Chapter 223: I Don't Love You for a Long Time

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That night, I sat on the edge of the bed until dawn and looked at the woman on the bed, hoping for her to wake up and fearing her to wake up.

In fact, not long after I left the party, I received a call from the housekeeper, Zheng Huaiyuan couldn't find Jiang Beiyi, so he found the villa and forced him to ask him what other properties I had in Cannes.

The housekeeper said that Zheng Huaiyuan looked crazy in a hurry, his voice was trembling, and his tone was mixed with pleading.

I turned off the phone when I hung up the phone, Jiang Beiyi didn't sleep very well, his brows were furrowed, and he slept on the edge of the bed, as if he would fall down if he moved casually.

Several times when she rolled over I dragged her and held her in my arms, and it didn't take long for her to mumble and shout hot and then come and push me, swearing bastard fuck you or something.

I felt funny, I felt distressed, and I hated myself at the same time.

Between us, it is all my fault that we have come so far.

From the beginning, I knew that Gong Yinshu was not a good type, and I also knew that her existence was a thorn in the coffin for Jiang Beiyi, I should have sent that woman far away, I should have found a way to make that woman disappear, and I should have been ruthless.

Although I have repeatedly stated that I don't like her, and at the same time expressed my dislike for her, but I overestimate myself too much, I think I have the ability to make her jealous, I think I can give Jiang Beiyi the future she wants, I think that no one or anything can break us up.

In fact, I can't make Gong Yin jealous at all, and I can't give Jiang Beiyi the future he wants.

I don't even know what's going on in her mind.

I didn't even pause to listen to her inner voice.

Just like that night, I only dared to sit on the edge of the bed and look at her, I only dared to hold her hand, I only dared to tell her how much I loved her at such a time.

In the early hours of the morning, I couldn't hold on anymore, the smell of Jiang Beiyi's body entered my nose, her beautiful face was in front of me, her full lips seemed to invite me to taste, I couldn't care if she would wake up or hit me, anyway, I climbed into bed and took her into my arms.

It was the most restful sleep I've had in five years, and the warm nephrite body in my arms made me just want to sleep like this.

In this life, if it can end like this, it will not be a good thing.

It's a pity that this good dream didn't last long, and he was slapped in the face.

I don't know how Jiang Beiyi identified me, after she slapped me, she probably felt angry, pulled the quilt and came to cover me, and shouted viciously: "Bastard, bastard, I'll cover you, I'll kill you." ”

In fact, she didn't have much strength, and her eyes couldn't see, and when she pounced, the quilt covered my chest.

I didn't move, I didn't struggle, I didn't speak, I just looked at her.

The expression on her face can be described as shocked, ashamed and cold, because she was so angry, the green tendons on her forehead burst out, and her upper and lower teeth rattled.

"Bastard, why don't you die, why are you coming to pester me?"

She held on for a long time, and after a long time, she suddenly lifted the quilt and slapped it: "Hey, are you dead?" ”

I still didn't say anything or struggle, she was stunned, and suddenly leaned over and tested my snort.

I tilted my head, and let her get my snort smoothly.

I held my breath, she was startled and patted my face: "Hey,, don't scare me, what's wrong with you?" ”

It actually hurts, but I still endure it.

She fumbled with both hands, and after touching my chest, she nervously pressed her ears to mine.

I couldn't help it anymore, and while kissing her on the ear, I hugged her waist: "Wife, did it scare you?" ”

She was stunned, and suddenly reacted to being tricked by me.

Annoyed and angry, she pushed me away, groped for the pillow, and then slammed it on me: "Bastard, fuck you, dare to lie to me." ”

I hugged her and put it in her ear: "Wife, I know you're nervous about me, do you still love me?" ”

"Love you big-headed ghost." She pushed me away again, then kicked me over.

Coincidentally, I was going to kiss her, and the kiss made her dizzy and make her obey. Who knows, I actually took the initiative to lean my face over and let her kick her.

My center of gravity was unstable, and I fell out of bed.

The saddest thing is that there is a nosebleed.

I covered my nose: "Jiang Beiyi, are you from Shaolin Temple?" ”

She smashed another pillow over: "You deserve it, if you don't kick you to death, it's your fate." ”

I pounced on her and threw her on the bed before she could react, and gagged her deeply, despite the fact that I was still bleeding from the nose.

Naturally, she struggled, pounding my chest, and seeing that it didn't work, she came to tear my hair.

The harder she pushed, the more I kissed her deeply, and at the same time muttered indistinctly: "Wife, I'm sorry, I know it's wrong, I love you, I love you......"

I don't know if she lost her strength or was wiped with blood from me, she gradually gave up her resistance, and just lay there like a dead person, crying silently.

What I'm most afraid of in my life is that she crys, especially now, when she cries, I have no master.

So I slowly let go of her, took a tissue to help her wipe her face, and whispered and coaxed: "Okay, okay, I'm just afraid that you will run away, I won't kiss you, don't make you angry, let's talk well, okay?" ”

She snatched the tissue from my hand, got up and moved to the left side of the bed, away from me, before asking, "When are you going to send me away?" ”

My heart is cold, she still has to go, she still has to go to Zheng Huaiyuan.

Although I was sad in my heart, I was also glad that I was determined to get her back last night, otherwise I didn't know when I would have had the opportunity to say something.

"Jiang Beiyi, you listen to me first, okay? It's been five years, and I have a lot to say to you, don't you want to say something to me? ”

She lowered her head, clutched the tissue, and said in a low voice: "I have nothing to say, what do you want to say, hurry up." ”

I don't know why, seeing the blood on her face that hasn't been wiped clean, I think of what she suffered on the night of racing, and then my heart feels like it's being grabbed by countless hands.

Heart-wrenching......

"Are you hungry or not, I'll go get something to eat, let's talk while eating, okay?"

She shook her head: "I'm not hungry, you say it quickly." ”

I deliberately delayed the time: "But I'm hungry, I don't have the strength to speak when I'm hungry, I can't finish those words, don't think about leaving here half a step." ”

She was silent for a few seconds and compromised: "Okay, then let's talk while eating." ”

I had to inch in: "Do you remember the past, I love to eat the dishes you cook, it's been five years, Jiang Beiyi, will you cook it for me again?" I know you're going to say you can't see it, it's okay, I'll help you, we'll do it together, okay? ”

She lost her patience: "You're not finished, you have to make inches, don't you?" ”

I also lost patience: "Well, since you don't want to do it for me, let's go back to sleep, or, do something else." ”

She shuddered a little and raised her voice: "Bastard, you're going to threaten me with this." What do you want to eat, say quickly. ”

Five minutes later, the two of us were standing in the bathroom, the awkward way she brushed her teeth, and the way she tried her best to keep her distance from me even though she couldn't see it.

I was suddenly a little reluctant to see such a scene, so I kindly reminded her, "What's on your toothbrush?" ”

As I spoke, I took it, pretended to help her figure it out, and then unknowingly shoved my toothbrush into her.

She might as well be deceived and continue to brush her teeth.

I swapped my glass for her again.

After washing, I led her to sit at the dresser, then picked up a comb and brushed her hair.

She dodged: "No need, fourth brother, really don't need to ......"

I pressed her: "Don't reject me, Jiang Beiyi, just ...... Just fulfill one of my wishes. ”

Ten minutes later, I pinned her hair with a hairpin I bought at auction last year: "I bought it at Sotheby's last year, and I thought it was perfect for you at first sight." ”

She raised her hand and took the hairpin down: "It's too precious, fourth brother, I really can't ask for it." ”

I grabbed it and gave her a hairpin again: "What you give you, no matter how valuable it is, it's worth it, I'm just afraid that you won't give me this opportunity." ”

She didn't seem to want to continue the topic: "Okay, aren't you hungry, let's go cook." ”

Twenty minutes later, the two of us were standing in the kitchen, and I took out the ingredients from the refrigerator to wash them under her command.

I took the cauliflower and asked her, "How do you wash this?" ”

She said something stupid, fumbled to take the cauliflower from my hand, and motioned for me to lead her under the faucet.

It's hard to imagine that such a pair of hands holding a scalpel is also a beautiful scenery when washing vegetables.

I unconsciously stood behind her, stretched out my arm to hold her hand, and washed with her.

She trembled and was about to retract her hand unconsciously, but I held it silently and tried to change the subject: "Remember the past, when you were busy in the kitchen, the bottle cap would always come in to help you wash the dishes. At that time, you were like this, teaching him how to wash vegetables by hand......"

She didn't move, as if petrified, and I continued, "I'm sorry, I know it's all my fault, and all the suffering you have suffered is caused by me. Jiang Beiyi, you give me a chance to make amends, okay? ”

Her voice choked: "Fourth brother, you know, how I ...... How do I find the ...... of a vial cap Corpses? ”

My heart ached so much that I couldn't breathe, but I still asked, "You say, I'll listen." ”

She bent down slightly, and her voice was a little weak: "Do you remember, that time in Kunming, just by the Green Lake, a few disabled children were begging, and they just didn't let go of your trouser legs." ”

I nodded: "I remember, you fell into the lake that day......"

"That's not what I'm going to say, you gave them a lot of money that day, and I'll tell you, it's been said on the news that most of those children were trafficked and thought to be disabled, just to come out and ask for food. They are a gang that makes a living by controlling those disabled children. You give it once, and when they see you, they will call more people to pester you. ”

My heart sank more and more, put down the cauliflower, and turned Jiang Beiyi's body, only to find that she had already burst into tears at some point.

"What's wrong, what's wrong with you, wife, what are you crying about?"

"Gong Yinshu is looking for those people...... When I was there, I heard one of them say that the vial cap was sold by Gong Yinshu to human traffickers. The traffickers had planned to sell him to the mountains at a high price, but seeing that he was good-looking, they thought that if he was crippled and go out to beg, he would definitely get a lot of money. The brutes ......," she cried, "and they broke his legs and forced him to sing in the streets, and to use a soldering iron if he didn't obey...... A five-year-old child, tortured by them to the point that no one is a ghost. Do you know how the vial cap dies in the end? ”

Tears rolled down in big pieces, and I hugged her and tried to warm her heart: "Don't say it, wife, Gong Yinshu is dead, and she has been retributed." ”

Jiang Beiyi didn't move, was silent for a few seconds, and continued: "The most perverted thing about that gang is that the more children who can make money, the more they will die. When I was a child, I watched TV and said that the Empress Dowager Cixi cut off her love rival's limbs and stuffed them into jars to make adults, do you know people? In order to prevent the child from growing too fast, those people did not feed him, and constantly tortured him, training him to wrap his legs around his neck, and beat him if he couldn't do it. The vial cap couldn't stand it, tried to escape, was caught, hung up and beaten all night, and he was beaten to death. ”

Silence, silence......

After a long, long time, Jiang Beiyi looked up at me: "Fourth brother, those that the small bottle cap suffered, do you think Gong Yinshu can be written off as soon as she dies, do you think that is her retribution?" To tell you the truth, I hate you for having an accident with the vial cap, if it weren't for your indecision, if it weren't for your arrogance, how would he have died? But now that I've figured it out, what I hate the most is myself, I obviously hate Gong Yinshu but didn't tell you, I didn't want to see her all my life but didn't tell you, I didn't believe you but didn't tell you...... So God punished me, and it made me lose my child forever. ”

I didn't expect there to be so many things I didn't know.

I didn't expect Jiang Beiyi to hate it so much.

I hugged her tightly: "Wife, it's been five years, isn't it better to say it?" I blame everything for not protecting you, it's my fault, you can beat me, scold me or even kill me, I just beg you, don't mention leaving me again. You know, without you, I'd be dead. ”

She didn't seem to hear what I said, and let me hold me motionless, and just when I thought she wouldn't say anything, she spoke again: "Actually, I was very grateful to a stranger, and if it weren't for her, I really wouldn't have been able to find the cap of the vial, let alone let him be buried in the ground." ”

My heart was warm and cold, and I patted her on the back: "Okay, okay, when I have time, let's go and thank people, okay?" ”

She pushed me away, took a step back, and instantly returned to clarity: "Fourth brother, I have said everything I should have said, you can say it." ”

I looked at her guarded look, and my eyes were hot for no reason: "Didn't you say that you want to cook for me, let's talk while eating." ”

"I can cook for you, and I can listen to you, but don't think that I want to stay, and don't think that I still love you. As I said earlier, between us, there is no going back. As for what you said I owe you a child, I also think about it. When the vial cap had an accident, I woke up one night and found you crying in the children's room, and I comforted you, even if the vial cap really can't come back, we can have another one. Fourth brother, even if you imprison me by your side, it's useless, even if you use grandma to threaten me, I won't be able to have children for a long time. ”

I looked at her: "Jiang Beiyi, are you acting with Zheng Huaiyuan because you can't have children and are afraid that we will end up building a family?" I know you still love me, and you should know that it doesn't matter if I have children or not, I love you. ”

"But I don't love you, I love Zheng Huaiyuan."

It was like a spell, and I didn't even know how I threw my fist on the fridge.

I shook her shoulder: "Jiang don't remember that you wake up, don't act, I know you still love me, you can't fool me." ”

"I don't love you anymore, I love Zheng Huaiyuan, and I want to marry him."

I don't know how I got the slap or how I got it.

By the time I realized what I had done, Jiang Beiyi had already fallen to the ground, and blood was flowing from the corner of his mouth.

I crouched down to hug her in a panic, but she screamed and knocked my hand off, hugging in the corner like a wounded elk.

Twenty minutes later, Long Jue rushed in a hurry, and while throwing me a newspaper, he also saw Jiang Beiyi who was huddled in the corner.

Looking at the newspaper, I was stunned.