afternoon, remember to come early." ”

Everyone agreed in unison, and looked at the red wine on her table. I knew in my heart that persuasion was useless, so I just went out.

As soon as the door opened, I saw He Yi'an raising his hand in the air, ready to knock on the door.

Sister Li silently calculated the day, it seemed that she shouldn't come back today, and shouted a little unexpectedly: "Mr. He? ”

He Yi'an nodded his head and asked in a low voice, "Editor-in-chief...... She's there, right? ”

"Yes." Sister Li pulled his arm, hid in the corner, and whispered a few words, "She hasn't been doing well for the past few days, she can't eat, she doesn't seem to be able to sleep, those two eyes are dark!" That's not all, it's a new problem, I love to drink a cup in the daytime, and there is a tendency to drink more and more often. ”

"Got it." The more He Yi'an listened, the more ashamed he felt, and his head hung low.

Sister Li sighed a few times, asked him to go in and persuade her to try, and then she was busy going home to cook.

He Yi'an couldn't find a suitable posture to face Shen Chuyun, so he stood in the courtyard for a long time. In the end, he decided to pretend to be fine, and entered the room and asked with a smile: "Yo, drinking alone, is it enough to have Yaxing?" ”

Shen Chuyun raised his eyes and looked at the door, he might as well be stabbed by the sunset sun shining in, so he narrowed his eyes. Just now, as soon as the employees dispersed, she drank a glass of wine in one gulp, and at this time she was drunk and didn't know who it was.

He Yi'an looked at her and felt that something was wrong, no matter how bad it was, he wouldn't be able to recognize his voice. Hurriedly quickened his pace, lifted the red wine bottle on the table and weighed it, looked at Shen Chuyun's face again, and asked urgently, "How much have you drunk?" ”

Shen Chuyun shook his head drunkenly: "A cup? Two cups? She raised her face, pointed at He Yi'an with her onion-like hand, and was stunned for a long time before she smiled innocently, "Yo, it's you." Don't worry, I don't drink much, it's out of the way. ”

He Yi'an said coldly: "I think you have one or two cups in one breath, which is about the same." Then, he turned around and rubbed a hand towel, then turned around and handed it to Shen Chuyun, and couldn't help complaining, "What did you look like when you looked at your face in the mirror." ”

Shen Chuyun lay down on the back of the chair and unfolded his handkerchief to cover his eyes: "It's faster to get drunk with one sip and one glass." I choked uncomfortably, and tears came out at once, how comfortable. ”

Although she said it lightly, she could hear it in He Yi'an's ears, and for some reason, it was like being stabbed countless times by a sharp knife.

After a short rest, Shen Chuyun reluctantly sat up straight, and because of the strength of the wine, he couldn't help but lean his forehead on the table, and asked, "By the way, that wedding photo...... Are you coming? ”

He Yi'an crossed the table, shook her wrist, and forced her to look directly at herself, before she said: "No one stipulates that you must maintain the posture of a big woman at all times, if you are stingy and feel that you have been deceived and used, you can resist, and you can't force yourself to be generous." It doesn't matter if you want to criticize them, or if you want to criticize me, it's okay. Please stop torturing yourself with other people's mistakes. ”

Shen Chuyun glared, shook his hand, and asked with a sneer: "What am I stingy, is my stingy ex-husband remarried, or is it stingy that our cover girl has lived my old life?" What a joke, people all over the world are laughing at me like that. Of course I didn't want to torture myself, but it happened, and some gossip couldn't get rid of it. I know, I should look away. But how can this process be so long? I'm going crazy with torture, you know that? I don't want to be said, I'm a fool, making wedding dresses for others, I don't want to listen to other people's jokes, no matter how smart a woman is, she will fall into trouble when she encounters marriage problems. I can't stand that, I really can't stand it...... I would rather endure the pain and congratulate them happily, and I would rather that everyone would treat me as a person who can sell his private life for profit, than that people will laugh at me for being a fool! ”

After listening to her roar, He Yi'an's eyes seemed to be fascinated by sand, and the sting was sore and painful.

He whispered four words "Why do you bother", and was cut by Shen Chuyun: "Yes, why bother, everyone asks me and persuades me like this." But you're not me, you're only reasonable. It's easier said than done! I'm just one person, and I'm just one person. My parents and brothers don't want me, and my best friend has more important things to do, so I can't let her stay with me. You tell me, if you were me, would you really be able not to be affected by these nonsense speculations? ”

Roaring out, he finally felt much more comfortable, and Shen Chuyun's whole body was deflated, but the mountain in his heart that had been pressed for several days loosened a lot.

The bad mood in the past few days, just because I had to survive alone in the saddest time, was too cruel and lonely. Now that I see my friend back, I think that from tomorrow onwards, there will be someone to accompany her again, and I feel much more comfortable all of a sudden.

"I'm sorry......" He Yi'an walked to Shen Chuyun and squatted down, took out a handkerchief, and wiped the tears on her cheeks, "I promise, I won't make you so sad again." In the future, you can be yourself and show others as you are. ”

Shen Chuyun was very sober for a while, but for a while it seemed to be an alcohol attack, his head was confused, he suddenly laughed non-stop, covered his stomach and asked, "What are you talking about when I was the original, what was I like before?" Let me tell you, I was born a traditional woman, if it weren't for that time, the old court said that foot binding was not good, and I would be a little foot today. He was born to read something, to follow his father at home, and to marry his husband. So, after I got married, I was obedient. My husband said that when a big man goes out to talk about his career and doesn't come home for a few days and nights, I should be sympathetic instead of emotional, so I listened; My father-in-law said that after the change of dynasty, we must let people see that our family supports reform instead of clinging to old routines, and I also listened. I've never had such a thing as myself in my original appearance! ”

He Yi'an Wan didn't expect that he came back with concern, but one sentence hooked Shen Chuyun's grievances that he had accumulated for half a life, and those pains poured out of his heart all at once.

She lay on He Yi'an's shoulder and let out a sad voice: "My life is just the word 'decent', and I am a puppet led by these two words." In the old days, it was said that three obedience and four virtues were decent, and I did so; The new era says that the pursuit of civilization is decent, and I still do it. Now, suddenly, many people say that I am connected to the decency of thousands of women. In this case, do I dare to cry and make a fuss, and dare to teach someone to do it? I'm afraid that until I die, I don't know what 'I'm like'. ”

He Yi'an didn't say a word, just hugged her and let her vent to her heart's content, listening to her heart that she had never revealed, her heart just trembled.

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Early the next morning, He Yi'an was still not at ease and came to the newspaper office early.

It happened that Shen Chuyun pushed the door out, and when he saw him, he smiled: "He Jun, it's so early." ”

He Yi'an couldn't help but be stunned, and she didn't know where she had made an appointment with an early haircutter and made the most fashionable Aisitou. The upper body is wearing a single gown with a blue wicker pattern, the lower body is a blue silk kudzu short skirt, and the feet are a pair of American-style round-toed patent leather shoes. Although the eyes were a little swollen, the smile seemed to come from the bottom of my heart, and it suddenly made people's eyes shine.

Shen Chuyun looked He Yi'an up and down, and saw that the small stubble on his chin was not shaved clean, but not as neat and neat as before, so he smiled and quipped: "You only came back yesterday, shouldn't you be busy making up for sleep, why did you rush over to supervise the work?" ”

He Yi'an was really amazed at her recovery ability, and when she was dusk yesterday, she couldn't stop crying, but this morning she was already full of vitality. This time, He Yi'an was embarrassed, rubbed his nose, touched his ears again, and got up a little hesitantly: "Huh? Oh, yes...... Maybe I've just had a seminar and my mind is up and down, so ...... Didn't sleep well all night. ”

Shen Chuyun was very energetic, and when he mentioned the conference in Shanghai, he suddenly became enthusiastic about his work: "It just so happens that I want to hear the specific content of the seminar." ”

"Let's go in and talk slowly." He Yi'an smiled with a red face and stepped inside.

Shen Chuyun didn't follow him in, just nodded and said, "Okay, then I'm sorry for you to wait for me in the office first." Then, I went to the door and opened the mailbox, and folded and put away the letters from readers this morning.

He Yi entered the house reluctantly, and someone greeted him, and he deserved it very carelessly. I kept thinking about yesterday in my mind, thinking about this for a while, thinking about every time I got along with Shen Chuyun from beginning to end. After thinking about it again, I recalled Chai Junsheng's advice, and then thought about my family, and even thought about the trend of free marriage.

With these thoughts, it was as if a heart had been lifted up to heaven and then fell to the ground. In short, you can't control it all by yourself.

Before I knew it, the familiar voice came from outside the door, as if discussing some business. The voice regained its former vitality, and He Yi'an listened to it, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile.

Then, as soon as the door was pushed, Shen Chuyun walked in quickly, with an extra piece of manuscript paper full of words in his hand.

He Yi'an thought that it was a good thing to let work dilute everything. But I thought that Shen Chuyun would be like most people, and he would be troubled by emotions for a long time, so he didn't really prepare meeting notes. I had to smile awkwardly and explain: "I'll dictate it briefly first, and I'll give you the written record when I've sorted it out." ”

"Great, it saves me time and satisfies my curiosity." Shen Chuyun nodded in agreement, opened the book in his hand, took a fountain pen, and was about to have a small meeting.